"When you're doing things for selfish reasons, you always have to wonder about if they're gonna go right. But when you're doing things for the love, you can always rest assured that they're gonna go well..."

Yesterday was cool stuff. Two answered prayers in one nite! yay! Praise GOd! Woke up @ 9am and sturrted to watch my tupac ressurection movie. It was aiight, though interesting. Juss a whole documentary on his life from the time he was born until he died. Thurr whurr some interesting facts that i never knew bout him. FOr example, i didnt know he was good friends w/jada pinkett smith, in fact they went to HS together. I also rented the 'perfect score,' but i still havent watched that yet.

BUrr called me and i went to a late brunch w/them @ Ihop. Yay! IT was good stuff! Then i went back to thurr house and i helped them pack up stuff for hawaii. ITs hard to believe the wedding is juss 1 freakin week away! oh maaan! And yes im still not prepapred with nothing packed, not even a list made of wha i need to take. I think i shall go shopping and pack all that stuff on wed. haha last minute stuff as always!

Dropped by ryan's house and gave him some job fliers. We havent seen each in a while. He currently works @ corner bakery but wants to quit cuz they have him doing like 10 different types of jobs when he was only hired to be cashier. THough thas purrt of the work life is being flexible. THOugh food sucks! I told him before we were hiring but he didnt want to jump on it cuz he was hoping he'd get the job @ some phone play but it didnt fall through. Dang he was telling me his sister works @ parks & rec in la palma but only makes $7 something still. That sucks, especially cuz she's been thurr for a long time too.

Went back to finish helping burr and boss lady, went to the westminister mall. We were doing the program for the reception and program. THen making the table currds for the reception. So all that last min. wedding stuff preps. Boss lady showed me this whole notebook she put together of all the wedding stuff. It was fun helping them and spending the afternoon with them. THen we went to the post office and mailed all the boxes.

Then went i rushed to mark anthony's house thinking i was gonna be late. AGh! i couldve taken my time getting thurr. OH well anyway had some of the dinner mark anthony cooked. Had fun convos bout amber alert and stuff like that. Agh! so much traffic on the freeway. PRaise God for amber alerts cuz that little girl was found. I must say Former Govenor davis really did a good job implimenting this system!

So we left for UCR for YFC's final g4g rally. Got thurr i dont even remember the drive wasnt too bad, thurr wasnt much traffic. ANyway, i got thurr feeling 'community sick' ha but i got over it. I wasnt able to go to mass but praise God cuz the newly ordained fr./kuya francis came and celebrated mass for us! Thas tight talk bout hook ups! He gave a good homily bout decreasing and letting GOd increase in us.

He said we cant do anything on our own and that we need GOd to strengthen us. If we think we can do it on our own then God will humble us. Which is really true, ive done that before. We think we dont need GOd's guidance when it comes to certain things but we come to find out later on, that we need God. How with errthang we need to be humble, cuz its not us we shouldnt be doing anything for ourselves but only for GOd.

THen we ended the evening with d0pe praise & worship jam. I love yfc praise & worship songs cuz as i was singing the lyrics theyre soo powerful. Like completly consume God, really juss talks bout letting GOd use as His instrument. So as i got thurr i realized, 'oh man i feel so old.' Theyre juss getting younger and younger errday. They were showing at the beginning the special video of socal yfcers. It was like a preview to wha all the other yfcers from all over the US will see when they come for the conference. I was in some of the video clips! woO!

Im excited to go to the conference, being its gonna be my first one. Julie told me the other nite i should be purrt of the welcoming committee. Be outside and welcome all the other states that come. Pretty much be hospitality, but i thought ehh its my first one i kinda juss want to be spectator. THough it would be interesting to see these kids from all ova the USA. We'll see wha happens ha cuz randell told me last nite the same thing, 'oh you should ne purrt of welcoming commitee...' hmm i think thas the committee they put all the 1st timers on. Anyway, conference in 3 weeks! Praise God!

So as of wed. nite my purrents sturrted the 2nd half of the kitchen remodeling. Oh whY?! i said when i saw it cuz its like right before the holidays. I tell you sometimes they do the most randomest things. The nice thing bout is, maybe itll be almost done by the time i come back from maui! Im soo excited for hawaii, the hot sun, the nice food, the luaus, the vacation ahh yess! Vacation all i ever wanted, vacation have to get away...

Praise God for the sacrament of reconciliation. Was able to go to confession w/fr. francis. He told me i was customer #7. It was so cute in a sense cuz when he gave me aboslution he didnt have the whole prayer memorized. Haha Praise God though for great advice he gave me. We had a nice convo. afterwurrds bout vocations and stuff. I asked him in the near future maybe he might be willing ot give a talk @ SH. He was more then willing to PRaise God! He'd be a great speaker to give a talk on vocations.

SO praise God for the sacraments of eucharist and reconciliation. Praise God for Fr. Francis. I told him i read his xanga all the time. He laughed and told me that God has been teaching him some pretty hard lessons, so he wanted to shurr it w/errone else. If you meet him you can see really see Jesus working through him. I love it!


5 more days till hawaii!!! 2 moe days till my birfday!

"ONe way Jesus youre the only that i could live for..."im done, im out GOd bless