"Each time anyone comes into contact with us, they must become different and better people because of having met us. We must radiate God’s love. We must know that we have been created for greater things, not just to be a number in the world, not just to go for diplomas and degrees, this work and that work. We have been created in order to love and to be loved. Love does not measure. . . it just gives."

This quote kinda fits in w/the one bout giving until it hurts and not expecting anything in return. This quote reminds me of someone i know. Someone who has really done its best to show and be love. This person has given so much of its heart and only continues to give it. This person makes sure that love is being passed around. That eerperson the person comes in contact with, becomes a more loving person. Although, this person has gone through many trials, the person only continues to rise against the tide to become a whole new better person. This person knows that God is asking it to be the gift of love to errrone and the person has folowed what God has asked to radiate love and joy. Because love endures over errthang.

So someone i know is having beef w/her homegirl from around the way. Apparently the homegirl is telling the person i know that she;s changed. That she's become conceited and errthang else that fits in w/that catagory. The homegirl is juss trying ot be the homegirl that she is and letting her know. Ya know, tryin to keep it real! I guess the person i knwo isnt taking it too well. She's in denial thinking that the homegirl is juss assuming things and she hasnt really changed at all. So thas the basic story, the moral of it i think?

Well i think its God teaching the girl humility. Sometimes we may not like to hurr what our friends have to tell us. Especially, when theyre straight out blunt. However, its God;s way of asking you to accept and to try to understand. To be humble about and not take it up the well you know what i mean. I think homegirl did her job as true friend to point something out to the girl. Though i think the girl is in too much self-denial to see that. MAybe in time, she will as time progressess and heals the wounds. To me thas true humility right durr to accept it, thank the homegirl for keepin it real and work on changing.

I dont get it, errrnite im online i get these little bugs that fly around me. Well yeah around my little 'cubicle' @ home, i dont understand where they come from. But errnite i end up like killing them cuz they freaking bug haha get it bug. Okay that was corny, anyway the bugs i get are the small ones theyre small and black. Like black flys, no not the brand black flys but small tiny bugs. Then i get these other ones that are a different shade i dont know what the heck they are. Then errso often i get a moth agH!! i juss saw one of those black bugs. Sometimes theyre too fast for me so i cant catch them. BUt when i do and i get to kill them for bugging me its so exciting! haha

The way fred uses his St. MIchael discernment coin, reminds me of the way two-face in the movie batman forever did. Haha for those who havent seen that movie 'batman forever' which i thought was a really corny title for a movie. Anyway, two-face is criminal who is part harvey and part some ugly thing. See acid got spilt on harvey's face which he ended up blaming of course batman. I think it was during some court trial or something like that. HArvey was a attorney and a good friend of bruce wayne until he became two-face.

So whurr does the coin take place? Well two-face has a this two-sided coin that he uses in err i think i juss called that black bug! wOo As i was saying, two-faces uses his two-sided coin in errdecision he makes. Youre asking, "wait how can he tell what to do fi both sides are the same?" Well one side is regular 'heads' side and the other side is scratched. Its still shows heads but its scratched or scarred or however you want to put it. Each time fred flips that coin, i always think of two-face flipping his coin. haha I should look for a picture of that coin.

I dont understand, I imed bof the mexican and leslie and theyre bof away from their computers cuz they dont respond back. haha Its crazy for the past couple days errtime i check out ja mess' blog it appears mesed up, but then earlier today when i checked it was coo. Then now its back to looking jacked up again. Oh by the way for those who didnt udnerstand my scrolling message(yeah i know it was hard to read.) well the ciros pizza was fake. However, it did make for a better story and i got rattings for it too! haha

It was cool @ work today cuz i learn once i hit my one year anniversary i get some benefits. Like sick leave, holiday pay and that good stuff. Which is really d0pe cuz as of now when i take days off, i dont get paid. Holidays, i dont get paid either so now once i hit my one year, i wont have to worry bout loosing money. I miss working w/lyn² errone @ work misses her and they were all like awww we miss roselynn. St. michael said today that i need to pursue the prize in the cereal box. I have a lot of stuff to do tomorrow and there juss isnt enough time to do them all. Maybe i can see if i get off earlier or something. Anyway, thas it for now, until next time stay gangsta! haha i think thas my new phrase...


Was it not blazin' hot today or wha?!

"Every step I take, every move I make, Every single day, every time I pray, I'll be missing you..." im done, im out God bless!