Bad Mood Guy Day

"Humility is to the various virtues what the chain is in a rosary. Take away the chain and the beads are scattered; remove humility, and all virtues vanish..."

First off today is the feast day of Our Lady of the Rosary! Yay!! "October is the month in which Mary Most Holy, Queen of the Holy Rosary, is venerated. Within the current international context, I invite all -- individuals, families, communities -- to pray this Marian prayer, possibly every day, for peace, so that the world can be preserved from the wicked scourge of terrorism."The terrible tragedy of September 11th will be remembered as a dark day in the history of humanity. In the face of this, the Church tries to be faithful to her prophetic charism and remind all men about their duty to build a future of peace for the human family. Certainly, peace is not separated from justice, but it must be nourished by mercy and love."We cannot forget that Jews, Christians and Muslims adore God as the only God. The three religions, therefore, have the vocation of unity and peace. May God allow the Church's faithful to be agents of peace, in the front line of the search for justice and the prohibition of violence. "May the Virgin Mary, Queen of Peace, intercede for all humanity, so that hate and death never have the last word!"-Pope JPII

Today juss wasnt my day or something cuz I felt like total period guy! It was juss one of those days whurr errthang was juss 'agh!' for me. The morning went well, in fact a certain prayer intention I had last nite was answered. Praise God! I really praise God for juss a lot of the healing thas taking place. You know that feeling when you got a scab or an open wound on you? Then you add medicine or whatever you need to add, then it slowly sturrts to heal. Its like that right now, really praise God for that one.

Class today was agh, well it wasnt as bad as yesterday's lesson. Agh then we have stupid maf test on mon. Alaine's gonna help me out though on fri. w/it so hopefully i'll have a better understanding of it all. I juss hate when people ask questions well that you think are dumb. Things that the instructor already went over and yet the person asks the same question. SO then the instructor has to go through it all over again to show errone. Its like juss ask after class or something? ha agh youre holding up the class from going ova the rest of the material.

Then at work today, I think thas when I became like bad mood guy or something. Ha I dont think I had the best customer service. As monica once said, 'juss one them days...' hahaha these two seniors come up and she's looking for her bingo currds. I guess she left them last thurs. when the stantonites would play. Apparently, she left them and she needed them tonite for whatever reason. I explained to them i dont know whurr they are, the stantonites keep them so I dont know. Well the husband wanted to go look cuz I guess he knows whurr they are. I was kinda eh i guess whatever, this is so bad but i turned around and walked away. He came back saying he couldnt find them. They ended up juss leaving.

AGh then the kids today, well thurrs juss a couple that are juss hard headed. No matter how many times you explain it to them, no matter how many times you tell them, they dont listen. Well thurrs this kid who was juss pissing me off yesterday and today. In fact he was talking back the past couple days too, and I got mad at him for it. Agh then you had this other girl who juss non-stop talk talk talk while im trying to address something. AgH!! I didnt even get off as early as I was anticipating to. Ahhh oh well...

The core intvw went well tonite, praise God thur are so many souls willing to serve. Praise God new flesh are open to step up and become a leader for the community. I can't believe how fast 2 yurrs have gone by. Although, it does feel longer then 2 yurrs. I remember still our 5th anniversary when I got inducted into the curr. Im so in love though w/my community, really I am. I dont know if that sounds right, but SH has really hepled me grow in my faith. Through LSS' and apologetics, it's juss really allowed me to know and love being a catholic. I dont think I wouldve eva have learned so much on my own. I doubt I wouldve been inspired to in the first place. I juss love the different ways God reaches out to us.

After core intvws, I was tempted to drive down for the yfc meeting. THen it was already 8pm and I was too turrd to drive down thurr. I ended up going to the sfc household/faciliator training meeting. Oh man is really all I can say bout that one. God's going to be teaching me a whole lot during these next 8 weeks. So I'm gonna really need your prayers on this one. Its juss hurrd when people are use to doing things a certain way and they dont seem open to new things. Ahh praise God for aela, who hmm helped clurr things up for me tonite.

On a side note, I had this really great dinner tonite! ha We grilled new york steaks on the grill tonite and oh they were so suclulant and juicy! haha I need to watch that movie, 'Saved.' One of my kids watched it last nite before coming to confirmation. I need to watch it so then I can clurr up things in case they give out the wrong idea, which im sure they do. Besides that, mandy moore is in that movie, and I like mandy moore! Thurrs this survey I want burr to take, in fact when I took it in my psych class on tues. I was laughing cuz it made me think of him. Its an obseessive-Compulsive test, 25 different questions bout personality. 95% of those questions really pertained to me. Ha! YOu had to circle on the scale of 1-4 on how much they apply to you. 4 being most of the time, 1 being none or little of the time...hurrs juss some of the questions...

*i perfer things to be done my way
*i am upset by changes in the environment or in the behavior of people
*i get upset if i dont finish a task
*i like errthang i do to be perfect
*i do things percisely to the last detail
*i get tense when my days schedule is upset-ha! thas sooo me!
*i plan my time so i wont be late
*i am strict bout fufilling everyone of my obligations
*i make lists of my activities
*i get upset when people do not replace things exactly as i left them

Ha how many of those statements apply to you? I turned out to be a moderate compulsive, I can be so anal, if you know me well enough you know that. Those who know me well enough, especially w/in my community, really know my personality and the type of personality I have. Especailly the burr, whurr so alike that is crazy how were on opposite ends of the room though. haha Okay well im hoping i wont be bad mood guy tomorrow! So I can be happy guy and not period guy! yay!!! haha Anyway, ever since reading the Wisdom of the Litte Flower, I've been inspired to go back and finish all the other holy books I need to finish. I'm back 'The gift of Faith,' wow so much applies to me on thurr.


Agh one more work day!

"And you were my baby..."im done, im out God bless!