"Love is essential, so that without love all our efforts are in vain, no matter how much good we accomplish."

I was really irritated pretty much the whole day. SOmething set my mood this morning and i was bad mood guy for the rest of the day. Ask robby he knows, i was agh!!! w/errthang until i went to confession and now i feel better for the most part. I know i shouldnt let certain things get to me but sometimes i juss dont curr. THe above quote says w/o love is important, love means something and w/o our efforts are useless. We could so many good things but yet w/o love its dead. Juss like that faith w/o good works, those things go hand in hand. YOu know like their best friends, buddies. woOo

Im still trying to get myself into academic mode, agh! being back @ skool sucks, probably cuz ive been durr forever and i need to get out. Interpersonal communication was interesting, we played 'spin the bottle.' haha THough instead of kissing the person the bottle points to, you gotta shurr w/the group a sterotype bout yourself. Well the bottle would end up landing on the same people, so we ended up juss going around the room and shurring 3 sterotypes bout each other. Hurr is wha i shurred, #1-i look real quiet or mellow, but once you get to know me, im very opinionated and active. #2-Many people think im the only child only cuz my sister isnt active w/anything like me. #3-i lookyounger than i really am. PRobably the most often sterotype i get is, well actually it goes like this. Check it, i meet some new peeps, we talk get ot know each other blah blah.

person: "Hey ja$on what ethinicty are you?"

me: "Oh, im filipino and white."

person laughs and shocked: "OH really?! i thought you were chinese or koren or japanese or something like that."

me: fake laugh, "oh i guess you were wrong then huh?!" haha jk i dont say that, i juss usually say, "oh i get that all the time." Then change subject.

WOrk was alright, theyre doing the final round of interviews for the youf outreach coordinator. Geez, they gotta do a lot of work, im happy thas not my position. THas a lot of resposibility and expectations to fufuil. Once thyre hired theyre gonna shurr the office w/me until the neighborhood center is built in 2012. haha Finally ill have some company again in the office. I love my desk aurrea its very bright. People come to see and check out all the pictures that are on my wall. woo pictures! I got off @ 550 i ended up getting more irritated then i was this morning. So i went to mass and confession spc. I felt relieived, i saw my cousin durr. Though i didnt get to talk to him cuz him and his mom were staying for the rosary.

RObby told me he wrote some make believe story bout a isda and burr. I know it has to do fo sho w/a burr eating isdas. THough this blurr cant catch this isda cuz its too fast for the blurr! haha yess i won! Speaking of winning, we have this stupid game going as of today. Whoever signs on first and ims the person first wins. WHoever gets up to 10 owes that person a free meal. As of now im loosing @ 4 points and robby w/6. Then he calls me pretending to be boss lady on the phone later on. i was like agh thas stupid! Then he says i need to worship him cuz hes a god hence the small 'g' not big 'g.' He emailed me @ work and said worship me for i hurr you 24/7! haha

Looks like fred has made a new friend! YFc was fun tonite, we fellowshiped and went to boomers. I got durr and they were gone already, luckily this guy who was in hte building gave me directions. Praise GOd i didnt get lost! whew! MAde it durr and it was really fun. Yfc people are d0pe to chill with and hang around. Krystal and toni are SUPPOSE to becoming next tues. nite. THOugh imma not gonna set myself up for a dissapointment. The hit game was the 'dance freak' whurr its the game whurr you focus on hand eye coordination. Whurr you move your hands errwhurr under those circle things that light up. Durrs a lot of those dance type of games now. I wanted to do the horse race game but they didnt have it! agh booo! i remember gail and i did that @ D & b for my birfday! haha

As fred would say, i got 'pop' over my 'cool to be catholic' shirt. They all were diggin it over durr. Toni wanted one. Krystal was diggin the 'f.a.m.i.l.y' bracelet i was whurring and she was also diggin my rosary braclet. I told her i was excited cuz i was able to get a bible diary @ scrc. yay! She was happy for me, she said errweek i would look at it and think whether or not to bring to give to you since i dont use it. I hope it comes in soon. After boomers we all went to monica's house for their core team meeting. I went cuz errone else did. Durr was these yfc leaders one was from florida visiting and this other guy i guess hes from irvine but has been gone traveling ot other yfcs. We started off w/praise & worship something which i was hoping for and it became an answered prayer. I was able juss to let go and let God in, complete surrendar. Then the guy talked bout goals he wants for them. Really inspirational discussion, well it was only him doing most of the talking. I felt like i was at one of those pyramid schemes meetings! haha Then we closed w/some fun closing songs, like the one i was hoping ot hurr we sang it. yay! Imma make copies of Mother REginas talk and bring it to give next wed. @ yfc. Its a really good talk!

Being that imma be in core next term for SH, one of my goals for next term is to make myself more hospitable to the new person. Even though jennif said, that fr. faricy said in his talk buot prayer groups not to welcome the people in when they first walk in. I think they still need to be welcomed. So thas one goal for me at least to get to be more hospitable w/new people. I know how it feels like to be welcomed, ive experienced that this summer. So i want the new people to feel that same feeling i felt. Another thing id like for core to do, is work closely together w/other communities. Gosh its so d0pe to know durr are other communities out durr praising God all the time like us. ITd be great to do a monthly colloboration meeting from all the leaders from the different communities. We have that @ work all the community organization leaders in the city come together once a month and collorborate on projects. IN other words create a united nations of prayer/youf/young adult organizations. JEsus didnt work bymyself.

Alright well thas enough for tonite, i got a really coo tag from 'somerandomgirl' it kinda made my day, i know thas corny. Oh it was funny @ monicas house i was sitting at the table across from krystal. I randomly said oh krystal can i get your # i dont got it. Then we all started to laugh and errone was like ooOoh. Krystal said nice and smooth haha. Then others were like i gotta use that line next time. Then this other guy said why cant girls juss be honest and say theyre not interested rather than give me a wrong #. ha that sucks. Oh grace is gonna make a cd w/songs from their yfc conference they went too. woOo! Oh man their conference is expensive, all clp conferences are expensive yo! Its like $140 or something to register for the weekend. SCRC isnt even that expensive, crazy! Okay thas it, remember to be JEsus to each other!


Apologetics starts on fri! yay!

"ANd now that youre near, everything is different, everthing so different Lord. And i know, Im not the same, my life you changed, i wanna be with you..."im done, im out God bless!