"Be first to forgive..."

My neck hurts, its like strained or something. I woke up @ 830am i was up for a while, then went back to sleep. I was suppose to wake up @1130am, but for some reason my alarm didnt go off. This caused me to wake up @ almost 1pm and have this kink in my neck. Anyway, today @ work was pretty interesting. Again we had some drama w/my coworker. She called this morning to see what time she was suppose to come in. Later on my boss finds a message on his vmail from my coworkers mom. She said that her daughter wasnt gonna be able to come in cuz she has hives or something. Roooooight! Both of my supervisors are fed up w/it, but i dont know what will happen tomorrow. Good thing, i wont be there though!

I had a some good conversations tonite w/a few good people. Im excited cuz love & faith are going to be at the piznic this sunday! wooO i had told anthony earlier, that okay this might sound gay but its funny. haha anyway, i said SH is like the carebears and LF is like the carebear cousins, bof working together for the same reason, for the same purpose.

DaYsL33pR: haha "catholic men of steel"
DaYsL33pR: that was you wasnt it!! lol
JPFish187: hahaha
JPFish187: its true is not?
JPFish187: hahah
DaYsL33pR: ITS true, its true

JPFish187: the pope's sn?
JPFish187: haha
JPFish187: isnt he too old to go online
DaYsL33pR: hahahaha
JPFish187: i mean wha would you ask him
JPFish187: hey your holiness
JPFish187: haha
DaYsL33pR: haha
JPFish187: do you got time for a confession
JPFish187: hahaha
DaYsL33pR: hehehe
JPFish187: or do you wanna pray the rosary w/me
DaYsL33pR: lol
DaYsL33pR: he's all like
DaYsL33pR: "brb, phone call from God"
JPFish187: hahahahahahaha
DaYsL33pR: and if we say LOL he's like
DaYsL33pR: YOU LIE!!!!! you're not really laughing out loud
JPFish187: hahahhahahahaaha
JPFish187: ioh man
JPFish187: hahah
JPFish187: then you sign off really quick
DaYsL33pR: hahaha
JPFish187: or block him
JPFish187: hahaha
DaYsL33pR: LOL
JPFish187: haha thas funny
JPFish187: then you wait 5 min to see if hes still online
JPFish187: if hes gone then yuou block him
JPFish187: er unblock
JPFish187: then he ims you w/a different sn
JPFish187: imdapizzope: hey yOU, whyd you block me for!!!!
DaYsL33pR: LOL!!!!!
DaYsL33pR: hahahahaha
DaYsL33pR: pizzope
JPFish187: hahaha
JPFish187: then youre like oh crap he has a different sn!
JPFish187: hahaah
DaYsL33pR: hahaha
JPFish187: then he all tags your blurty
DaYsL33pR: haha
JPFish187: hahah daPopeforreal
DaYsL33pR: P to the IZZOPE
JPFish187: hahaah
JPFish187: thas funny stuff

FusionBoy3: BLASPHEMY!
FusionBoy3: haha
JPFish187: hahahaha
JPFish187: booo!
JPFish187: hahaha
JPFish187: you threw teh blasphemy card
JPFish187: @ me
FusionBoy3: haha
FusionBoy3: attack power 9000!
FusionBoy3: I WIN!
JPFish187: hahahaha
JPFish187: boooo
JPFish187: i could throw my god card
FusionBoy3: haha
JPFish187: and then your attack points
JPFish187: would lower to
JPFish187: by 500
JPFish187: hahaha
FusionBoy3: my Armor of Faith card protects me
JPFish187: haha not w/my god card it takes it away
JPFish187: haha
FusionBoy3: And my Rosary Sword adds an additional 750 attack points
JPFish187: boOO!
JPFish187: that sucks
FusionBoy3: hahaha
JPFish187: w/my novena card
JPFish187: it strengthens
JPFish187: me 1000 points
JPFish187: along w/my miracle prayer
JPFish187: then
JPFish187: i combine my chaplet of divince mercy and rosary together and that gives me 5000 attack points
JPFish187: it punches threw your armor of faith
FusionBoy3: no way!
FusionBoy3: i'll bust my Celebrity Suicide Skit
FusionBoy3: to take the damage in my place
FusionBoy3: so I lose no life points
JPFish187: agH!
JPFish187: thats whack
JPFish187: but wait
FusionBoy3: plus I use a Noah's Ark
JPFish187: i got a secret card
FusionBoy3: and unleash the animals on you
JPFish187: hahaha
JPFish187: ill bust out w/my
JPFish187: eucharist card
FusionBoy3: OH ok I give up
JPFish187: haha
FusionBoy3: I use my Act of Contrition card
FusionBoy3: and pray for my enemy
JPFish187: boooo!
FusionBoy3: whom I have sinned against
JPFish187: you got me
FusionBoy3: so we all win!

FusionBoy3: i think you look like charlie brown
FusionBoy3: has anyone ever told you that?
JPFish187: charlie brown?
FusionBoy3: ya!
JPFish187: no thas new
JPFish187: haha
FusionBoy3: i swear
FusionBoy3: hahahaha
FusionBoy3: cuz like
JPFish187: people thingk i look like
JPFish187: that cartoon doug
FusionBoy3: YA!
FusionBoy3: cuz doug is charlie brown grown up
FusionBoy3: u ever notice that?
FusionBoy3: OHHHHH isDoug
JPFish187: hahaha
FusionBoy3: hahahahahaha
JPFish187: hahaha
JPFish187: see if you take
JPFish187: the first letters of isda
JPFish187: then you add doug to the end
JPFish187: you get isdoug
JPFish187: jaja
FusionBoy3: hahaha

JPFish187: you guys play mafia a different way
FusionBoy3: lol
JPFish187: haha we dont use cards
FusionBoy3: WOA
FusionBoy3: that's freekee
FusionBoy3: u use real guns and knives huh
JPFish187: haha forreal
JPFish187: we platy hardcore mafia
FusionBoy3: how do you play without cards?
JPFish187: we have a certain number of people who are mafia depending on how many people are playnig
FusionBoy3: does the moderator choose?
JPFish187: yeah
FusionBoy3: or do u guys pray about it
JPFish187: errone closes their eyes
JPFish187: hahahaha
FusionBoy3: hahaha jp
JPFish187: pray bout it
JPFish187: yeah we
JPFish187: pray boutit
FusionBoy3: soaking prayer
FusionBoy3: in tongues
FusionBoy3: MAFIA!
JPFish187: the moderator prays
JPFish187: before he/she chooses who will be mafia
JPFish187: hahahaaha
FusionBoy3: lol
JPFish187: then all of a sudden you hurr
FusionBoy3: that's on my LJ right there man
JPFish187: singing in tounges
JPFish187: then you hurr
JPFish187: "My child, i say _______ needs ot be mafia and so does __________. Trust in me and the mafia will win the game." thus says the Lord
JPFish187: hahahaha
FusionBoy3: lol

The same two people i had that convo with, were the same two people who made up this really d0pe survey. Ive never taken one of these ones before.

The Charismatic Catholic Survey
You’ve all waited for it! Courtesy of gail and anthoneezy fo sheezy...

Name ja$on

If you chould change your name, what would it be?: hmm i dont think i would

Out of anyone living in the world today, who would be your 12 Apostles? oh man this is hard archie, robby, fred, mike, jay, ryan, boss lady, hope, prayer buddy, achie, aela, ann

If Jesus had not chosen Bread and Wine, what would you request to be the Eucharist? fish cakes and ice tea! haha

Cast the Celebrity Suicide Skit: oh crap this is hard...Jesus=Robbin williams little girl=sarah michelle gellar devil=jack nickelson suicide=eminem gluttony=fat joe lust=christina aguliera pride=justin timberlake greed=halle berry jealousy=denzel washington sloth=keanu reeves

Favorite Saint: St. Linus right ann?! hahah jk oh man this is hard too...i wanna say St. Peter cuz that was my confirmation name but im leaning towards others like St. Dominic Savio or St. Francis of Assisi or St. Therese of the child of Jesus or St. Therse or lisieux or St. Maria Goretti

Would you rather: live in monastic silence all your life; be sworn to a life of poverty; be a travelling evangelist?
traveling evangelist, then meet all kinds of d0pe people! woOO!

Favorite Bible verse: 1 cor 13:1-13

What would you tell a person on the street what FAITH means to you?: Faith is serving God and trusting in God w/all your mind, heart and soul. My faith is an essential part of my life.

Favorite Gospel: MAtthew

Were there Unicorns before and Noah just didn't get them on the ark? hahah you guys are crazy, no there were no unicorns before! hah either that or noah juss didnt like them haha jk

Favorite Praise and Worship Song: Heart of worship/'i worship you, there is none like you mix'

Favorite Priest: Fr. Brennan cuz he';s my spiritual director =)

Besides Jesus Christ and Mama Mary, who do you admire the most?: my parents of course, who have provided and still continue to provifde errthang for me. I got many others though who i do admire though, but well save that for another time.

Heaven is: that song by nu flavor, you know whurr it goes,'heaven, heaven no heaven can you help me i look into her eyes now shes all i see, heaven no heaven can you help me...' haha jk no its whurr errthang will be wonderful, errone can live in peace w/ God and there will be no seperation blocks or drama.

Hell is: now thas when you can say, hot in, so hot in hurr! haha forever pain and suffering.

What kind of car do you think Jesus would drive if He did drive a car? id say a suv or minivan so he could bring his apostles w/him.

Who would be the best MAFIA player ? well i cant really answer that cuz you guys play mafia the weird way. haha jk

If you were the MAFIA, who would you kill first (out of who plays and why)? all those people who always kill me first!!!!!

Intercommunity dating is: thas a negative...ive said this before id couldnt go out w/someone within my own community. well actually im already taken... 1 week and still going strong =) haha jk joke lang!!!!

Hardest thing about being a Catholic is: try to help other people who arent catholic understand why catholics do the things we do

Favorite things about being Catholic: knowing i can recieve JEsus errday, i can see Jesus errday, knowing i have all the angels and saints praying for me

Favorite Catholic characteristics: Tradition and Papal Authority, addition of new saints to teh communion of saints =)

If you were the patron saint of something, what would it be? haha we talked bout this @ the convent, i was told id be patron saint of gardening.

Funniest LF (or any prayer group) Memory: the v 1 & 2 trips, hmm playing mafia @ sizzler and getting kicked out then playing out in the parking lot. theres too many too name, each moment w/Sh is funny. Fred;s funny jokes

Most touching LF (or any prayer group) memory: MIssion trip part 2, right after mass @ san gabriel the archangel.

Favorite memory: HUrr are juss some of the many...
-Practicing for the skit for sol youf rally last year, while first getting to know the community
-Dancing in the middle of mandalay bay @ v1
-The song game that ju ju be made up @ v2
-playing all those games till the break of dawn @ leilani;s birfday party
-Christmas Caroling like no other
-The beach @ mission trip II
-Magic mic nites!
-who could forget youf lss, especially that sun
-singing @ rubios on their mic
-growf seminar
-jeannes birfday @ cheesecake factory
-youf alpha Holy spirit Sat
-Jamboree bonfire
-the online prayer meetings

If you weren't in LF (or... okay, you get the picture), where could you be (be creative)? ha be creative does that mean lie? id be @ clubs groovin like no other...haha i dnt know

Favorite Catholic things: Our Lord in the Eucharist; The Rosary; Devotion to Mother Mary and the Saints, scapulars, discrnment coins, the word of God.

Any miracles ever happen? Me finding sh is a miracle itself. ONe that seems to stick out in my mind right now is recent. Well when i went to the cathlic book store to pick up these confirmation gifts, i saw this 'miracle prayer' on teh counter. The salesperson told me to take one w/me, he told me it works cuz it worked for him. I thoguht okay well i could really use a miracle right now. During that time period i was in 'exile.' I prayed that nite and within time miracles did happen. Reconciliations were made sooner then expected. To this day i still continue to pray that miracle prayer errday.

Favorite church (that you've been to): As much as i love Spv, i love going to st. dominics for adoration, and st. peter chanel

If you could know anything about Jesus, what would it be? To describe in deep detail the suffering on the cross.

Who do you know right now that you could see as a Saint? There;s a couple of people who stand out in my mind...but errone is a saint in the making i think.

What would you change about yourself if you could? To detach myself from all earthly desires. Become more patient, loving and understanding to others

If you could only keep 1 out of the 5 senses, which would you keep and why? (touch; smell; sight; hearing; taste) i think for me sight to see GOd's beautiful creations errday.

Biggest Catholic pet-peeve: How many sre teachers, dont give children the fullness of truth. They dont teach what these kids need to know-ex. Jesus truly present in the eucharist.

Favorite Catholicism-related book: Mystics & miracles

Favorite Catholic website: www.ewtn.com

Thank you's to those who helped you along the way: To God, Mama Mary, family, friends to all those who have constantly prayed for me, guided me when the going got tough, listened to me when i needed some to lend a helping eurr, inspired me to keep going when i may have felt like quitting. Forviging me for the wrongs i may have done, and accepting me for who i am. and for all those who have still continued to lvoe me uncondtionally...

Favorite song from the "Breaking Bread": “On Eagle’s Wings” imma go w/anthony 's answer cuz i dont understand this question.

Anything you'd like everyone to pray for? For healing to those who are sick, the sould in purgatory, those seeking answers, those taking finals, those looking for jobs, those who are stresed, for those who ahve asked me to pray for them.

Wow that took forever and im exhausted from doing that survey. This neck thing wears me out, im so tired now. BUt i have to talk bout yesterday;s mission trip. It was coo, we all met up @ around 9am. We didnt leave till about 930am. We had a great time in my car singing, some d0pe tracks. We got to the mission about 10am. We had a lot of time to kill before mass, so we walked around the basicalla area. Took some group pictures at the frnot of the church. I love the statue of Jesus carrying the cross in the front of the church. That juss sends such a powerful message. Well for me it did at least.

Went to mass, fr. joe scherbo presided mass, he;s charasmatic and will be doing a talk @ the young adult track @ scrc this summer! Mass was nice as always! The church is so nice, i love checking out new and different churches. After mass we went inside the mission itself. Man it was a long walk from the church to the mission. haha We saw this nice stain glass window and we thought it was the churches rectory, we walked around the corner turns out it was Calvary chapeL! hahaha

The mission area was totally d0pe. The flowers and errthang are so beautiful. I saw so many butterflies, which was cool. They moved too fast for me to get a picture of them. They had this small chapel w/all these candles in it, that was tight. A great place juss to forget bout errthang and juss converse w/God. They had two statues in there also, one w/MamaMAry and one w/Jesus.

We had lunch @ rubys after the misson visit. mmm i had a good guacomole burger! it was so good i ate in like 2 min. haha then the fries were good also, ahh all that sounds so good right now. I had good convos w/jennif. she's always fun to talk to. I could tell she was soo sleepy and tired though. Praise God that she still came! After lunch we went to the beach and we had praise & worship. My prayer buddy did a awesome job leading praise & worship. I love her prayers! Achie did a good teaching on the five buidling blocks of fellowship. Then we had a excericse on noticing the beauty in others. good times, good times!


Congratulations mike, mexican mike & jason#2

"In my race against time i cant stop rolling through the red lights, look at my life..."im done, im out God bless!