"The way a relationship ends can not take away what the relationship meant..."

JL put this quote on jaymees tagboard and i said i was going to jack it so hurr it is! This quote has a lot of meaning to it. It speaks for friendships and relationships. The author speaks saying, yes the relationship is over, however what the relationship meant will always be there. Somethign that cannot be taking away.

Today marks the 4th of july...a time to celebrate our nations indepence, a time to know that in juss one more day i turn 21! yay! woOO after all these years i can be independent and buy my own drinks now haaha The mexican said hes 'out' hahahahaha thas funny. Anyway today imma juss gonna chill w/the fam bam tribe and eat so i can get fat for jeanne. hahaha ann was feelin up on my chub last nite. haha she said ooh you got a little fat going on. I remember last 4th of july that kid got shot and killed at bois rank park. Maybe thas why they did the fireworks show on the 3rd this year.

This past week at work we have been anticipating my 21st birfday. NExt week will be evenings full of thrills! If yo uwant to go, were all going to happy hour next thurs. nite @ el torito in cypress off of katella and valleyview after 6pm. The city is taking me out for my birfday, i cant wait im so excited! haha Reirich has been throwing the '21' card at me this past week. Maybe ill throw the '23' card @ him haha. At work we did water play out in the field. Ann said next week she'll join us for our bbq @ the park. My boss was real pleased w/how the outcome of my summer program has been going.

I must admit i was pretty worried that i may not have many kids or kids @ all. THough i knew God would provide and i shouldnt worry bout anything. Anyway, the kids were talkibg bout religon again at work. ONe girl was saying the differnce between catholics and christians(meaning protestants) is that catholics dont follow waht the bible says and protestants do. They asked for my opinion and i juss said umm talk to your parents about that one. YOu know what was funny yesterday, i was doing this water game w/the other kids yesterday. Well this one girl was soaking herself by pouring the bowls of water over hurr head. ANyway at that she said, 'girls gone wild.' haha i started laughing. hahah Oh man i thought...she';s only like 13!

I finally got my car washed yesterday and cleaned. Oh note to self drinking a mocha coconut frap on a empty stomach doesnt go well. It felt good actually driving a nice clean car. ITs been dirty for so many months now, i juss havent had the inspiration to go and wash it. Im kinda skipping around on this entry so sorry if youre confused. Anyway, i foudn out the 2 rec leaders we hired are like hella old! One is 47, while the other is 37 leaving me with being 21. Dude thas ol to be a rec leader...now thas like senior rec leader status right durr. haha

Okay so after getting gas and a car wash i met up w/ann and the main place mall. I havent been to that mall in like a whole year. Anyway, i got this d0pe guess shirt @ robinsons may yesterday to wear @ the wedding. I juss need to find pants to match with it. I guess ill do that tomorrow since i dont gotta be @ the place till 6pm. I also bought this tight billabong beach shirt @ beyond the beach. wooO shopping is fun!

Went to kojis later on that nite met up w/errone else durr. I wasnt really feelin the place i guess cuz the fact of knowing that i couldnt really do anything except watch people. Besides that the whole smoke was getting to me. Maybe i was juss tired and i havent had much rest as of lately too. They had their karaoke nite and i learned this what seems to be like a math equation. Im pretty sure reirich knows what im talking bout...ha

So ths wedding tomorrow is @ oakley coporate office and thyre lighitng 120 candles. I dont think there is any siginifcant reason for #120. Then the seating is like i guess stadium seating, so itll be like were watching a play or a movie. hahah I heard the place looks like a big castle from the outside and blah blah. My cousin jed and cjay are singing that song, 'i do' the 98 degrees song. Thas like a typical wedding song, at my wedding whurr gonna have a string quartet. woOO those are tight.


Happy 4th of july errone!12 more hours left and counting...

"Oooh La La La, It's the way that we rock when we're doing our thang..."im done, im out God bless!