"From loss comes hope, from hope comes faith, from faith comes possiblity..."

I saw this last nite on a movie preview, i saw it and i thought id be a great blog quote! So let me see if i can break this little phrase down. From loss comes hope, we all go through tough times. We all go through battles, sometimes the challenges we go through can be never ending. Its like agh this sucks, im only going lower and lower. How am i suppose to get up? Thas when you gotta find hope, hope to find a solution. Hope to look foward to a new tomorrow. Hope to get through it. From hope comes faith, to believe that God has allowed it to happen for some reason. Faith to believe that God is watching over you and he is helping you. Faith and trust in God, that errthang in the end will be coo. From faith comes possibility, to believe the unbelievable. To believe in yourself and to believe in God. All things are possible through Him.

Oh i forgot to post this on yesterday;s blog. After i had sent out that email bout teh change of plans for pentecost picnic, the mexican ims me telling me wha him and ju ju be are bringing. Check it...
Mikegsayshi: hey fish.. jumbo and i will bring Kanin.. if that is ok with you rguys
JPFish187: hahaha
JPFish187: i guess
Mikegsayshi: is somone gonna be bringing kanin?? we can bring bagoong too.
JPFish187: hahaha sick!
JPFish187: hahaha
JPFish187: its not a filipino party
JPFish187: its PENTECOST PICNIC!

Then later on while talking to ju ju be he explains to me how i can be unemployed with him....
jumbz1214: hmm when did you need hte game instructions?
JPFish187: today please
JPFish187: can you email it
jumbz1214: owwww.. sure whats your addie?
JPFish187: jpfish187@aol.com
jumbz1214: can it be in tagalog?
jumbz1214: buwahahaha
JPFish187: hahahhaa
JPFish187: great
JPFish187: then i wont understand
JPFish187: then ill get fired!
JPFish187: hahaha
jumbz1214: TIIGHt
JPFish187: hahaa
jumbz1214: so now we can be both unemployed
JPFish187: hahaha
JPFish187: oh man

Today was a busy day, well for the first half of it i was busy. I got home i straight knocked out for a while. Sleep feels soo good!I love taking naps, somethng i hated to do when i was a little kid. Now i hardly get the chance to take them. Anyway, i woke up @ 730am for i was taking my old boss to my new job. She was applying as a contract teacher for the pre-school program. So we went there and that went well. They pretty much handed her the position cuz they were in need of someone. IT was coo, i showed her around the area and my office and stuff like that.

I am now the only rec leader left in stanton for the next couple weeks. ha They fired the other rec leader, thye called her and told her that she was relieved of her duties, effective immediately. I guess she asked if there was anything they could do to change their mind. They said no, it wasnt working out. Im anxious to see who the two new people will be. My boss said all the people who have applied so far are fresh. Meaning have had no experience working w/parks & rec. Im kinda thinking great, i juss hope theyre self motivated. It's all in God's hands.

Went to the credit union, went to target to get the dvd robby wanted. Then went to westminister mall, bought the second half of his gift, dropped it off @ his work. Im pretty sure he liked it. I got him the 'die another day' dvd and then 2 shirts from AE. He showed me on the AE website the certain shirt he wanted, but they didnt have it at the one i went to. That store kinda reminds of AF sorta and hollister. I love going to hollister, they got some d0pe clothes over durr!

Rushed home to change and then went to mass @ 1215pm. It was really packed there cuz it looked like there was some special thing for the 8th graders going on. Wow to be in 8th grade again, theyve got a long road ahead of them. I didnt wanna jr. high cuz it was d0pe, plus i had made a lot of close relationships w/the teachers there. BUt we all have to move on sometimes, otherwise what would happen if we never did? Raymond and gail met up @ spv to go to mass. Raymond says he likes our church, where as theirs looks like a big sports arena. They have the new church layouts w/the altar in the middle.

We went to fridays @ the block to go eat. Raymond told me im a aggressive driver and he didnt think i was haha Our food took forever to get though oh man! Though the conversations we had while watiing were good. Talking bout errthang from games, to church to who knows what. Raymond's funny he said he wants to make trading cards of errone. Then on the back tells like how much they sin, how many times they go to confession etc. etc. Then you battle them w/other people w/those trading cards. For example id be raymond using the gail card against my umm JL card or something. haha nm i guess you juss had to be durr to understand. haha

I came home and i took a nice nap! When i woke up i was getting editing some stuff for work. Ah so much stuff to do in so little time. Im really excited for sunday though, penetecost picnic is coming! Praise God all the little binds i was in worked out. IM trying to work on the games for sun. at the same time work on my prayers for tues. haha im testing to see if i can be multi-tasked. When i got home tonite there were 2 pops @ the end of street. I wonder if there was some creepy perv in the field. Or there was some kind of drugs going on or something, cuz they brought out the dogs. I was hoping to see some drama. Like some robber or something running out of the field and go into someones backyard. haha

I took my friend francis to molca salsa tonite. He was hungry so i said ill take you to molca salsa. For the most part he enjoyed it. Whenever we talk though we always talk bout the same thing. Him asking me if i still like so and so and who do i like now. He doesnt understand the concept like most protestants that i am christian too. He always tells me im not christian but juss catholic. So he told me today that he hasnt been doing very well spiritually. That he's like in this big hole and feels like hes never going to get out. I told we all go through dry spells.

HEs been liket his for a while ever since him and his ex girl broke up. She wasnt right for him though, she was the opposite of what a healthy triangle realtionship should be. I think if anything, she brought his spiritual life down and now hes having the most difficult time bringing it back up. One of our friends gave him this frame w/Jesus' picture in it. Well he told me last nite, he took that frame down. That he feels its disrespectful looking at it, after all hes done. I told him if anything use that picture to help you be inspired. BUt he didnt want to see it that way. He;s kinda like gina trying to understand and search for answers of what went wrnog and why.

He asked if he's changed i told him no not really. Though he thinks he has, he thinks hes gone down for the worse. Then he was like i need a gf or i want a gf. I said before you find a gf you need to find peace within yourself. YOu need to find peace w/God. He thinks he's already at peace w/himself. I told him how can he when he juss told me he's gone down. I dont know i have the hardest time understanding him. I asked if ive changed, he told me yes. He said for the better that im more at peace w/myself and otehr stuff.

I told him ive been really blessed this past year. How God has brought me to SH. How meeting the people in sh has helped me understand my faith more. HOw theyve helped me become who i am today. If it werent for meeting sh, gosh id be lost. Thas why Sh means a lot to me, for it has played a major role in my life. And if i were to loose it, id be whoa! ALso through sh ive been able to meet and make friends w/other cool people. Like lf and sol and other such groups. Though its only been a year and 2 months since ive known these people, it feels like ive been part of sh all my life.


What are YOU bringing for pentecost picnic?!

"I like the way you do that right thurr..."im done, im out God bless!