"Fall seven times, get up eight..."

Praise God for a very stressful, tiring, yet fufilling day. Im so happy that there are so many great servants out thurr, whom i can really rely on. When push came to shove they were thurr pushing w/me. Like i said i praise God that ive been blessed to live around the communion of saints hurr on earf. There is so much meaning behind this quote, especially when it comes ot serving God. Fall seven times, wow thas how times ive felt like ive fallen today. Starting from bout 1030am! haha Through each fall though, He picked me up and showed me the way. How many times today that i wanted to juss stay down, but once again He told me, 'My grace is sufficient for you, for power is made perfect in weakness.'

The same verse goes with our personal struggles w/sin and everyday life trials. Life gives you a lemon, make those lemonade slushies that we use to buy back in the days. Remember when youd be waiting in line at magic mtn. on like viper or something. Then the person would come by selling those stuff. While youd be soo hot in line and soo dehydrated that youre like, 'give me 10' to the guy whos selling them! haha ANyway, that was a huge tagent, the point is the devil loves to see us down. Juss check out the suicide skit! With each shove, he gave Jesus he loved it when he saw him fall. But yet Jesus got right back up again. Same way w/our stuff, we can so warn out and tired. Praise God He gives us the grace to come back to Him. Praise God that he makes sure that we never stay down. Dont worry, well continue to fall and fall again but He's thurr watching us get up again.

I dont think i can ever get tired serving God. Geez as i was telling kuya ariel my availability during the weekdays, the only free day i really have is mon. Sometimes even thats taken w/Spirit Games meetings. I love to do what i can to help serve, to help minister to those who might need help. Whether its physically/spiritually im thurr ready to serve. I think the day i stop serving, is the day i die. So my brothers and sister, i pray that i can fully serve all of you w/all of my heart each and every day.

Youf alpha was great, the last min music min was d0pe. Im praising God that im able to tap into my outside resources and get help. I saw the passion in the kids eyes as they were singing, dancing, most of all praising our GOd. The tradition of live praise & worship on the last day of youf alpha lived on! IM really excited to get the kids back in the room next tues. Though imma gonna missing getting all crazy during praise & worship w/betty and the crew its gonna be great to be w/the kids. I realized tonite, we never talked bout vocations, so thas a great topic to discuss w/them. OH! i think i know what ill do next week w/them! We'll do the reflection of the passion! oh yeah!! i rememeber i did that w/them beginning of last yurr. Speaking of the passion one of my kids asked me tonite, 'hey jason did you see the passion?' i told him, 'yeah, did you?' He told me, 'yeah i did, i cried, it was awesome!'Praise God!


Thank You Lord for always coming through! Im exhausted!

"Im so in love with you..."im done, im out God bless!