"The proud person is like a grain of wheat thrown into water: it swells, it gets big. Expose that grain to the fire: it dries up, it burns. The humble soul is like a grain of wheat thrown into the earth: it descends, it hides itself, it disappears, it dies; but to revive in heaven. "

Oh man im bad in remembering names, probably like most of us. We see the face and they look familiar or weve met them before but we forget whurr or their name. ANyway, i was talking to this guy named, charles from sfc. He was talking to me bout the household on mon. i was like oh you were durr? He goes, 'yeah i was sitting right next to you.' Then he said, 'YOu did the thanksgiving prayer right?' Haha i felt bad cuz i didnt remember him being durr, i was probably still frustrated cuz errone was late and it took forever!

I like this quote cuz the way it talks bout humility really hmm hits me you could say. The proud person gets thrown into the water, gets big but then it ends up dying. AS for a humble person, their seed ends up hiding, not curring whether its seen or not. IT ends up disapurring and going into heaven. Juss some food for thought i guess you could say. We all need humility in order to get to heaven. The bigger our heads get, the smaller our pusos become.

The new rec leader started today, nothing really new. He does the contract supervision on the weekends. I hope i end up getting along w/him, i dont know he's real quiet. Besides that this is gonna be the first 'guy' rec leader weve had. I cooked pancit today w/the kids. It turned out really good. In fact i had to cook rice to go with it also. (Ha im soo filipino) I had to do it the 'american way.' YOu know put rice and water in the pot and let it cook. I guess thas wha you gotta do when you aint got rice cookers. So it was fun making it, it was like being on the food network. I should make a show and call it 'isda live.' yay!

Ths weekend is hurr! I had zoomed over to mark anthony's birfday bash @ firdays @ the block. Oh man did that place bring back memories. He ended up doing the same thing i did on mine, but his juss wasnt as bad as mine. Poo guy, hopefully he wont feel like crap tomorrow. He wont get that same feeling i did the next day. Though at least w/my birfday i was perfectly conscience of errthang that had went one. From the first drink all the way to end along w/the broken glass. haha I told melissa(el juego's friend)'hey this is kinda like my birfday huh, juss not as bad.' She juss shook her head. Yup, i dont like really drinking in places unless its vegas. The drinks are too expensive hurr.

The place was packed w/tons of people, though people were coming and going. I saw reirich durr w/his 'friend.' In fact i got a picture of that one too. In fact i actually met the girl before, i dont remember whurr and when though. Its funny cuz she said the same thing, like 'yeah i met you before, blah, blah.' Im sure it was a while back ago, anyway i had some good times w/the gang. I got invited to yfc camp, i may go, id probably be the oldest one durr. Ha michelle said, unlke us youd be going backwards and then forwards. Most people to yfc then sfc.' haha i thought that was funny. She has one of those personalities, whurr it's juss friendly. Very kind and considerate. We all took pictures galore @ fridays tonite. Pretty much errone had their camera.

Oh so i was on friendster tonite @ work, the after hours. Anyway, so i was you know browsing through people. I ran into this one girls whos pic and only pic was her holding the rosary in her hand as if she was praying it. SHe seemed real coo and i guess as fred would say a good catholic girl. I messaged her and said, 'hey wasssup asl?' hah jk! actually i juss asked for her #! naw i invited her to prayer meeting. I gave her the link to the website to see if she might wanna come one tues. Though i have no idea who she is or wha she looks like. Thas all a mystery still, well see if she messages me back.

I was cleaning out my SRE folder and i opened this letter that i had sent to one of my kids. Only he never returned the next yurr. Included in the letter i sent was the ol skool pamphlet for SH. It was crazy cuz it said Head servant leader-Marianne Soratorio YOuf Ministry Head-Emeline Soratorio. Then it had info. inside bout what the prayer group is and wha happens during the meetings. On the back inside page was like 'Youf and young adult teachings starting may 2001.' Thas what drew me to SH the first time, i was informed @ youf alpha it was gonna be a youf group. Ha i remember going up durr on tues. and it was hardly anyone durr. Ahh yess those were the days. Sh ol skool style, w/the ol skool band, no such thing as uprm, no circle grouping, no who builds the faith song, no youf durr. Yurrs later look how its changed. Its growing slowly but surely.

Ha i was thinking its crazy how the evolution of karaoke has changed. I remember my aunt buying one of those big mini streo ones. The ones w/the dual cassete tape and then you plug the mic into durr. Then you put in some tape to sing along with. After that came those huge laser disc type ones. They were like the size of records, youd have to flip the disc over if you wanted a different song. Then plug the mic into the stero system. After that it got smaller and became cd karaoke. Kinda the same thing as laser disc karaoke, but a smaller version. Now you got magic mic! Magic MIc maagic haha anyway, a device thas mad expensive, scores your singing, and has all the songs containted on one small computer chip. mMmm chocolate chips!

Was able to go to confession today, ah it felt so good to go. I felt like when you ahve to go #2 really bad but you hol it in cuz the toilets in public are so dirty. Then when you finally get to your own you let it all out and its a huge relief. haha jk thas sick. No it felt more like when youre outside working and youre all sticky, sweaty and gross. Finally you shower and youre in the shower for so long. Thas like confession! haha anyway it felt great to be clean again.


Dang my face got fat, or at least my cheeks. haha

"'Cause if it's over, let it go and come tomorrow, we will see so yesterday, so yesterday..."im done, im out GOd bless!