"It is blasphemy if you pray before God while you are full of anger..."

Whew! i was stressing over something for the past couple hours, but now its all gone. Praise God!Today it was funny i ran into one of my SRE parents during my break at skool. Her son is new to my class this year, so she was asking how youf alpha was going. Turns out she's a nurse @ kaiser in anaheim hills, going back to get her BA. Maan i juss run into errone at skool, my goodness. I run into ol SRE students thurr and now their parents! oh why?! i need to get out of thurr like quickstyles! If only i didnt slack off before hand, now i must face the consquences. I guess on the bright side its better im still in skool rather then not doing anything at all.

Work was pretty quiet today, not too much happened, only ive accumulated 726 hours since the beginning of the fiscal yurr. For those who work in the local govt. they know part-timers are only allowed to work a maximum of 999 hours each fiscal yurr. THe fiscal yurr starts july 01 and ends june 30, then it starts all ova again. Its only february and since july ive accumlated 700 hours already! Which means my hours have been cut, big time to only 12-15 hours a week! Thas crazziness! So im going ot need anotha job to pay for my trip to hawaii. I know in the end as always God will provide. Though im going ot need your prayers.

Oh ive been meaning to mention this for a while now. So i guess on sat. my little cousin was over, hes like 5 or something. ANyway, if youve been to my house you know in the kitchen is whurr my dogs have their bed. I got 4 small poodles, so they all sleep in this huge bed that could fit a dalmatian. So my little cousin was over and he had took the eggs in our fridge and put them in the dogs bed. I guess he look like 5-6 eggs and put them in their bed! hahah i was so cracking up when i hurrd that. IT seems that he thinks the dogs lay eggs! hahaha I juss thought that was cute/funny story.

Wednesday nite is yfc nite, so i went to yfc and it was fun. The theme was bout friendship and we were to make a list of friends who bring us up and friends who bring us down. Well my list wouldve been forever long on 'who brings us up side.' So rather instead, i juss listed different communities whom im close friends with. Example SH, LF, SOL, SLY, St. Lucy's, Liwanag, YFC etc. Then on the other side i really didnt know who to list. Honestly, 97% of the people who i chill/hang out with are people associated w/church. Anyway, while they were doing the intro. to the activity i thought about Jaymee's talk during LSS. The verse from JOhn chapter 15,: 12-15 "This is my commandment to love another as i have loved you. No one has greater love then to lay down one's life for a friend. You are my friends, if you do what i command you."

The whole talk bout friendship and juss being around people who will bring you to heaven seemed only to be confirmation from my talk. Surround yourself with a fellowship cuz i surely do not want to be responsible for the damnation of my brother or sister's soul cuz i refused to shurr CHrist's Love with them. I had a nice talk w/mike and i met this new girl sheila. Turns out she goes to sPc and holy family sometimes. So were standing thurr talking forever bout how nice of a church sPc is. Then that girl diana comes along and i found out shes goes to sPc also. SHeila and i were talking bout rosary penances. She goes wow you get them too, i thought it was juss me cuz i was so bad! haha

Afterwards on the way home i was able to chill w/matt and leo at sturrbucks. Francis called me to see if iwanted to study with him @ sturrbucks also. TOo bad i was in irvine. Im borrowing this book called, "The catholic warrior" from leo. It seems like its about how to battle spiritual warfare Id say another confirmation bout juss be aware of the spiritual attacks that are coming our way and juss being prepared for them. So its gonna be a interesting book to check out. Im pretty crunked bout the fellowship coming this fri. yay! Im always down for fellowship and juss sharing the love of God with my fellow brothers and sisters. Charisse and leo are coming down, as well as lf. Im glad that weve all gotten to the point whurr were all real close friends.

So breaking news!i will no longer be going to the LOC 'My heart belongs to you' valentine's dance. Vanessa(blind date)called me @ like 1am shurring to me how she would rather go to the dance alone only cuz we havent met before. I told her i totally felt her on that one, and feel the same way. On top of that i forgot it's ryan's 18 birfday also that day, so i think he has something planned. PRaise God that it all worked out, so no mo stressing over the dance. THough we bof agreed that were gonna have to meet up sometime. In end i made another really cool friend, so praise God! I was talking ot charisse for a little bit, i guess their email system is down at work. Thas why she hasn't been emailing me for the past couple days. Then i was talking to leo till 2am this morning and we were juss kinda catching up on some stuff. As ive said over and over again, im really blessed cuz i live around the communion of saints hurr on earf!

IM excited burr and i are going out to get philly cheese sandwhiches for lunch on valentine's day. Juss the same way we did last yurr, its gonna be our annual valentine;s lunch tradition. Its like our own way of showing that burr and isda are friends! yay! So that's something to look forward to! We havent had lunch in the longest time, yay for good friends and good times! yay! yay! yay!


The girl that im feelin from you got served is keke!

"All the ballers is bouncin they like the way I be leanin/All the rappers be hatin, off the track that I'm makin..."im done, im out God bless!