"Faith is the strength by which a shattered world shall emerge into the light..."

Man the devil has been working overtime a lot this past month. I juss realized that now, how hes working to tear up people inside. Tear up the relationships people have w/each other. ahh i know this cuz its happening to me, ive been getting a lot of small attacks lately. Ever since last week, its been like one small one right after the other. Though i know i gotta be strong, i could take it cuz i am strong. Ive had i think bigger attacks before, so if i could tear apart those ones, then i can easily stomp on these ones. I pray that God gives me the strength to take up HIs armor and to shield me w/his love and protection. Attacks be gone, no more!!!

Faith is the theme im using for my prayers this tues. To have faith and to have hope go together as a team. Gotta faith i think is to remain positive bout things. Even in the darkest hour, even in the midst of all our trials, we gotta have faith. Faith is our strength knowing that after running over each hurdle, we become stronger in God's love knowing we got through it. God has faith in us, so we should have faith in Him, knowing he will take care of us and provide.

This day was alright, its exciting to know we can say alleuia again! wooO Went to mass this morning and as err easter mass it was packed. I think more people go to easter mass then xmas mass. Meaning the people who only go once a year to the easter and xmas mass. It was kinda annoying cuz these kids in back of us were making a lot of noise. They werent young kids either, but like older kids teenagers. It was quite irritating but i dindt say anything, though it was upsetting they werent reverent enough.

Got to talk to boss lady twice today online! thas tight, i love talking to boss lady she always helps me out and makes me feel good. Took a small nap after mass, then went to get kfc for lunch. I need ot work on my patience w/people and juss things in general. Im sure most of you all heard my encounter w/the handicapp man. I guess when i feel impatient, i juss need to take a deep breath and relax. "Never think that God's delays are God's denials. Hold on, Hold fast, Hold out. Patience is genius..."

Went to the park @ twila reid and chilled there for most of the afternoon. I saw this really cute puppy and it was sooooo small too. i was playing w/it and holding it, i was like awww i miss my dogs. ANyway, i got a funny story to tell bout the park today. Well you know how park bafrooms are always busy and dirty. Today, my cousin dante went to the bafroom. There was only one stall in there, so he was in there doing his business. All of a sudden this guy kicks the door open and starts to join my cousin peeing. As if it was some kind of community urinal or something. hahaha Dante got grossed out and hurried up and boned out. haha That was sick, i tell ya, some people these days dont have their head on straight. You wonder what goes on in their head or something.

Went to ryans house and we chilled there for a while. Its cool ryan told me today, that whenever he talks to me there is always some kind of purpose. As of lately weve been talking a lot bout relationships and ive been advising him on what to do. I only hope he really discerns and takes my advice into consideration. NOt to act impulsively and make the wrong one. I explained to him the difference between beng protestant and being catholic. He told me he never that stuff and its coo cuz he udnerstands now. Praise God for apologetics! wooo After we went to starbucks @ the towne center. Ran into my cousins there, chris, kristina and my other cousin. Well they were in line getting starbucks, ryan and i sat out waiting for them. Next thing we know theyre gone, oh well. Ryan gave me some advice too on some my own current struggles and situations.

Since i felt the need to go see Jesus, i took ryan w/me to St. Dominics. It was quite dissapointing though cuz the adoration chapel was closed! aww boooo and i dont understand why cuz its always open 24/7 usually errtime i go there. I hope something didnt happen to church wehre they have to change the hours now. Cuz where will i go when i need to see Jesus during a late nite attack. Since we were ther anyway, i kinda explained as best as i could the symbolism of the statue of Our lady.

Well its getting late, and im on hurr later then i wanted to be. I talked to the mexican today, man that foo is always out. Like he stays out late and wkaes up early to wor kerrday. To work for a long day too, errday, i wonder how he does it. So tomorrow starts a brand new week, i hope this one will be a better one than last. Though as i told banne, we gotta juss hold on to waht we have. Each day say , ""TODAY...wrap a rainbow of joy in your heart, let the sun paint a smile on your face, remove all clouds of doubts and fears, and savor GOD's GIFT of a NEW DAY" hh i can only hope somethign will return back to being ordinary.

"If ever I believe my work is done, Then I'll start back at one..."im done, im out God bless!