Can I Walk With You
"If we really understand silence, we understand prayer..."
After last nite, I think God confirmed for me that refocusing my priorities was a good thing. So confirmation we had this right of acceptance practice mass. Couple of my kids werent thurr, and I was kinda upset. I asked jett whurr blah blah was and he told me that he doesnt know and all he heard was he punched a hole in his wall. After confirmation was over, I was debating whether to go and check up on him. Well, I came home and then I decided I'd go over thurr to his house. I called him and told him to come outside. He comes out and he was like, 'whaat' I asked him wha was wrong and he told me, 'nothing.' So after a few nothings, I was finally able to get it out of him. We went for a walk to cool down and juss talk things out. Listened to wha he was going through. Obviously, Im not gonna go into wha happened, but it juss brought back memories of being a teenager all over again. It was kinda cute the story he was telling me, one fo sho the kid sure has churrm. Anyway, after that whole thing God juss confirmed whurr I need to focus right now.
It was sad, all the confirmation II classes came into the hall and we did a living rosary. We offered it up for the Holy Father and for the cardinals. So each kid was a bead for the rosary, and each kid was suppose to say either Our Father, Hail Mary, or Glory be. I had figured since well, theyre all teenagers and preparing for confirmation they know thurr basic catholic prayers. I was wrong, it turned out that half of them didnt even know those 3 basic catholic prayers. How sad is that! I was helping one girl out and she was praying the Hail Mary. Well, she gave up in the middle and was like 'yeah whatever.' Agghh! you dont know how bad that pissed me off the lack of reverence. I really wanted to say, 'you shouldnt even be making your confirmation.' If I had it my way half of those kids I wouldnt have them make it.
I can see that some of you are still kinda scratching your heads wondering bout my puzzle. Don't worry my friends, it will all make sense real soon. Imma give it a little more time, before I go all out w/my explaination. In the meantime juss keep guessing, I know I've had some peeps already try and guess. Well I guess it all depends on how you see things...haha Anyway, thurrs answer, so dont worry it will be revealed soon.
This going back to work thing is difficult. Ha I really miss having that extra free time to do wahtever. To take naps during the afternoon, goign to daily mass, juss chillin at home. Those were the days, now its back to reality. They missed me at work, they were so happy to see that I was back. In fact one of my coworkers wnated to give me a hug, ha I was like its coo. I miss the kids at my center, even though I hurr its gotten out of hand. It makes me wonder if I wouldnt of taken that month off, would they have gotten as bad as they whurr. Most likely not, I think they knew I was gone so they took advantage of that fact. Oh well...
Ive gotten 2 responses for the other two positions Ive applied for at Garden Grove School District. yay! It looks like imma be taking two tests in the next couple weeks. Ones going to be math and the other one is gonna be english essay. Oh why?! its gonna be a long morning, so pray that I do well. I really would like this job right now, something new and different. I was excited to see that I finally got a response. I was beginning to worry that I got rejected or something, Praise God!
You know I'm really glad that I jumped on that myspace wagon. I know originally I didnt want to cuz the thought of having to find peeps all over was a pain. However, through myspace, Ive been able to find soo many people I knew and went to skool with. In fact its through this myspace thing that I've been to get back in touch w/them. Its funny how you come across people who you havent seen in a while and youre like wow! Then you have the peeps you already know and through thurr profile yuou find out interesting things going on w/them. I know how some people have thurr thing agaisnt it, but it juss comes down to how you use it.
Ive been dloading all these pop songs and ol skool r & b slow jams for reirich. Anyway, as I was dloading his list, some of these songs brought back soooo many memories. Especially the pop songs like nsync and backstreet boys. I kinda sat hurr in a daze listening to these songs. Remember the songs that youd really be feelin' and you end up putting the track on repeat. So then the song would juss repeat over and over and over again. Then youd evetually got sick of it cuz you played it out! haa or the songs that remind you of that crush you had on that person. How errtime you heard of that song it made you think of that person! haha ahh those were the days...
Since were on the subject of music and great ol skool jams, I thought I'd do this. I found this on other peeps blogs and Ive been wanting to do it for a while. So to make this blog entry even longer, I thought I'd add my own soundtrack of my life. Check it!
Opening Credits: "Rocksteady" -Whispers
Waking-Up Scene: "back to life, back to reality" - soul II soul
Spring Scene: "Yeah" -Usher
Average-Day Scene: "take me out" - franz ferdinand
Best-Friend Scene: "Crusin" -Huey Lewis and Gwenth Paltrow
First-Date Scene: "I am so into you" - tamia & fab
Falling-In-Love Scene: "till there was you" - piolo pascual then 'i drive myself crazy' nsync
Love Scene: "i'll never find someone like you" -keith martin
High Scene: "slow jam" - usher and monica
Hook up Scene: "spend my life with you" - Eric Benet & Tamia
Summer Scene: "Summertime in the LBC" - dove shack
Fight-With-Friend Scene: "vindicated" - dashboard
Break Up Scene: "the only one" - yellowcard
Get-Back-Together Scene: "6 8 12" - brian mc knight
'Life's Okay' Scene: "promies of a new day" - paula abdul
Fall Scene: "fantasy remix" - mariah carey & ODB
Heartbreak Scene: "if" - bread
Mental-Breakdown Scene: "scientist" - Coldplay
Driving Scene: "hanging by a moment" - life house
Winter Scene: "the first time" - surface
Lesson-Learning Scene: "simple starving to be safe" - daphne loves derby
Falling Asleep Scene: "what awonderful world" - ray charles w/kenny G. sax
Deep-Thought Scene: "my immortal" - evaesence
Flashback Scene: "Only in my dreams" - debbie gibson
Party Scene: "lost in emotion" - Lisa Lisa
Regret Scene: "She will be loved" - maroon 5
Happy-Dance Scene: "egyptian lover" - Egypt egypt
Long-Night-Alone Scene: "crazy" - kci & jo jo
Spiritual Scene: "you are the sunshine of my life" - stevie wonder
Closing Credits: "build me up buttercup" - temptations
Now its your turn friend!
After last nite, I think God confirmed for me that refocusing my priorities was a good thing. So confirmation we had this right of acceptance practice mass. Couple of my kids werent thurr, and I was kinda upset. I asked jett whurr blah blah was and he told me that he doesnt know and all he heard was he punched a hole in his wall. After confirmation was over, I was debating whether to go and check up on him. Well, I came home and then I decided I'd go over thurr to his house. I called him and told him to come outside. He comes out and he was like, 'whaat' I asked him wha was wrong and he told me, 'nothing.' So after a few nothings, I was finally able to get it out of him. We went for a walk to cool down and juss talk things out. Listened to wha he was going through. Obviously, Im not gonna go into wha happened, but it juss brought back memories of being a teenager all over again. It was kinda cute the story he was telling me, one fo sho the kid sure has churrm. Anyway, after that whole thing God juss confirmed whurr I need to focus right now.
It was sad, all the confirmation II classes came into the hall and we did a living rosary. We offered it up for the Holy Father and for the cardinals. So each kid was a bead for the rosary, and each kid was suppose to say either Our Father, Hail Mary, or Glory be. I had figured since well, theyre all teenagers and preparing for confirmation they know thurr basic catholic prayers. I was wrong, it turned out that half of them didnt even know those 3 basic catholic prayers. How sad is that! I was helping one girl out and she was praying the Hail Mary. Well, she gave up in the middle and was like 'yeah whatever.' Agghh! you dont know how bad that pissed me off the lack of reverence. I really wanted to say, 'you shouldnt even be making your confirmation.' If I had it my way half of those kids I wouldnt have them make it.
I can see that some of you are still kinda scratching your heads wondering bout my puzzle. Don't worry my friends, it will all make sense real soon. Imma give it a little more time, before I go all out w/my explaination. In the meantime juss keep guessing, I know I've had some peeps already try and guess. Well I guess it all depends on how you see things...haha Anyway, thurrs answer, so dont worry it will be revealed soon.
This going back to work thing is difficult. Ha I really miss having that extra free time to do wahtever. To take naps during the afternoon, goign to daily mass, juss chillin at home. Those were the days, now its back to reality. They missed me at work, they were so happy to see that I was back. In fact one of my coworkers wnated to give me a hug, ha I was like its coo. I miss the kids at my center, even though I hurr its gotten out of hand. It makes me wonder if I wouldnt of taken that month off, would they have gotten as bad as they whurr. Most likely not, I think they knew I was gone so they took advantage of that fact. Oh well...
Ive gotten 2 responses for the other two positions Ive applied for at Garden Grove School District. yay! It looks like imma be taking two tests in the next couple weeks. Ones going to be math and the other one is gonna be english essay. Oh why?! its gonna be a long morning, so pray that I do well. I really would like this job right now, something new and different. I was excited to see that I finally got a response. I was beginning to worry that I got rejected or something, Praise God!
You know I'm really glad that I jumped on that myspace wagon. I know originally I didnt want to cuz the thought of having to find peeps all over was a pain. However, through myspace, Ive been able to find soo many people I knew and went to skool with. In fact its through this myspace thing that I've been to get back in touch w/them. Its funny how you come across people who you havent seen in a while and youre like wow! Then you have the peeps you already know and through thurr profile yuou find out interesting things going on w/them. I know how some people have thurr thing agaisnt it, but it juss comes down to how you use it.
Ive been dloading all these pop songs and ol skool r & b slow jams for reirich. Anyway, as I was dloading his list, some of these songs brought back soooo many memories. Especially the pop songs like nsync and backstreet boys. I kinda sat hurr in a daze listening to these songs. Remember the songs that youd really be feelin' and you end up putting the track on repeat. So then the song would juss repeat over and over and over again. Then youd evetually got sick of it cuz you played it out! haa or the songs that remind you of that crush you had on that person. How errtime you heard of that song it made you think of that person! haha ahh those were the days...
Since were on the subject of music and great ol skool jams, I thought I'd do this. I found this on other peeps blogs and Ive been wanting to do it for a while. So to make this blog entry even longer, I thought I'd add my own soundtrack of my life. Check it!
Opening Credits: "Rocksteady" -Whispers
Waking-Up Scene: "back to life, back to reality" - soul II soul
Spring Scene: "Yeah" -Usher
Average-Day Scene: "take me out" - franz ferdinand
Best-Friend Scene: "Crusin" -Huey Lewis and Gwenth Paltrow
First-Date Scene: "I am so into you" - tamia & fab
Falling-In-Love Scene: "till there was you" - piolo pascual then 'i drive myself crazy' nsync
Love Scene: "i'll never find someone like you" -keith martin
High Scene: "slow jam" - usher and monica
Hook up Scene: "spend my life with you" - Eric Benet & Tamia
Summer Scene: "Summertime in the LBC" - dove shack
Fight-With-Friend Scene: "vindicated" - dashboard
Break Up Scene: "the only one" - yellowcard
Get-Back-Together Scene: "6 8 12" - brian mc knight
'Life's Okay' Scene: "promies of a new day" - paula abdul
Fall Scene: "fantasy remix" - mariah carey & ODB
Heartbreak Scene: "if" - bread
Mental-Breakdown Scene: "scientist" - Coldplay
Driving Scene: "hanging by a moment" - life house
Winter Scene: "the first time" - surface
Lesson-Learning Scene: "simple starving to be safe" - daphne loves derby
Falling Asleep Scene: "what awonderful world" - ray charles w/kenny G. sax
Deep-Thought Scene: "my immortal" - evaesence
Flashback Scene: "Only in my dreams" - debbie gibson
Party Scene: "lost in emotion" - Lisa Lisa
Regret Scene: "She will be loved" - maroon 5
Happy-Dance Scene: "egyptian lover" - Egypt egypt
Long-Night-Alone Scene: "crazy" - kci & jo jo
Spiritual Scene: "you are the sunshine of my life" - stevie wonder
Closing Credits: "build me up buttercup" - temptations
Now its your turn friend!
"The first time I closed my eyes and cried..."im done, im out God bless!
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