Praise Reports

"A successfull person is one who can lay a firm foundation with the bricks that others throw at him..."

Special prayer request, I asked sandy if my kids could sing Mother Mary for thurr confirmation. I've taught my kids this past yurr to have a strong a devotion to our Blessed Mother. If thurr was a theme song for this class it would have to be 'Mother Mary.' So I gave her the lyrics and the song, so she has to see. Please pray that we can do it! I really want them to sing this song, especially since the next day is Mother's day. It fits juss perfectly, at least I think that. So again I ask for your prayers!

I went to daily mass this morning at St. I, maan it's been a while since I've gone to daily mass thurr. It felt soo refreshing to get up and sturrt the day off by going to mass. That even though you feel so tired, you're sturrting the day off by giving it to Him. Them kids at the catholic skools are lucky they go to mass errmorning. After mass, sturrted w/the rosary and juss tried to really focus in on prayer. Like I said its a big week for me and my kids. Even though some may think to themselves 'whooo currs.' I guess you won't really understand unless you take the opportunity to do wha I do.

I got my results back today from garden grove unified skool district. It came back a negative, I failed one portion of the test. Which means I dont even get qualified for an invtw cuz I have to pass all purrts of the test. I was dissapointed, it kinda messed up the rest of the day. I had put all my money into it that and ended up w/nothing. :sigh: That was gonna be my escape key to leave the city and sturrt something else. Now I'm confused I dont know whurr to go, though I do know I still want to leave the city. Please pray for another opportunity to come my way...stupid no child left behind law! agh!

My coworker is taking this tally cuz he has his sketch of dubya in a frame on his desk. Well certain people dont like it. I am including on that list as well. So now he's taking a tally to see how many people want it off and how many people want him to leave it. My boss came in and put a huge tally mark on the 'yes take it off' column. ha then my other coworker asked me if I was on my period cuz I was telling one of the rec leaders something. Agh I was kinda laughing to myself. Juss cuz I know the burr is always on his errmorning hahaha!

I got my shirt to whurr for confirmation today at expressMEN yay!! Its this long sleeve collared light blue shirt. Now all I need to do is find a matching tie to go with it. I found exactly wha I was looking for too, so it didnt take long. I like dressing up for semi formal stuff now...well kinda. I dont know bout doing it on a daily basis. I found these pants that I liked thurr too, but they didnt have my size oh why?! They only had bigger sizes...38 isnt that big! hahahah!

Praise Reports!
1. Skool is freakin almost over! ahh thanks goodness
2. Heif is freakin tight, she cracks me up---oh yeah speaking of which, she's most likely having this grad purrty at the factory in hollywood. She told me to invite whoever I wanted to be on the guest list. If you want to go and be on the guest list then holla back! woot woot
3. HOW is amazing, spirit is working through all of us.
4. My kids so eager to go to confession
5. Pay day is tomorrow!
6. My mom for always making sure I have baon
7. Daily mass in the morning!
8. Trials, sufferings, and more
9. God has lead me in the right direction
10. You, for making my days brighter!

Hurrs another interesting thought to ponder on:

When you are inside yourself it's never about what's appropriate or what makes you feel comfortable. It's about the truth. It's about the moment. It's never about the appropriety of what you feel. It's all about the drive that makes you feel. The other day someone asked me if I thought that people could change. "Depends on what you mean." You can change your appearance. You can change your confidence. You can change your impressions, but can you change who you are? No. An alchoholic is always an alchoholic. A hot head is always a hot head. You will always be what's inert to you, but what you show is like playdough. You can mold a piece of playdough into a man, but it will always just be playdough.

With time, you discover flaws within yourself that are worth changing, but you never really change. You just struggle more to keep that aspect of your personality in check. You find a control over them; a tool that time shapes skillfully. If we couldn't step outside ourselves, insecurities would diminish, but so would civility. So we walk around feeling what we feel, showing what we show, all the while holding that restraint to hide the fact that, by our standards, we are all a little crazy.


Happy Cinco de mayO!!

"You are my fire, my one desire..."im done, im out God bless!