"Jesus loved all people in the world, so much that He died for every single person, but even He had just a few close friends. So we too are called to loved all, but only share the deepest parts of our hearts with those who are very close to us..."
This isnt a god card so relax peoples...haha its juss stating that sometimes we can only share so much w/certain people. Or only are really close friends we can open up our hearts to and tell them almost errthang. Im sure we all have those type of friends, whurr we can open up to and juss have those really long great converastions. Its great to know that i have friends who give me advice share stuff w/me cuz they care about me. Not cuz of other reasons.
Im tired, work was blah today. Not much really exciting happened. Ive noticed that my entries from the past month have become short. Probably nice for most of you since you hated to read my long entries. Maybe theyre shorter cuz i dont go into as much detail as before. Or my life has juss become less interesting haha. I had 5 kids today and we juss did whatever then more kids came when we went outside. We watched charlotte's web 2 today, i started to watch it. Then i didnt want to sit anymore so i left. haha i had my rec aide watch them instead! woOo
I also started my first ever 'Log sheet' @ work for our big summerfest. Im responsible for putting together the program again this year. I borrowed robbys log sheet idea and enchanced it for the City of Stanton. I explained to my boss the idea and he was really impressed. He liked it! woOo I have to admit though when robby first showed it to me, i laughed. Though big ups to him for intro. it to me cuz if youre anal like us bout being organized with big projects, then the log sheet will really help out! Why he even has one for all his wedding stuff! hahaha War log sheets! hahaha
Errone @ work is excited for my birfday to come! I am too, imma so go all out once sat. comes. haha i had this long lecture on sun. from my family about drinking moderately. Screw that! haha its all bout hitting them bars and getting hella crazy like no other!!! haha jk No forreal though i am, i honestly dont want to get drunk. Juss cuz i dont want to throw up and get all sick and have the next day killed. That sucks! At work today the secretary asked what i was doing for the 4th, i said getting drunk. hahah we bof laughed. My boss heard me and was like is that jay?! Then my otehr boss came out and we all laughed. They said they were rubbing off on me and that ive 'blossomed' within my year there. hahah
Went to the blessed sacarment before prayer meeting tonite and i noticed tehy change the candles on the altar. Earlier @ work this little girl whos 8 asked this other girl who was 13, 'Are you christian or catholic?" The older girl responded, 'Im Christian.' The little one said excitedly, 'me too!' Then the older said something bout how she thinks errone should be christian, meaning protestant. Of course i wanted to say something haha but her mom was durr and of course i didnt want to loose my job on my anniversary. haha I kept quiet and thought to myself, if only you knew...
Prayer meeting was nice, there was couple new faces there. I wonder why we didnt do the whole, 'who is your daddy and what does he do?" intro. We juss went straight into the welcome song. We usually dont do that unless we are pressed for time. Sharings were good and all that good stuff. That guy rocky asked me if i thought it might be okay if one nite his uncles comes and talks bout his personal experience w/St. Pio. I told him thatd be d0pe, then i said to run it by aela first. My proechy tonite i think something God was especially telling me. Juss i can get so easily irritated and angry w/certain people. Especially my sister.
Speaking of her before i get into what Jesus said i have to get this out of teh way. So she maxed out her credit card then i guess this past month made a $50 payment towards it. Yeah thas coo and errthang way to try to pay it off. BUt it doesnt help when you go out and then spend more stuff on it a week or two later! agh thas so dumb haha whas teh point of paying the $50!!
haha okay now that thas out of teh way, Jesus said to me tonite, "Let go of your anger, bitterness, and all evil that darkens your heart. But to give in to my love, my love that i sacraficed to give you life." How not to get so easily irritated and stuff like that. Let go of it and allow Jesus to come in and fill my heart w/love and kindness.
Went to jays to play grand theft auto, i cant play that game cuz i suck. I cant use those joystick type of controls i guess im not coordinated enough to use it. haha Robby said i drive in the game how i drive in real life, haha which isnt true. haha im a non challant driver! wooo. Then ann and i had a really nice talk in the mcdonalds parking lot. haha On the way home that song, 'i gotta be' by jagged edge was playing on teh radio. It was funny i told her i feel like were going to prom or on our way back or something. haha Then we talked for a while in teh car in the mcdonalds parking lot. One of those talks i was talking bout in my first couple paragraphs. Well thas it for today!
"I gotta be the man you want, i gotta be the man you need..."im done, im out God bless!
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