"Storms are necessary; at some points in our life, we need to look through the Eye of the Storm to truly see the calm in the chaos..."

Praise God, great day today. I was hoping and suppose to get my eval for work today, but i didnt. Oh boo! I guess ill have to wait till mon. to see how i did. Though my other boss the director said it was really nice. So im assuming its not that bad or nothing real bad. It doesnt really matter too much anwyay, being that i already got my raise. Its kinda nice at the city cuz i always get the same amount raise each yurr. Like at the daycurre, the outcome of your eval depending on how high of a raise you would get. Which only makes sense, youre rewarded for the work you put in.

I got this strange email the other day from this lady. See her husband died 4 yurrs ago in kuwait. Well before he had past away i guess he deposited a sum of $3.6 million dollars into a security fund. This lady has cancer and is really sick, on top of that she's dying. Her doctor told her she would not last 3 months. Being of her condition she has decided to donate the $$ to a church or a christian indvidual who will use the $$ to build up the kingdom of God hurr on earf. She told me she made this decision only cuz her inlaws are not christian and the couple had no childrne. So im suppose to respond if im interested. I dindt reply back only cuz its sounds really sketchy. The email wasnt even directly addressed in my name. THough if God wants me to take it, ha then im sure she'll email back.

Great time tonite w/some of the guys from LF. Ive been spending a lot of time in the carson/long beach area as of my break. ALmost the same way i was spending lots of time in irvine during the semester. Great group of people over thurr and i totally love their community. Theyre juss so welcoming and really treat you as a child of God. The best thing about it too, is that theyre real genuine and not fake. YOu can tell usually when people are fake right off the bat. I know a lot of people who try too hard to be real when you know theyre juss frontin. The worst part is when youre decieved, when all this time you think theyre real nice but then in reality they backstab you. Hmm sounds something really similiar to what i went through recently. THough i wont name any names now.

Anyway, when megaroom combines forces w/too big then its like were forming the ultramegaroom. The biggest force of them all! I love the wings at wingstop juss cuz i dont think ive ever tasted such a good variety in chicken wings. Despite the fact that theyre real greasy, theyre still good. Then we went to play pool at some place, it was really cool. I havent played pool in ages, and juss the other day while playing carrom boards maybe me think oh itd be fun to play pool. Its great how SH and LF get along so well. Hand in Hand, working together to build up the kingdom of God.

So tomrrow whurr going ot LA to celebrate my grandpas brother's 100 birfday. Wow 100 yurss, please pray for him that God continues to strengthen him and keep him young at heart. I gotta read this book gail gave me, 'the great divorce' by cs lewis. It seems pretty interesting, i onyl finished reading the prolouge tonite. Its one of those books you could read in one day. I like it already! Im gonna hang out w/jennif today, yay! Maybe i can see if she'll wanna watch chasing liberty w/me since she wants to see the bP mall. I never knew mandy moore was catholic, i found that interesting. LOC is putting together 'ave idol,' real similar to the american idol. It sounds pretty cool. ANyway, thas it for now until next time, pray for me while i pray for you!


This week went by fast!

"Before i let you go, before i let you go can i get a kiss goodnight baby..."im done, im out God bless!