It's the things that make you go hmmmm...Paparazi shot right durr!

"Be strong and take heart, all who hope in the Lord..."-Psalm 31:25

That was the verse that stuck out to me as i sat and partied w/Jesus tonite. Yes, thas right i partied w/Jesus @ St. DOminic Savio this evening. It was really good cuz i needed to go. He told me tonite to juss chill and relax, that He's taking curr of me so 'let go.' ITs great to know that durrs adoration around the corner thas 24/7. So im hoping and praying that i guess my own 'puzzle box' opened soon. THough i know whatever it is, He'll direct me and guide me through all of it. Whenever i go St. Dominics and walk into the adoration chapel, i feel like im in a whole new world. Like as if its Jesus and I taking a walk, and juss telling Him errthang that im in need of, eerrthang that im hoping for and errthang that im grateful for. Then when you walk out of the chapel its kinda ::sigh:: Its okay i know He's constantly watching over me.

These past couple weeks it seems the topic has been bout relationships. Many people posted what they looked for/what they wanted in a person. ITs crazy i was told something today that totally made sense. Something that i think applied to me. FOr some people you dont actually got to be in a relationship to know how one works. Or you dont have to have dated like 1000 people to understand a relationship. One can understand how it works through the way they treat their friends, their family and not only that, juss other people's experiences in relationships. I took a marriage and family class hmm 2 yurrs ago. It was a very interesting class. A lot of relationship lessons and themes were taught.

THough to me, not throw god card, i think the best relationships are the ones whurr God's in the middle. Whurr the two work on helping to increase one another's faith in God. Keyword hurr is 'Grow.' Dont get me wrong, im not saying a relationship w/o GOd in the middle of it is wrong. No dont get my words twisted, all i know is, the best relationships that seem to last are Christ-centered one. YOu know i was watching that movie the 'wedding singer' this afternoon. Actually i only saw part of it, then when i flipped back it was over. I like that movie, its funny. I forgot why i brought that up, anyway i dont know whurr im going w/this.

These three qualities are what i look for in a girl. Despite the fact ive never had a girl.(Actually i was in a 'brief' v2 relationship, but that didnt last and well when i proposed to ann @ freds birfday party that really didnt last either. haha am i doing something wrong hurr?! haha)
nor been a relationship nor even really dated anyone, this is my story...haha well its not a story but you now what i mean.

Faith, is somethign thas important. Faith is foundation of errthang, shes gotta be catholic. She has to be devoted. No im not saying shes gotta quote scripture cuz i cant even do that. Juss someone who goes to mass errsun. Prays, prays, and prays. Carrying out her faith w/good works. Who;s love for God is truly in her heart. Who realizes w/o GOd her life, is nothing. Someone who prays w/an open heart and listens w/an open heart.

Hope, to me is looking for good in errthang. Meaning in erroutcome. Hope comes also w/humility. Someone who isnt preoccupied in herself. Doesnt worry bout whether she looks hot or not. Hope is looking at things positively. I dont want someone who is juss sarcastic like no other. Example: if i said, 'Oh the weather is d0pe outside.' Then she says, 'How can you say that when it rained?' Someone who drowns negativity out. Who can help bring me up when im down and out. Turns a gloomy day to a sunny day. Hope is believing in all things, its like faith, you may not be able to see it, but you believe it you know its there. Hope is TRUSTING in GOD. Not dependent on materlistic things, but in GOd will provide for whatever she needs.

Last but not least...

Love, yes as it says, in the 1 corithinas, the greatest of all these three is love. Love is well being able to see Jesus in each person. Love is bearing, fruits of kindness, humility, peace and more. Love is patient. Love is a key to any type of relationship. Love is ones love and devotion to God. If you dont have love, then your relationship is nothing but weeds. Love is growing and learning w/each other. Love is taking out the weeds, and growing in red roses. Love is sticking by each other, through each difficult time. Love is saying, 'im sorry' and 'i forgive you.' Love isnt necessarily being right all the time, but understanding each others faults. Love is being able to move and look forward. Love is letting of the insecurities and trusting. Love is Jesus' sacred heart matching w/the one heart and bond of the couples. Love is being able to see an imperfect person, perfectly. Most of all, Love never fails.

OH yeah, i forgot to mention i need someone who'll say, 'agh' before errword. ALso she needs to have the same lingo as me. haha MEang you know who talks the same way. haha jk! JOKE ONLY, SO RELAX! So thas my scoop for tonite, agree w/me or not, i dont really curr. This is wha i come to look for and what i continue to look out for. Is that too much to ask? Ha hopefully i dont sound hmm picky? Errone is entitled to what they hope for, and this is obviously what i hope for. I pray God someday (like tomorrow haha jk) will send me a person w/these characteritics. Until that time comes, i continue to pray for that special person.


Remember making slow jam mixes, back in the day?!

"When waters get rough will you still swim with me..."Im done, im out God bless!