Loose Myself

"If people spent an hour a week in adoration, abortion would be ended..."

CYPRESS: The city of cypress called me yesterday offering me a position inside the rec. dept. According to them, I had done real well on my interview, I was really great. However, someone who was a little more qualified for the kid's corner position. Not to worry though cuz they still want to bring me on board, the catch is I'd have to wait a month for any hours. Apparently, in the upcoming month new positions are set to be avaiable. Thye juss want to bring me on board as soon as possible cuz they feel I could be a great asset to the team. And they didnt want me applying to other places thas why if they offered me the position then they wouldnt have to worry bout that. I told them I'd think bout, in my head I said no. ha This was juss to test to see if I'd be qualified enough to work in other parks & rec. depts. Apparently I still am fresh like good vegatables.

WAX: At work we were working on spelling words. We were doing this 'share and pair' activity. The students pair up and do three things, spell the word, tell the partner the defintion of the word, and then come up w/a sentence together. So the word was 'wax' and the little boy, anthony begins to spell it, wax w-a-x, wax is like from candles. I told him very good, okay come up with a sentence. 'I have wax in my ears.' hahahahahahhaaha! I couldnt stop laughing, and I said okay well yeah that is a sentence. The other kids were laughiing too, I dont know if they quite understood, but man kids do they say the darnest things!

OFFICIAL: I signed all my paper work yesterday and so I'm an official employee of the rectory. Fr. Johnny welcomed me on board as I ran into him last nite. I'll be working tues-friday, maybe possibly saturdays too. Im excited for a new adventure and learning all the ins and outs of the place. Mel showed me last nite all the baptismal, confirmation, and wedding certificated...aka the archives ha! Wow there's a grip of stuff in there that I never even knew about. Im going to be working on helping to book the facility, the website I think, and some other stuff. It was great knowing taht both jobs I applied I ended up being offered. THis will help bring in some extra cash for going out and other fun stuff.

ALMOST DONE: We've been working on my bathroom for the past couple of months now. Starting in november taking it all apart and then december putting home dry wall and then putting it on hold. LAst week they painted it and then added the final coating. APparently my sister and mom want ot make it look like an aquarium, I didnt like the idea. I juss wanted to have a simple bathroom. Obviously thas not gonna happen since the walls are this dark blue water color. I juss wnat ot have a bathroom again ha its a hassle walking to my parent's room to shower, using the bathroom, and all that stuff. Especially in the middle of the nite, whne you're half asleep.

JET PLANE: I cant get enough of that song, I've been listening to it all the time now. It brings me back memories of maui. Well juss the hawaiian version of the song at least. I came across it the other day while browsing through people's pages on myspace. Too bad that guy justin hasn't uploaded it to there. YOu know how there are juss some songs that make you feel so mellow. Kinda like you forget about errthang else and you're juss chill. Yeaaah, this is how that song makes me feel. So kiss me and smile for me, tell me that you'll wait for me, hol me like you'll never let me go...I'm leaving on a jet plane dont know when I'll be back again.

SPIRITUAL GROWTH: Jaime, mel, and I were at starbucks last nite talking a lot bout growth. How some people question why God allows suffering, why He allows things to happen to you. I mentioned that although it hurts, at the same time if all that stuff didnt happen wha would be the purpose of having God? I dont know I guess people have this misconception that if God is almighty and errthang, He should make our lives perfect. Life w/o trials, w/o suffering, or any sort of drama. Of course, that does sound maybe enticing, yet how would we know really who God is? We were talking bout doing some of kind of growth activity in the upcoming weeks w/the core. I miss those days, where we'd get away for the day to pray or those nites preparing for a big event soaking in prayer together. Sometimes its in the trials I think its when we remember wha it's like to come back to the heart of worship. Errone remember their firsts, their first crush, first kiss etc. when you think of those memories, they become as fresh and real as the first time it happened. To me its the same way w/your relationship w/God. Maybe after turning away from Him for so long and you come back to the way it was the first time...wow.



Leaving on a jet plane

"Can you catch up..."im done, im out God bless!