Make it clap!

Now were clappin cuz now from the moment that i heard you say it was like my favorite track and im like ooh replay it!

Tuesday, August 31

Im Going to see Usher & Kanye West friends!

"Obedience is the only virtue that implants the other virtues in the heart and preserves them after they have been so implanted..."

Agh so i was really kicking myself in the head for not buying the $120 truf tour concert tickets, even though it was for the waay top. Then last nite and tonite at work i was searching for tickets to see if thurr was any kind of deal again. All i was hurring today was bout the concert which made me really want to go. Even in the front page of the calendar section fo the LA times they were thurr. Finally after searching online, i was able to win a bid for two tickets. Theyre for the section right before the floor area. Dang, i bet thurrs a gonna be a grup of ghett0 people thurr. Ha! Who am i taking?! Jay is going cuz he's paying for half, thas wha was originally planned. So him and i are going together.

Randumb thought i wanted to post yesterday but forgot. So fred and reirich whurr ova on sun. a my house. We were juss killing time before going ot jennif's and daves. Anyway, they were online signed on to AIM. I always find it curious to see how other people split up thurr buddy list. In other words how they catagorize thurr buddies. I remember heif always did hers by names, each catagory was a person's name. Under thurr name was thurr sn. Ha i remember one time i was talking to charisse bout something and this came up some how. I told her oh yeah my buddy list is broken up into communities, then i was laughing. Then she mentioned something like, 'hey dont laugh i do the same thing too.' haha

So i have the 'lets chill' section, for like basically all my ol hs friends. Then i have fam bam tribe, which is self-explanatory. We have the randoms which are like misc. people. Then thurs the ol skool crew group of friends i use to chill w/all the time before SH. Then we have the minor league, all the kiddies that use to or still come to SH. Then i have SH, upRm, LOG oxnard, LF, SOL, then i got oh yeah my SRE kids has a group also, called 'the kids.' haha sometimes i talk to them or they talk to me online. Then thurrs SLY, SFC, YFC, St. Lucys charasmatic, Liwanag, SCA, LOC, St. Lukes, & HOJ. So thas my buddy list !

I went to mass this morning, trying ot get back into the habit of going to mass not juss once a week, but errday if i can. Went to 830am mass @ St. Irenaues, its crazy that after communion is distributed the priest doesnt purify the chalace. He hands it to the sacristan and then thas it. I felt really good after mass though. Praise God, then came home and spent some time in prayer. Originally i was gonna sleep after i came home from mass since i didnt have class till 12pm. THough i ended up not being tired.

Went to skool, my parallel purrking skills are getting better. Since that was the purrking space available in the lot, i had to take it. Class was same ol, actually i was falling asleep towards the end. I had to leave to get some water to keep me awake for the rest of the time. Came home and ate some lunch, while talking to pops before going to work. Work was coo, pretty simple easy day a lot of messing around ha. I got $50 for housesitting from two weeks ago! I found my ating ating last week when i was cleaning my room, but its gone again...oh why?! Thurrs something else i wanted to say but i cant remember. Oh well...


Yay i cant wait till the concert!!

"And they wanna roll cause they like my style/And when I pop my collar I make them smile..."im done, im out God bless!


Monday, August 30

I love my friends!

"The truth is I can love a person in this life only so far as he strives to advance in the service and praise of God our Lord; for he who loves anything for itself and not for GOd, does not love God with his whole heart..."

So on saturday SH went to visit the Legacy of Pope's art exhibit in daygo. It was a great day full of bonding and understanding more bout wha the Pope does. I was telling banne that after going through the exhibit, i have a much deeper love for my faith. After seeing all those interesting articifacts, portraints, relics, etc. it makes me love being a catholic even more! Its like wow Jesus your church is juss sooo freakin d0pe! Im so blessed to have been baptized catholic, forreals! Im so glad that i know so much more about my faith then i did two yurrs ago. To see how errthang has been past down from generation to generation yurr after yurr.

I think my fav purrt was seeing how they elect the pope. I had already learned in apologetics how the pope was elected, but to see a clip of it, wow! One thing i would love to see at the vatican is the art work of michalengo. Ive always had a thing for his art work, especially how he did the sistine chapel. When the narrator was talking bout imagining you were in his poistion, i thought oh man i would never have the patience to do this. It wonder if he was even christian. Religous rennisance art is d0pe! I bought a poster which reminds that i left in boss lady's curr. I cant wait to put it up in my room.

After the exhibit we did a nice praise & worship session. Praying together as a community, i love that how all our road trips we always end up making time for a praise & worship session. Even when we go to vegas we make time for it. I'm sure the Lord has a blast watching us and singing w/us. Even when we do those funny all out action songs. Cyril told me that she heard this oct. the pope is consecrating this yurr as teh yurr of the Eucharist. From october to october will be the yurr of the Eucharist. You gotta love that!

I wanted to make it to jay da banker's churches praise & worship concert, but it was too late. We didnt back till like almost 8pm. I felt bad in a sense cuz i really wanted to go. In fact he even texted me asking if i was going to go. Oh well, i was juss so tired when i got home. I didnt even drive and i felt exhausted, maybe my body isnt getting enough rest. In other news i forgot to mention, on friday i bought a new Jesus piece. I gave my other benedictine cross to ninoy from SCA. I figured being he's the new leader for them, he's gonna really need Jesus. So i gave it to him as a reminder that Jesus is always w/him, protecting him, and guiding him. I figured i could buy a new one and i did. I love my new that i bought too!

Sunday, was great sturted off the morning singing for mass. Reirich said something like he has fun singing for mass. I told him yeah its fun cuz its not often we get to sing for mass and we do its a blessing. I love our alleuia the way we sing it and errthang. Its coo when you see the congregation clapping and getting into it. After mass i guess a couple of the younging who help sing for the 10:45am choir said they really enjoyed the music and said we should replace them!haha i thought that was funny. Afterwurrds we went out to eat @ marie calendars. HAd core meeting afterwurrds, its election yurr for us. So we spent time praying and nominating our next OHS and top 3 other leaders. Please keep us in your prayers as we discern our new core team.

Reirich and fred came over to chill, as we were killing time before going to jennifs. WEnt to jennifs & dave's post-maui purrty. That was fun, watched the wedding video, which was really good. Then we had our best pics contest, i ended up winning in 3 catagories! haha yay!!! One of the prizes which i won was a free pass for SCRC on friday. Had a mini prayer meeting jam session w/fred on the piano tonite. We did errthang from warm up songs, to praise & worship down to even intercessory ending w/a closing song. It was tight!

Sat. after the exhibit we went to eat at this place called sanatnas in daygo. It was this mexican place like mocha salsa and albertos. The food was really good, i love thurr rolled tacos. I think out of the 3 places, they have the best one! Theyre carneasda fries arent that great though. Its the type of fries that they use i think. Overall though its a great place to eat! Too bad thurr isnt one over hurr in the OC. Thurrs a lot of good food places that they dont have in the OC.


Yay for a great weekend!!

"I used to pride myself on being the other man/But now it's flipped and I don't want you with no other man..."im done, im out GOd bless!

Saturday, August 28

I got a new Jesus Piece Friends!

"Yesterday, on approaching the Most Blessed Sacrament, i felt myself burning and i had to withdraw. I am astounded that so many who receieve Jesus are not reduced to ashes..."

I think that quote pretty much speaks for itself, it really hit me when i read it. Thas why i decided to post it as today's quote. When you do read it, it has so much meaning to it. I dont know bout you guys, but i watch people when they receive communion. (Well after im done praying i watch people.) It's sad how so many people who come up to recieve Jesus have yet no reverence for it. It saddens me to see that, it makes you want to tap them on teh shoulder and say, 'umm excuse me, do you not know who you're receiving juss now?!' At any rate, we juss gottta continue to pray for those who show no reverence or lack of reverence for the Eucharist.

Let's see it's been a couple of days since ive last blogged. Ive been too tired, i think i am getting old...oh why?! My body is slowing down...oh why?! Aw heck and im only 22! haha Not a whole lot has taken place within the past couple of days, but i shall update you on whas going on w/me. Geez, i havent really visited any other communities, as of lately. Well actually i take that back, ive been at st. lucy's quite a bit these past couple weeks. I'll get into that later though...moving on!

The first week of skool has been cool, its always interesting to see the big crowds of people the first week. THen as the semester progresses, it seems the same way w/the people. The people slowly sturrt to dwindle down. You'll run into all these people who you may of had in previous semsters or people that you know from hs or whurrever. Then by the 1st month into the new skool yurr you dont see them anymore. The purrt that sucks bout the first week is that purrking can be so difficult to find. Agh!! This guy i was sitting next to during class on thurs. had this trucker hat that said, 'my space. A place for my friends.' With the 'my space' logo on it. I was laughing to myself when i saw that.

Speaking of myspace, being that ive juss joined im slowly trying to learn all those new exciting features friendster never had. THough i think i like friendster better cuz it shows you how youre connected to that person. Or how people are connected to you, maybe im juss biast cuz thas wha i joined first. At any rate, ever since ive joined ive been trying to build up my 'friends list.' Ha i wanted to be cool like other people have like 100+ friends. Though it doesnt look like a whole lot of people jumped on the myspace wagon as i thought. Theyre probably like me who juss didnt want to bother trying reinvent the game. Thas why i dindt want to register for the stupid website, and then i did...agh!!! oh well!

Work was pretty chill on thursday. We had the kid's day at the purrk, praise God for skool cuz i didnt have to set up in the morning! ha my coworker has been sick pretty much all week. He had juss turned 21 last thurs. and had gone to vegas ova the weekend. Ha he came back sick, from all that drinking and partying! ha! Anyway, the event was coo, juss had to do the whole 'clean up' aspect which is agh! haha After reading jaymee's blog i guess they did stop by. I think it was best that they didnt go anyway cuz the kids from the boys & girls club are obnxious. I was able to leave early yay!!

After work i was on the phone for bout an hour talking to bio girl. We've been playing phone tag all week, trying to meet up during skool. WEll not juss her and i, but like errone else in the class from last semester. Anyway, so after work i finally was able to get in contact w/her. Fun convo, did a lot of catch up(catch up, ketchup) bout how our summers went. Told her bout the trip to maui and she told me bout her trip to tahitti. If you recall, ive mentioned before in previous entries, that she's a polynesian dancer. This is the same girl that was always telling us bout her stupid weird controlling bf.

So i had asked her how her bf was doing and she was like oh he's changed. He doesnt do the whole verbal abuse thing anymore. I told her that was good, but wha convicted him to change. Supposedly i think they broke up agaiun or something and then she didnt talk to him for a whole two weeks. Then it convicted him to change after that, the only thing is now, he's insecurr w/himself. Example, well being his skool yurr hasnt sturrted yet he decided to take a couple of classess @ cypress. So he's got classes like right next her and right after her class is over he runs over to her and blah blah.

Then check this out, on thur way home from skool theyre at the stop light, and i guess these guys in the curr next to her whurr checking her out. He literally gets out of his curr and goes up to guys in the other curr. He then sturrts to yell at them, telling them to stop checking his girl out blah blah. She felt so emburrsed she told me. THen says, 'see you at home babe!' Crazzzzy huh! i guess she told me that his parents are in the middle of getting a divorced, so that probably plays a factor. I dont know though...Anyway i asked her wha she was doing and so since we bof werent doing anythign we had gone out. It was fun, we had gone to city walk, since ive been wanting to go thurr since geez who knows how long. I even tried to get reirich to go two weekends ago. We walked around and then decided since all the sturrs were closing to go watch a movie. Ha we ended up watching 'Exorcist: THe Beginning.' Oh man!

After coming out of watching the Excorcist, i was kinda shaken up. Maybe i was juss being oa, but it was to the point whurr i wanted to make a trip to the blessed sacrament. Thurrs some purrts that seemed fake, but juss the basis of the sturry line was crazy. Some purrt whurr i was like oh crap! ha THough in the beginning i was getting real sleepy cuz all of the talk. I was telling bio girl that its sad how people were laughing during the movie or after cuz they dont realize that stuff happens in real life. When i got home i was on the phone w/alaine and i tripped out cuz my sister's curr alurm sturrted to go off. THen i see this curr in front of my driveway and see someone getting out. Which turned out to be my sister, i jumped when the curr was going off! haha oh maaan...

Good convo on the way home which we were totally laughing cuz one of her best friends is nicole rosales! Then she was like oh the girl whos singing on your vmail has a pretty voice. Then i found out that she knew toni! haha We were like whatta small world it really is! Oh yeah then she also told me that while her and i were on the phone earlier that day, her bf had called. He called and was like, 'cassi, why do guys check you out for?' THen ssaid something like 'youre effing ugly, i dont know why i go out w/you.' Something ot that extent, then hangs up. She was juss like whatever.

Friday, was my 'run errands, go to mass/confession day.' Usually thas wha i use my fridays for, i try to make them productive as possible. I washed my curr in the morning and finally cleaned the inside after so long. Went to meet up w/jay da banker and had lunch w/him at in n out. After went to cerritos mall to exchange my sweater/jacket @ AF. I tell you, youre always bound to run into someone @ cerritos mall, never fails. I ran into one of my confirmation kids thurr! ha I always see that kid at that mall. Its crazy to see those kids grow up, they grow up so fast! To think these kids were only like 12-13 when i first had them, now theyre like wha 14-15. Sophmores in HS now...praise God for given me the opportunity to grow w/them. Ive learned so much bout gosh juss kids and teaching in general through them. Thas a whole nother blog entry, i'll save that for some other time.

I had to be back by 3pm cuz the burr was coming over to notarize some papers for my parents. Agh! the burr was late! haha So i ended up falling asleep waiting for him, and im awaken as he comes into my room and disturbs my rest. Oh why?! Then as im trying to finish putting together my talk for St. Lucys that nite, agh he's bothering me again! agh! So i ended up putting togeter last min. stuff for my talk for st. lucys. Went to 515pm mass @ sPv, came home and left for st. lucys. It's been forever since ive gone thurr to visit them. Praise God cuz thurr community is slowly growing. Its soo funny cuz theyre soo like LF! Like a clone of LF!

So i gave a talk for them on the 'five building blocks of fellowship.' I think it went well, i gave it to the youf/young adults. You know youre audience understands wha youre saying, when you see them nodding thurr heads. I really made a point to emphasize two major points, accountablity and hospitality. How you gotta take accountability for your actions and who you are, wha you say and do reflects the community. Then hospitality, juss how this really plays a major factor in helping any community grow. Praise God it went well!

Okay well im going to stop hurr and talk bout the rest of the weekend tomorrow. Yay!

Holla Back!

toni: so how do you know cassi???? i almost fell off my chair when i read your im. not because it was THAT shocking...there was a spider on my desk. true story.
Agh cassi was in my bio class last semester and we became friends yay!! haha youre so funny tonz, ha you make me laugh! true story.

jon: *looks around innocently* what article? i didnt hear about ne article? must be a rumor spread by the fredberg corp =P unless of course you're willing to provide the indepth interview =D
Dang you guys sound like some major harcurr newspaper comp. or something. ha

Alaine: hahah
ha youre weird alaine!

Alaine: tru that tru that..stop sippin on the hatearade myspace is better!
I think i like friendster better

mikeTM: agh, u know myspace is way tighter than friendster!
I think i like friendster better

Jon: wow ur tagboard is over here again... haha neway "i joined that freakin myspace bandwagon too"
Agh it was up above the other day, i think cuz i posted anotha pic which made go down. Agh were myspace bandwagon hoppers!

Jon: haha i dont think i want to dedicate as much time on it as i did wid friendster either! sure it may look like i dont have a lot of friends but, they can check friendster!!
Agh i know wha you mean, but it looks like ive already sturrted to do that! Oh whY?!

arisa: hi jason! wow long time, no read your blog! hope all is well!
Agh hi friend!!! I know its been forever since youve blogged yourself! Agh get crackin on that stuff! Agh it was niec seeing you again friend! yay!

j'me (HOJ): hey isda! umm yea i feel on u on the vocation thing..im thinking about the sisterhood, but it's hard to discern what HE wants bc for most girls they get a maternal drive..
Yeah being pushed to a religous vocation isnt coo unless youve discerned yourself thas youre calling. Material drive is my whole thing too ha i can be very materialistic.

j'me (HOJ): but yea i'll pray for u..pray for me too plz..im still young @ 16 but still deciding.. God Bless
Yeah pray for me and i'll pray for you! Praise God though that youre even thinking bout that religous vocation. Some girls your age dont even bother thinking bout it.

Alaine: lol SOMEONE jumped on the bandwagon and joined myspace ahahhah
Dang youve really hit up the tagboard this time around!

Alaine: AHAHHAHA you guys are SOOOOOO weird
Agh no dont hate cuz youre not like us! haha

burr: then i'd say 'agh nothing's the matter freind' haha
burr: and u'd say 'what's the matter freind?'
burr: agh me and you started eyeore talk when u use to call me and i would say 'agh hi friend..'
Agh i know friend, we sturrted the whole eyeore talk yay!!! haha hi friend!! whas the matter friend?! agh nothings the matter friend! hahahahahah

Fredberg, Inc.: agh, bring friends to SH, friend
Agh i know friend imma try friend! haha well see...keep your fingers crossed!
Jerryl: Soooo u are on MYSPACE now? How nice! =P Everyone's making their own MYSPACE nowadays. BTW, it's great that you are writing such long novels about ur life! It keeps me interested. =P
Hye thanks for the props! haha i love your blog entries too yay! I may put all my blog entries and publish them into a book some day! haha jk yeah ive jumped on the stupid myspace train.

banne: thanks hijo for your prayers...u caught me at a weird moment last night when i just needed 2 cry. thnx 4 being there...i'm better now...things r calming down
Not a problem friend!! im always hurr for you no matta wha. Im praying for you! Praise God things are getting better.

anonymous: just like u dnt wnt people pushing u into ur vocation, dont PUSH people into ur religion/religious ways.
Agh look stupid head i have a pretty good idea of who you are. How bout next time you make an 'anonymous' tag, you actually post your name. If youre gonna talk smack, show you are. Its cowardly to say talk and not stand up to wha you say. Agh sorry that im trying to bring people closer to God.

mikeTM: whos profile did u have to see on myspace? eh? eh?
Agh thurrs too many profiles that i had to see that brought me to myspace. One of them was yours friend! hahaha

Fredberg, Inc.: and I hope ur former student becomes SH member!
Hahahaha maybe friend!


Praise God for a fun weekend yay!!!

"HE gives me direction when I can't decide/He is alive!"im done, im out God bless!

Thursday, August 26

Blessed!



"The very sight of God causes delight. Hence he who sees God cannot be without delight..."

So tonite i chilled w/heif we went to dinner @ el torito and met up w/this lady who use to teach SRE w/us. In fact she helped me get my job at the daycurr and errthang else. Wonderful person who's been murried for almost a yurr now. If thurrs anyone who truly deserves to be happy its her. Totally filled w/God's love wanting to bring the spirit of God to the youf. Its funny how God works in mysterious ways.

Anyway as i was saying i got to chill w/heif tonite. I titled my entry 'blessed' cuz im am extremly blessed ot have her as a friend. She's juss great really i dont know how else to describe her. One of those people dwon to earf, chill, simple to get along with. So tonite we did a lot of catching up, a lot of reminiscing of the past. Its hard to believe she's twenty three already. The great thing bout her, is she soo patient and understanding. I told her tonite, i said heif, when you get murried i betta be purt of that wedding purrty. I love it! Praise GOd for best friends! yay!!

The 'eyeore' friend talk seems to be catching on to errone lately. Its so funny to hurr errone talk like that now. Even reirich has caught on to it too! hahah Tonite denise told me during the dinner, you need to find yourself a good church girl. I sturrted to laugh, she said, 'whas going on?! You need to sturrt advertising yourself or something.' haha Then heif told me too tonite at her house, she was like 'yeah heif, like denise said you need find yourself a good church girl.' Agh, i need a good church girl to go out wif friends.

Skool sucks already and the first week isnt even finished yet. Oh why?! Please pray that i get out of thurr by this yurr friends! My talk for fri. nite is almost put together, i was doing it in class this afternoon. I juss gotta type it up and add a few things. OKay friends i gotta go to sleep now i have long ahead of me as always. Yay pay day is tomorrow! finally i get paid. I want an iPod maybe ill buy iPod tomorrow friends. Yay!! I heard that stupid slow motion song again today, i tell you thurrs not a day that goes by whurr idont hurr that song. I put a bid in for kanye west/usher tickets. Thurrs like 8 hours left or something and so furr im the highest bidder. SOmeone is juss waiting till the last min. to outbid me...watch!


This was short entry friends cuz im turrd!

"And we bout to get our head sprung..."im done, im out GOd bless!

Wednesday, August 25

My Vocation

"The soul of youth is...a most holy sanctuary..."

Ive been meaning to blog bout this topic for a while now. I mine as well do it now while i have the energy, before i forget. First off, let me get this straight, im not making any type of announcement saying ive decided i want to enter reglious life. Actually, im asking all of you to help me and discern for my vocation. For those who have expressed to me, that my vocation, is the religous life(aka the priesthood) i appreciate your support? I dont know if thas the right word, anyway my point is please dont push me or try pressuring me into the religous vocation. If im called to that vocation, then im sure more than likely God will let me know. Until please juss continue to pray for my vocation.

Okay now thas out of the way, i can move on to other stuff. Yesterday was the first day of skool, i only had one class. Its the same instructor i had last semester, really awesome teacher. Especially since maf isnt my strongest area either. The class is alright thurr are some few oldies from last semesters class also. Nothing really exciting in that class, oh why?! The benefit of the class though, is that its extremely chill. So i can do hw or grade SRE papers or whatevers during class! haha yay!!

I felt a little bad yesterday cuz i was beginning to get irritated. Remember the ol friend i was talking bout who called me recently?! Errsince i told her i can receieve and send texts from her(even though she has a different provider) shes gone all out texting me. OH man! yesterday she totally jus blew up my phone throughout the day texting me. Some of the texts i was getting in class too. Though i feel bad cuz i know she didnt have any 'real' friends during her relationship w/her ex. So now that i guess weve reuinted? She wants to talk all the time!

You know that stupid song by juvnielle, slow motion? Thurrs not a day that goes by whurr i dont hurr that song on the radio. Speaking of radio, i heard on the fish this morning the commercial for scrc young adult track! yay! how exciting! Anyway, so that stupid song is on errday! Ha those girls that whurr drunk at my boss' purrty whurr singing that song. Its catchy ill have to admit that, but hurring it all the freakin time gets annoying. I also hurr 'my goodies' song agh thas anotha annoying but catchy song. Dip it low is as well as my sunshine are also played out songs of the summer. Agh!

The kids were watching that movie 'Hook' today at work. I really like that version of peter pan, they had a nice variety of actors/actresses on thurr too. I think it one 9 academy awurrds that was back in 91. Even the young dante basco is in that movie as rufioooooooooo! I wish rufio didnt have to die so he couldve continue to lead the lost boys. Oh well all good things must come to an end! haha MIke as intvw tomorrow at my work, so im hoping he'll get the position. Then he can be my coworker! yay!! Then when i need change for soda machine i can go to his desk and ask him! yay!!

Second day of skool today was alright, i had 2 more other classes. Spent some time w/burr helping me how to get out and transfer. I really need to get out of thurr asap, sooo please please keep that intention in your prayers. Please pray that i'll be able to transfer if not by spring at least by next fall over to csudh. I may enter a teaching program hurr @ cypress to hopefully make it a lot easier for me to transfer ova. So please keep that intention in your prayers please! On the side note i ran into some ol classmates, was able to get my books and the classes are gonna be alright. I have an hour break on tues. and thurs. now to do hw and study before my maf class @ the end of the day.

PRayer meeting was great tonite, geeps came by along w/some hojers. Wilane was suppose to come by also!!! Agh! i dont know wha happened to her! I tried calling and she didnt pick up. I felt really unprepared walking into prayer meeting. THough durng the rosary i juss asked the Lord to carry me and have the spirit guide me through praying tonite. It was great to see some new comers as well. We had cake for faif's birfday at the end. Chilled at sturrbucks before adoration ran into tanya and leslie thurr. Leslie said she got her first ticket purrking at the handicapp spot. Ha she said she was juss running in to get a slurrpy @ 7-11. Risking purrking handicapp is never worf the $300 ticket.

I joined the stupid myspace wagon, only cuz i wanted to see some profiles and the only way was to join. Im not gonna go all out on this like i did w/friendster though, too much effort. Ill let people find me and if they want they can add me. Too much stuff that i dont know what to do on that site. Although i was able to locate an ol hs friend and wow besides getting older not much has changed since HS w/her. Whoa! is the only word that can really describe it all.

Holla Back!

j'me (HOJ): hey isda! haha tahnks fo taggin my board and for thEsupport...praise God the church is still standing strong...and Jesus as ouR FIRM FOUNDATION.
Amen!! praise God for you standing ground in your faith!
mikeTM: agh, thanks friend! i have type test tomorrow and possibly interview on wednesday!
Agh thas good job friend i hope you get it! yay!! im praying for you tomorrow!
Alaine: so yeah I know the perfect place for your old papers..and your old VIBE magazines
thanks friend but i got that one covered! haha
Alaine: geez punk do you NOT know how to spell my name?!?! hhahah
Agh well you change it around so many times im confused!
Alaine: wow that blog was WAYYY too long...like WAYY
AGh whooooooooo currrrrrrrrrrs!
rangeles: Hi Fr. Jason, when can you hear my confession?
AGh no i dont hurr confessions but im sure yours are real juicy haha
burr: haha that was funny how u reacted when urrchie said something to you in asia buffet haha! good times!
agh stupid get over it! haha
burr: agh oh why another loooong entry! hahaa!
AGh how sad thanks for your heplp today friend!
burr: agh i need to give u hurrcut tonight and u have to remind me haha
Agh thanks for hurrcut friend!
demon: Where's your faith, father?!
AGh its right hurr on my cross! haha
Fred: Yay! First day of school, friend! Go and get 'em, tiger!
Agh thanks friend, are you brining me lunch?! ah
crispy: u haven't updated since tuesday.. OMG.. wat has the world come to?? hehe
I know craazzy huh! Ive been so busy too tired to even think bout it.
jON: I don't know about that actually... i don't mind long entries... but they have to be interesting though! if not i fall asleep halfway through... =P '
Reading long entries are good for the evening shifts @ work
burr: agh FINALLY stupid tag board works again!
Agh i know tell me bout it!
burr: agh i'm glad christy told u to make it shorter! it's about time u listen yes!!! hahahaa
Agh youre dumb! thanks for the hurr cut friend!
Alaine: wow I am SOOOO nice to you..geeez..way TOO nice
Ah that was juss soo randumb! hahaha
game: agh! Jesus asked Fish if He loved Him & Fish said, "Yes. Lord." Our Lord replies, "Then feed Jay TGIF appetizers"
Agh then the fish said to the jay...agh no get it yourself! haha
Alaine : Hi weirdo..hope you "hang out"...hahaha
Uhh okay?!
banne: just stopping by to say hola hijo! c u on tuesday! okay bye
Hi banne! thanks for your prayers and juss to let you know that im totally praying for you! God's got you on this! juss give it bakc to him.
crispy: yo.. u need some shorter entries... i don't know bout them novels
Oh geez relax i havent written long entries like that in a while. hahaBesides its good for you

"This is the sound of my soul..."im done, im out God bless!

Sunday, August 22

The Voice

"He who aspires to the grace of God must be pure, with a heart as innoncent as a child's. Purity of heart is to God like a perfume sweet and agreeable..."

Wow i know its been a while since ive last blogged, almost a whole week. As always its been a busy this past week. Ive been coming home late and so by the time i get home, im too tired to blog. Ha or juss couldnt find any motivation on hand to come up w/something. Though i have all these thoughts that have been running in my mind. Kinda like a scrolling marquee w/one thought juss passing by another. Geez, the last time ive blogged was on tuesday. Well takes a look and see whas been on mind this past week. Hopefully i remember errthang that i wanted to say/mention.

First off, skool sturrts tomorrow...oh joy! THe summer is pretty much over for me, but it has been a great one. Probably the best summer ive had in forever. THough im not gonna go into detail or do my summer summary until after SCRC is over. Thas when summer is officially ova for me after labor day weekend. Im excited at for skool to sturrt, agh! But like all good things, they must come to an end. Praise God i dont got class till 12pm tomorrow, so i have to sleep in a little bit. Im hoping i can get to mass tomorrow morning before going to skool. Wha also sucks is less hours now for work...so pay checks will be smaller now that im going back to purrt time. Oh whY?!

So on tuesday, jaymee gave a really d0pe talk in regards to purity. I always love her talks cuz she has so much passion for all the topics she speaks on. Especially when it comes to her youf alpha and lss talks. Her talks are so spirit moving and convicting it would be impossible not to take away anything from the talk. One point she covered that was great was on dress. About dressing modestly. Thurr are so many people today who dress like they dont curr bout thurr bodies its sad. Especially when it comes to mass, they dress w/like theyre whole body is showing. Good stuff! yay!!

After prayer meeting, the guys came over to the house i was housesitting for the week. We brought back food and were watching some movie called 'possessed.' A like low-budget version of the excorcist, it wasnt too skurry. SO we were watching that then el juego stayed around for a while longer and we were juss flipping through the channels. I went in the spa and chilled in thurr for a while. I loved thurr spa i felt soo relaxed especially after a long day of work. The jets are so relaxing too it massages your back w/the warm water.

Wednesday, was a long day for me being i worked like a 12 hour day. Out dept. assitant was gone for the day helping cover interviews @ the city of cypress so i had to cover the front. I came in @ 730am that morning, i was so sleepy too. It was such a kick back morning, did nothing but browse the web and read blogs. THough thurrs only so much you can look up online until you get bored. Tried looking up vegas deals also, but couldnt find anything. Later on through the day God gave me energy to get thorugh it. Praise God!

It was so fun cuz later in the afternoon we were having a discussion about the wild west. Being that was the theme for the week, i had look up facts bout the west. Each kid had a different book and was to research a different aspect bout the west to shurr w/errone else. So after they were all done w/thurr research, i stapled on the wall a piece of butcher paper and divided into the different catagories i had them look up. I remember being in 6th grade my teacher always did that w/us. So it was something ive always wanted to do ha in a sense. ANyway, the kids did a really good job in looking up the facts. After each catagorey was done we went over and discussed them.

Ended up working late that nite too cuz i traded evening shifts w/my coworker. After a long day at work i ended up going to sly to thurr meeting. Fred had told me LOC was in town and its been a while since ive gone to SLY. It was a really good praise & worship, felt the spirit juss moving w/in the hot crowded room. One of the members of LOC was leaving to the seminary to become a brother and try out the religous life. I'll get into this topic later on. Afterwurrds went to taps in carson, ran into marylou and christy thurr. Sleepy coming home so i called aalaine whos like my buddy to call when im sleepy on the road.

Thursday was a good work day, it went by pretty fast. Took about almost 4o kids to the beach for the day. It was freakin cold in the morning, but in the afternoon it got real warm. The kids were real good for the most purrt. The difficult purrt was juss being able to keep an eye on all of them. Thursday was a real good day to go bodyboarding or surfing cuz the waves were juss whoa! The kids were getting knocked down pretty hurrd from them too. Though each time they got knocked down, they juss got right up again. Maan the faith and perserverance of a child is amazing! Thas why kids can be soo inspiring, if you get the chance to work w/them.

That nite i went to the SRE meeting, i feel bad for sandy cuz erryurr she goes through the same problems of having to find teachers. She;s missing like 4-5 on tues. nites and 2-3 on thursday nites. I was originally not going ot teach anymore on thurs. nites, but i told God if she needed my help then i would. Ah since jeanne and mike isnt teaching this yurr i was given thurr class to teach this yurr. Ill be honest i really didnt want to take it, but as i told God if she needed me id do it. I guess its juss ive been teaching on thurs. nites since i was like in jr. high that i wanted a break. As much as i love teaching SRE, its gets tiring doing two nites a week. Never the less though, God will provide. Ive done in the past, one moe yurr wont hurt. Then maybe after this yurr i can retire! haha I juss wish also our priests whurr more supportive of the program. IT sucks that they arent!

Friday i was home all day cleaning out my room. I went to comissioner ash's house to feed and check up on the dog one last time. When i got thurr they whur already home! I was kinda suprised they got back so early, but relieved. It was getting too much going back and forth errday. ANyway, did small talk w/her bout thurr trip and errthang. Came back and got ready for mass @ confession @ sPc. They got a new priest to replace fr. greg who left for argentina. It was actually pretty coo cuz i thought thurr was only one confessional open. Normally its only one, two if you go on a good day haha jk.

So i was waiting in fr. ed's line and i see this lady come up and tell these other ladies thurr was another confessional open. I rushed over thurr as the other two ladies did as well. I ended up going to confession w/the new priest, fr. fernando. He was pretty coo, he seems younger then all the rest of them. I asked him if he was permanent and he told me he was, so thas coo. Good stuff! After mass i got home and i finally took out the filing cabinets in my room. I was so happy to get those things out. I ended up spending the rest of the afternoon rearranging stuff. Im also so happy cuz now that i have the free space i made an altar. A small altar with all my religous books on the bottom. My room looks sooo much better now, its amazing! Praise God for a productive day!

I was suppose to give a talk at st. lucy's charasmatic that fri, but they had this guy whos steps away of being ordained as a priest come in. Then i was trying to decide forever w/reirich wha we whurr going ot do that nite. Ended up going ot tito jess' talk on sexual morality, a very hot topic. What was coo is after i met the burrs cousin from jersey. I learned he's in yfc also in jersey and so we were talking forever bout conference and juss the ministry in genreal. He told me he saw me in the video so cal sent out to all the states. I was impressed cuz ive only got like small clips. Ha praise God to see more people involved w/the church! After the talk, peeps, burr, boss lady, el juego, reirich, and i went to molca salsa to eat and juss chill.

Saturday was a busy day, i went in the mornign to LF's LSS to check it out and see wha i could hepl with. I liked thurr posters and stuff those were nice. It was kinda different cuz thurrs was themed, ive never seen or heard of an LSS being themed. THe LSS went very well, one thing that i stuck out in my mind was from raymond's talk. He made a very good analogy during his God's love talk. Talked bout trusting in God and he referred back to the movie aladin. When aladin rode up w/the carpet to princess jasmine's room. From thurr he held out his hand and asked her, 'Do you trust me?!' Not once did he asked but twice. Same God is w/us all the time holding out his hand and asking us, 'Do we trust Him?'

I loved charisse's talk on the receiving God's gift. This is probaly one of the most difficult talks to do for an LSS. Juss cuz you gotta go over all the charasmatic gifts of the holy spirit. So she broke down each of the 9 gifts into 3 catagories and went over each one of them. Very clurrly and gave an example for the more of the harder ones to understand. Boss lady and i really liked her talk and asked her to send us her notes.

I had to leave the lss early cuz i had a fam bam purrty to go. My aunt was turning fifty so i had to be thurr for good food! Ha my godson is so cute he told me yesterday that he missed me! aww Thurr was a hol em tourney going on but the buy in was $10. I really wanted to play but not for $10. My cousin bought this hardcurr casino set for $500. One of his friends hooked it up for him when he went to vegas. Pretty crazzy!

After i went w/jesty to my boss' housewarming purrty in irvine. Its fun hanging out w/my coworkers in a casual informal environment. The city clerk oh man is too funny when she drinks. THough i had to do the politics and listen to her talk bout errthang. From how she got involved w/politics to her love w/dubya all the way to her buying a new house. Then we were talking bout city jobs and stuff. Told me how when i did my intvw that i did extremely well and i even answered the hard questions. So when i left they wanted me right then and thurr. It was interesting to hurr that story.

Came home before 12 and i saw that my ol friend from HS had called me. I called her this afternoon after mass and we had a really good convo. We were friends from jr. high all the way to hs. So we spent bout 45 min talking and catching up bout what weve been doing. TOld me she got out of abusive relationship w/her bf. How he was very possesive of her and didnt let her have any friends. They were together for like a yurr and 8 months she said. Were suppose to go out and catch up. I also ran into rochelle befoer 12:15pm mass today. Her and i are suppose to catch up some wed. nite then go to a yfc meeting.

Sang at 1045am this morning, i love singing for mass! After we all went to asia buffet for lunch we saw jackie thurr and also the velasco's cousin. I havent had asia buffet in ages! Aela got mad at the manager for trying ot churrge us a 15% tip on our bill! haha Telling the manager we serve ourselves cuz its buffet. Which is true, 15% is freakin a lot to be askin for a buffet. WE should tip them wha we think they deserve.

Came home rested, put together my line up for tues. Then got ready to go st. lucys for mike;s going away purrty. It was sad, but yet a joyous occassion cuz i know Gods looking out for him. He allowed God to work in him to make the choice to join the religous life and try it out. The hard purrt though is leaving errthang and errone behind. Maan i dont know bout that one for me, im soo attached and i get attached easily. Praise God that thurr have been so many young people as of lately making the decision to try out the religous life. ANswering that voice of God telling God that you trust him completely and youre willing to consecrate your whole life to him.
Had a nice little convo. w/ninoy in the purrking lot. He's now the new leader for SCA a brand new experience for him. Please pray for him and thurr group as well as mike.

So thurr you have it my update for the whole week. Im posting some random pics that i found while cleaning. The first one is when i was like only wha 10 yurrs old?! Something like that, i was posing w/my cousins trying to do that whole r&b group pose look. haha Were soo dumb when we whurr little. The other one is one of my ol students from first communion way back like 4 yurrs ago. She gave that to me on the last day of class, maan that was so long ago. The last one goes even further back. This was mercy one of my confirmation students from back in 98. It was like the last day of class. I gotta find the rest of the pics i took on the last day of class. The final pic is from tonite from mikes going away purrty.






















Please keep mike in your prayers!
"LOve you soo much Jesus, love you so much..."im done, im out God bless!

Tuesday, August 17

I love Barnes & Noble!

"O man, believe in God with all your might, for hope rests on faith, love on hope, and victory on love; the reward will follow victory, the crown of the life reward, but the crown is the essence of things eternal..."

I was thinking to myself tonite as i was typing out todays devotional that i hope errone who i send it to, actually take the time out to read it. Although, it may not seem like i put a whole lot of time into it, i guess its juss the matter that i do make the point to send errday. Even if i may miss a day, i try to make it up and type the devotional from the previous day. So it would suck if people who i send it to, juss delete it w/o reading it. Id rather have them tell me straight out, i dont read them dont send it to me. This way i dont have to waste energy sending it to them and i can easily juss take thurr name off the mailing list. For those who do take the time to read it, praise God! I hope you really enjoy them cuz i love reading them. Out of all the daily stuff ive sent this is got to be my fav.

After work tonite i had gone to get some coffee w/grace at sturrbucks. It was coo juss talking and chillin. Im suppose to give a talk/activity over thurr on fri. nite. The talk is going to be about fellowship, so if you can please keep me in your prayers. We had a really good convo. bout leadership, ministry, spirit games, and a whole lot more. Then we ran into barnes and noble and found all these good deals on books. I bought this really d0pe Images of Mama Mary book for only $10! Then i got another book of quotes from the saints called, 'The wisdom of the Saints.' Thurrs another book i think its called errday advice by the saints that i want to go back and get also. Its funny cuz last time we chilled it was the same exact thing, going into barnes and noble last min. and buying all these d0pe religous books. I gotta go over to that one more often, they got good deals.

Work was a little busy and hectic today. All morning long they were tring to fix and reset the whole furr alurrm system. Those people who had thurr wedding purrty really messed up. What sucks is that its gonna be one wedding they'll never forget! I heard too that they were the only ones left at the end of the nite cleaning. Like the rest of thurr fam and friends juss boned out and left them to do all the cleaning. Geez that sucks! Ive seen that happen too before at one of the other events ive supervised. I think id be hella pissed if i had a wedding and my new wifey and i were stuck w/all the cleaning.

This little kid at work amazes me, he's only like wha 6 yurrs old and knows soo much about currs. He knows a lot more than i do! He sees a curr pass by and he can tell you make, model, yurr, wha type of engine it has errthang. Now ive known kids to have a huge passion for currs, but to go to the extent to know how many horsepowers and wha type of engine it is...wow! Its funny cuz he'll ask me questions bout currs and im juss like eh i dont know?! I tell ya little kids amaze me!

Since christy was complaining that my entries as of lately have been too long, ill stop hurr today. I dont want her to have scroll down or anything like that. haha Someone obviously doesnt liek to read long stuff. ha joking crispy, didnt mean to put you on blast! haha Last nite when i was chillin w/julie i asked her, 'so whas places are poppin in daygo?' She laughed at me cuz i said the word 'poppin.' Apparently, that word is no longer in use or is not 'cool' to use no moe. Ha i told her ive heard from other people say it before. So tell me if youve heard the word 'poppin?' before or tell me is it out of style?

Okay if ifs God's will then ill blogg for yall tomorrow!


Go to LF's LSS this weekend and go to 'Audience of One' next sunday!

"I walk with God/i even got the scars to proove it..."im done, im out God bless!

Monday, August 16

Being Used...By the Holy Spirit That Is!

"His Majesty, The Lord, rewards great sevices with trials, and there can be no better reward, for out of trials springs love for God..."

Oh man i can certainly attest to this quote, as for im sure the rest of my brothers and sisters from the spirit games committee. Sometimes as much as difficult as they are trials can certainly be a good thing. Especially in regards to serving for the Lord. From our very first meeting in carson back in november, it was already diffcult. Well maybe im exaggerating a bit, but we(the committee) had a difficult time a) choosing a date to have spirit games and b) finding a place to have it. In February prayers were answered as it was confirmed that the 1st annual spirit games would be at Temple City, St. Lukes.

Though, we thought the road was paved out for us, it began to get a little rough. God took away our venue asking us 'Do we trust Him?' So began the discerning process of whether this was really in God's plan to have this or not. As always GOd provides for us as he gave us UCI. That wasnt even the end of it. Last minute looking for a priest to take care of the opening ceremonies mass. In the end, all the trials that were set in our path, was certaintly worf it all. Exactly, as this quote says The Lord rewards great services with trials. And yes, we even the people participating in the event whurr awarded from the struggles of doing spirit games. And yes too, thurr is no better reward from all these trials then to find that love for God. Praise Him!!!

I had planned on going to the 1045am mass but unfortunately i over slept causing me to wake up @ 1030am. I sturrted to rush to get ready and errthang, then thinking maybe i can get to the 11am one @ holy fam bam. Then by the time i realized that it was too late for that one too. Ahh i figured i mine as well juss get to 1215pm @ sPv. Fr. Ray's homily was a juss stupendous yesterday! He talked bout letting go and being used by the Holy Spirit. The same way Mama Mary did in famous magificant. Mama Mary's openess to the Holy Spirit is a model for us. God's plan for us are often larger than we can even imagine/comprehend.

One might think though, 'pssh me?!' God cant do anything w/me, people dont even know the otherside of me. WRONG! Lesson #1, never doubt God, doubting God is a sin. Nothing is impossible w/God! Lesson #2, God did miraculous things w/such people some of the peeps in the ol testament like abraham and turned saul into paul who wrote bout 1/4 of the new testament. Check out peter who denied Jesus, 3 freakin times during the crucifixion and became the 1st Pope in our church. So God can do great things in them, He can certainly do great things in us as well. We juss gotta be open and yield to His spirit.

After mass i went to my grandparents house and i was watching my grandpa, while the rest of the fam bam went to visit my cousin in the hospital. Anyway, my grandpa is juss amazing, he's juss d0pe. I pray errday that God continues to keep going strong and healthy. Its amazing to see him to be able to walk, eat normal good food, remember the names of his family and soo much more. Granted, he's not as strong as he was before but at least he can walk around in a walker rather be bed ridden errday for the rest of his life. He's gonna be 95 next september, im praying that God will let him live past 100 juss like his brother.

So i was so bored yesterday i ended up driving down to t,t,t,t-meec! haha Yeah i drove all the way to temecula juss to chill w/julie. The drive wasnt that bad, its only an hour its juss once you get on the 15 it feels like youre driving forever! I cant believe how she does all the freakin time. Id get so turrd of driving out to the different places errday. We down to daygo went to the belmont boardwalk and juss walked around. Thurr wasnt much to see really, being it was a sun. nite. After we decided to go downtown daygo aka the gas lamp. That was kinda fun, we ate at fridays, this guy next to us was our entertainment as he was dancing and singing to the songs playing. I was a little upset cuz my fridays coupon, i dindt know it was only for appetizers up to $8. We ended up getting two appetizers and i wanted to use it for the $12 one. Agh! I kinda wanted to complain, but i let it go.

Then oh man on the way home for the parking, we couldnt get validated. So we decided we'd juss pay the fee. WEll it turns out parking is $2 per 20 min. We whurr thurr for like an 1.5 hours. THe fee came up to be $12! Awww heck! I had only $5 cash, and she didnt have anything so i was like do you accept credit curds? The lady said only cash or check, so i was getting skurred cuz we didnt have anything. Luckily Julie had a check on her so she paid for the purrking to get out. Ha Feeling still a little adventerous we stopped by pechanga on the way home. Ive never been thurr before, so it was quite an experience. Really made me want to go to vegas. ANyway, julie watched me loose $5 in 10 min. on 4 different slot machines! ha fun times!

Praise God for Aalaine whooo talked me and prayed the rosary w/me the whole 1 hour drive home. Maan i was so happy once i saw the knott ave. exit cuz i was almost home! I got home before 2, praise GOd and i showered and knocked out. Its a long drive down thurr to drive from bpC to temec is one hour, then to tmec to daygo is anotha hour. I went from havnig a full tank of gas to nothing by the end of the nite. Thas crazzy and i juss gased up on sat. nite too!

Yield to the spirit foo!

"Like a bridge over troubled waters..."im done, im out GOd bless!

Sunday, August 15

Reading Rainbow

"Read some chapter of a devout book...it is very easy and most necessary, for just as...you speak to God when at prayer, God speaks to you when you read..."

Errday at work i have between 15-20 min of silent reading time for the kids. I feel its necessary for the kids to continue to keep thurr brains flowing even though theyre at summer. Besides, reading helps you build up your comprehension and vocab levels. So while they read, i try to lead by example by reading also. I need to finish the book fr. paul gave me to read on the bio of St. Catherine of Siena. During the times i read it, i was sooo into it that it was hurrd for me to put it down. THen last fri. i ended up buying the book, 'the gift of faith' from gaby. Im having a little difficulty getting into it. Maybe cuz its so deep that im having a hard time concentraiting in my environment im in.

On top of those books i still have a list of other books that i sturred but never finished. One of them being the Purpose Driven Life. Geez, i dont even know whurr i left off in that book. THough i do miss though errwednesday bible studies we'd use to have. Thurr was a lot of good points and lessons in that book. I need to get back into it reading that one. Then couple christmas' ago burr gave me 'how to win friends and influence people' book. AHh i have yet to finish that one either. Im like half way through that one, but the print is soo small in that book that it gets tiring after a while.

Im excited for SCRC to come not only cuz of the talks, but cuz of the great vendors they got thurr. I hope they a group selling the rosary braclets again, if so imma buy 10! Juss cuz mine always get snapped off. I hope they also have bible durry for next yurr i can buy. The bible durry is my daily mass & sunday mass companion whurr i can write down notes from the homily. Its coo cuz the weekend of scrc conference ive juss gotten paid. Yess! So ill be spending mucho money thurr like i did last yurr. I can never get turrd of walking around n the vendors area, thas whurr you run into errone also.

Aalaine asked me if i was gonna have like an end of summer bbq or something. I told her for the past two yurrs i usually threw an end of the summer bonfurr. Fellowship w/errone, have some good food, good times, and end it w/some good praise & worship music. I remember the first yurr i had it, that was tight. SOL & LOG came and we all went to bjs afterwurrds. THough because my saturdays are booked for the rest of the month, thurr probably wont be any. LF lss is next weekend then SH mission trip purrt III is the weekend after that. Then right after that weekend is SCRC conference. So im booked until the 2nd weekend in september. Sorry friends! I told yall this was gonna be one busy summa.

I went over to the house imma be housesitting this upcoming week. Im excited cuz they got a spa so its gonna be a nice after a long day of work to juss chilll. THe parks & rec commmisioner is so swe3t, she told me to make this my home. If i want to friends over or if i want to have a purrty its coo juss help myself to whatever i want. She told me to think of it as a bachelor's pad haha let the good times roooooollll! Besides that its real close to work so itd take me 5 min. rather than 10 to get to work also.

Agh i juss got back from work i got called in to an emergency. This has got to have been the worse situation eva. Apparently, thurr was a wedding reception going on. Thurr dj had turned on the fog machine which caused the furr alurm to go off. The security comp. calls me and tells me of the emergency and wants to know if i could turn it off. Well i couldnt turn it off and the alurrm was juss going crraazzy. Its this annoying ringing sound thats high pitched so you could go deaf! Anyway, my other supervisor comes down and after an hour of trying eerrthang we get shut off. Praise God! Ahhh!

I was going to go out w/reirich tonite but well that one fell through the cracks. So the convo went a little something like this...
r: yeah im bored too
JPFish187: thurrs nothing to do the in the OC
JPFish187: lets chill like we did during ol times
r: ok plan somethin
JPFish187: lets go to the spectrum
r: hahhaha, i was jus there last nite
JPFish187: okay nm lets go to city walk!
r: pick me up
JPFish187: whaaaa
JPFish187: come down here and ill drive
r: cmon ...... u would go if it was yfc people(typical reirich throwing the youd do for errone else except me currd)
JPFish187: alrihgt then fine if i come and pick you up
JPFish187: youll go?
JPFish187: cuz if so imma leave now
r: hahahhahahha
r: let me think about it
JPFish187: see okay then!
r: hahhahahaah
JPFish187: maan lets juss go
r: who's goin?
r: eh i dont feel like going anymoe
r: hahahhahahaah

Ahhh now thas not the first time thas happened either...agh! Oh well at least i wsa able to clurr out my filing cabinets to deliver to the burr and boss lady tomorrow! yay! one person's junk becomes another person's treasure! With those gone itll definetly give me a lot more space in my room now. Id really like to get rid of that dresser and get a lot smaller one. I spent most of the afternoon going through these yfc xangas, i dont know why. Anyway, i came across some pretty interesting ones.

My thought for today is this, a couple sundays ago i was talking to this one guy named tiga. I met him at the yfc after purrty in norfridge. Anyway, we were talking bout taking responsibility for your actions. Something that ive taken notice of w/people. Now im not trying to judge but its more less of an observation that ive made. People these days dont take responsibility for who they represent. Example youre from such and such group and someone comes across a pic of you flicking off the camera. I know one person;s action doesnt reflect the whole group, however youre still purrt of that group. So wha you say and do has an affect, juss like cause & affect.

It doesnt matter whether youre an active, inactive, leader or non leader of the group. If you were a purt of that group or are a purt of it you represent them. So wha you say and do represents not only yourself but the party you represent. Basically juss take accountaibilty for wha you do and say. Keep each other in check cuz God told us were all accountable for each other. "If i say to the wicked man, you shall surely die; and you do not warn him or speak out in dissuade him from his wicked conduct so that he may live: that wicked man shall die for his sin, but i will you responsible for his death. If, on the other hand, you have warned the wicked man, yet he has not turned away from his evil nor from his wicked conduct, then he shall for his sin, but you shall save your life." Ezekial 3:18-19 Now that youve read this, you are now accountable yess!

Alright those are my thoughts for today and if it's in his will i'll see yall tomorrow!


I love to reeadd!

"You're the one that keeps me strong/You're the fire that keeps me warm..."im done, im out God bless!

Saturday, August 14

Let the Games Begin!

"Suffering out of love for God is better than working miralces..."

The games of the the 20th olympidad has sturrted! Watching the opening ceremonies was making me miss spirit games. Although, i did get some really cool ideas on how to make next yurrs opening ceremony even better than this yurrs. It would be nice to have at a different location each yurr but the possiblity of that is kinda impossible. Juss cuz we'd have to go through liability and all that stuff. No parish wants to be liable for an event as big as spirit games. ANyway the olympics opening ceremonies are always soo fun to watch. They do all these high tech creative ways to show unity and wha the olympics are really made for.

So today one of the former parks & rec comissioners asked me to housesitt for her while she's on a cruise next week. Im excited for some reason maybe cuz they have a spa she told me i could use! ha Being that ours in the backyurrd doesnt really work anymore. She was like oh yeah i have food in the fridge and you could have parties hurr if you wanted. Ha she's so funny. I'll probably juss the house to feed the dog and chill in the spa for a while. Anyway, so that's something exciting to look forward to! yay!

Went to costa mesa urban outfitters w/mike, burr and boss lady. We went to this place called 'anti-mall' its like artsy farts type of sturrs. I guess more less those indie type of brands and type of clothes. It was pretty interesting, wha was cool was these barrels that look like chemical barrels but they were shooting out water. So basically a chemical barrel waterfall, only w/water and no chemicals. Mike said it looked like one of the backgrounds for street fighter II. Ha then we walked around souf coast plaza for a while. Ran into nimz from liwanag over at the american eagle sturr.

Afterwurrds i was craving for something sweet, like some type of dessert. I ended up juss taking a nap. WOke up and then left for apologetics. Very interesting topic tonite on abortion, enthunasia, and all those topics that revolve around killing. Learned that its okay to vote for certain politicians as long as youre voting for the right reasons. Meaning that if a catholic wanted to vote for John Kerry/John Edwards or any other democratic politican its coo. Even though they maybe pro-choice as long as they're voting for them for other reasons. Though, if they were to vote for them cuz they stand for pro-choice than theyre in mortal sin.

Fr. Grace is funny after he was done talking he went up and whispered to me, 'why doesnt someone ever tell me to shut up?' Went to confession afterwurrds inside his office. I said to him, 'these are my confessions...' ahha I love going to fr. grace cuz his insight on things are really good. He does really good confessions and gives some good advice.

Went to Savio after confession i had the urge to go visit Jesus. It was a cross between spc or savio, i ended up going to savio since the freeway was right thurr. When i got thurr i noticed thurr was a new lock on the front door. Now you gotta put in the code to get inside. I sturrted to get dissapointed cuz i wasnt going ot be able to see Jesus. Its been a while since ive gone down thurr, luckly this man heard me try to open the door and came out to open it for me. Yay! So i was able to go and see Jesus for a while. Ive sturrted today the nine days w/St. Therese novena to help discern the next two possible leaders for spirit games next yurr. Thurrs been some names mentioned that have been up in the aurr. Juss thought id back up w/some more prayer, especially at St. Therese novena.

I cant believe its already been one week since spirit games! Im real curious and excited to see the eval forms and to discuss them w/the group. Its always great to be able to improve the event to help make it better for next yurr. And as the yurrs go by it'll only get smoother and smoother. Im also excited to see the dvd that geeps is in the process of making. To watch the interviews he had gotten, to see some of the games footage and juss seeing errone together. What wouldve been d0pe is to see the huge circle we made at the end of the day. Too bad we dont have some like helicopter taking a picture from above. Someone told me they trying to have errone make a hurrt, but no one was listening to him. Ha that wouldve been d0pe too but wouldve taken too much time and too complicated.

You know what i miss? I was thinking bout this other day too and i was telling fred. I miss having online prayer meetings! Youre thinking online prayer meetings huh? Whas that? When a lot of SH kats(besides the guys) use to come online all the time we'd sturrt up a chatroom and sturrt praying. It was real simple and real basic, someone would round errone up in a chatroom and then we'd sturrt to pray. Pray for errone's special intentions, pray for the community, but juss praise God in thanksgiving for errthang He has done for us. It's been quite a long time since we've done that, i do miss it.

When i was at interfaith on wed. nite while waiting for the rest of yfc to arrive, i had the pleasure of listening to 'an audience of one' practice. They were singing 'He is exalted' and it sounded soo bootiful w/the mixture of the flute. I was in total awe and i could juss totally feel the spirit in the room. It was as if the angels whurr thurr before us spreading thurr wings over us as they sang praises to God. I loved it soo much that i recorded the chorus on my phone. Joyce has an awesome voice that really juss puts you in state of awe. A feeling whurr youre juss so in awe of God's beauty that you can juss feel it as she sings. We need to find a flute player to be purrt of our music min.

They were also singing that song, 'I am hurr.' I think thas wha its called or 'hurr i am' one of those titles. It made me realize how long its been since we've sang that song at prayer meeting. Next music min. practice i want to bring that song back cuz the lyrics are inspiring. I remember singing that song at prayer meeting all the time. I guess we mustve lost the transparency or something, but it is a really nice song.


I want to sturrt rennovating my room.

"You haven never been in loveuntil you've seen the sunlight thrownover smashed human bone..."im done, im out GOd bless!

Friday, August 13

PGITF

"In order to discover the character of a people, we have only to observe what they love..."

Praise God its friday forreals! Its been a long week at work busy with a whole bunch of small stuff. Oh well im glad this week is over now, geez this coming saturday is gonna be a week since spirit games whoa! ITs crazy how fast the times go when youre having juss soooo much fun! haha Ahh the summer is sloooowly ending and soon before you know it the bbqs will be closed, the pool will be a little colder and the skool doors will be opened up.

I had a small situation at work today w/my boss. Ha so we were out in the front and errone was talking. We were making sure errthang was set for the angels game. I mentioned the word petty cash for the pizza and he said 'oh here go get me change.' He handed me a $100 bill, i go to albertsons get cash and give to one of the other supervisors to use it to get the pizza. My boss comes to me a little later asking me whurr his $$ is. I said oh i give it to bill to get the pizza, he goes wha?! I told him and he got mad telling me it was his $$. I apologized but the foo wasnt clurr himself w/the $$. So he was upset cuz he thought we never told him bout the pizza not being able to churrge it. The whole whole issuse got dealt with, but its juss sometimes bosses can be so unclurr!

The rest of the day was pretty smooth, being i was in churrge of running the place. So they found a dead crow yesterday at work and according to vector control it's been armed w/the west nile virus. Ehhh how skurry huh!! We were told to keep our outdoor activities to a minimum and if we go outside w/the kids whurr long sleeve or pants or put on bug repeelent.
On top of that we are told to report of anything standing water or dead birds. Yikes! Talk bout hitting close to home. Hopefully it doesnt get any worse or spreads. Maybe it isnt so bad after all...ha all i know is im juss gonna stay inside. Which is gonna make the day w/the kids longer...oh why?!!

Went to dinner w/charisse at lucille's in torrance last nite. It was a late dinner being that i didnt get off work till bout 730. Then on top of all that had to get home change, and then rush over to carson. I finally was able to see the ninimansion, and its whoa!! THe place was easy to find which made it a lot easier. So anyway, went to lucille's to eat some bbq ribs that were real goood! I didnt realize how long its been since we've really talked talked. The past two weeks we've bof been busy w/spirit games and outside stuff. IT was fun catching up...catch up ketchup! haha Good dinner, good conversations, and good times! Cant beat that!

Afterward went back to the ninimansion and chilled for a while. Christy was home w/her dad as they were watching kill bill v2. Her mom juss came home from their sil's lamaaz class and was shurring w/us all the cool and interesting stuff she learned. I keep forgetting to give charisse her freakin souvenior from hawaii! Oh why?! I always forget cuz im always in a rush to leave. Anyway, so we whurr shurring pictures from hawaii and her trip to new orleans. By 11pm we were bof getting turrd so i left to go home, feelin kinda sleepy by the time i was almost home.

SO thus the weekend begins, wow i was looking at my calendar and this is the first free weekend ive had in a while. Errthang else since ive gotten back from hawaii has been jam packed w/meetings or work events or other such stuff. On the 29th i got invited to noel's birfday purrtty at dinelyand. Through charisse's work enterprise she can have like up to 150 people free get into bof purrks, but all they gotta do is pay for the $50 buffet. Wow thas not bad at all, its pretty much paying $50 for bof purrks. Im soo going cuz i havent gone to dineyland in a while. Charisse said the buffet is like ranked on the top 10 dinning buffets or something like that.

Holla Back!
jON: wow... i was looking at the spirit games meeting pictures... and i just spent time admiring my clothes... dang im stylish j/k =D
Haha youre so funny! Im excited to see wha else God has in store for our communities! Praise God!

moo-nica: heehee.. glad you liked the *lean back* i miss you guys! dumpster buddies fo` life
crispy: jfish can concentrate on girls now.. hahaha

Hah the lean back was funny, i did enjoy yes i did enjoy. I miss you toooo, and yes we are dumpster buddies fo life! oh man that was back in nov. we did that! haha

Cy: oOo... I'm in EVERY PICTURE!!
I think if thurr was a purrfect attendance award for spirit games it would go to you and mikee! haha OH wait didnt you miss one meeting though when you whurr in adore? OH well its still perfect attendance

mikeTM: agh i wanna get stanton job so i can work in personnel to hire burr so we can all be coworkers and take 2hr lunches errday. yay friend!
Agh lets take two hour lunches friend...yay!

burr: agh stop talking about spirit games already!! haha it's already over!!!!! hahaha
Say with me stupid head...whoooooooooooo currrs wha you think! hahah

bev: awww.. u miss everyone! :0) can't wait 2 see every1 in sept!
Yay! im so excited to see errone again in sept! Praise God for growing w/great leaders!

Fred: Re: burr's tags - yup, I was right
Burrs a stupid head!hahaha

burr: agh who currs, it's boring blog, u need to write more about me friend hahahaahaa!
Agh thas the last thing i want to do is write bout you!!! haha

Alaine: fun pictures... wow I can totally relate...
Are you being sarcastic?

Alaine: I read..therefore I tagged..happy?? JAY KAY!
Agh finally you tag! haha

Fred: waiting...
Fred: I have a feeling that I know what "burr" will tag, I can just sense it...
Agh i dont curr wha burr says, thurr dumb comments anyway!

burr: agh get over it friend hahahaa!
Leave me be!!!!

bev: awesome job nemo on SG with everything! praise God! :0) fishnini '05!!!
No, i didnt do an awesome w/spirit games, you, the rest of the commitee and God did an awesome job w/spirit games! PRaise God and as much as i wouldve liked to be fishnini in 2005, its time to pass on the torch...perhaps to you bev?! haha

cheskee: turns out that i had your sweatshirt all along. ahhaah...sorry!! i guess it wasn't in God's Time again. that's what you get for wetting me with the sponge!! heheheheh
Agh freakin cheeska! haha i cant believe you! now i gotta drive all the way down to carson juss to get it! haha Anyway, IM me sometimes i gotta tell you something!

Alaine: goodness i miss SOCAL!!! its only been a week!
It doesnt even feel like youre gone since we talk errday almost! haha

Alaine: YAY!!! you did it!!..I wasn't there...but I was there in spirit ...
Yay praise God! thanks for interceeding for me that day, meant a lot!

reenie: you did a FANTASTIC job today, isda! =) give yourself a HUUUGGGEEE pat on the back for a job well done! =)
Yay! thanks for coming and supporting, praise God for good times!

angie: ninifish05? NOOOO! ninifish4life!
hahah youre freakin crazy...spirit games 2005 is your big day!!! we shall await for your prince churrming to come! then well all say, hey praise God ang!! Then throw you up in the aurr saying congrats! ahahahah Spirit games 2006 will be mine! hahahaha cant wait for it already! haha jk


Reirich made a new online buddy! yay!

"Come on over to my place..."im done, im out God bless!


Thursday, August 12

Bad Service or bad luck?

"Humility is a divine veil that covers our good deeds and hides them from our own eyes..."

I dont know whas going w/restaraunts wednesday night services but it sucks! So i went w/yfc to bjs in tustin after the short meeting. We had this server who was juss a total jerk. He didnt let randell and eliza get their poozokie w/their salad. He made a comment to me when he took my order. Apparently, no one else at the table liked him either. I took curr of that real quick, as i complained to the manager. Once again i told the manager i was dissapointed w/the service tonite and felt the server was the most polite. The manager apologized and im sure the server didnt mean anything personal by it. Of course he didnt its juss the point that he didnt have be so rude to us. The manager took off the gratuity that was suppose to be added to the check.

Maan thas two wednesday nights in a row that ive received bad service. First at fridays last wednesday and now bjs! Whas going on hurr! At least the managers have been kind enough to take curr of the problem. Ha maybe im juss tired and moody on wednesday nights cuz ive never had the courage to really stand up and complain at a restaraunt. Ha i guess spirirt games has given me a sense of 'boldness.' haha Whatever it is im juss glad the situation gets taken curr of and the manager takes curr of the prob.

Work has been pretty good this past week. Busy none the less but i like the way things have been running. Errthang gets take curr of on its own. Being acting supervisor for the week has been a great experience learning how to run staff and help run a center at the same time running my own programs. Apparently thurr was a dead burrd found somewhurr in the city and so now the city manager has cautioned us to either whurr bug repelent or long sleeves so we dont get hit w/the west nile virus. Agh makes me not even want to go outside to the purrk w/the kids anymore!

Had a nice small chit-chat w/charisse over the phone tonite. YOu know one of the fruits that has defiently come out of spirit games is the building of relationships. It brought sooo many people a lot closer in regards to friendship. Obviously, working w/charisse has been quite an experience. Though i praise God for inspiring her to hepl lead the vision. She;s one of those people who will always be thurr to support you. Very opinionated yet very compassionate at the same time.

Working w/the spirit games has also allowed me to become really close friends w/cyril and mike. I love when i get the chance to chill w/thsoe two. So much love and passion to serve our Lord. I see God's through their eyes each time i come across them. Same with leo and mark anthony friendships have developed w/them through this project. Leo taking up the hospitality ministry and getting his community to help serve and become volunteers for the day. Mark anthony this kat has been thurr for me during the crazy/stressful moments of spirit games. He was first witness of loosing the vendor ha hepling keeping me sane. Then juss doing the small things like riding me on the way back from the daygo retreat and staying back w/me after spirit games to charisse came. Stuff like that when you really see God's love through your brothers and sisters is juss amazing!

Praise God this is the last day of work! Thank goodness its thursday...! Im so lucky to have errrfriday off. Though at times its boring cuz errone else is at work and im stuck bored ha. God has been truly present this past summer in soo many different activites and people its great! This has got to be the best summer eva, its hard to believe its coming to a close. I feel so umm empty now that spirit games is over. I hate to use the word 'bored,' but its kinda like that. THough i should juss enjoy this moment right now and try not to get into anything more.

So i was reading this from monica's xanga and i thought it was pretty funny. Toni was shurring it in the curr on the way back from bjs.
"Can't do that Harlem Shake thang. Can't even get that Urrsherr clap thing right.I think I may have finally found my dance. Thanks for the Lean Back."

Oooh thurrs a confessions remix, i think im going to dload it!


Praise God for such an exciting summer!

"But I knew I really should've just been tellin' you the truth..."im done, im out GOd bless!

Tuesday, August 10

God had a dream

"Whoever possesses God is happy..."

I cant believe we forgot to take a picture at the very first meeting. I totally forgot my camera that nite i was upset too cuz i was rushing to get to carson. Traffic was busy as usual and it was more than halfway thurr, no turning back now. Ahh i really wish though we had a pic of the very first meeting back in November.


january @ sPv


February @ St. Luke's

Awww we forgot to take a march group picture!
March @ St. Lucy's


april @ sPv again


may @ UCI

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june retreat @ St. Michael's


june @ St. Elizabeth


july part I @ De Jesus' in bellflower


july part II @ Incarnation


august @ UCI again

All leading up to this...



Truly we are One Body in Christ and its so amazing how God's timing works. Cyril and i were laughing last week how its taken this long for catholic communities to really come together. Praise God cuz i guess he couldnt of picked a more better time. This yurr will most defiently be known for a yurr of great fruits. A yurr of whurr the harvest was abuduant and thurr whurr plenty of laborers. People coming great and far working together to bring a little heaven down hurr.

A reading from the book of makeitclap...092704
Charisse and i are in the process of forming the United Nations of prayer communities. A quartely type meeting to get together and perhaps plan for the PRayer COmmunities "Summer Games of 2004." A olympic type of fellowship event, 2 days of different games like wheelbarrow races, three legged race etc. The purpose of the games would be for people to get to know other people from other communities. I mean cmon now how often is it that communities come together to praise God and fellowship together? The only time is the annual SOL youf rally. Charisse and i were talking bout the importance of working together as prayer communities to help build up the kingdom of GOd hurr on earf.

Banne asked me on sun. 'now wha are you going to do w/your life jasonfish now that spirit games is over?' It was funny cuz i realized for the past 7 months in helping putting it together that was a huge purrt of wha id do. Getting meeting agendas ready, reading the minutes contacting people sending out email reminders. Now thas its done i feel like wow whas do i do next? Its sad that its over cuz i really do miss errone of those people, the bonds we established, the jokes and all that fun stuff. Cyril taking minutes, the random questions of the day, finding out whos gonna host the next meeting.

Even though i know its the end i feel like its one of those things whurr you wont see eahc other again. Kinda like how hs is, the anticipation of waiting up for the big day. Finally its over and its sad cuz you know in a sense you may never really see each other again. Though i know its different cuz i know ill run into these leaders again. I mean were gonna have more meetings and like i said spirit games is juss the beginning. Its so crazy to reflect back at the progess and growth the committee has made. God really took the idea and juss ran w/it.

AHh i love it! Work has been pretty busy for the week. Im acting supervisor for now until my boss returns. Please pray for him and his family, his grandma juss past away yesterday. Our secretary has been out sick along w/the other supervisor. So basically its juss been me, my director, and my other two rec leaders. In a sense its kinda nice the way it is, its real quiet and a little more chill. Im glad though errthang juss runs so smoothly and on its own. Thurr was this position i saw for the city of irvine, it looked really interesting. Though, after talking to boss lady its not worf it. I think i should juss be content w/whurr im at for now.

Prayer meeting was good, tito jess gave his talk on encounter w/catholic morality. Ive missed the past two sessions cuz of work and spirit games. Oh man last fri. was juss too hectic, thas when i wish thur was more of me. Trying to help do set up @ UCI then trying to help put together the community churr. THen mark anthony blowing up my cell asking me when i was going ot get thurr. Finding out that i didnt have to go after all, but yet feeling really bad for not helping w/the set-up.

HOJ came down also and it was cool seeing them. Im glad spirit games has allowed me to get to know their community. As i was telling bev last nite on the phone, that i never knew HOJ even exsisted until i seen thurr community website off of the SOL one. I loved though working w/all of them and getting to know them. Great group of brothers and sisters who juss gave their unending support and help w/spirit games.

Im excited to see wha God has in store for me next, wha my next big project he wants me to get my hands into will be. Who knows he could be asking for me to take a small break also. We'll see whurr the spirit is calling me. I was listening ot the closing remarks from the steve harvey show this morning and he had a good point bout 2nd chances. He said we shouldnt pre judge someone when it comes for them asking a second chance. Who are we to decide on whether they need a second chance, we should automatically give it to them. He always has some good closing remurrks.

I must sleep now! enjoy the pics and if its in His will ill be blogging tomorrow! haha


Please send me your spirit games feedback, id love to hurr it!

"Here wha i say..."im done, im out God bless!





Monday, August 9

Im exhausted!

"Whoever subjects himself to his neighbor in love can never be humiliated..."

I'm still tired friends, ha im exhausted by all the excitment from over the weekend. I cant believe its already over. Im gonna miss the monthly last mon. of the month meetings. Imma miss taking a group pic at the end of each meeting. Imma miss the whole icebreaker question of the nite. Imma miss juss talking to errone and wha not. Sometimes its so difficult as we serve in our groups to keep in contact w/the other groups. MOre less the ones that arent as close by to you. So it was cool being able to get to know them better during the meetings. Im extremely grateful and so blessed how GOd put together spirit games.

Praise God summerfest wasnt this sunday and it was last sun. As much as i hated not being able to go the last day of hte yfc confernece it was a blessing. I didnt realize how tired i was gonna get after yesterday. Praise God i dindt have to set-up for the car show this morning. Now all the work madness is over. The storm is all over and i can let out a deep breath of relief. Its been a hectic two weeks, praise God He got me through it! Car show was simple juss cleaning up all the crap they took out this morning. It was over by 2pm too which was cool i didnt have to stay forever.

It was fun singing for mass, too bad this was the last sun. were singing. I didnt get the chance to chill w/the yfc texas peeps after they got out from knotts. Oh well. I had fun times at nini's purrty. PLayed hol em and this was the first time in forever that we didnt play for real $$. It was knida nice to juss play for fun. Its crazzy how the burr and fred ended up getting cleaned out pretty fast. Usually theyre always like the last men standing in the game.

Ha random thought before i forget it. So i was calling some of my confirmation kids this past week asking if they wanted to go to spirit games. This is funny, as i was talking ot one of the kids on the phone, he told me his mom invited me to go camping w/them. Haha i was like aww how nice! I dont like camping though, thas one thing i dont like. Im not feelin the whole wilderness scene. Im more the 'put me in a hotel' type of guy. Ha i hate sleepin in tents and all that crap. I know other people go gung-ho over that stuff not i.

Anyway, so i had this interesting convo w/a friend on thurs. evening bout relationships. We talked a lot bout relationships and vocations also. Regarding being in a relationship then maybe being called to a religous vocation. So the question posed is if youre in a relationship and say God is calling you somewhurr else. Whether its a religous vocation or moving away or whatever, wha would you do? Keep the relationship and keep it as a long distance or end it letting each other move on w/thurr own lives. Wha do you think?


I miss spirit games!

"You ain't got to argue about who could rap..."im done, im out God bless!


Sunday, August 8

We did it!!!



"Glory to the beautiful one, who conformed us to His image! Glory to the fair one, who did not look upon our foulness!"

Check out the fruits of the past 7 months! Thurrs nothing else to say, but praise God! His hand working through it all. Probably the most exciting part is juss working up to that final day. The anticipation of having the day come. Spirit Games was juss perfect, God gave us what we could handle and we did it. Praise God juss for a really great time. Errthang went so well, i couldnt of asked for more. I know this event is only going to grow each yurr w/more people and so yesterday was juss the beginning. Although i do want to keep the committee as a collaborative group to even meet quarterly and do more community-wide events. Obviously, nothing as huge as spirit games, but small things like coffee shops, talent show, dances etc. Why should it be only twice a yurr now, all communities come together?

So i couldnt sleep at all the nite before, i guess its juss the anticipation. I kept tossing and turning, finally waking up @ like 630am to get ready. Then on the road i get a phone call from julie and then one from mark anthony making sure i was awake. I got to UCI @ like 730am ha and hardly anyone was even thurr. Trying not to waste any time, we within 10 min. we sturrted to pray the rosary and then more people came. After praying, kinda gave errone a brief run through of the day. By the time you know it, it was like already 9am! Ahh showtime was slowly sturrting to begin. I was excited as i was seeing the communities arrive together in their groups.

It was fun watching them set-up their canpoies and errthang. Some groups whurr hardcore and got the whole tent type of canopies. Before you knew it was already 10am, and mass was bout to sturrt and thurr was still things i needed to clarify for opening ceremonies. MAss was juss soo great, it couldnt of been a better way to sturrt the day. Fr. Pat said in his homily seeing all these catholic communities come together from all over, to put such an event on, makes a catholic priest like him smile. Then listening to the music of the collab music ministry was tight. Im sure christy was pleased.

After the final blessing was over, and fr. pat officially opened the spirit games, the opening ceremonies began. The 'lets get sturrted in hurr' music was playing, the communities w/their banners whurr ready to go. It was really cool seeing them run down the center line to the stage, showing a sign of sportsmanship then going to their side of the stage. Then the lighting of the torch was pretty tight! haha Community roll call was tight, SH's w/the drum was d0pe, it caught errone;s attention. Liwanag's was also tight the whole thriller theme, i loved that one. SOL's was pretty creative too!

Im glad we were pretty good on time throughout the day. I wouldve hated to cut people short. THe games were fun, i only played the capture the flag one, whurr i got sun burnt and then the dodge ball. Capture the flag wore errone out, i think juss all that running and then sometimes people whurr juss kinda sitting thurr not knowing wha to do. Some people whurr waiting for thurr opponents to make the first move. I think the two big games got a little confusing for certain people, the rules and explanation got a lil complicated to explain. Then on top of that i could tell people whur getting impatient and juss wanted to play. In the end it was d0pe, and a lot of fun.

I think my favorite purrt throughout the whole day was the closing ceremonies. Liwanag's music ministry juss giving thurr all during the praise & worship. Getting the crowd hyped w/the action songs, then slowing it down as we sang praises and glorified God. Then having my vision come true at the end, as we made one huge circle and singing lualey together in the circle! hah that was so tiiight! Thanks Liwanag music min. for making a dream come true! haha

I was exhausted, hungry, and tired when i got home. All i could think bout in the end was being able to be home. Praise God for mark anthony and abby who waited around w/me until charisse came back to pick me up. Praise God for charisse who helped me unload and transport all the stuff back to stanton. Praise God for liwanag/yfc hosting us @ UCI. Praise God for errone's unending help, support, and prayers in making spirit games possible! I look forward to seeing the footage from yesterday, and seeing spirit games @ UCI again in 2005! yay!!!



Thank You Lord for creating spirit games and making it a huge success!

"With every breath that i take, i will give thanks to God above..."im done, im out GOd bless!