"Humility must accompany all our actions, must be with us everywhere; for as soon as we glory in our good works they are of no further value to our advancement in virtue..."

Ha humiliy is definitely one virtue i didnt have when i was in high skool. I was juss talking to an ol friend from hs tonite. I cant believe its gonna be 4 yurrs in june since ive graduated. Class of 2000! wooo! Anyway, so i asking her wha was new w/some of her ol hs friends. She was telling me all the gossip of whas going w/errone. Then some how the subject came up of how she had never signed my yurrbook. You know how that was back in hs, youd reserve spaces for all your good homie gees. So anyway, i told her how i had reserved this whole space and she had never signed it. Then she was complaining how i had typed out this paragraph in the whole page space she reserved for me. Ha i typed it out in point 8 baby blue comic sans font! haha For the 30 min we talked it was fun, she's actually the only friend in HS i keep in touch with.

From thurr i ended up going back to my journal and reminsicing on the past once again. I was trying to figure out if i had written why she didnt go to sadies. Her bf hated me cuz he was jealous we were always talking. It was to the point whurr he would leave me hate vmails on my pager. But the guy was so mean to her, i think he had even hit her one time. Anyway, they were awlays having problems. They'd break up and then get back together aand she was so in denial! She would tell me, 'he's changed now, he treats me better etc.' Two weeks later theyd end up getting into arguement and breaking up. SO now theyre engaged to get murried once again. THough theyre not gonna get murried tilll she finishes skool. Well see...

I dont know bout you guys, but when i read something, (in regards to my life) its like a whole flashback. AS if im presently living at the moment in time in whatever im reading. Its so funny like i get completely drawn into the past as if im in some daze. Sounds weird i know, i cant really exactly describe it but its crazy. Then its like i pull myself out of the time warp and im back in present timing and then im like whoa! But i think one of the boldest moves ive ever made in my entire life was standing up to the adminstration in HS. Not obeying authority and taking up the whole school district. If you want to know the story juss ask.

I remember getting all emo during our senior brunch! haha yes it was hard for me to part w/my friends and my HS. I remember i was so excited cuz the filipino r & b group devotion was suppose to perform for international week. They ended up flaking out last min! Boo! i wonder wha ever happened to that other group taht was formed, '6th day.' I think ive mentioned this before but i was in churge of putting together international week. Anyway after it was over, my ap asked me if i took charge of putting int week together for acceptance or for the love of the event. ha i remember sadies, i had gotten 'low.' hah first time in my life i had gotten crazy liek that.

HS was really fun, the pep rallies, putting on the mascot during pep assemblies. Planning and decorating the pep assemblies, making a whole lot of new friends. Missing class to go on field trips or ASB work. Ahh yes that was senior life! The 'graduation song' by vitamin C was our theme song. Ha i remember they always said the louders the churrs you get while they call out your name, the more popular you were! haha

I remember my jr. year in HS right after the whole columbine incident took place. Well i was compelled to help out and send my condolsences. So i put together this huge banner and tied to the to fence. It was announced whoever wanted to send their own condolences can write it on the banner. Well some big football jock thought he was coo and messed it up. I was so upset i ratted the foo out. Yeah the comments i receieved too were never ending! I had history after lunch and my teacher was a young guy. He was a football couch also, anyway after lunch one day some one in class made a comment on why i ratted the person out. Howd he mess it up? I think wrote something like vulgar. He was suspened for it too i think...anyway, so someone made a comment in class and asked why i ratted the guy out. HA my teacher got pissed off and was yelling in class. Saying the action of the kid were wrong and how i even had the courage to and do the right thing.

Ahh yes alright back to 2004 present day. Two days in a row now ive been praying the rosary w/toni. Ha i guess todays entry is a 'i remember when...' one cuz thas all i seem to be saying a lot. HA i remember one week whurr i did phone rosary w/5 different people in one week. That was the coolest! Phone rosary is so cool using your celli for good purposes. I love it! I wanted to go to the beach tonite juss to chill. These past few days have been whoa! Its like that weather in may whurr youre getting antsy for to skool toget out and cuz you know summer is on its way. I wanted to go drive to the beach after work tonite. Almost did too, except i didnt want to go by myself. Even in the evening it was hot not as hot but warm. The weather in the nite time was like chill outside some whurr. Ive been wanting to go to universal city walk for the longest time. So charisse is gonna be in miami leaving wed. nite till sun. OH why?! who will i talk to on a daily basis...haha jk

WEll thas it imma go and hop back into my journal reading. Reminsce some more on those good ol hs days. Wow...it'll almost be way next yurr to my 10 yurr reunion. I wonder wha some of those foos are up to now. THough im sure some of them still havent changed.


Looking back on the past can be so much fun!!

"As we go on, well remember how our lives changed until forever..."