I Wish You Could See Yourself Through My Eyes

"In the end, what affects your life most deeply are things too simple to talk about..."


HaPpy BirFday Jay!
BIRFDAY SHOUT OUT: First off, a very 'jolly' (no pun intended ha!)bifday goes out to a great friend of mine, jay jay pablo! He's in my sfc householdthatidontgoto ha! I haven't really known him that long like maybe wha 2 years? I love this guy cuz well, ha we share many of the same 'hobbies.' I'll never forget that september weekend, when we really bonded ha. It's a great when your friends teach you new things. The feeling is even better when you can catch on to it right away. You know like when someone teaches you a dance step, then youre able to get it right away. Ahh yes! So hurrs to you my friend jay! thanks for being great 'teacher!' ha May God continue to bless you and continue to use you.

SHOWERS: For me as of lately, I've found the best place for me to really clear my head of things is in the shower. Yeah, I know it probably sounds real weird, though its true. I juss stand there let the warm water hit my face and juss relax. My spa doesnt work anymore, so its the next best thing thurr is! No one to bother you, no distractions juss a free place to clear your mind of all kinds of junk. I heard parks were a great place to go to also. I was thinking of going to like peak park earlier.

THE BATTLE: Since last wed. I think I was battling this cold that was coming on. Well my immune system was battling the virus. I dont know how it happened, but all of a sudden wed. nite my nose got real stuffy. Then ever since then I was really battling it. Which sucked cuz that weeked was confirmation weekend. Ahhh I didnt want to sound all stuffy and plugged talking to people. Then I started to feel the coughing coming around, no tightness in the chest or throat but juss random coughs hurr and thurr. Most of it is gone now, so I'm doing a lot better.

THE ANKLE: As of lately it's been bothering me well here and there. On sunday nite, it was starting to start pretty bad. I go in to the meet w/the doctor again next mon. Yikes I'm kinda skurred with this whole surgery thing now. The closer it gets, the more I'm starting to worry. Good thing its juss a small little thing and not as big as it was last time. I juss hope that I dont have to go through the whole procedures like before. I remember in order for me to shower I had to cover my foot up w/the bags real tight cuz I couldnt get it wet. I hope also that the recovery doesnt take long and I can be back up on my feet the next day or something.


kids
THE LIGHT: So tonight was our last confirmation class forever. Yes, forever cuz I have let them run free into the world now. It's kinda skurry not knowing what's going to happen to them. Though I hope when I stand before God that He approves of the job I've done. As one of my students reminded before all I can do now is to pray for them. Pray for their well being, pray that they remain faithful and juss pray for the Holy Spirit to continue to be with them. It's like wow they're officially not mine anymore, this book is now closed. I do admit it was sad...well I was sad and I know some of them were as well.


Goodtimes
THE SALT: Over the past year, I think this is the most we as a whole class really bonded and connected. You know it's like being in HS all over again. The whole 'senior moments' where that final year errone juss comes together and bonds. It's great seeing and watching them grow in their faith. I couldnt of asked for anything better from God. This year alone I myself have really connected w/them. I had told them that even though were done, that I will always be there for them. That's a promise I made to them. I put together a whole slideshow of the year and they enjoyed it. I have the memories that will last forever. Praise God!

GREAT FRIENDS: I really do appreciate all the kind words of encouragement and prayers you have offered. It means a lot to know that I can count on people like you, even if its juss a simple prayer, it does go a long way. So I do thank you for that, it's been a trying week with God's grace I'm getting there. Caroline sent me today one of those yahoo greetings, which I forgot to email her and tell her it made my day. It's a blessing getting to know certain individuals on a more personal basis. Friendship in itself is blessing. Leslie from SOL came to confirmation on sat. and also came to class tonite. I was very glad that she made it and I think it meant a lot ot the kids as well.

BRAKES: The brakes on my car are real bad. Theyve been making noise for these past two weeks. So I dont have a car for tomorrow. I hate doing any type of mechanical work on cars. AgH I dont understand how people can have such a passion to work on cars. Well, I guess thas why each of us has a different career vocation.

GRAMMAR CHECK: YOu know wha one of the things I'm real anal at is correct usage of grammar. Especially when it comes to using the right words in sentences. I hate it when people use the word 'your' and 'you're'. Quick lesson, 'your' shows possesion ownership. Example, 'I'm taking YOUR dog for a walk.' The usage of the word 'your' in this sentence, shows that the dog is owned by you. Now the 'you're' is short for the contraction, 'you are.' Example, 'YOU'RE going ot be late for school.' Then there are other words that sound the same, yet have two different meanings. Though, I'll save that for a rainy day. Juss reminder to check your grammar when you're sending things out. It's always helps to make sure you're using the right words. Ü

POP PHASE: Like last month reirich asked me to make a cd for him. Well a lot of the songs on his list were pop songs. The ol skooool pop songs, like bsb, nsync, otown etc. Ever since then I put together the cd for him, I've been really into the songs. It's like I'm going through the phase all over again. I think juss cuz the songs are so catchy and wha not. Theyre easy to sing and blah blah blah. On top of all that they bring back soOoOoOoo many memories from my past.

NEW FORMAT: I think imma gonna stick to this new blog format. It's easier to read, so this way people can kinda pick and choose. This way also my thought arent all rambled together. They're seperated into I guess catagories? ha I don't know but I think it juss easier to blog this way. Now that I'm use to doing it this way, going back to the old way juss seems too difficult. So for now, until something else comes up or whatever I'm sticking to this.

PICK YOUR BATTLES: One of the most important lessonsI've learned in working w/kids is, that you gotta pick your battles. If you're going to continue to pick on a kid that you have an issue with, that child is never gonna change. Sometimes we juss gotta let things go. If you're going to continue to tell this child's parent the same thing errday, If I was that parent I'd be pissed. You know this child has problems already, why continue to harass him/her for it. Leave them be already sheesh. Anyway, not only does the whole 'pick your battle' thing deal w/kids, it applies to adults as well. So juss watch it cuz you may never know, one day you might juss say something and wow...I wouldnt want be to in your shoes.


bislig

Is that the end?!

"And we will run away together..."im done, im out God bless!