"Don't smother each other. No one can grow in the shade..."

Oops i almost put im done, im out God bless hahaha i must be tired. Actually i am i was sleepy as i was drivinig on the 5n coming home from irvine tonite. I wish i had another day off today, i think i needed a double day juss to catch up and relax more. Oh well, im grateful for juss receiving one day off. Praise God. Last nite i reinstalled my printer software, dloaded winamp, installed office 2000. So now i juss need a few more things like photoshop and all those good stuff. Oh yeah i need to get that font california also. I alos installed the software for the mouse. I put back my old mouse the one w/o the inside of it. Its more convient and you dont gotta clean it and worry bout dust getting inside of it. TOmorrow is pay day woO! Im lagging on birfday gifts this yurr...sorry errone.

Work today was aiight, i had 6 kids which was nice. It wasnt as loud and noisy. We only did one project today, i had them make their favorite sports figures out of these dolls. Some of them turned out pretty interesting. This one girl made a horse jockey doll haha two other girls made a soccer person i dont know who. I made kobe haha and this other kid made shaq. My boss told me he let one of the councilmemebers see my classroom and the council member was really impressed and was diggin it. yay! Today was also my assitants last day. He was a great guy who helped me out a lot. He helped me push the kids into the closet when they were being too loud. haha in a way i was a litte irritated cuz whle we were doing our projects we were listening ot the radio. Well i left ot get some more construction paper i came back and he changed the station to k-earf! i thought oh man he juss changed it. Then eh started to dance which was really funny. hahaha ANywya, now that hes gone i actually got to watch the kids now that sucks haha jk

JEanne dropped by to check out classes she needs to register for skool. She saw our big mess in the kitchen and was feelin the whole remodeling project. I cant belive it rained really hard this morning then stopped! aww booo then it ended up getting hot outside. LIke that sticky humid type of hot agh i hate that type of weather. I wanted to rain hard all day, in fact im praying itll rain during summerfest like all day really really hard like storming! haha so then theyd have to cancel it or postpone it or something. Though in a way i juss want to get it over with. I juss hate setting up and cleaning up it takes forever to do. BEfore i got off work today i ended up getting this huge bump on my forehead. I was geting something down from the cabinet then i had to put it back up. Well inside this bucket i was putting up was big hard vase. SO i put the bucket w/the vase inside of it back up, but i didnt push back far enuff. The bucket ended up falling along w/the huge vase landing on my forehead. It hurt really bad. I put ice on it so its not so big. THough i think yo ucan still see it. Man i always get close encounters @ work.

Robby and i were looking up ol stuff from the past. He was reading my old blog entries and pointing out to me which entries were emo. There was one in particular that he busted up on. THen i had to point out to him his entries whurr he was being emo too. haha it was kinda funny. Must be nice to have nothing to do @ work. THey blocked friendster on his computer so now hes depirved of it from m-thurs and errother friday for 8 hrs! hahah im glad i can go on durr though lately teh stupid site has been acting up again. Making it harder to get on and check whas new. Jay da banker wrote a testimony on me, i wrote on for him in exchange. This way were not violoating friendster policy # such and such.

I went to uci tonite for prayer meeting @ yfc. The drive was only like 20min long. Which wasnt thad bad its like me going to carson. The group was small yet nice. Mark anthony told me that theyre super filipino time. I took notice to that cuz i got durr @ like 745. THe prayer meeting was scheduled to start @ 8pm. PEople didnt start coming till like 830pm-9pm. We sang some praise & worship songs from the hillsongs group from austrailia i thiink. I dindt really know the music too well. They dont really got a music ministry i dont think. Juss someone who plays the geetar. The thing thas tight is that htye have those hanging mics. haha We should invset into putting those in room b. haha jk. They shurred bout their weekend festivies @ the conference. Very annointed and d0pe shurring.

This one girl her name is regina shes from liawang though she goes to yfc when she can. ANyway, she shurred how her friend told her durr was confession going on. BUt regina wasnt sure if she was going to go being she was so tired from finishing her summer skool proj the nite before. THough she really needed it also, so she went. Well i guess there was only 1 priest hurring confessions and she waited 3 hrs. I guess a lot of people were dropping out of line cuz they went to eat or do other stuff. So she gets up to the front of the line and the moderators people told she wouldnt make it to confession. That the last 3 people left in line wouldnt able to go to confession. Regina told them that sucked cuz shes been waiting iin line for 3 hrs and theres only like 3 people left.

The moderator said they dont like to have the priest listen to confessions while a talk was going on. Thas why they wurrr stopping confessions. Regina busted up into tears cuz she was so hungry for it. WEll the guy in fornt of her heard her and offered to give her his spot so she can get in. BUt she was like no thas not fair you waited juss as long. Long stroy short they eended talking to the priest who was giving conffessions and he was able ot let the last people in. PRasie God for her perserverance and patience. I wouldnt of been able to do that at all. I have no patience for things that take a long time.

Then this other girl named toni shurred how she ofund out her friend from hs died over the weekend while seh was @ the conference. ALthough she was saddened by the unexpected deaf of her former classmate she wasnt upset or angry at God nor did she cry. She saif it felt like as if God carried her through the weekend. Like she felt it was the perfect time for it happen otherwise if she wasnt @ the conference while it happened she wouldnt know wht she really wouldve felt. I told her i think God set peace in your heart to help you understand and not be angry. She agreed. This is also the girl i exchanged info. with. She lives in buena park right by shelly's Bmw. I told her to go to prayer meeting when she gets the chance.

YFc did a good job w/their hospitality tonite. They invited me to in n out for fellowship after prayer meeting. The girl from liawang asked how errone in our community was doing. She was like how's whas his name darryl? i said ohh maurice, she goes yeah! i said he's doing well. hes cool. Then she was like how bout that other guy frank or something? i said oh fred, hes doing well also. Then she said how bout robert i said ohh robby then she asked is he still together w/that girl. Oh emeline yeah theyre getting married next summer @ in maui. She was really happy, she was like wow how long have they been together. I was like bout 5 years. haha

So reirich has developed another card to throw at me and use. Before it was the '21 and over' card. He would say things like, 'i hope you dont talk like that or act like that when youre 21.' Well as of last week hes been using the 'robby moya' card. Example tonite. He told me before i left to uci to ask mark anthony to get his yfc shirt. I said okay, but i ended up forgetting i dindt ask him. Well mark anthony didnt fellowship w/us due to the fact he had midterm tomorrow he really needed to study for. So reirich calls later on when im @ in n out and asked if i got the shirt. I told him i forgot. So reirich was dissapointed i forgot to ask. Because mark anthony was leaving for vegas this weekend and reirich really wanted the shirt, he wanted me to call mark anthony to go and pick up the shirt @ his apt.

I said no cuz i didnt want to go all the way to mark anthonys apt even if it wasnt far juss to get some yfc shirt. Then hurr comes the robby moya card. Reirich said, 'thas whack. You went and got robby the bad boys II soundtrack for him and made him come get the cd @ your work but you cant get me the yfc shirt.' i said oh gosh. I freaking ended up calling mark anthony and the poor guy who keep in mind had a midterm the next day came and dropped off the shirt @ in n out so reirich can wurr his shirt. Last week he used that same card on me also. I asked you to get me 99 cents nuggets and you said no. Then you ended up getting robby a drink. agh im not gonna let robby moya card affect me anymore. It no longer works w/me.

Something worf shurring..Ever have a hard time “feeling” or “hearing” God?

There have been several times in my life when I’ve had a difficult time “feeling” the presence of God. Looking back at those times I have almost always found that one major reason I could not more clearly “hear” or “notice” God’s active presence was because I was not in a position to hear Him.

Now, when I say a “position” I don’t mean a posture like kneeling or anything like that, but I mean that I was not in a receptive “position” because of my sins. Sin clogs our ears and our hearts, it clogs our senses. Sins can then just pile up over time if we don’t acknowledge them, address them and eliminate them through reconciliation with God. Sin binds and blinds. Sin keeps us from hearing distinctly, seeing clearly or living joyfully…basically, sin keeps us from God.

And that’s exactly where the devil wants us – far from God. Obviously, that “separation” goes against everything that God is and everything He wants for us.

No matter what you have ever done, I beg you, remember this:

There is no sin too great
There is no situation too hopeless
There is no family too “screwed up”
There is no future too dim
There is no pain too severe
There is no suffering too unbearable
There is no time “too late”

…to call upon Jesus – He is waiting to forgive you, to love you and to start over.

No matter what “twists” of sin or turns of “selfishness” your life may have taken, reconcile with Christ and start over. Trust in His mercy. He writes straight with crooked lines. He loves you more than your little human brain can comprehend. And thank God He does.

I know i said this before back in april on old entry but imma say it again cuz the message is important.

"If we are ever to love a butterfly we must first care for a few caterpillars..."


I need to buy blank CDs and dvd burning software

"Were a flinstones kid, 10 million strong and growing..."im done, im out GOd bless

"People with goals succeed because they know where they’re going..."


WOw what a busy day it was for me, on my day off. I finally got a computer tonite and im really feelin it. Though i wish i had all the other stuff my files and stuff from my other computer. Thas the only thing that sucks is starting over. So the other comp was 8x cdrw which didnt work, 120 mb, 866mhz piii, cd rom but no dvd. Yet it had all the d0pe programs like photoshop, flash, illustrator and more! Well im more equipped and ready w/this sony vaio w/a PIV processor 120gb(sorry i thought it was 180 my bad)865 intel exteme graphics card, 512 mb 40x max CD drive, 2.6 ghz running on XP, DVD & CD burner. Im feelin this new one, all i need now is a flat screen monitor and im set! haha

I woke up @ 10am and im like whoa durrs nothing to do. Being i have no tv or computer at the time. Actually i need use my time more wisely. Gail said i should use it for prayer and maybe thas why God took away my materialistic objects. Which is a good point. The only bout new comps that sucks is reinstalling all the old software and errthang. Got ready and around 11am rented the movie for work and dropped that off. From durr went to pick up something from robby @ westminister mall. Stayed durr for a while and chit-chatted. Then had lunch @ pat & oscars @ the bp mall w/the fam bam tribe. From durr i walked around the bp mall for a while. Wow has that mall changed. I remember many yurrs ago when they first started to do the the remodeling of the mall. When they opened up that extra space as you walk into the mall from sears. That part whurr its turns, and its juss nothing. haha I was excited when that was first opened up cuz i thought wow durr gonna put stores over hurr. 1000 yurrs later the wall is still nothing on durr. haha

Went to HB w/banne this afternoon which was one of my goals for today. It was coo this couple offered to give us the rest of their 30 min parking. We took it along w/their spot and juss walked around the beach for a while. I guess durrs some kind of surfking thing going on this week. I ran into this guy i had in my hist class last fall semester. I also see him @ church erronce in a while. IT was funyn banne asked if that was one of my former sre students. I said no hah but close i remember subbing in his class before. haha prasie God that the beach is only 20 min away. Its realxing being durr and juss looking at all the different people. It was great way to let go of all worries and juss really relax. PRasie God for the beach!!

Stopped by pet city to see if theyd dontate fish for summerfest. PRasie God that they are otherwise id have to call other places to see if they;ll donate them or something. I cant wait till sunday is over, then work will be a little bit more relaxing and less worked up. So much stuff going on. I cant believe how its almost the end of summer. IM planning to throw another end of the yurr jamboree bonfire. That was tight when we had it last yurr. SOl and oxnard came to show their love. Praise & WOrship was tight and juss wow a spirit filled evening! If we od throw one, ill supply hot dogs! hahah since weve got so much at work.

AIight so this is why i was late to prayer meeting. We left @ 530 to go and plan on getting a new comp and microwave @ bestbuy. Well being that it was 530pm my sister said lets not take the freeway cuz of traffic. Well i said lets go and do it anyway. WE took the stupid side streets and my sister got us lost. Causing us to get to best buy later and getting errthang else later. MAking me really late for prayer meeting. ISO thas why i was late, i was going 60 on the streets rushing to get durr. So my apologzies errone for being late tonite.

I didnt really use anything tonite for prayer meeting. No stories of any sort, i let the spirit lead me tonite. PRaise God for pops and moms who really helped me let go of all anxities and nervousness. Thanks guys, it really helped out. I got to talk to jumbo tonite oline and on the phone...i miss him as all of us do.


Im back in business errone!!

"Im eternally yours my king..." im done, im out GOd bless!

"Sometimes, you have to make the right decisions and let your feelings catch up with them..."

Im hurr at work to do my blog tonite being that i have no computer at home. Agh today my dad blew something up inside the tv and the microwave. Yesterday it was the computer, thas strike 3. He's trying to rewire things from the fuse box outside and well he keeps messing up. So now were poe, w/no tv, no microwave, no stove(since were remodeling the kitchen), no sink, no telephone or answering machine, no anything.

Wow at least we've got hotwater in the showers otherwise id die if the showers werent working! Im not an outdoor 'lets go camping' type of person as many of you may already know. haha Thas the only part of fellowship i wont do...so as long as im secretary of fellowship we aint gonna go on any camping trips unless were gonna be stayinig in a hotel! hahaha

So i was informed bob hope died today in his sleep. Wow i cant believe that, hes like 100 something. I guess he was sick w/nemuonia. I have that song 'ill offer up my life' in my head. I had pb sing it on the recorder on my phone yesterday. Pb has a great voice, i love when she does the extra stuff when we sing 'Mighty Savior.' I love pb period! woOoo

Imma make this blog super long being that i have no computer until tomorrow. Let's hope i get a good one tomorrow! woOo Lss was this past weekend. I was 3 min. late on sat. morning, though moms and pops along w/boss lady and robby were durr on time. i Was craving mcdonalds breakfast that morning too and i shouldve juss went and got it on account that errone was like 6 hrs late anyway. Moving on...

There wasnt that many people at all this weekend, which is real suprising being that it was said mayn adults in the parish were asking for an lSS too. I told wendy yesterday that there wasnt a lot and she was like thas dissapointing. PEople ask for these things and want them yet they dont go to them. Then they come back and say 'how i can grow closer in my faith?'

Achie and i shurred a group on sat. we had 3 people total in our group. THis girl who atteneded the youf lss last yurr, ruf's daughter and corn. The group was good, the one girl who had gone to lss last year shared some interesting things. The rest didnt really shurr a lot. THough i think achie and i did most of the talking that day.

The LSs team was really good, praise God for them. The talks(the ones that i did listen to.) Were very annointed, theyre hardcore man they know their stuff. I wonder how their groups went. Some of the stuff they shurred was quite amazing and juss like wow. Praise God fr. ray was durr also to help eliminiate some questions people had bout the movement and stuff like that.

Music MInistry was great, though i guess there was a complaint from Fr. that they were too loud. I didnt think we were and beisdes its the hall were suppose to be loud! Like that song, 'lets get loud, let's get loud.' I still say we shouldve played that song 'who builds the faith' for them. hahahaha jk

Then durr was that girl who was waiting for tita marissa's daughter to come to lSS. So she was sitting out in the front of the table juss chillin. I made small talk w/her cuz she looked familiar. She graduated the same yurr i did but a different skool. I let her use my phone to call tita marissa's daughter, then she took advantage of it and called like 1000 other people. I noticed she was on the phone forever too. Its all good though i got unlimited weekends anyway. MIne as well take advantage of it.

Sunday was a real tiring day. Though i was durr on time right @ 7am. I had waken up late and i was rushing to get to church one time. I was like oh man i dont wanna be late. BUt in the end it didnt matter if i was late or not. I wasted a whole hour sitting in that parking lot doing nothing. I got my mcdonalds this time though! woOo yum!

Mass was great as usual, durr isnt a lot of people @ the 8am mass i noticed. Though the morning after mass started rough, there was a little bit less people but still had a d0pe effect on them. Fr. ray discussed the charims and the gifts of the holy spirit before the baptism. I hope they discuss them right when we have the baptism @ sfc. I hope also that they dont rush it and leave time for people to soak in prayer. Something that is really important. Imma be mad if its rushed cuz thas not something you can rush.

Baptism in the HOly Spirit was juss great. I remember last year thas when i received the gift of tounges! woOo Anyway, it felt good to get prayed over again. I think a lot of healing took place and juss negative feelings were juss let go of. WHich was good, cuz thas probably what needed to happen. To let go and let love in.

We had a new kid christian join our community. VEry coo kid shurred a lot in our discussion group. In fact he taught us something too. I learned he only lives right next to me so i offered to pick him on tues. for prayer meeting. I told pops we bof can pick him up, since his dad works all the time. Itd be like child custody hahahhahahahahahaha wed split up the weeks.

The sad part bout lSs is taking down all the decorations. Taking them down reminding me of last year's lss. Thas when erik and bess was durr. They helped, i have the pic of jaymee and erik. Thas when erroen was juss soo hyped up and dancing and moving and thas when our prayer group juss totally expanded and filled up the room. OUr community was big as SOL's last summer aftter youf lss. It sowed many, many life long benefits to those youfs. So anotha lSs is needed but for the youf. Thas also when i got bess numba...::sigh:: the memories...

LAst nite they had a going away party for ju ju be. We all gatherd around the table and sang well hes a jolly good fellow. NOt really, but it wouldve been a good idea. I miss that guy already...::sigh:: too bad he had to go back home. NOw its gonna be different to see the mexican and not see him. I pray that he has a safe trip and that one day soon we'll see him again.

HE presented his v2 project to the community last nite. It turned out really, really good. IN fact there was a lot of funny parts to it. The whole waiting forever was really worf it. He said it would be and he was right. I cant wait to get my own copy. Then i can watch the scene bout the relationships that were created part over and over again. I guess i am a living example that dreams do come true. haha Ju ju be serves as a inspirtation and motivation for many of us. St. Ju ju be patron saint of wingmen, pray for us!

It wsa weird coming home and not having a computer to go to. IN fact it wsa even weireder not being able to turn it when i woke up this morning. Usually errmorning around 830-9am robby and i have our usual morning talks. I ended up calling him today though haha he sent me another mission to go and get the bad boys II soundtrack for him. Ha i wasnt going to but since i had time to kill before work i went in and got it. HE picked up during his lunch this afternoon. HE took it and boned out...haha

i think i finally got the brouchure thing out of the way. Theyre printing copies of it now. Its suppose to be done by fri. which will be interesting to see. I worked so hard on that thing. Prasie God though the hardwork was acknowledged by my supervisors and they gave me tomorrow off! a paid day off how tight is that?! I also got a great compliment from one of the parks & Rec. comissioners. Praise God for being blessed with a great job filled w/many benefits.

Tomorrow id like to go to the beach. Im leading prayer meeting tomorrow, which i havent led in a while. This time though i aint gonna use stories. Im juss gonna make up stuff from the top oif my head. haha jk Hurr is my line up for tomorrow...oh which means i still gotta find someone to do intercessory!!! I asked jeanne and she said no, so hmm whos next on my list. Hurr is the line izieup for tomorrow:

Get all sweaty and gross warm up~
Come fill my world
Community
AMen Alleulia

Invocation~
Come Holy Spirit

Contrition~
O Lord your tenderness

Dedication~
Ill offer up my life

Assurance~
God will make a way

Praise & Worship~
I could sing of your love forever
Eternally yours
Love you so much
Glorify thy name

INtercessory~
Errone knows already

Lets get all hot, sweaty and filled w/the spirit agaiN~
can yall guess wha my closing song is?
The first one to tag the tag board w/the name of it, will receieve one free item off the dollar menu @ mcdonalds tomorrow nite.

Well i think thas it for now, i dont know if this was super long but i think its was long enough. Please keep me in your prayers! Click on the blog archive for march 28, then read the very bottom before the song lyric of the 0329 blog entry...hmmm?! hahahaha maybe vegas was a confirmation?! hahah


Oh man i almost lost this entry, whew good thing i didnt loose it!!

"Lord receive the sacrafice of a broken heart..."im done, im out GOd bless!

"Sometimes, you have to make the right decisions and let your feelings catch up with them..."

Im hurr at work to do my blog tonite being that i have no computer at home. Agh today my dad blew something up inside the tv and the microwave. Yesterday it was the computer, thas strike 3. He's trying to rewire things from the fuse box outside and well he keeps messing up. So now were poe, w/no tv, no microwave, no stove(since were remodeling the kitchen), no sink, no telephone or answering machine, no anything.

Wow at least we've got hotwater in the showers otherwise id die if the showers werent working! Im not an outdoor 'lets go camping' type of person as many of you may already know. haha Thas the only part of fellowship i wont do...so as long as im secretary of fellowship we aint gonna go on any camping trips unless were gonna be stayinig in a hotel! hahaha

So i was informed bob hope died today in his sleep. Wow i cant believe that, hes like 100 something. I guess he was sick w/nemuonia. I have that song 'ill offer up my life' in my head. I had pb sing it on the recorder on my phone yesterday. Pb has a great voice, i love when she does the extra stuff when we sing 'Mighty Savior.' I love pb period! woOoo

Imma make this blog super long being that i have no computer until tomorrow. Let's hope i get a good one tomorrow! woOo Lss was this past weekend. I was 3 min. late on sat. morning, though moms and pops along w/boss lady and robby were durr on time. i Was craving mcdonalds breakfast that morning too and i shouldve juss went and got it on account that errone was like 6 hrs late anyway. Moving on...

There wasnt that many people at all this weekend, which is real suprising being that it was said mayn adults in the parish were asking for an lSS too. I told wendy yesterday that there wasnt a lot and she was like thas dissapointing. PEople ask for these things and want them yet they dont go to them. Then they come back and say 'how i can grow closer in my faith?'

Achie and i shurred a group on sat. we had 3 people total in our group. THis girl who atteneded the youf lss last yurr, ruf's daughter and corn. The group was good, the one girl who had gone to lss last year shared some interesting things. The rest didnt really shurr a lot. THough i think achie and i did most of the talking that day.

The LSs team was really good, praise God for them. The talks(the ones that i did listen to.) Were very annointed, theyre hardcore man they know their stuff. I wonder how their groups went. Some of the stuff they shurred was quite amazing and juss like wow. Praise God fr. ray was durr also to help eliminiate some questions people had bout the movement and stuff like that.

Music MInistry was great, though i guess there was a complaint from Fr. that they were too loud. I didnt think we were and beisdes its the hall were suppose to be loud! Like that song, 'lets get loud, let's get loud.' I still say we shouldve played that song 'who builds the faith' for them. hahahaha jk

Then durr was that girl who was waiting for tita marissa's daughter to come to lSS. So she was sitting out in the front of the table juss chillin. I made small talk w/her cuz she looked familiar. She graduated the same yurr i did but a different skool. I let her use my phone to call tita marissa's daughter, then she took advantage of it and called like 1000 other people. I noticed she was on the phone forever too. Its all good though i got unlimited weekends anyway. MIne as well take advantage of it.

Sunday was a real tiring day. Though i was durr on time right @ 7am. I had waken up late and i was rushing to get to church one time. I was like oh man i dont wanna be late. BUt in the end it didnt matter if i was late or not. I wasted a whole hour sitting in that parking lot doing nothing. I got my mcdonalds this time though! woOo yum!

Mass was great as usual, durr isnt a lot of people @ the 8am mass i noticed. Though the morning after mass started rough, there was a little bit less people but still had a d0pe effect on them. Fr. ray discussed the charims and the gifts of the holy spirit before the baptism. I hope they discuss them right when we have the baptism @ sfc. I hope also that they dont rush it and leave time for people to soak in prayer. Something that is really important. Imma be mad if its rushed cuz thas not something you can rush.

Baptism in the HOly Spirit was juss great. I remember last year thas when i received the gift of tounges! woOo Anyway, it felt good to get prayed over again. I think a lot of healing took place and juss negative feelings were juss let go of. WHich was good, cuz thas probably what needed to happen. To let go and let love in.

We had a new kid christian join our community. VEry coo kid shurred a lot in our discussion group. In fact he taught us something too. I learned he only lives right next to me so i offered to pick him on tues. for prayer meeting. I told pops we bof can pick him up, since his dad works all the time. Itd be like child custody hahahhahahahahahaha wed split up the weeks.

The sad part bout lSs is taking down all the decorations. Taking them down reminding me of last year's lss. Thas when erik and bess was durr. They helped, i have the pic of jaymee and erik. Thas when erroen was juss soo hyped up and dancing and moving and thas when our prayer group juss totally expanded and filled up the room. OUr community was big as SOL's last summer aftter youf lss. It sowed many, many life long benefits to those youfs. So anotha lSs is needed but for the youf. Thas also when i got bess numba...::sigh:: the memories...

LAst nite they had a going away party for ju ju be. We all gatherd around the table and sang well hes a jolly good fellow. NOt really, but it wouldve been a good idea. I miss that guy already...::sigh:: too bad he had to go back home. NOw its gonna be different to see the mexican and not see him. I pray that he has a safe trip and that one day soon we'll see him again.

HE presented his v2 project to the community last nite. It turned out really, really good. IN fact there was a lot of funny parts to it. The whole waiting forever was really worf it. He said it would be and he was right. I cant wait to get my own copy. Then i can watch the scene bout the relationships that were created part over and over again. I guess i am a living example that dreams do come true. haha Ju ju be serves as a inspirtation and motivation for many of us. St. Ju ju be patron saint of wingmen, pray for us!

It wsa weird coming home and not having a computer to go to. IN fact it wsa even weireder not being able to turn it when i woke up this morning. Usually errmorning around 830-9am robby and i have our usual morning talks. I ended up calling him today though haha he sent me another mission to go and get the bad boys II soundtrack for him. Ha i wasnt going to but since i had time to kill before work i went in and got it. HE picked up during his lunch this afternoon. HE took it and boned out...haha

i think i finally got the brouchure thing out of the way. Theyre printing copies of it now. Its suppose to be done by fri. which will be interesting to see. I worked so hard on that thing. Prasie God though the hardwork was acknowledged by my supervisors and they gave me tomorrow off! a paid day off how tight is that?! I also got a great compliment from one of the parks & Rec. comissioners. Praise God for being blessed with a great job filled w/many benefits.

Tomorrow id like to go to the beach. Im leading prayer meeting tomorrow, which i havent led in a while. This time though i aint gonna use stories. Im juss gonna make up stuff from the top oif my head. haha jk Hurr is my line up for tomorrow...oh which means i still gotta find someone to do intercessory!!! I asked jeanne and she said no, so hmm whos next on my list. Hurr is the line izieup for tomorrow:

Get all sweaty and gross warm up~
Come fill my world
Community
AMen Alleulia

Invocation~
Come Holy Spirit

Contrition~
O Lord your tenderness

Dedication~
Ill offer up my life

Assurance~
God will make a way

Praise & Worship~
I could sing of your love forever
Eternally yours
Love you so much
Glorify thy name

INtercessory~
Errone knows already

Lets get all hot, sweaty and filled w/the spirit agaiN~
can yall guess wha my closing song is?
The first one to tag the tag board w/the name of it, will receieve one free item off the dollar menu @ mcdonalds tomorrow nite.

Well i think thas it for now, i dont know if this was super long but i think its was long enough. Please keep me in your prayers!

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Oh man i almost lost this entry, whew good thing i didnt loose it!!

"Lord receive the sacrafice of a broken heart..."im done, im out GOd bless!

"Concentrate, everyday, on learning how to better love…on how to be more like Christ..."

Wow no blog within the past couple days, i was going to blog yesterday but well i was worn out. I think this is a great message for many of us to think about. Especially me, this word or theme of 'love' seems to keep coming up lately. That was one of the talks in SFC tonite, 'loving your neighbor.' At lss today it was talked bout 'God's love.' Back april i learned a very important message frmo a very good friend '...to be love.' Today @ Sfc it was talked bout seeing God's love in errone's eyes. I think thas the message of this quote. COncentrate errday on how to be an example of Jesus. To be a living example, to radiate his love on to others and thas what seems to be what God wants us to do. Sorry if it may seem like im not making sense...

Worked out most of the kitchen yesterday, painted the new walls and errthang like that. I slept in till 10am yesterday which was nice being that was the onyl time i was going be able to sleep in. Then i got called by the printing press problems w/opening the brochure so i spent couple hours @ work spliting it up into seperate pages. Which sucks cuz now i have to deal w/that thing on mon. morning. agh!! I cant wait till next sun. is over with!

Went to St. Peter Chanel for mass, which was nice being i havent gone to daily mass in a while. I also was able to go to confession. I always end up going to Fr. ed's i think thas his name. Well cuz thas the one thas always open. I love looking at that one pic as you wait in line. The one whurr the priest is celebrating mass, giving the consceration and with the priest is Jesus. Then you got the congregation, then you have the souls in purgatory. REally contemplative painting to look at and make you think bout your soul.

From durr i went to ju ju be's going away luau @ ian;s house. I cant believe ju ju be is leaving in one day. I hate to be emo but imma miss that guy. Though ive only known him since jeanne;s birfday dinner, it seems likes he's been around forever. He's one person who knows all about my love life, and is always keeping tabs on who i like at the present moment. haha He's a fun guy who impacts the lives of errone he comes in contact with. His love for God and his willingess and faith to serve is remarkable. I wish i was as talented as this guy. He's creative and to me is a true rec leader who can think of creative games to play right on the spot. I pray that he has a safe flight back the to the pi and that one day soon he'll be able to come back and actually reside hurr in the states. Praise God for a d0pe brother in Christ! i'll miss ya ju ju! Ü

Today was LSS, we had an okay turn out for the first day. The groups were small but i guess thas coo more time to get intimate and share more. Which durr was more people like bof adults and young adults. Though i guess God knew we could only handle this amount of people. Maybe tomorrow durr will be more. There were like 3 confirmations today which was d0pe. I love our music ministry, especially when its all complete and they get loud. LIke that song, 'lets get loud, let's get loud!' haha I think thas what our music ministry's theme is...Let's get loud!

I took that kid Christian home today, he; a cool kid. He lives literally pretty much right next to me. He lives in those apartments right next to centralia elementary skool. He told me he enjoyed that talks today and he was enjoying himself. Im looking foward to another spiritually high day! Another day to get loud and let the HOly SPirit juss fill me up and take control over me. Took a nap then went to kristina;s party @ my aunt;s house. Well not really party, juss family gathering. I ate again and weighed myself on the scale. It said i was 135 lbs. wow...JL said today she could see my stomach oh man im turning into a fat boy. I dotn want to be the fat boy in the community haha i wanna be the hyper guy jk haha Well i took the open gym class this semester so im so gonna take advantage of that when skool starts.

WEnt to O sushi for ann;s birfday celebration. Small place, it was my first time over durr. They almost didnt let me in being that my license has expired already which was gay. It doesnt mean im not 21 still. They didnt even let ann in till 5 min till 12am. The mexcian bought me 2 drinks, a medorie sour and a shot of something. I had to leave early cuz i got called home. I couldnt find errone so i snuck out. As i was leaving ju ju be, ian, nerriza, elmer, eileen and some other person were walking in. I ended up getting lost trying to find my way back to the freeway. Good thing i had my ol boss direct me back to one. I ended up taking the one off of harbor. Its coo at least i got home safe, which is the important part. Now i muss sleep for another day of lss...part II
Jesus is on friendster, i have 68 friends on friendster now. woO!

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Happy BiRfday AnN!

"When I go to Honolulu, you coming too boo..."im done, im out God bless!

"You know well enough that Our Lord does not look so much at the greatness of our actions, nor even at their difficulty, but at the love with which we do them..."

YEsterday was a long, hard day for me. Actually this whole week has been tough. Im glad as im sure errone else is that the work week is coming to an end. (Well for me its already over.) I went to work @ 8am and filled water balloons and loaded up the truck to go to the family support center. Got there and i took a little time out to go and say hi to JEsus before i started.

The first group of kids came out which were the upper graders and we did the sponge relay, water balloons and then obstacle course. This one kid pegged in the back w/the balloon. I looked back and saw the little kid smiling. AGh! i thought to myself, 'oh dont worry little one i will get you before you leave." Sure i did yay! As they were getting water he was standing durr and i took the balloon and threw on the ground causing it to 'pop' making a 'splash' effect, causing him to get wet. AFter i was laughing and in my head i said yessesssss i told you id get you back! muwhahahaha

Then the primary kids came out and those are the ones from pre-k to 3rd grade. We couldnt get any organized games going on w/them so we had them do free water play. That became a mess! There was this one kid named nicholas who didnt want to listen for anything. He kept taking the sprinkler and holding it when he was suppose to juss leave it down.
i told him he had to sit out since he oculdnt listen to me. That didnt work,
so i took the kid and put him the closet inside the family support center. haha jk i didnt do that.

I dont like going durr, cuz A. the kids are OA and cant listen for anything and B. there staff durr takes advantage of our presence there and doesnt really help out. They stand around and talk to each other in spanish, when there are kids who are running around doing who knows what.

I come back and the changes i had made on the summerfest brouchure dindnt get saved. SO hurr i am sitting making changes desperately trying to get the stupid thing finished and to the printers. Praise God that my boss was really coo w/me yesterday. He knew i was stressing, so took over and did the other half of the corrections. Then we run into another problem after thas done. The file is sooo big. Then we cant get to burn unto the Cd. Then we do but then the file doesnt open. Then we couldnt get onto a freaking zip disk either. Finally we compacted the file to make it fit on a zip disk.

I dropped it off on my way home, and then juss plumped onto my pillows and fell asleep for a good hour. REst and sleep was exaclty what i needed cuz i was extremely irritated and bothered by errthang yesterday. THough i have to work on the stupid thing on monday again cuz the printer people cant open the file cuz its so huge! oh whY!?!

I met up w/my sfc leader, jordan at el torito later that nie @ 830pm to do my one-on-one confessional. haha thas wha i called it a confessional cuz thas what it was. YOu and your leader asking you all these personal questions which totally was kinda uncomfortable being you dont really know the person that well yet they want you to open up to them like a flower. I guess the point was to see if you were gonna repent your sins, but they dont gotta ask you like whether youve done drugs or had pre-martial sex or smoked weed before. whoa whoa whoa thas some personal stuff there.

Though i did answer the questions cuz i had nothing to really hide. But then he asked if i was willing to continue w/the program. I said i would under certain strict conditions and these are wha they were:
1. All SFC speakers who are going to be given a talk must keep it to a max of 30 min.
2. THe SFC program must start sharply @ 730pm.
3. YOu do less talking about yourself so the group can share more bout themselves.
4. SFC emphasizes important catholic teachings such as:
a) Faith and Good works
5. More music and less lag time

So those were the conditions that i set in order for me to consider the SFC/CLP program. Why i said that? cuz for condition #1 i cant stand talks that are forever long when there is suppose to be gorup sharing. TThe longer the speaker talks, the less time there is for the group to shurr. Then what happens if a group memeber is in the middle of shurring something personal and then the time is up for gorup sharing cuz errone has to be out of the building @ 10pm. That sucks for that person.

I hate when things arent punctual, its throws off errthang. If you say it starts @ 730pm, then it should start then, not a whole half hour later cuz youre waiting for more peopel to come. THe pope doesnt tell the priests and bishops, if you want you cna start mass later to wait for moe people to come. agh Punctuality is a virtue i was taught...lets make sure we start and end on time!

i was oging to go to the firework show @ downtown disney for ju ju be's thing but i ended up going to adoration instead. Which was juss d0peness! It was juss sooo wonderful sitting durr and talking to Jesus. I was feeling so realxed after a loong, tiring day at work. This was exaclty what i needed, juss to relieve myself in the arms of our Lord. It was like a little baby resting in the arms of their mom and dad. With nothing to worry bout or stress bout but juss to rest. Thank you JEsus for holding me and never letting me go.

Hmm i like that song 'officially missing you' maybe i can have nicole sing that one on my vmail! yay! Wow so much happening this weekend i cant keep track anymore of whas going on. Gail is funny, thas what i like bout her is her funny senese of humor. She's a real fun person to talk to! OUr adult LSS is tomorrow, im quite curious to see how many people we get and the age group. Im telling yall the youf is dying out durr, a youf lss is also desperately needed @ sPv!!!!


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Please pray for all the people taking trips this weekend to God's work!

"I want to know if you really want me to go, and if so,are you coming with me?" im done, im out God bless!

"Remember, God does not call the equipped, He equips the called..."

Sharing the Word and the truth of God is not always easy, especially since we’re imperfect. Many will not want to hear it, but many will and many more NEED to hear it.
There are loved ones in your life who you have a responsibility to share the Word of God with…make yourself as strong and as knowledgeable as you can, each day, and fulfill your duty as a baptized son or daughter of God.

Not everyone is going to like you, not everyone is going to understand you, and sometimes folks will dislike you without even really ‘knowing you’, and while that might be unwarranted or even unfair, it’s okay.
Concentrate on sharing the love and the peace of Christ this day.
Concentrate on passing on the wisdom you’ve gained, regardless of your age.
Concentrate on sharing the beauty of Christ’s Church, through personal study and proclamation of the Word of God and through frequent participation in the Sacraments.

Concentrate, everyday, on learning how to better love…on how to be more like Christ

Today, praise God for your imperfections and for those areas in which you feel that you lack.

Well my blog fans, late breaking up to the minute brand spanking new news. JASON FISH, yes me has been asked to become the official new Servant Leader for Spirit of Love, Rowland heights. Advisors and close sources of Jason had said, "This was a deal offered to Mr. Fish a couple of weeks ago in a closed-session meeting between Nick and Jason. After some time of discernment, Jason felt that this would be a 'discernment gone right decision.' "

"Im hurr and ready to serve the people in this community. Of course there will be small minor changes but the Holy Spirit will guide me through the process. Im excited to meet w/my new cabinet and discuss how to make this community continue to grow with God's direction. Although im sad to leave my position at Servant's Heart, i felt God was calling me to serve the people in this community." Mr. Fish had said walking into his new office.

"I know Spirit of Love will be in good hands with Jason. God will use this man to lead my community to do great things to help build up God's Kingdom here on earth. As for me I've decided to call foe my retirement to spend more time with my family. Though ill still continue to pray for the community and help out whenever needed." Former Spirit of Love Servant Leader Nick Villanueva said in a press conference earlier this afternoon.

Jason has resigned has servant's heart's secretary of fellowship. Servant Leader of Servant's Heart, Aela Mejia had this comment to say, "Of course i am sad of Jason's resignment but I know he has to move on to help build up God's kingdom. I due have to admit i was a bit suprised when he told me of his resignment, but God will take care of us."

It has not been said yet who will take over the cabinet open cabinet position. Mejia advisors say the servant leader will meet in a closed session w/her cabinet and top advisors to decide on who will be appointed the position. It has been rumored that former Secretary of Service and Chairwoman of the retreat committe, during the Soratorio Administration, Jenilee Lopez or 'JL' Lopez will be asked to take on the new position. Other sources say that the appointment of the open cabinet position has been left to Vice Chair, Jennifer Velasco.

Just recently two other Servant's Heart members have made the trade to another prayer communtiy in carson, St. Philomena. Fred Perdito and Michael Tandiama are now part of Love & Faith's Music Ministry. Fred was offered the Secreatry of Music Ministry position for that community for months. After also carefully discerning the issues Perdito's lawyers, along with Servant Leader of Love & Faith, Charisse Ninni have handed Fred the Secretary of Music Ministry cabinet position. Fred also signed on Michael Tandiama to join as the Deputy secretary of Music Ministry.

When Secretaty Perdito was asked about the new changes going on within the different communities, he was happy that the Upper Room was taking over. "I'm glad people are finally starting to see what Upper Room really stands for. We are there for the people. As Mr. Fish being new Servant Leader for Spirit of Love, that's awesome. I know the people of Spirit of Love will truly appreciate Mr. Fish's charisma, talents and most of all leadership."
As for other political talk, sources say, Former Secretary of music ministry of Servant's Heart, (who was in the Moya Administration as well as the Soratorio)Robert Moya may be coming back to join Mejia's cabinet. Though nothing has been confirmed yet. We've tried to contact Mr. Moya, though he declined to comment at this time. Also there has been talks that former mayor of Anaheim Hills, Reirich Angeles is looking to start a recall effort against Singles For Christ head leader. Angeles was seen outside the SFC dance reharsal this evening collecting signatures to cast a recall petition. Angeles has spent $25 million of his own money to start what is now called, 'Turning SFC Around' campaign.

"The Singles for Christ Program has been around for years," Angeles said. "There needs to be something new, more pizzaz into this awesome program. People of this community are loosing interest, they need someone who wants to keep them alive."

That was fun, i like playing politics and stuff like that or i mean comparing things like this to politics. Today was better for me, had to do many drafts of the stupid brochure. THat should be done and out of the way by tomorrow afternoon. Yes praise God! My dad passed by will smith @ work yesterday, they were going in opposite directions and i guess my dad looked @ Will thinking that guy looks familiar. Will smith did the same w/the same thoughts also! haha jk Though he did look back.

i was half asleep when i was doing my blog yesterday, haha I wanted to go to YFc tonite, but due to certain circumstances that didnt happen. We had core group meeting otprepare for LSS this weekend. I really wish we were doing a youf one, this way we rejuvinate the spirit of these young people who so desperately need it. LAst years LSs was juss gangsta! aww the memories! I fiorgot to change my scrolling marquee message last nite!


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Gail made her confession to me tonite! haha

"Wait, back to the enemy of the state, is the Republicans or Democratic candidate..."im done, im out God bless!

“Don’t blink at the piercing of His side…or you’ll miss His glory...”

Some weeks are more difficult than others, aren’t they?
Wow, Jesus can relate to that.

Speaking for myself, I have felt “the storm” off and on over the past few weeks…many of you can probably relate.

I have had people speak unfairly about me, without the truth or the facts.
I have felt the pain of being judged by people who don’t know me, at all.
I have even watched as other Christians have bad-mouthed me and each other…all “in the name of Christ”. The truth of the storm is that people can be hurtful, especially when they act out of ignorance or without all of the facts.

It is easier to judge than to be merciful…easier to blow with the wind, than to stand in the midst of the storm. It is easier to cast a stone than to lay it down. Jesus understood these principles. Jesus knew that acting in His name would not always be easy, and He even took the steps to reassure us (His followers) that sometimes we would be persecuted for it. Righteousness means conducting yourself in a way that conforms to God’s will…walking HIS walk, setting the bar higher and not being swayed by “popular opinion”.

Some of those who persecuted Christ felt as though they were acting rightly, and many of them believed they were justified in persecuting Him based on what they had “heard” or what they “believed” to be true. There are people like that in all of our lives, people who act before praying, and offer judgment before mercy or benefit of the doubt.

That’s all part of the storm of life. Like I mentioned earlier, sometimes the storm can cause good people to not see as clearly, or can cause others to “lose energy”, but the ones who survive and weather the storms of life intact (like the palms) are the ones whose eyes are set on the Heavens, who are firmly rooted and (who may even bend a little, but) who do not break. You have the power and the choice to love through the storm, just like Jesus did.

No thas not meant to throw out a god card, juss something ot reflect upon w/LSS coming up this weekend. Today, well i was really irritated for most of the day. I was fine all morning till i got to work then i was mad. I was suppose to go to the OC furr w/the kids @ work today. Well being we only had 5 kids that showed up, my boss had told me to stay back. AGh! i was upset cuz i got all ready expecting to go to the furr. I thought he;d let me go to, being im the senior rec leader.

So that kinda messed up my whole day. I was looking foward to go cuz then the city was paying for my meal and what not. Which meant i couldve eaten adn tried all the different food boofs durr and get cotton candy for heif and eat funnel cake and more! I tried to look on the bright side of things and thought, 'Okay God allowed this to happen for me to focus and concentrate on the stupid summerfest brouchure." Bascially thas all i did @ work was freaking finish up that stupid brocuhure.
I ended up going to check out the daycare during my lunch. The place looks nice, but the staff memebers are not as good as before thas for sure.

Came home then i asked if i could drive the suv to spv tonite, my mom said 'no.' Which got me even more upset cuz it was juss gonna sit in the driveway anyway. So i left angry and upset w/that. I got to spv and went to the blessed sacrament. It feels good to see Jesus, juss for him to calm me down and juss talk to me. Which was something i needed at the moment. Then after i helped set up the room for the mass. Bigs ups to mark anthony from driving all the way to spv to check our prayer meeting after putting in a 10 hr shift. Prayer meeting was a healing mass tonite instead. The LSs team also made an apperance, so they could get prayerd over and see the place.

I think i may be catching a bug or something. My body is juss physically drained. Ever since summer started, its been go, go, go for me. So i think my body is saying its time to rest and chill. Geez, i hope im not getting sick that would suck! So mass was great and fr. ray lead it. Then @ mcdonalds i was irritated then too. These people who were total tourists, and he bought freaking 1000 fthings. They were getting so many things then i still pretzel soda Im going to yfc tomrorow that should be fun.

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GO LAKERS! GO LAKERS! GO LAKERS! GO LAKERS! GO LAKERS! GO LAKERS! GO LAKERS! GO LAKERS! GO LAKERS! GO LAKERS!

"Is there room, any more room for me in those jeans..."im done, im out God bless!

"Appreciation is a wonderful thing; it makes what is excellent in others belong to us as well..."

Im tired, well im almost done w/the brocuhre. A couple more things i need to ad, get it corrected and boom by the end of the week ill have it done. Im going to the fair tomorrow w/the kids @ work. IT should be hot, i bought sunglasses cuz i lost my other purr. booo and they wurr $92! As of lately it seems like im forgetting things or misplacing things. Robbys blog pics of kobes shawty doesnt work, and neither does the site. Someone mustve taken it off cuz it was fake or some reason. Jeanne and the mexican gave me my belated birfday gift. A little small plaque that says, 'wow you are so great!' haha jk
it was an inspirational message. Imma put it on my desk @ work.

I forgot to add how last mon. @ the healing ministry meeting, jeanne, jl and i made up this little song bouto ur bible. It goes, ooOh i got my bible, my bible , my bible then it repeats over and over again. Fred came up w/a great attention getting when passing out sh fliers. It really catches peoples attention i tell you. Went bowling tonite and well that was fun being we havent done that in a long time. Went to brea mall, reirich went w/me. We were reminsicing again. haha i got to his house from the bowling alley in 10 min.! haha it took me about 15 min. to get home. Talk bout 2 fast 2 furious! haha

Im leading prayer meeting in a week, ive decided im not gonna write anything down this time. Im going to juss write it on my hand and arm instead. haha Actually i might juss read a few prayers from the saints, then the rely on the spirit the rest of the time. Thas gonna be skurry! Ive never done that before. So pray really hard for me that the spirit will lead me. I put in mizikes testimony that he was a thundercat and his friend sent him a message and put, 'thundercats hoooooooooo!' hahah i thought that was funny. I told jl that her neighbor jay from across the way and her are like that show wonder yurrs. Theyre kevin and whinnie. hahahah


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The new lord of the rings poster is tight!

"What I'm trying to say, take love slowly..."im done, im out God bless!

"Persons thankful for little things are certain to be the ones with much to be thankful for..."

Meaning the people who are thankful for the smallest things like the clothes they wurr, the souls theyre surrounded wif are the ones who have a lot to be thankful. I know i have tons of things to be thankful and if i were to list them it will take forever. So i wont go ahead and do that, but juss know i am thankful for family, for friends especially servant's heart and the other communities who are juss great to me like L & F id say sfc but im not really sfc so i cant say that. haha

So Yesterday was a hot day, yes it was hot! I went to mass, i wore my hollister 'vinatage' shirt that i bought on fri. El juego liked it cuz he said it actually fit me or somethign to that extent. I dont wurr medium sized shirts cuz when i wash it, itll shrink. For that reason i wurr size 'L.' That way when they shrink they wont shrink down to a 'm' size. NOw you know why i wurr 'l' sized shirts and blah blha.

I have now 53 friends on friendster! yessss im catching up yos! Thuogh im not like reirich and knows the whole wide world! haha forreals thas why hes got like 1000 friends on his friendster list. Anyway, it seems to be that errday im getting more and more friends. As well as testimonials also! woOoo friendster is fun cuz i found some ol people i use to go to hs with and what not. So thas coo to know that theyre still alive and still ticking.

RObby and the starbucks scene on sat. nite was juss funny. Ask him bout it...haha Yesterday we passed out fliers @ all the masses. El juego and i played this coo game. We got 2 people to sign up for it. The 1215 mass was juss jam packed with people. It was so crowded that i coudlnt even walk through. BUt the job had to be done so i gave errone all the fliers i had. Then i started to look @ the youf and said to myself, 'yup they ahve friendster, i know she has friendster too.' cuz cmon mostly errone has friendster now and if youre not on it yet, then you know one of your friends is gonna grab and put you on it. Either that theyre juss gonna make one up for you.

After that i had to help put some sheet rock in the kitchen. Weer remolding the kitchen and i cant wait till its done. Bought chinese food to bring up to rob;s cellar. We had an abundance of food durr ot eat. Reminded me of the story of when JEsus multiplied the fish and bread for the people to eat. Except we mulitplied steak haha. Went swimming for a while, my sinuses are kinda stuffed up from last nite. booo! Then we had story time w/the bebes along w/fred and robby. My story was about a girl named tina and a witch, and a wolf and a guy named jeffrey and a mime and a careburr. My story was an improv. and i had actions and errthang to make look good. At the end aluhana asked me, 'waht does furstatred mean?' haha

I was going to go the prospectors lounge in the lbc but then it was getting late #1, then i wouldve had to get ready again #2, and then risk gettng lost #3. Besides that i ended up sleeping @ 1130pm cuz i couldnt keep awake. I want to go to the oc furr. I saw robbys new cd player in his curr, wow its a honda stero...i wonder why?! Summerfest for work is juss around the corner! agh im dreading that big event to come. I dont think imma go to SFC on sat. being hardly anyone will be durr. Besides that im sure imma be physcially exahausted w/lss. Im praying that our core will be hyped up after the success of this LSS and will want to throw one for the youf before the core term ends.

Well thas it for me for now...until then keep it gangsta! buy the bad boys II soundtrack if you ahvent already. Also make sure to watch the movie cuz its d0pe! I hate when people tag my board and then dont even put their name. They make the '...' reference or 'anoymous' refrence or make up some gay name like 'caeasar' or 'chavez.' If you got something to say put your real name down, dont be frontin.

OH yeha one more thing, last week i think it was or the week before, marked the one yurr anniversary of the samantha runion story. For those who dont know, samantha runion was the girl who was kidnapped from the city of stanton. They looked far and wide to find her but never did. I remember the whole sheriffs dept. came and took our office area and errthang. Thas when i was in the newspaper and on the news.


Its heif's birfday today! She's 22! I love my best friend

"Excuse me miss, I'm the ish you should come, hang with me, basically..."im done, im out God bless!

"I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living..."

Whoa today was a hella busy day w/many frustrations! First off i woke up early thinking i was going to be @ the dmv early. I got there a little after 730pm w/a line that went around the building. Then when it came to get tickets to be waited on i was #069 and they were only @ #012. I said screw that! i dont want to wait in line for hours w/no one to talk to. I ran into my aunt durr and then i saw an old friend there also.

I keep running into these old people, this happens errso often to me, that ill run into old people that i know. Today i ran into let me count 3 people, one @ the dmv, one @ starbucks, and i guess that makes it only 2. haha Oh wait 3 the girl that was attending the quineciera party. SHes not really a friend but a girl i had in my teaching class my first year @ cypress many moons ago. She also use to take her son to SRE on thurs. nites. She told me she moved up to riverside now, i shouldve invited her to lss. agh i forgot!

So after the dmv i picked up boss lady and we went to albertsons to pick up snacks to bring for the potluck. We had extra time to kill so i got a car wash @ the parking lot. I also went to walmart to get some stuff. Boss lady was funny @ the crosswalk! i like that crosswalk button cuz it makes the beeping noise, like beep, beep. I kept pressing it over and over again.

Went to the lss meeting @ joyces house to discuss lss business. It looks like imma be a co-leader/helper for the small group sharing. I hope we havea lot of people, though its probably gonna be mostly older people. I highly doubt there be any young adults. I was starving like marvin so after the meeting i stuffed myself w/5 plates. haha maybe thas why im getting chubbier. Oh well what can i do im hungry?! haha

Looks as if the tagboard drama is over! good finally! My friendster list is growing, im up to 42 friends. JL caught the friendster bug, i asked her last nite to join it and she said well i dont know. haha all of a sudden i see shes on friendster now! haha I found out bess is also on friendster! woOO that means more friends for me to have! yesssss im glad its easier to get into the site and not as busy as before. That would piss me off, errtime you tried to get on durr it was too busy. agh that was dumb.

After the lss meeting, i had another meeting. I had to meet my sfc group leader and some other guys to watch the make up talks from last week. AGh i was so frustrated cuz we were suppose to meet up @330pm. Turns out they didnt come till 430pm!! a whole hour later cuz they had to pick some other person up. I hate people who are late! i know boss lady, robby probably jaymee too can relate. Especially when it comes to meetings its throws off my whole schedule. IM soo anal bout being punctual. I was taught, 'punctuality is a virtue' and it is really. So then we didnt finsih till 645pm.

SFC was alright tonite, i almost didnt go cuz i wanted to go to visit my other community. Wow im part of 3 different communities. Reirich and i are competing who can be in the most communities. So far im in the lead w/3. Oxnard, liawang, sol daygo hurr i come watch out now! haha yesssss thas crazy to be in like 10 different communities. Thas hardcore!! anyway, imma ease up on mine commitments cuz i get too involved that i have no time for anything i burn myself out.

So sfc tonite was alright the talk was fooooooooorever long! a whole hour oh whY!?!! At the end he said, 'in conclusion' then he kept talking for another 15 min.! For those of you who know me real well, you know i cant sit still for anything. He asked in the beginning of his talk what mystery of the rosary is the proclamation of the kingdom of God. I got it right! The talk was pretty good for the most part, talked bout fatih and repentence. Mostly bout repentence, then he quoted acts bout juss believing in Jesus Christ and youll get ot heaven. I explained during group shurring that we also have ot back up our faith w/good works. We cant simply juss get to heaven by 'believing' or having 'faith alone.' I made sure to do a lot of talking in my group. Our group leader talks bout himself and his personal experiences a lot, which gets long.

AFter sfc we keeked outside for a while and chilled. Then we all went to starbucks @ the cerritos towne center for fellowship. Sfc met up w/Sh tonite. What an interesting nite it was over durr. Oh yes i must say it was quite an evening. Met two coo sfc guys, marc anthony and abe. They remind me of two characters on a tv show i juss cant think of who yet. Ian and elmer also came too later on. Durr was too many people to keep track of. I like that song 'shake ya tailfeather' it gets you moving and grooving.

Okay thas it for me for tonite, by tomorrow i should have at least 50 friendsters. The list keeps growing and growing! Tried to form mega uprm tonite, but one of the body parts was missing...booo


Im not an emo kid like erica...agh emo people are too complicated to understand!

"See I'm starving like Marvin girl, I've got sixteen bars of fire is what I'm starting..."im done, im out God bless!

"Some days wouldn't be special, if it wasn't for rain. Joy wouldn't feel so good, if it wasn't for pain..."

This sounds like an emo quote haha. Anyway, caesar and chavez from now on im letting yo uknow that any negative comments you decide to tag will be eliminated from my tagboard. I will not let you continue to tag stupid comments about me and keep this childish drama going. It it not necessary to keep this going, if you would like to talk to me then you can IM me @ jpfish187 or email @ jpfish187@aol.com. My tagboard is not a slambook if you something agaisnt me then so be it, but dont continue to make negative tags to try to disregard what kind of person i am. No one will go for it, so juss stop its pointless.

Today was pretty coo, the afternoon was fun. First off, oh man can you believe the kobe story! Craziness right durr! So much for freekobe.com haha jk Its gonna be a really tough trial and i bet kkobe cant even sleep right now. HIs wife is so hot though. haha she said she was going to stand by her man despite the fact of the act he has committed agaisnt their family. Wow now to me i think thas courage. I honestly doubt he forced her into sex and he physically hurt her. THough ofcourse i dont approve of what he had done.

Woke up @ 10am, it felt good not to wake up so early in the morning, morning. Robby called me and had told me he was going to come over to work on this light. HE comes over and the plan a i had to get out the light didnt work. So we went to plan b which was the original way he was doing it except couldnt get it. After playing w/it for while (im sorry?!) i got the light out. I thought the hard part would be getting it back in. THough it didnt take as long as expected to get in. ONce it was in he was real happy, then i added windshield wiper fluid also since he was out. I guess im a mini automechanic also! haha So ladies, im a iron chef, an authomechanic, a babysitter, rec leader and a whole lot more!!!!

After robby took me to the dmv and we waited in line forevver to get in. Id hate to work durr, i hate juss going durr. Their employees are usually rude, short tempered and impatient. agh! I wouldve been stuck dur forever so we left to go have lunch w/boss lady. I finally saw the inside of waht the building she runs looks like. Oh man boss lady works hella hard. I admire her for her courage and strength to run a whole building w/different things going on each day of the week. Wow! boss lady makes it clap!

Went to the brea mall w/robby and went to hollister. We both brought home a lil something something home. Thas when wwe heard the kobe charges on the way home. We were bof stunned and speechless and couldnt believe what was juss being said. Wow this will go down in history. Speaking of the lakes robby said we should go see a game during the season. Thatd be cool! i made sure i made a note of it in my phones voice data base. NOw hes obligated haha juss like how im obligated to get him the pharrell CD.

I watched bad boys II w/ju ju be @ the bp mall. I havent watched a movie durr since hmm i think matrix reloaded. Ran into another ol hs friend @ the theatre. Turns out shes watchign the same movie ju ju be and i was. No you dont need to see bad boys I to understand it. Its a whole new storyline, not a continuation. The action scenes were really good. Id watch it again. Lots of action and craziness to keep you hanging from your seat.

Okay im tired i gotta go back to the dmv tomorrow morning. Tomorrow is a long day, dmv in the morning meeting w/orange diocese team aftewards in santa ana, tehn SFC make up session from 330-5 probablty then sfc @ 7pm that nite. My body is juss drained right now so ill end hurr!



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"Bad boys, Bad boys watcha gonna do, watcha gonna do when they come for you..."im done, im out God bless!

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"One God...One Family...One Love...UPRM..."

Man i feel like ive been out of the mix or something. I was online last nite for a brief moment then sigend off due to total exhaustation. Praise God for this week being over, i dont know bout you but it juss seemed like it week juss dragged on. Ive been mentally and physically tired espeically the past 2 days. Mentally being that ive been consistently working on the summerfest brouchure to get that done. Physically juss working w/the kids.

Today was draining, i had waken up early to be @ work by 8am. I got durr and i worked on getting the water balloons ready to go to family support center. This guy whos like the janitor @ work, a real young guy. Anyway he asked me a random question out of no whurr, 'so when do you think youre gonna get married?' I was totally thrown off and i said oh i dont know not a for a long time. Then he said he wants to get married. I said well you gotta be financially stable first before you get married, then he was quiet. hahaha

Went to the family support center @ St. Polycarp today. Spent the morning over durr doing water games w/the kids. There was like @ least 100 or more kids. We had the older group of kids which was easy to do, then after an hour we had all the primarys. Which included pre k also, those were a handful. Some were crying cuz they didnt want to get wet others were juss whinning. I was glad to get those kids out of the way. Its juss real hard to deal with them. Im more use to working w/skool age children.

I took a one hour lunch @ mcdonalds w/my coworker. I hate how some mcdonalds dont have atms so you cant use your debit card. I took my co worker and her son out for lunch in a way. They had to ride w/me in the truck and our boss said come back @ 1. We were all hungry but she didnt have any $$. I wasnt bout to drop them off @ work and say 'peace out foos im bout to get me some grub!' hahah For some reason i felt like Jesus kept saying to me in my head, 'what you do for the least of my brothers & sisters you do for me."

Came back to work and oh man it was crazy working w/the kids today. They were all hyped up and wild. IT was fun we did this 'american idol' activity yesterday @ today. They went on stage and either did a lip sync or a monolouge to a question i posed to them. This little kid was c-walking to the peaches and cream the remix. haha it was pretty funny. AFter that we went outside for water play. Though it wasnt the hottest outside today. Finally they left @ 4pm, i had to drop off my co worker @ her house then went back to work and chilled. My boss made me promise him that when im feeling like i have too much on my plate i need to let them know. They dont want me to burn out. Which was really reassuring to know.

Went w/my parents last nite to the ford dealer to check out the cars. We unexpectedly ended up taking home a brand new ford 2003 silver escape. For those who dont know its like a mini version of the explorer. Its really nice i got to drive to run some errands today! Its so smooth and really a nice car. The Suv is mainly for my mom but its the family car. Its going to replace the van that no longer works.

My friendster list is growing! yay! im up to 31 new friends, yeah i know it doesnt compare to some otehr peoples but still its growing. I got an friendster request from this ol friend from hs. I wonder how he foudn me. Anyway, ive been getting friendster requests all week long. I love meeting new people its great!

Caesar and chavez, i dont knwo what you vednetta you have against me but i think you juss need to chill out. Dont be judging me when you think you know me. I may not always 'walk the walk' however i have imperfections as you do too. I do my best to always ahere to what God asks of me and is telling me. I ask that i am loved for who i am. REad matthew 22:36-40 as well as John 8:1-11 and then tell me what you get out of them.

I know ive posted the picture above before on my previous entry in january but i felt compelled to repost this picture. These guys have made a huge impact on my life. These guys are some of the best brothas anyone could have. Weve been thorugh many trials and tribulations however through each one, by God's grace we have conquered them. Which has also made our friendship w/each other stronger. We believe in one God, through our God we are one family in Him. Giving each other one love. STRENGTH now, COURAGE always, UPRM above all.


Today was my parents 27th anniversary, wow 27 yurrs! praise God!

"This rap game's getting scandalous, I done lost my best friend in Los Angeles..."im done,im out God bless!

"make yourself as strong and as knowledgeable as you can, each day, and fulfill your duty as a baptized son or daughter of God..."

Im too tired to go into details bout this one. ALl i gotta say is get a life caesar chavez and find something else better to do w/your time.


We got a new car yay!!

"And the beat goes on, and the beat goes on..."im done, im out God bless!

"What's done to children, they will do to society..."

Let me address the comments of caesar first before i get into anything else. Why do you read my blogs? Why bother to go my site? Your comments are wanted, they arent neede so stay away. As for your comments today, i never talked crap on any other religion. If youre not catholic, thas coo you got your own beliefs as do i also. Dont blow up my tagboard saying i talk crap on other religions when clearly thas not the case. Reread the entries and open your damn eyes. If youre make negative comments dont be a #$%* and hide from them, face up to them.

Work was real hectic today, pushing myself to get this brouchure done. It makes it hard cuz we have ads to place in, so i have to scan the ads and then get in contact w/these people to make sure they have one to send. Itll be easy if i were strictly working on the brouchure alone, but in the afternoon i have to do programming with the kids. That was kinda fun today in a way. We were doing drama and i was teaching a lesson on how to be good actor. LIke using expression when they speak, use gestures all that stuff. So then i wanted them to practice what i was taught. I made this game up and said this is AMeircan idol theyre trying out for but its for a play rather then to make a CD. The kids really got into that.

This one kid was cute and he was like taking it all serious. He had messed up a couple times and he put his fist on his forehead and shook his head saying, 'maan!' haha i thought it was funny. I guess you gotta be durr to see it. Then i had drama w/this other kid who kept disturbing errone else inside the movie. I warned him twice already the third time i kicked him out. He got pissed off and slammed the table and said, 'eff this place.' I was later informed he has adhd and some other thing called like occt or something. Thas where he can get real violent when hes pushed. Those type of kids are very difficult to deal with and need lots of attention and patience.

Its funny a lot of my kids come from the boys and girls club. The funny part is no matter how much i get mad @ them or say what were doing is boring, they end up coming back the next day. I was @ mcdonalds this afternoon getting an ad for the brouchure. While waiting for the manager to come, this kid came up to me and was like, "remember me? i was in you SRE class." I was thrown off and i didnt recgonzie the kid. THen he said, 'its me ricky." i still didnt realize who it was. He asked when SRE starts up again and small talk. I realized he was in my class this past year w/achie and i on thurs. nites. He was hardly ever in class thas why i didnt recognize him! haha thas crazy i always run into pass SRE students.

Prayer meeting was nice, a lot of adults tonite whove come previously. It seems that the people who mistakenly come for the bible study seem to like prayer meeting for they end up coming back. Noreen from liawang came also, though she left early for some reason. Lyn² led tonite, in fact it was the first time ive seen her lead before. A lot of silence tonite which was good. LAter on after it was over, i was prayed over by fr. ray, jaymee and ruf. Fr. ray found something i was feeling which i didnt evne know i had still felt. THough i was healed from it tonite, praise God.

Went to fridays @ the block for reirichs birfday. Ooohweeeee so many hotties w/bodies up in durr tonite! They wur left, right and all ova the place! mmmm hotties=yummy! Now thas the flava i like to see haha I ran into some people that i knew while waiting for reirich to arrive. Thats always cool. Grace came tonite also, she so swe3t she wished me a happy belated birfday! Grace is really nice, she looks like this girl i use to like during summer skool. Ju ju be thinks she looks like kelly wu. I dont know bout that one.

We might get a new car soon yay! Ju ju be said tonite, 'ahh bakit?!' hahah i thought that was funny.


Ahh what is this feelin really?!

"Let me show you the shape of my heart..."im done, im out God Bless

"Confidence, like art, never comes from having all the answers; it comes from being open to all the questions..."

Im going to be really pressed for time @ work this whole week. Putting a lot of extra hours to get this brochure for the summerfest done. I need to put together a rough draft by thurs. before my boss leaves for vacation. Which is hard to adjust my time being i dont got car this week and im doing programming w/the kids on top of that. So its hard to be @ two places @ one time. I ask for your prayers that ill be able to get the work i need to do done. thanks!

After work i walked to the king for healing ministry meeting. Long as usual but went really well. A lot of good things were brought up and discussed. I was hired to be the 'firefighter' for the evening. It was getting a little too hot up in the room. So i had to put out the 'fires' w/my hose. haha Back to the meeting, we talked a lot bout discernment and how to use it. How to discern whether its your flesh or the spirit. Good stuff, good stuff always love learning more stuff to help grow in my faith!

I dont got a lot to say except whoever caesar is(who i have the email address for) is really dumb. Or whoever keeps tagging my blog w/dumb comments is a coward for not revelaing who you are. Why read my blog then if you dont like it? Juss to make gay comments and not leave your name. Thats immature like jaymee had said, geez. I think ill be coo and leave gay comments on ja$on's tagboard and not leave my name. Get a life dude...forreals.

Those are my closing remarks for tonite. Happy birfday reirich, youre 23 2 more years and you can rent a car and be a eucharistic minister for the diocese of orange! haha


Did someone call for a fire fighter in hurr? Cuz i sure smell a fire burning!

"Girl it's worse than drugs cause I'm an addict of you and you know that I..."im done, im out God bless!

"It's time for ignition and straight automobile pimpin..."

Thas what i did all weekend long while up in vegas. Turned up the ignition cuz i was hot fresh out the kitchen and went straight pimpin through my ride. "Wha up baby girl....whas yo name?!" She then smiled and wrote down her numba on my arm. hahaha

Im back from weekend adventure in vegas, for the most part it was fun. I lost at least $50-$60 juss in slots, but then i also paid for the buffets also. I came back w/$40 left out of the $130 i brought w/me. The place was blazin hot and juss bumpin w/excitement! So let me recap my weekend @ vegas baby!

Friday~
Woke up @ 630am got ready for the day, did one last blog entry before i left. We picked up the renta car which was a pontiac grand am, which might i add ran pretty well. MAde a trip to mcdonalds and had breakfast durr. mMmmm mcdonalds breakfast, thas the only place i can eat breakfast as in fast food wise. I remember last year when i worked @ the daycare, i use to get the breakfast burrito from del taco. It was good, it juss sometimes didnt settle well w/my stomach. Anyway, we got to vegas like around 2pm. We stayed @ the sahara. We couldnt check in till 3pm, so we had the bell boys hol the luggae till 3pm for us.

Walked around the casino for a while to kill time. The place had a pool! woOOO! and a spa! woOoo!! I played a couple of slots juss to get the feeling of what its like. 3pm came and we had the bell boys take the luggae to the rooms. We rested for a while then drove up to mandalay bay for the buffet! MmMmmMmmmmMMmmM it was tight cuz there was no line when we got durr. We ate and ate and ate. I ate an extra plate for SH and for jeanne cuz she asked me to. haha Then i took a visual picture of myself standing agaisnt the waterfall. I started to have a flash back of way back in may, when i was trying to get errone together to take the traditional group picture in front of the place.

AFter eating, we walked around the area for a while. My mom wanted to go to the shark exhibit(a shaarrk like elijiah says was playing in the back of my head looking @ the shark pictures.) The place was $15 to get inside. Some peopel who had juss came out of the exhibit says its not worf $15. So we didnt go. I had another flash back when i was looking @ the water thing they had as you get out of mandalay bay. Actually durr was a number of flashbacks i had while looking @ that area. The first one was when i was dancing in the middle of the floor. hahaha Then me shouting out to jaymee as she was leaving, 'byee mom i love you!" haha Then when the mexican asked these random people to join in on our picture.

Anyway, after that whatd we do...oh yeah we went to caesar's palace at the forum shops. That was d0pe cuz the past couple times i had gone, i dindt get to go to caesar's. So we went and walked aroudn the mall. I bought cargo shorts from the gap that were only $20. I also bought a dvd durr, i got, camen: a hipopera. Its that movie w/beyonce and mekhi phiffer. haha yes i know im ghett0. MAybe we can all watch the movie together some nite! hahaha They had dvds @ virgin megastore for only $10! Being how i know robby loves dvd movies, i was trying to see if durr was one he would like. The only one i saw was the retrun of the dragon the one w/bruce lee in it. I wasnt 100% positive he woudl like it so i didnt bother to get it.

After the mall errone was exhausted so they went back to the hotel. My aunt, sister and i got food, ices and gas. That sounds funny, food, ices, and gas. haha At the gas station durr was drama it was kinda skurry too. Some guy came in and robbed the gas station. I was in the back i saw him yell @ the cashier. I thought oh crap!! Unfortunately i didnt even have my phone on me either so i couldnt do anything about it. Errone was panicing cuz they didnt know what to do. Then all of sudden the popo show up and then durrs the whole showdown. haha jk nothing liek that happened, juss letting you thin something really exicitng happend. hahaha But there was drama in a way.

This guy walks in and puts $30 in the wrong pump. It was the pump we were using. So then i told he comes back i told him he put into the wrong pump. That screws errthang up cuz then i had to put in $20 for that same pump. We end up having this huge mess and agh juss confusing. The guy was all pissed off.

That nite i stayed and walked around our hotel casino playing slots. I started to walk to straosphere but then i got skurred something might happen to me. haha Besides it was late and i was paranoid i might get jumped or something. haha So i ended up walking back to the sahara. I had a madori sour whiel playing the 25 cents to $1 dollla slots. I ended up loosing my winnings for the day that nite. Though this lady next to me won like $500! She was playing this $1 slot i think. agh i was jealous! haha i went to sleep @ like 245am that nite.

Saturday~
Woke up @ like 0930am and got ready for the day. We walked to mcdonalds for lunch while over durr had a hmm very heated discussion bout the church. My sister's friend is hindu and i dont know how it came up but i said that the Catholic church is the one and only true church. Well errone got upset cuz they felt i was being boastful. That errone has differetn beliefs and blah blah. Then it was said that the koran and the bible are very simliar juss different translations. i said no it wasnt then we went back and forth on that one. Agh it was juss frustrating!

We walked to the 'world's biggest souvenior store' and looked around over durr. Then we met up w/my other aunts and uncles @ straosphere. I had done really well over durr. I was playing the 5 cents nickel slots. oh man i was doing this unicorn game which was fun. I tried that Mr. won tons game too but that was juss whack i didnt really win anythign on that one. So i won like $32 w/quarters and nickels put together. Then we drove over the rio and i played some more over durr. Thas whurr i ended up loosing all my money. =( i got too excited and its like you think you can double what you made. You keep feeding the machine more and more till its all gone!

I had anotha flash back over durr from when we ate durr. mMMm that was good stuff. I ate and ate till i threw it all up in the bafroom. haha jk no but i did eat a lot. It was coo i had put in $1 and i got back $6 from the dollar slot! woOoo thats fun when you hurr the coins dropping. I get skurred so i cash out when i seem to get a lot. That way i dont loose it all! haha im weird liek that i guess. When we were eating i took the crab legs and i told my sister to meet Mr. Crabs(you know fronm sponge bob) and then i pinched her w/the crabs pincher. hahahaha she said 'ow!' hahahahahahahah and errone @ the tabe was laughing.

My aunts and uncles wanted to gamble @ the sahara so my parents went wif them durr while my aunt sister and i went to the other places. We parked @ the aladdin and then walked around inside the mall area there. I spent like $2 over durr which i lost. booo! I then walked to the luxor and i played a couple times durr. I wanted to go to studio 54, but had no one to go wif of course. i walked to the monte carlo and had another flash back durr. The time when we had those girls take our pic and then told them to come in the pic w/us. I walked to ny ny and had another flashback when i went on the rollercoaster durr. I won like $2 @ ny ny hahaha

Our last stop was the venetian! OOh how i love that hotel! i want to go on a gondlier ride(those italian boats) I spent $5 durr then i ended up getting it back after. I quit playing after that afraid of loosing the $5. i wanted to play the table games but too skurred. I like how they give you drinks as they walk around! i didnt get drunk or buzzed if thas what youre wondering. I barely had anytning really to drink. Got back @ like 1am and got ready to sleep being we were waking up early.

Oh yeah i saw some cute girl who sat behind us @ the rio buffet. She had this black bandana type thing over her head which made her even more attractive. It made it look like she was a backup dancer for jlo or someone like that. oOooowEeee! Too bad she had a husband and a couple of kids.
I guess ill juss have to wait for my girl in maui. hawaii! OooOoo yum

IT seems that maui is the hot spot to go for vacation this summer. My uncle had juss come back durr last thurs. nite. Then boss lady, hope and tita linda had also juss came back. ON top of that my boss is leaving next week for a week in maui too! wow

I got into a discussion w/my aunt about people and confession that nite. She brought up how some people use confession as a justification for what thye do. Example, a person could do wrong and say well ill juss go to confession and be absolved from all my sins. She said many people feel, whurr deep down inside theyre not sorry cuz they keep repeating the same things over and not changing. I told her who is she judge? Were all made w/imperfections. Whos to say that their not realyl sorry. And say theyre not, then thas not for us to say anything, thas between them and God.
We dindt coem to a compromise it juss ended in whatevers. it was also said that the koran and the bible were similar in a way but w/different translations. I said no. Then she said she took a class that studied it or something like tha.

Sunday~
I got up @ like 7am after the alarm went off @ 630am. Got ready and stuff for the day and then we left. We stopped on buffalo bills @ the stateline and i played one last game. I put in $5 and i ended up getting back the $5 i put in! woOO! When we were younger we would always eat @ the buffet on the way to vegas. It sucked, there isnt much of a selection over durr. agh! it didnt even fill me up. We stopped by the outlet stores too! That was the first time ive been to those outlets. I bought a quicksilver shirt @ the quicksilver outlet store and then i bought these shorts @ the tommy store. So i did a lot of shopping too over the weekend! yay! I cant wait to go to hollister and spend my $60 gift card!

We got back into oc @ around 230pm. We had to stop @ kohls and encore before actually making it home. ONce we got home i unpacked, did laundry and checked email. Whoa i had 34 emails and haf of them were like friendster emails. Wow that thing is getting around, this girl i know wanted to be my friend. I wonder how she found me, i said yes. then anthoneezy fo sheezy from carson wanted to be my friend too. I said yes, and jennif wanted to be mine also. Now i got 24 friends! yay!

Went to confession @ 545pm @ spv, and then ended up going to mass @ 630. Fr. Rays homily was really good. He taled bout evagalization and changing. Also practicing waht you preach and not contradicting yourself. Then @ the end of mass he told errone the proper way to receieve communion, which in all my years @ spv has never been said. Hopefully it got into peoples heads. I passed out fliers for the LSS out. I got harassed by a couple of the hospitality ministers. MAking sure i got permission from wendy to hand out the fliers. PAssing out fliers by yourself is hard! You cant get to errone! ahh!

Met up w/errone @ pat & oscars to celebrate achie and reirich;s birfday. That was fun! i missed being w/the community in errone over the weekend. Arch said he missed me and was kept asking whurr i was. aww! haha We were all pretty hyper active tonite, something i dont think weve all been in forever long!

Arch and his 'freakin you' jodeci dance was d0pe! haha Ann and the mexican were dancing for amazing ann;s music video. The girls, jl, babyvee, boss lady and jeanne were also practicing. They were the back up dancers. As usual fred and el juego were practcing for the wcw championship belt. Ju ju be had his boom chicka boom boom game going. Robby and i were doing jean claude van damn kickboxing and sprints. Then some of us were feelin club bp mall parking lot to the song of 'all for love.' Jl and ju ju be ended the nite of sweat doing their 'an old fashion wedding' performance on the bed of the mexican's truck. The theme song for tonite had to be the lumiede 'uh oh' song


I miss vegas, but its good to be back home!

"well have an old fashion wedding, a simple wedding for an old fashioned bride and groom..."im done, im out God bless!

"Life is the little shadow which runs across the grass and loses itself in the sunset."

Aiight imma pose a question to yall, raymond asked this on his blurty, so imma ask this on my blog.

"What is your ratio for a potenital mate/girlfriend/boyfriend between their LOOKS and PERSONALITY?"
Example:
For me it would have to be i guess even fity fity...then give your explanation...

HIt up the tagboard and leave your comments!!!!!


Anyone want to blog for me while im gone?! haha

"Why does the rain fall from above, why do fools fall in love, why do they fall in love?" im done, im out God bless!