"Remember, we all stumble, every one of us. That’s why it’s a comfort to go hand in hand..."

Thas why also Jesus sent this discplies out using the buddy system! NOt one but twoooooooo! haha
Well i dotn really got much to say cuz i didnt do anything really at all today. Though i was thinking how excited i am now that summer is hurr. Its coo these past few weeks ive been meeting new people or talking to old people whom i havent really talked to in a while. Like example meetnig new people w/sfc like that girl grace and who else have i met so far this summer. Hmm i guess thas it. haha As for old people like bess, gail, xavier and so on.

Im blessed to have met some really d0pe people over the course of this past year. Im sure this summer im going ot meet some more d0pe people to add to my buddy list and phone book. haha Like how last summer i met bess and erik, got to knwo sol people a little bit better. Then meeting the whole l & f community during their lss. I remember that i was debating whether to go or not that morning. El juego was SUPPOSE to go but he ended up too tired to go. I myself was extremely worn out for soemthign was going on that nite before. I ended up going though.

It was quite long maybe cuz i was juss so physically worn out. My group was coo though. Then errone was over @ the mejias that nite. I was happy to see my own community again. THough it wasnt until i started to frequently go their prayer meetings that i got to know errone. When i got my name tag and became part fo their community too! hah that was tight. JL came w/me the first time i went to their prayer meeting. The next time i brought some more peoples. The point of this story is i dont know, whurr im going w/it. haha

I dont feel like writing anymore...haha dude people sure like to hate on my blog, oh well. They dont know that when they mess w/me they mess w/the 1200 other people that i know. Thas why it helps toeach out and connect w/others. oh check out wha ju ju be said...

jumbz1214: geezs you remember your girls before each meal?? when you say GRACE before meal.. and say BESS us o lord in these thy... UGH JASON!

hahaha i thought that was funny...


5 more days and counting...

"Oh girl i think i love, im always thinking of ya i want you to know ill do it all for love..."im done im out God bless!

"To see things in the seed, that is genius..."

Praise God for a good day! I was really exahausted yesetreday and well i woke up later than i shouldve. Then i was trying to get the seminar itenerary for aela. My printers werent even working and my other comp. is jacked up or something. agh! So i went to church and i got snapped @ by fr. kevin. haha Then i saw all these people come in and i was really excited!I reallly wanted to stay and juss chill and learn. Oh well i guess God needed me in other places.

So i went to work and it was real chill. Blew up some balloons, put up some signs and listened to the parks & recs. commission meeting. WEnt to teh park and showed the proposed areas for the skatepark. Went back into the commission meeting and i ended up falling asleep. haha One of teh city council memebers woke me up. It was coo i didnt get in trouble by boss juss laughed.

Went back to spv and helped w/whatever was left to do. Came home and then i walked to the king residence, well im sure you knwo why. haha that was fun, we had some good bbq! mmmmm boo we didnt get a chance to play mafia! Now were never gonna get a chance to play it. Though we played the quadro four card game that was fun! Though it can get hard and frustrating, then i had stupid tarot card reading again. Those d & b cards dont like me or somehting. hhaha PLayed soooooooooooooul train again on the fridge! hahahah i love playing that game! Though some letters were missing this time. I dont knwo what happened.

Went to sfc tonite w/jeanne and ju ju be. That was fun, i went to confession over inside the church first off then went to the talk. The first talk is on God's love, juss like lss. The speaker was alright, he talked a lng tiem. He repeated himself a lot and said, 'okay okay' like after errother sentence. I shouldve counted the # of okays he had said. We then split into groups and i need a new group. Our group leader didnt really even open it up for sharing. There were things i wnated to shurr from the talk! agh he talked bout himself coming hur and being new to the states. I was suppose to be in reirichs group but then he swithched me out since he alreay knew me! boooo

After it was over, i was working on my part for the matrix. I invited this one girl grace to come to prayer meetings on tues. She told me thas when she usually has houehould. She asked for my # so we exchanged #s and email address. I also invited her to coem on sat. too. haha There were more people to look at tonite rather then last week. Which alsos made the nite worf coming. haha im working on 'project retool.' I am doing my research before i have to go up to the senate armed forces committee. haha

Went to St. Dominics w/jeanne and ju ju after sfc. I love going to St. Dominics, its always so nice and wonderful over there. I think my goal is errsat. after sfc is to go to St. Dominics and visit Jesus for a while. Yeah thas my goal for the next 8 sats. whoa thas a long time. I had a long talk w/reirich tonite boout errthang and anything. Actually it was nice, we went down memory together. Though he always brought up the negative things that happened. hahah OH well ti was still fun. Feels like ive known that foo forever, when itso nly been like 6 months. Good times, good times

boo my friend said this tonite...
JPFish187: respond to my evite
JPFish187: for my birfday
GokouWan 22: i'd rather work out on your birthday
GokouWan 22: i need to get bigger
GokouWan 22: plus we can celebrate your birthday some other time
JPFish187: booo thas whack


I think imma stay int the sfc program...haha

"Oh love oh love quit making a fool out of me..."im done, im out God bless!

"The glory of friendship is not the outstretched hand, nor the kindly smile, nor the joy of companionship; it is the spiritual inspiration that comes to one when he discovers that someone else believes in him and is willing to trust him..."

I like how the author makes refrence to how a friendship is not juss having someone durr next to you, but also its suppose to be a spiritual relationship too. To help and guide each other in our walks w/God. So that we can hold each other accountable in our walks. The goal of the relationship is not being together, but helping each other get to HEAVEN. I think thas really important cuz we are all responsible for each other. We all have to help each other , be God's to each other. Im extremely grateful for the friends whom i have who keep me in check when im walking crooked with God.

My next point, whoever gets w/me who becomes my wifey will get this blang blang like no other in the world ring. hahaha Im saving up for that baby! woOo check those rocks out, those are like hardcore. Juss looking at that top one makes you wanna juss bite on it. I can feel my toof coming out now. haha jk So when boss lady and hope return back from hey-why-e(hawaii), wif my new girl i will give her this ring and it have a double wedding in hawaii next year. BUt mine will be different, it will be like the one they did for puck and his wifey. Refer to the real world/road rules challenge episode # something something something. hahaha

Well yesterday was a forever long day for me. We woke up @ 6am and went to daygo for the day. We left the house @ l;ike 7am. I drove and whoa i had a hard time trying to stay awake. My fam bam tribe and i went to visit some ol family friends that were in from minn. The lady use to be like a lola to my sister and i. HEr and her husband who died a long time ago from a brain tumor had pusos of pure Gold. He made a he-man sword when i was little cuz the plastic one i had broke. To this day i still have the sword and i treasure it. He was a carpentar and made my fam bam a grip of stuff for us. So thas a brief background on them. The lady's son lives in dago and her daughter and son in law were in town also.

Got there and like 9am and i knocked out on the couch. I was freezing cuz the door was open and i felt the cold breeze. The weather was breezy cuz they live by the beach. I woke up for lunch and they made a chicken chinese salad. I looked at it and i thought, 'what the hell is this?' whurr is all the meat and rice and stuff? Thas all we had was the freaking salad!! It wasnt even that good either, though i guess the purpose of the salad was for a light lunch for they were planning on a big dinner.

I was offered to go online and of course i couldnt miss up on the offer. I went online and dloaded kazaa and aim so i was talking to robby, fred, jay da banker/ionline pimp, and reirich. Reirich suggested i go to the mall, so i asked if there was one around the area. I went to the fashion valley mall. Its a nice mall, kinda like the block, spectrum and westminster mall combined. IT was quite a nice place, they had all the big major dept. stores , big restaraunts and all that jazz. haha Was durr cute girls? of course! I saw one especially @ the dippin dots ice cream stand. I went up to get a dip n dots. She asked, wha flava you want? Then i told her baby, look me in the eyes and tell me, I’m the kinda guy you like. She totally thought i was swe3t for saying that , so she gave me her digits. haha

Went back and went online and burn a CD. Had a bigger dinner, we had some meat! NOw thas wha im talking bout! I ate all teh meat i could since i didnt eat muhc for lunch. I had to add salt cuz errthang was so bland! agh! Blah! so i added my own flava and spice. We left @ like 8 and got home 0940pm. I wanted to go to St. Peter Chanel but i was soo worn out from all the driving. I was struggling on the way home. I had being sleepy and driving. haha So much for me driving to vegas!


The above story about the dippin dots girl is fake!! haha

"Clap your hands everybody,Slide to the left Take it back now yal One hop this time Right foot lets stomp Left foot lets stomp, Cha Cha now yal..."im done im out God bless!

"THe mark of the immature man is that he wants to die nobly for a cause, while the mark of a mature man is that he wants to live humbly for one..."

Wow blogger changed its edit face page again. Im too tired and lazy to post a picture up tonite. THough durr is one i will post tomorrow. My sister is dumb she maxed out her credit card already, the limit was $250, it may not seem like much but when youre making like $7 an hour it is. haha She said i was dumb...haha obviously not! Its finally warming up! wooo now its starting to feel like summa baby! Lets make it blazin hot!

We hired the girl that was invtwd this morning. She wasnt the cute girl, i guess my boss couldnt find her application! bOooo that! So now i got another older lady as my co-worker. Why isnt any younger girls applying for the position cmon now!!! I guess the city clerk and some other people suggested to make me a full time rec leader. That would be nice, but i would run out of things to do #1 and #2 i wouldnt be able to do it in the summer.

That stupid guy that quit yesterday told my boss that he felt like it was a 'slap in the face' when i was teaching him how to write a receipt out. My boss told him i was only showing him policies and procedures for the city. Then he said i show my boss how to use that book. Agh! that irritated me i never really liked that guy to begin with. haha oh well i dont have to worry about him anymore. Poor kids @ the park whom he abanonded. He told them he was going to throw a birfday party for one of the little girls at the park. He ended up not doing it for her. I felt bad so i bought a cake and made her feel special for the day.

What a interesting week at work i tell you. One good thing, is that i got more kids this week. God has supplied w/me w/more interesting kids. Looks like ill be working this sat. to my dismay. =( I hope though its gonna be easy and fast. My boss feels bad that i have to work, i wish i didnt booo! oh well i guess i gotta be flexible. IM looking towards in asking for a promotion, though i wont do it for a while. I need to really work on training these new people. Make sure theyre doing well. I juss want to be changed to Senior Rec leader. I ran into one of the city council members today @ the market. Chatted w/him for a while, gotta do the politics! haha

I didnt get to go to mass today! =( i was too busy chit chatting w/errone at work. I got off 45 min later than i shouldve. Came home and told my parents what happened at work and stuff. Talked bout what im going to do next sat. for the wedding. agh! how i dred that stupid wedding to come. Im leaving @ 830pm from the place. I know its gonna be whack and boring and i wont have anyone to really talk to. Okay moving on, next subject...

I think the highlight of today was going to sol! I was decieved by jeanne telling me she wasnt gonna go anymore. Then i saw christy durr and iw as like yesss someone i know! It was fun we did a very light praise & worship. We finished the section on saints off w/a game called 'who wants to be a saint.' Pretty much the same as who wants to be a millionare. Except you save souls and not $$. JL went up first and did pretty well. Christy went up after and got the question wrong. Then i finished the game off save 1 million souls!

After we had a felllowship dinner, i ate some pasta and ice cream w/cookies! MmM it was really good stuff. We were in groups and the question we had to share w/errone is, 'what would you want to be the patron saint of?' So erroen shared the mex, jeanne and jumbo was in my group. The mex said something bout finding wives...figures thats something he would say. Then he said forreal he would be the patron saint of being an open eurr. He said errone comes to him w/their problems i guess he's a good listener. I dont know i havent bombarded him w/mine, i dont know if he could handle mine. haha jk

Jeanne said she would be the patron saint of people who have diabetes. That was a good answer, i never thought of that one. This question made me think back to april when fred, reirich, jay, jeanne and i were talking botu this. Thas when we came up w/the 'Blessed reirich of the blang blang!' hahaha that was funny. Good times, good times. I said id be the patron saint or depenablity. Meaning you could depend on me to help out or talk or be on time. Especially when it comes to being prompt and on time. haha Then hurr comes ju ju be, he said he would be the patron saint of...wingmen. OH man i was like great, thats so annointed! haha jk no he did say that though forreals. haha NIck was juss laughing and then we had to explain to errone what a 'wingman' is.

I saw bess and leslie tonite. Leslie said again how shes loves SH men. haha She told me she's part of that 'frienster' thing. There you go fred, another person to friend up wif! haha Bess cut her hurr its really short like hmm id say a little above her shoulders. Her and some other SOlers were signing on my celli. wOOo its pretty tight! They sang 'I love you Lord' and some other song that i was feelin. I also got bess' new # since well you know that story...Then later in the parking lot ju ju be, the mex, jeanne, jl, erruk, me, christy were all talking bout Fat nicknames for our communities. Like SH is servants heart attack. SOL is spirit of love handles, lf is love and fat, sfc is super fat christians. hahahaha

Later in the parking in a second conversation, nick brought up a inter-community paintball game. Then we were making fun of christy cuz they would stand out w/their bright yellow shirts. haha Christy said how they would be bright and fat. haha The idea sounded pretty coo, but its likely to happen. Too much going on in the world. haha I heard this really d0pe song tonite by nelly and pdiddy, i dont know the title of it though. I was reading some ol email from 2 yrs. ago. I ran into some ol ones banne and boss lady sent me. Whoa that was forever long ago!


Saint Ju Ju Be the patron saint of all wingmen! haha

"I'm given you all my time just come and feel the flavor whether its rain or shine..."im done, im out God bless!

"I was always looking outside myself for strength and confidence but it comes from within. It is there all the time..."

Whoa the edit your blog page has a new face look to it. ITs a bit different, it looks all hi-tech and stuff. Anyway, man what a day this has been. Many unexpected things took place today, some of them which has caused me now to worry. Im physically drained after working w/those kids today. Especially being that most of them are all little girls. THough im trying to be patient and lift up my impatience to Him.

Well my supervisor has been totally pissed off since this morning. I did my best to stay away from him and do my own thing. Which i was able to do, so he wouldnt take it out and yell at me. He was upset cuz the other rec leader we hired quit today. I guess the guy felt this job wasnt going to help him grow since it wasnt a management type of job. Thas what the guy thought it was going to be, hims uperivising a bunch of people at a park. The guy wasnt even gonna to work today, but my boss made him. So that pretty much killed the day for all of us at work. THough...im hoping something good will fruit from all this.

The director is going to interview some girl tomrrow at 9am. If im correct i think its the cute girl who applied for the position last week but they were all taken. My boss said this girl looks like shes in her twenties and has background in early childhood education. Haha watch i get my hopes up and its not hurr but some other girl. haha The bad news is, as of now i have to work on sat. for the event. Which totally bites. There isnt really anything i can do though. Im trying to accomodate them and make them happy. The city clerk came to me today and asked how i was doing and if i needed anything or wanted anything. hahah they know im marketable and they dont want to me to leave either! I told her i was content and fine.

Another thing that sucks today is that i went over my hours for the fiscal year. I had 49 hrs for the past two weeks, well the max i had left was 32. So they asked if they could pay me for the 32 hrs. then add the rest of the hours to next pay period and give me 5 extra hours on top of that. There is anything i could really do so of course i said yes. I deserve a promotion or something, on the reals! Were hiring for a youf out reach coordinator, that'll be interesting to see who'll get that position. Hopedfully its some young person.

The girls @ work, who consist of mostly women above 30 with a few exceptions want to do something for my birfday. So the week after i come back from vegas, were all going to 'happy hour' city of stanton style. haha That'll be d0pe! My bosses said theyre gonna put a bottle of good ol ice on my desk for my birfday. haha Im praying that something will come up and ill be able to go on sat. I ask for your prayers also so that i may go to the seminar. I know its gonna be off the heezy fo sheezy!

After work i picked up fliers from el captian with the intentions of goign to st. lucy's youf group. THough i changed my mind cuz i didnt want to drive out to teh lbc by myself. PLus i had to return american adobo still and this other movie, so i didnt end up going. Instead i was able to chill w/heif tonite. We were watching the twilight zone and talking bout how much $$ i spend on food alone. I remember 2 years ago, id get bacon cheese potatoe wedges along with 3 cheese sticks at jack in the box almost errday! can you imagine how much grease and cloestrol not to mention fat that i accquired from eating that. Ewww that doesnt even sound appetizing right now.

Its crazy that heif and i have only known each otehr for three years yet it seems so much longer. her real name isnt heif, its jen acutally its jenilyn(pronunced jenny-lyn). We juss call each othe heif which is heifer for short. She's a great person and im so thankful to have her in my life. Its d0pe cuz she's been durr for me in my hardest times. I guess thas why she's a best friend. Probably the other person who knows me so well. Dang, shes gonna be 22 this july, i remember meeting her when she was only 19 still. Gosh time sure passes on by...

After chillin and talking to heif about food and memories, i went to the post office. I ran into ruf)pronunced roof) at the post office. I was talking to achie on the phone and i saw ruf in her car, i was like oh thas ruf!! So i ran over durr to give her some messages from achie. Then were durr talking in front of the mail boxes talking forever. I think we should go over durr sometime and juss chill w/her. Bring some food and watch a movie or play some games. She told me it sucks sometimes when she;s home by herself.

Well thas all i can think of for now. Oh jay da banker told me that brian mcknight has a tagalog version of his song 'im sorry.' Im in the process of dloading it right now. It sounds pretty crazy and yes it is brian mcknight singing the song. I wonder what possesed him to sing a song in tagalog. Oh my rec aide made me this hip-hop cd today. haha How coo is that, its got a lot of the ol skool joints like the humpty dance, fantastic voyage, and other songs. Aiight thas it for now, please pray for me so i can go to the seminar on sat.

Oh yeah, im in the process of picking out a few places to eat for sat. Robby suggested houstons but thas hella expensive. I found this other place in newport beach called the 21oceanfront, cuz its on the pier of newport. But that looked a little too expensive too. Im looking at this McCormick & Schmick's in irvine off of main st. IM planning on making a decision by tomorrow so i can send out teh evite.


Whurr to eat? Whurr to eat? Pray for me please so i can go to the Eucharist Seminar!

"Aye yo, what about you, what about me I'm tryin' to get dough, nothin' come for free..."im done, im out God bless!

"If angels were capable of envy, they would envy us for two things:one is receiving Holy Communion, and the other is suffering..."-St. Faustina

I love this picture, this is was taken 3 decembers ago for our friend's birfday dinner. The other guys i use to chill w/before sh were into dragon ball z. Id watch erronce in a while but never got into it really. Anyway, so we took this dragonball z pose, which you see above. haha its pretty funny i think. Ah those were the days doing the same thing errweekend. Eat out then watch the latest movie @ the block. haha

Today was coo. I got to talk to archie online, that was the first time ive ever talked to him online i think. haha But it was a good convo, then on the way to work i ended up seeing again @ teh stop light on western. Then we talked again on my way to work. haha Then i ended up seeing him @ mcondalds later on aftter prayer meeting.

Work was really good today, i had 12 kids w/me today. They spent half the time making paper plate spirals and having contests to see who can make the longest one. One of the city council members dropped by and he was really pleased and happy w/all the kids. Which made me feel good and my boss was happy. Then later on we played red rover outside. That was fun! Red rover red rover send reirich right over. haha One of the girls lost her toof. Came back they watched the movie 'treasure planet.' Later on one of the parks & rec commissiners came in and saw my room and was totally impressed.They all like me! haha esp the parks & rec comission.

Big ups to my prayer buddy jem, for doing such a d0pe job leading prayer meeting. I love her prayers, she gives her whole heart up to God. Surrenders errthang to Him. I told her last nite next time i lead i might try not bring anything and juss let teh spirit talk to me. We'll see how that goes, i dont know im skurred to do that. Or i might juss write dwon prayers and use less stories. Its getting harder and harder each time i prepare my materials for prayer meeting. There's this song i want to try out...if possible, well see.

Jay from the bank came to prayer meeeting along w/his friend billy. The other jay was suppose to go, but he never showed up. I thought he wouldve told jl last nite he was gonna go. Apparently not cuz JL didnt even know till i told her tonite. I was going to tell her @ mass but i totally forgot after mass. I think imma the other jay, bowler jay haha cuz i met him last mon. going bowling. Bowling jay or somethign to that extent. Bof of the jays are d0pe people. BIg ups to robby for taking the time out to talk to him and stuff.

Jay from the bank and i had a nice conversation. Its actually probably are longest one haha or something. He was showing me pictures of this girl he use to like then this other girl from up norf he flew her down from. I was giving him some advice bout this one girl hes kinda talking to. The girl lives in daygo and errtime her and jay talk shes always talking bout how great this other guy, jason treats her. I guess the girl told jay that he wasnt really treating well and he wasnt doing stuff for her so thas why she started to hang out w/taht guy jason.

Shed call jay but only to talk bout how great jason is. She had told jay that she deserves better cuz she did 10 times more then what he did for her. His thing was why do you gotta compare? I guess he always durr for her helping her w/hw or juss talking to her. The girl got discouraged w/jay cuz she was waiting for him to ask her out already. Yet shes the type always going out and meeting new people. Where as he wanted to see some kind of commitment first. So last sun he was driving to church and he calls her. She tells him straight up, ' dont think i like you anymore.' Oooh harsh! She apologized for it but also told jay he needed to work for her. Meaning like he needed to work for her to give him a chance.

BooOO that straigh out stupid. I could tell already that girl is like high maintence and has all these expecations. Why should he have to work to get a chance w/her. Especially after she said i dont think i like you anymore. I suggested to him not to pursue her anymore. Shes not worf his time and theres better things to do. She jsus want your attention cuz you give her the attention she likes. There was moer i said but thats the basics. Agh, i could never be w/a girl like that. I told him not to call her anymore, he could be friends but not call her anymore.


Whurr can we eat out for my birfday?

"I got the magic stick, I know if I can hit once, I can hit twice, I hit the baddest chicks..."im done, im out God bless!

"How many cares one loses when one decides not to be something, but to be someone..."

That's me showing off my buffness at the capt.s birfday party a couple weeks ago. Haha i know its retarted but thought id put it on hurr anyway. Today was a very busy day at work, praise God though for a successful one.
I woke up @ 715am this morning and im so tired cuz i slept @ 130am. THough i guess its better then working @ 6am oh gosh that sucks! agh! i remember those 6-2pm shifts erronce in a while. It was nice getting off @ 2pm but the days were longer and oh man i hated waking up @ 530am.

We had staff inservice today at work, to go over all the rules and expectations of errthang. I did a d0pe presentation on pretend event i would plan out. My boss was very happy w/it! woOo i did it so it looked organized and all durr. Robby knows how im anal bout being organized and keeping things clean and neat. haha They took us out to lunch today too @ red robin. It was very good stuff! Mmmm

I wanted to take a nap today after work but i didnt get the chance. Thas why im so worn out now. Thas probably why also i didnt bowl well. I love bowling on mon. nites, its a good way to start off the week. That guy jay from the bank came. Imma call him banker jay now hahah even though he doesn work @ the bank. He brought his brother, and his brother's girl and their friend. They were coo people, its funny their friend works w/babyvee @ juice it up. It was funny cuz when he saw babyveee he was like ' alright the juice it up team is hurr now.' hahaha
I took michael w/me, you remember the really tall mike. He bowled very well for being his first time in a while. He had that 'left hand' advantage thing going on tahs why. Jl brought back her friend neighbor friend jay. Imma call neighboord jay. I still havent come up w/anything for ann. We bowled till almost 12am and then went to get soemthign to eat w/ju ju be. im too tired to write more.


Hurr robby, i freaking did it the right way! haha

"I've waited so long to say this to you, if you're asking do I love you this much, I do..."Im done, im out GOd bless!

"We cannot always build the future for our youth, but we can build our youth for the future..."

Im feelin this html stuff, now that i can post pics, it adds more creativity and color to my blogs! woOoo! The picture that you see above is two years ago when i use to work @ champions. Those are two of the kids i use to work with at the rufless daycare. haha I miss the kids in a way, but they all needed to be spanked really hard. They dont listen and are all so OA! Those two kids below were cool, though they had their days. That one kid w/the glasses was travis and he reminded me of the kid in the movie "jerry magguire." haha Im sure you can see the resemblence. Then the girl is my best friend heif, well her real name isnt heif, its jen. Thas juss our nicknames for each other. haha

The quote above especially pertains to today's youf. So many of them have no place to go and they end up doing stupid stuff. All the stuff that we know is bad. Thas why i like working w/kids especially w/teenagers to try and to help them. To give them guidance and support, to be durr for them. Though i must admit its not easy and often times i get real impatient. Especially with the kids i work with today. Although id take the kids i work with now over the kids @ the daycare any day. We are all God's children!

Went a little early to mass to help jaymee, jeanne and the mexican pass out fliers for the upcoming EUCHARISTIC SEMINAR NEXT SAT. @ 9am! The three of us had some good convos going on. Jaymee was funny she said good thing i dont have a gf otherwise id have no time for her. haha Or imagine if she wasnt into the same stuff. Were joking around and id be like COME ON we gotta fellowship or COME ON we gotta run the lines from the debut. hahaha Shed be anabelle and id be ben. haha okay imma stop that was corny.

Mass was good, today we celebrated the Soleminity of the Body and Blood of Jesus. Fr. Paul served mass and oh man his homily was juss d0pe. He talked bout how were all part of the body of Christ. HOw we are the body and Jesus is the head. And how we need Jesus juss as much as we need him. He gave examples of being part of the body by like biting your finger really hard. It would hurt juss the same way if you got mad @ someone or hurt someone. Or if you stepped on teh your friends foot, the same exact way.

Then he went to talk bout how some people think mass is boring. The reason why they think its boring is cuz they have developed their interior insides yet. Meaning they havent developed a prayer life, some time each day to talk to Jesus. It was a really good homily, you shouldve been durr. Fr. Paul is a crackup i wish he could stay w/us hurr. Though its d0pe knowing he'll be back in sept. again. HE called me 'charasmatic boy' and then he talked bout how i talk a lot. haha he said something like give me the mic and ill juss go on and on. hahah

After distributing all the fliers, aela, jeanne, the mexican, ju ju be, pb and i went to eat @ marie calendars. Imma juss shorten the mexican by saying 'the mex.' Its too long to write out the whole word mexican. Oh speaking of those people, we saw his friends @ kinkos. Oh and did you know ju ju be use to work @ kinkos before? He's Mr. Kinko himself! haha ask him. ANyway we ate durr and i had my usual buffalo wings.
They took my sim card away for half of the day cuz i was texting people during the sfc talk. agh! i had to do something while sitting down forever! My phone is my 2nd best friend i tell ya! Then i thought i lost my cross choker the velascos got me in the pi, but i came to see the mex had it on! This guy likes to be me! haha

After eating, we all went over to pray the chaplet @ St. Polycarp. They were suppose to have adoration today, i dont know why they didnt though. Maybe theyre having it tomorrow instead or something. So we spent a littel while praying in front of the blessed sacrament. I like praying over durr cuz youre juss so upclose w/Jesus and its so d0pe! Then we went into the garden where they had the statue of our Mother of Perpetual Help. Arch gave us a lesson on the essence of the statue. Great job arch!

Arch was so kind today he treated us all out for snacks @ the souf street towne center. Some got avocado shakes and others like ju ju be and i got ice cream! Aela asked what kind of ice crem i got and then the mex responded back 'the messy kind' cuz it was dripping all over the table. The lady next to us was laughing. So we sat, jeanne, the mex, aela, arch and i. We talked bout maybe taking a future pi trip w/the mejias in Oct. Well see what happens. Then we talked bout ju ju be leaving teh country, ways we can help him stay. We might put on a beneifit concert to auction off a wifey for him. haha Well call it 'Save the Jumbo' concert!

I went w/arch to pick up babyvee for 630pm mass. Then headed to a old family friends house for some advice. This guy use to work for the INS and is now retired. He's met errone in politics like judge ito and former vp al gore and others. He';s help people get us citizenship also. So i asked him bout ju ju be's situation and he gave me basic info. Pretty much it all depend on what kind of visa he has. Nopw that i know, i need to go back and ssee what he has to say. Pray that there will be some way to get ju ju be to stay!


My sister has the new Harry Potter book...she practices witchcraft! haha jk

"I see the Lord seated on the throne exalted..."im done, im out God Bless!

"The Blessed Sacrament is the first and supreme object of our worship. We must preserve in the depths of our heats a constant and uninterrupted, profound adoration of this precious pledge of Divine Love."
-Saint Mary Euphrasia Pelletier


Today we celebrate the greatest gift our Lord has left for us. HIs body and blood inside the eucharist.

On this feast of Corpus Christi in cities and towns throughout the world, Christians accompany our Lord in procession. Hidden in the host he moves through the streets and squares — just as during His earthly life — going to meet those who want to see Him, making Himself available to those who are not looking for Him.
The Corpus Christi procession makes Christ present in towns and cities throughout the world. But His presence cannot be limited to just one day, a noise you hear and then forget. It should remind us that we have to discover our Lord in our ordinary everyday activity. Side by side with this solemn procession, there is the simple, silent procession of the ordinary life of each Christian. He is a man among men, who by good fortune has received the faith and the divine commission to act so that he renews the message of our Lord on earth. We are not without defects; we make mistakes and commit sins. But God is with us and we must make ourselves ready to be used by Him, so that He can continue to walk among men. -Exeprt from Christ passing us by.

Yesterday was a whole lot of nothing going on. I slept in till almost 12pm, something i havent done in ages. Then i tore up the whole kitchen. I wrote a grip out yesterday, but the stupid network wasnt working or something like that. So now im rewriting this whole entry. I dont even remember exactly what i wrote in hurr. Oh well. I pretty much worked on teh kitchen all afternoon till about 5pm, then i got ready to go the SFC intro. talk.

I picked up ju ju be, otherwise known as the filipino guru and we picked up some fliers from spv. From there we went to St. Gregory's i think its called for the sfc program. Jeanne and i didnt know anyone and we had to fill out this form where they all asking errthang bout you. Including your pin and SS # oh man that form was long! Now if i dont show up theyre gonna stalk me to see where i was. haha

The program was coo, there;s too different ministires under that whole clp. Like they havve sfc, cfc, kfc, yfc, tfc, tlc hahaha which one of the following are not a clp ministry? They should juss make one big program and call it 'people for Christ' This eliminates the confusion of what ministry youre from. haha forreal people ask you some question like what ministry youre in and you get im in sfc. Then the persons like sfc? what the hell is thaT? then you gotta explain and blah blah blah. PFc elimiates all that trouble.

The talks were back to back to back. OH whY?! They needed some kind of break inbetween one of the talks. Well thas what i think, cuz people like me cant sit still long. I kept moving around and texting errone i know during some of the talks. Dont get me wrong the talks were really good, i juss wish they had some kind of stretch break inbetween. This way you dont get sleepy and start falling asleep duriing the talks.

Reirich gave his testimony bout being 'blinded.' HOw we need to have a personal relationship w/God and how he didnt have that before cuz his eyes wurr set on materialisitic stuff. Once he found SFC it helped change his life around to make more time for God and develop a prayer life. Basic point, God should be our focus in all that we do was the point of this talk. To make sure we have a one on one relationship w/him.

The mexican gave a talk bout why its worf staying through the SFC program. The benefits he;s receieved from it and how it has helped him spiritually. The moderators would ask errnow and then, 'is it worf it?' then ju ju be yelled out, 'let me work it!' hahah it was funny he didnt realize he was talking so loud. hahahah This guy from up norf gave a d0pe testimony on how his life use ot be before. Like how he had errthang he ever wanted, then he went the wrong direction and lost it all. HOw God gave him a second chance later on down the line to make up for it. Now he's a missionary in the PI. It was a d0pe story, praise God for people like him.

I need to prayer whether im going to stay through the whole program or not. There's a coulpe of negative things to it, one its a sat. evening and two i woudlnt be able to go to carson for prayer meeting in 8 weeks! Besides that i have 1000 other things going on in my life. Well see where God wants me to go, maybe its all stuff that i could use to help teach sre in the fall. Id like to finish and graduate the program and then thatd be 1000th ministry im involved in. hahahaha God will direct me to whurr i need to go.

Oh yeah there was this one girl who was kinda cute durr @ SFC. She gave a talk also, i forogt what the title of hers was about. Anywya, i guess she knew jeanne and jaymee, so they small talked and what not. She said she remembered me frmo the youf rally cuz i was the one jumping up and down. ON top of that she thought herself oh, wow another non-filipino. Then she asked, youre not filipino are you? Then i continued to stand adn listen till she said she had a man who did teh sfc program in jersey. I told her, 'girl whas yo man gotta do w/it?!' haha

I went to adoration last ntie @ St. Dominic Savio. It felt so nice ot be back durr since its been forever since ive gone durr. Errtime im durr it juss so peaceful to be talking to Jesus and juss sit durr and having him talk to you. He told me last nite, 'Do not worry about tomorrow, for i will take care of you.' I had attempted to go St. Peter Chanel thinking they had adoration durr. BUt i came to a empty parking lot and closed doors. Oh well at least i got to go to St. Dominics.

Durrs this d0pe song i was listening to last nite. I havent heard it in the longest time, its called 'send out a prayer.' its by annointed cuz the song is annoitned! haha that was corny. anyway im dedicating it to my pb cuz oh so d0pe! Hurrs to you pB...

You try to say that nothing's wrong
but my heart can feel right through your camaflouge
don't try to tell me you'll be strong
I've been there too I know this road is hard oh yeah

when the ache feels stronger
than the strength you feel inside
it's there in your weakness
his grace will abide

Just let me send out a prayer, a cry
for help to heaven from me
Just let me send out a prayer,
Speak hope into despair for you

Let me send out a prayer for you

We're to help each other, weather these storms together
In the name of love.
That's what friends are all about. Here to help each other out.
When the push comes to shove. Ohhh.

I'll pray you through anything that you face.
Don't worry about a thing. Cuz I'll plead your case.

Just let me send out a prayer a cry,
for help to heaven from me. (Send down a prayer, send down a prayer)
Just let me send down a prayer
speak hope into despair for you

No need to worry cuz I'm in your corner.
No matter how the road may turn. (My turn, ooo yeah, mmmm)

I'll pray you through anything that you face
Don't worry about a thing cuz I'll plead your case.

Send out a prayer, a cry
for help to heaven from me. (A prayer away, A prayer away)
Just let me send out a prayer, a cry
for help to heaven from me.(Send out a prayer, send out a prayer)
Send out a prayer for you, send out a prayer for you

woOoo firework stands are out now, which means im only 2 weeks away from the big 2-1! uh oH!!


As Fred would say, 'WAR 24/7 adoration! woOO!

"Josie youre my source of most frustration, forgive when i dont meet expectation..."im done, im out God bless!

Jumbo is a filipino GURU!
hahahahaha

"Move to the beat of your heart..."

I got that off the guru, i was watching that movie yesterday w/ju ju be and babyvee. Its funny, there are some things i didnt expect to hurr and to see on durr but it was coo. Ju ju be likes that movie cuz it reminds him of himself. hahaha Why he even has this little dance to the movie, you should ask him to show it to you! I know he practices it a lot too, the song is on the menu to the movie. SO what he does is go to the main menu and juss starts to dance to it. That tight ju ju be can dance indian and im not talking bout native american indian either! haha

So that was half of my day, watching that movie the guru. I slept in till like 10 or something like that. I wanted to go to venice or go to the beach but the weather hasnt been the best. I think it was a year ago this weekend that we went to vegas. The infamous trip to v1, w/the USS sequioa, and camry #1 & 2. That's when i met those girl in barstow and they invited me into their van. haha Then thas when we started the 'mandalay bay waterfall picture.' ahh yes the memories!

After watching the guru, ju ju be and i took babyvee to work and went to cerritos mall. Well we tried to get durr by streets but kinda got misguided for a while. We ended up juss taking the freeway over durr, its easier. Besides imma a freeway is the place to be type of person. OH you know what i found out, ive been meaning to write this a while ago. I learned that reirich's middle name is marc. So his name is reirich marc angeles. I invited that guy jl and i met @ the bank to go bowling w/us. Ju ju be and babyvee were learning that song yesterday, 'redeeming love.' HE was playing the gee-tar, while she was doing the drums and i sat online chattnig while singing. hahaha

I finally made it to a cingular dealer to see maybe what was up w/my phone. They didnt know, so the guy said why dont you get a new phone? I told i wish i could, so he checked my contract and cuz i have a 2 year plan i cant upgrade. booo! Though there was good news, he said in a month when it becomes a year i can claim insruance on the phone and upgrade for a new one for $50. I rather juss do that then wait till next year. So he said he was going to give me a refurbished phone, ended up he juss restored it to factory settnigs. Which sucks cuz i lost my ring tones, some phone #s and most of all the text messages i saved, especially the ones **** sent to me. =( ::sigh::

We had core group meeting @ the velascodome last nite. It was planned to be a short one, yet core group meetings are never short. Especially, if we do check in and soaking prayer. We were praying till about almost 10pm. I think the prayer was what many of us needed, especially w/this eucharisitic seminar coming up and all. Wow to think all the good fruits its gonna bear! woOo

Babyvee and i rented that movie, 'american adobo.' Yes, another one of those filipino-american movies. This one was geared towards adults though. The other two like, 'the debut' and 'the flip side' were geared towards teens. The story is about a group of old college friends who live in ny. Theyre in their 40s and they all have each of their personal problems. I Thought it was pretty good except for a couple of scenes. Jaymee said it was american adobo-a filipno porn. hahahha That guy from cinderella was in durr and there was this cute girl in the movie too. I dont know what her name is, cuz she wasnt one of the main characters.

Jay and i like to do 2 fast 2 furious errwhere we can now. hahah His car is '2 fast 2 furious' style. I Still wanna see that movie. We pulled up to holy family church '2 fast 2 furious' style. haha it was fun, then we did that pull up and stare scene from the movie. We pulled up to aela's car and stared until thje light was green. haha it was funny, aela said we looked ghett0.


Agh were tearing up our kitchen, i hate that type of work!

"I'm like a bird, I'll only fly away, I don't know where my soul is, I don't know where my home is..."im done, im out God bless!

"I have run the race. The Lord stood by me and gave me strength."

Lord grant be strength to keep on running this race. I see many hills coming up, but i know with your grace im going to topple over them. I ask you to especially bless the core group right now. Watch over each and everyone of them. THe devil is coming hard at us, protect each and everyone of us O Lord. Strengthen us from the attacks of the devil. Keep us faifhful to you and your teachings. Give the weary energy O Lord to keep on running this race. Give them courage so tehy dont have to be afraid. Jesus I trust in you...


hApPy BirFdAy BoSs LaDy!

"I wonder how, i wonder why, i wonder where they are, the days we had, the songs we sang together..."im done, im out God bless!

"We are not called to be ‘successful’, but FAITHFUL...”


I can say, now, that I’m glad my friends pushed me to expand my horizons. You know, faith can work in a similar way. It’s not always easy to share our faith with other people, especially close friends and family. When you or I have had a profound or powerful experience of the love of God, often we feel obligated and excited to share it. That’s good. Often times too, however, we get disappointed when those we wish to share it with are uninterested or refuse to listen – that’s not good.

When it comes to matters of faith we should remember the wisdom of the Saints, like Blessed Mother Theresa who reminded us that, “We are not called to be ‘successful’, but FAITHFUL.” We are faithful to God when we live and share the Gospel with others, NOT when they are “converted” or “transformed”. We are not anyone’s Savior…that job has already been filled.

We cannot change anyone. Only God can change the hearts of others, when those hearts are moved, and open to Him. All we can do is to be faithful and faith-filled, showing others how wonderful a new experience can be through our personal love of it, our recommendation and our willingness to “share” from our own plate in bite size pieces. That is the ‘faithfulness’ that Mother Theresa spoke about, and that is the faithful example that St. Paul speaks about in Ephesians 3:17-19.

You’ve heard that “you can lead a horse to water, but you can’t make it drink”. Same premise here – you can drive someone to Church, but you can’t make them love God. I need to concentrate on continually trying to change MY own heart more, growing in love of God and neighbor. I need to concentrate on being faithful, and through that faithfulness, God willing, someday I may just be successful, too.

Sometimes its so hard to share your faith w/other people. Especially those who are not catholic. I find it hard trying to talk to one of my good friends. A fallen away catholic now protestant, who always tells me he's christian and im catholic. Though i always tell him were bof christian. I praise God for those who i encounter that i can share my faith with. Like my boss especially and some few people who i come across with at work. It can be tough like getting people to go to prayer meeting or even having the courage to invite some random person you dont know. I've down that a couple times and it get skurred. I get insecure and start to think 'what are these people gonna think of me?' THough im happy that God gives me the strength to juss go on w/it anyway.

Today work was tiring, i was putting together 3 shelves. Working with little girls who are juss full of drama! Putting out fires and trying to discipline all at the same time. ahh all in a days work i guess, i put this other half cork/white board in my office on my wall. Now my whole side of the wall is juss flooded with pictures. Haha majority of the pictures are servant's heart. I thought of another SH trend...magic mic! wOoo All our new rec leaders start on mon. so we have a staff inservice in the morning. I have to give a talk bout the summer programs, what were doign and what i want to see. I hope these people will be coo, though i usually get a long w/errone.

I wanna give a big up to ann for bringing another d0pe person to chill with tonite. I love how she's brings all her friends around us. And the two people shes brought are really easy to get along with. I mean theyre coo, like you talk to them and stuff. For example jason #2 totally juss fits in w/errone and gets a long w/errone too. Ann brought another friend joseph tonite. I felt bad for the guy cuz his girl called him and was upset he was out w/ann i think. So he had to leave to put out a fire cuz she was going to break up w/him. Girls like that are so dumb.

Boss lady's party was juss totally happening tonite. Then again any party @ the soratorio househould is always gangsta! On the reals yo! Ju ju be came up w/this game on the magic mic. See you had to let magic mic choose a random song for you. Then sing it, the person w/the lowest score had to sing and dance in front of errone. The person w/the highest score had to choose the song for the lowest score person. It was fun, it started off w/juss ju ju be, lyn², boss lady, ann, joseph, fred, povina, and i. Then errone hopped on the random game train like banne, robby, jeanne, jl, jennif and the mexican.

We all took our turns singing these random songs. THough it was tight cuz no one really sang by themselves, we all sang with them. Big ups to jennif for her 'funky town' routine. haha That was hardcore say what karaoke! Then banne doing mambo #5 in tagalog and scoring a 97! wow! Ann singing celebrations and jubliations haha. Povina getting lost singing some forget bout me song by some guy name louie. Fred was funny too singing his rendition of an elton john song. Robby got some christmas song, that was funny also. haha In the end ju ju be won w/a score of 98. He then had to choose a song for povina. He chose girls juss wanna have fun. haha BOss lady volunteered to back up povina, while picking me to go up durr and jennif too. hahahahah that was juss tons of fun!! Good times, good times! Ü

JPFish187: how come youre never online anymore
JPFish187: =(
DaYsL33pR: hehehe dunno
DaYsL33pR: i think its the Curse of Summer
DaYsL33pR: haha its wat my friend told me
DaYsL33pR: once again its summer and now no ones gonna be online
DaYsL33pR: i was doing good at the beginning, online ALL the time
DaYsL33pR: now im loosing the good fight
JPFish187: hahaha
JPFish187: well come back
JPFish187: and win t
JPFish187: the battle
DaYsL33pR: hahaha
DaYsL33pR: but... but
DaYsL33pR: did you see the simpsons when they stopped watchign cartoons?
JPFish187: hahai think so
DaYsL33pR: yea
DaYsL33pR: see, when they stopped
DaYsL33pR: they finally started going outside
DaYsL33pR: building stuff
JPFish187: hahaha
JPFish187: oh yeah
JPFish187: haha
DaYsL33pR: making the world a better place
JPFish187: but how will i get to talk to you
JPFish187: then
JPFish187: haha
DaYsL33pR: i'm just trying to make the world a better place
DaYsL33pR: when i go to work,d uh!
JPFish187: hahaha
DaYsL33pR: and through such ways as comments and tags on blurties and blogs
JPFish187: hahaha
JPFish187: okay okay
DaYsL33pR: hahaha im kidding
DaYsL33pR: but i wont be not online forever lol


Aww my 'Hope' will be gone for a few weeks...=(

"I will love you, as long as i live from this moment on..."im done, im out God bless!

01. I hurt: cuz my first marriage didnt work out =(
02. I love: my community! especially...haha
03. I hate: when people juss dont listen to me
04. I cry: i dont cry @ all, i have no emo in me haha jk
05. I fear: being lost in the forest haha
06. I hope: that i will fall in love and live happlily ever after...that was gay haha
07. I am sad: when i dont get to see...
08. I feel alone: when im emo haha
09. I kill: myself when im late to some function! agh!
10. I talk: a lot!
11. I listen: to people when they talk to me
12. I break: pusos haha yeah right not even close
13. I see: a once broken care-o-lot coming back together
14. I smell: my bo haha ew sick
15. I taste: nothing im hungry
16. I work: @ the city of stanton, man i need to get promoted!
17. I remember: when i scored 135 bowling! haha
18. I hold: no grudges against anyone
19. I hide: what i may be really feelin sometimes
20. I pray: that i dont go back to exile haha
21. I walk: around the house
22. I drive: myself crazy thinking of you
23. I read: vibe! woOOo
24. I burn: errthang in sight
25. I breathe: through my nose
26. I play: with kids that are oa!
27. I miss: lots of things...
28. I touch: the keyboard
29. I learned: that being exile sucks! haha
30. I feel: lazy
31. I know: boss lady birfday party is tonite! woOoo
32. I said: i havent said anything since i woke up
33. I dream: well that i had made this really d0pe soup, noodle soup for the seniors @ work
34. I have: to get food for tonite
35. I want: to get new shoes and a new tv and new digicam
36. I fall: for ann cuz were now married haha jk
37. I wait: for my birfday to come!
38. I need: my own computer
39. I live: for lots of food! haha

"I found your picture today, i swear ive changed my ways. I just called to say i love you, come back home i love you..."im done, im out God bless!

"We make a living by what we get, but make a life by what we give..."

Agh, i had a Lord of the Rings picture i wanted to scan and post but i lost it! booo maybe i left @ work on my desk by accident. If i find it tomorrow i guess ill post it on hurr. Its 1245am, my eyes are hurting and im watching menace II society, im sure yall remember that movie. haha I told ya i like them urban black movies, except this one aint comedy. haha Actually im not exactly watching the movie full force. Hmm so let;s move on with my day.

I finally got the window fixed in my car. It looks nice again, though im all paranoid now bout something else happening to it. I know imma get weired out driving it tomorrow. I was kinda freaked out on the way home from the kings that early morning. After i saw the hole, i was thinking of all these crazy bad things happening to me. Then i got skurred right when i pulled up and the whole thing shattered into broken glass. =( I looked inside the car and i was getting flashbacks of that sun. morning. Well its all fixed now, so im happy.

Praise God for juss great friends who are there when you need them. Like last nite how jeanne picked me up to go kojis last nite and dropped me off. HOw banne took me to work this morning and how ann picked me up and dropped me off from work today. Thanks all yall for juss helping me out when i was a scrub. haha Forreal though, thanks for all the help! I really appreciate it and once i accumlate some more $$ over the summa, ill reward you all. haha

So reirich told me to make this chatroom and theres like a million people in the room. Well i had a randumb thought earlier today. Actually i had two. First off, its crazy how errone is all into the digicam revolution now. I remember back n the day, when it was only me. I was the only paparazzi, then it grew as more and more people caught on to the digicam revo. Now errone has one! Because mine is sooo obsolete(and broken too, i think) Im retiring from the digicam revo. until i get a new one. However, i will substitute errnow and then.

Next random thought, deals w/by brotha robby. Its crazy, i remember back in aug. It was a cold summer evening. haha ANyway the setting takes place inside his house in the kitchen. We were killing time before watching a movie. I forgot what movie we were gonna see, weve seen so many movies together. Well i remember he told me he was going to start to work out and loose weight. Now look so many months later how pogi, sexy and slim he is! haha on the reals yo! He worked out day and nite, he went all out! But i give him mad props for all his determintation and dedication. Agh there i blogged bout it, now are you happy?! haha

Work was aiight today, i was getting a little impatient and frustrated w/the girly girls. We were running lines for these different types of skits. Well to sum it all up, little girls are juss full of drama! agh one thing right after the other which gives me a headache! Its hard working with little girls who whine a lot and juss are oa. ahhh thas why i perfer working with older kids, less whinning. Though theyre still oa.

Prayer meeting was really good tonite, teh spirit was moving up down all aronud the room. There were many new faces, mainly adults. Jeanne let the spirit talked to her tonite and away she went w/her prayers. Good job jeanne! I dont know im too skurred and i dont think im ready yet to lead usiing spontaenous prayers. i think ill juss stick to the stories. haha Fr. Paul seems to enjoy them anyway, in fact he remembers two of the ones i had read last week. Banne came back to prayer meeting tonite, which was totally d0pe. Rocky came and his friend who though achie was hot. haha

Reirch seemed really happy tonite like real hmm i dont wanna say bubbly but juss excited. haha SH trends catch on like wildfire. Its tight though, someone starts a trend and errone else hops right on like its wildfire! That didnt make sense. I wanna throw a bonfire, but this summer is juss hella packed. I dont know if theres even time to do it. I remember when jeanne and i went to the beach back in hmm late march? We were over looking the pier and we said we couldnt wait till summer came. Now, summer is already hurr pretty much.

Jason #2 and i were doing some acting tonite outside of mcdonalds. Ju ju be was filming the whole thing too, i must say were bof pretty good actors. Jaymee was asking jumbo bout his suprise hes working on. THen she said the suprise will be...'suprise im in the pi!' hahahah i thought that was funny. Poor babyvee having work problems that sucks. Though i know how boss' can be sometimes...agh!

Okay so i need people err friends to accompany me to vegas july 11-13. When this was planned on easter my cousins were gonna go. NOw theyre not and i juss have my parents, sister and some of my aunts and uncles going. Which is coo but hello i need people to drink it up with! I need someone to stay out late with, i dont wanna be back in the hotel @ like 10pm. haha I wanna be back in durr @ 10am!

There was a priest at my sister's grad. last week. I thought that was pretty funny, i saw him in the crowd taking pictures as the kids were walking up the asile. haha MAybe one of the kids needed a last min. confession or something before he/she received their diploma. What else is durr to talk bout, man i still cant get over that cute girl that came into work yesterday. Cute girls never come into the city of stanton. Actually there's this asian chick who teaches the senior physicall fitness...maybe i can hook up w/her. hahaha

How many sh trends can you name? Blogs, Html codes, nelly slang, digicam revo. Oh it was funny jeanne brought up my old friend lelia. Im sure the guys remember her real well. For those who dont know the story it goes something like this...back in sept. the guys had gone out to lunch @ the loft. MMmM spam masubi! Well the waitress was aiight. They got a box to pack the extra food and we had an extra box, so they left my # on the back of it. At first i was agh, whyd you do that for?! THen i said its coo, whatever its unlikely she'll call.

Well that nite i go to apologetics and tell them that she called me back and were talking for a while. I made up this whole story bout her. I said her name was lelia and i created a fake # for her and errthang. hahah it was totally funny seeing them so into the story. Of course though, they found in the end it was all fake and a joke. haha Another one of those,'it would make for a better story though' type of story. Juss like the april fools joke i played! hahha


I need friends to go to vegas wif me!!!

"WOuldnt you agree baby you and me, we gotta a groovy kind of love..."im done, im out God bless!

"Each person is gifted in some area, we just have to find out..."

First off, this has gotta be like this wreck hondas month or something?! RObbys car got broken into last nite, which totally sucks cuz he got stuff jacked from him. Buena Park is not a safe place to live no more...haha I hate looking @ my car w/o a back window and the extra pieces of glass on the sides. Agh yesterday there was a car that looked exaclty like mine. Then i saw another tonite that looked mine. The guy was suppose to come out and fix it today. They called back and didnt have the window so hes coming back tomorrow. Hopefully its all ready to go by the time i get home form work. It sucks having no car! boOOo

I went to work an hour earlier then i was suppose to. For some reason i thought i worked @ 10 instead of 11am. Its all good, now i got an extra hour of sleep tomorrow morning! woOO! I had 1 girl today then 3 others came @ 3pm. I hope more will come thoroughout the weeek, i worked hard on setting up the room. The director was feelin it too, which was a big relief. One major thing to do left, do my supply list.

Today i was in my classroom and i saw thorough my window, this fly filipina! woOO! I was reading the book nite to my one kid, then i was caught off guard by her beauty. haha so after she left i went to the front and asked my co-worked what she was hurr for. Turns out she was applying for the rec poisiton. Too bad the 2 positions are already filled! oh why!?!! i was looking @ her application and dude, she's smart. She got her ba from ucr a couple years ago in psycho. NOw going for her masters @ sdsu. Shes been a sub teacher and some other stuff. I thought why woudl you wanna work as a rec leader when you got a ba? Oh well too bad teh positions are already filled! awww

I invited my boss to the eucharistic seminar today and he looked to see what he was doing that day. Turns out we have a skateboard workshop that day. He was like guess what buddy youre working. OH its cool, he goes yeah but i dont want you to miss it. Well work something out, maybe we can get the new people to work. I thought wow thas so d0pe. Praise God for a catholic boss! Im blessed to be where i am at.

Went to eat @ koji's @ the block w/ann, the mexican and jeanne tonite. That was my first time at the place so i was a bit lost looking @ the menu. Its coo, i got to be the iron chef tonite and cook some good food for me! The waitress was pretty cute, though the mexican tried to spit his game after i already called her. Thas the 3rd time now within the 2 weeks w/3 different girls! haha The waitress was mine cuz i asked her to lgiht my fire for me and she did! haha

We walked around the block for a while since we were killing some time. Excercising all the meat we all ate from that nite. Jeanne paid for me to do the mechanical bull, too bad i only stayed on 19 secs the first time, then 21 the second time. Then we ran into ann's friends, the girl was cute. I was juss running into all these cute girls today, must be cute girl day or something. I also saw another cute one @ the block. haha I wanted to do the rock climbing, but the mexican wouldnt pay for me to go. hahah So we ended up getting some swe3ts from heaven.

I was reading my sisters yearbook today, oh man talk bout much coriness! This one guy wrote well the time has come where we must depart and all this other emo stuff. hahah oh man i was totally laughing when i was reading it. I guess my sister and that guy went out today to chill...hmmm hahah hs we always think were gonna keep in touch w/errone. Turns out its only like that for the summer after you graduate. Once college starts, its like whaas your name again? whjo are you?! haha

Did the weekly $1.50 @ linbrook tonite. I called francis up to play but he didnt call me back, that heifer! haha ON the first game w/jeanne, the mexican, ann, jl tommy and jay #2 i did really well. I got 135 suprisingly. I was doing the whole crouch and bowl technique. Only it only worked for that one game, the otehr two i juss totally sucked as usual. The first one most of my frames were spares and couple of strikes. That whole cross bowling jacked me up. haha i felt like the kid in that movie rookie of the year. hahaha

JL brought her neighbor jay to come out and chill. Also they brought their friend tommy. Bof of those guys were really cool. Tommy graduated from kennedy and knows my cousin and her friends. Ha, what a small world...I guess jl made a bet w/jay that if he lost tonite hed go to prayer meeting. JL lost, so she;s still in the works of trying to bring jay. Maybe she can get tommy matolla to come too! Jeanne told me something funny tonite...haha
Im watching deliver us from eva right now, i love watching those urban black comedys! haha Pops and i play soul train @ the house. hahahah i love that game!

Aiight well pray that my car gets fixed tomorrow. Also pray for my neighbor, she lost her 6month old baby last week. I guess he died in his sleep, they had the funeral today. Pray for the baby and their family please. Well ill see errone tomorrow! Until then, keep it gangsta!


I need to get my cell phone fixed real sooN! I want a new one!

"Silly as Sally then found in alleys, I'm rowdy really.."im done, im out God bless!

"She is the ocean and you are the fish that dwells inside the water..."

Im so worn out, i went to work this afternoon for an hour then i went back tonite for another hour and a half. BUt praise God i got what i needed to do done and over with. I juss hope and pray they like what i did to the other room. I had some great help tonite! woOo i wouldve never got it all done if i didnt have some special helpers helping me tonite! I dont think i wouldve stayed as late either, its skurry over @ work.

I didnt do much at all today. Went to mass as usual and wendy calls me up. She asks me to be a lector and read the first reading for mass. I was skurred and nervous. I got to hold the gospel too and proceed w/errone down to the altar. I felt weird cuz i wasnt even dressed up either, juss in jeans and a sweater. I think i did alright, i dont think i read too fast or slow. Though mi sure you could tell that i was nervous. When you look up and see all those people lookin @ you its skurry! haha

Had blank angus for lunch cuz my grandpa wanted prime rib. It wasnt exactly as good as in teh dinner time. I dont know it didint seem like there was a lot of selections to choose from. My aunt had some kind of metal in her salad. The manager didnt even bother to take it off teh check but the waitress gave my aunt a on the house dessert. That was nice of her.

I came home after work and i cleaned up all the glass inside my car. Pray that i find someone who is good and reasonable. I changed the oil on my broken window car today too. ::sigh:: Thas pretty much my day in a nutshell. haha I talked to that other guy michael that use to go to prayer meeting over the summer. There;s like 1000 michaels in the community. Ju ju be was being emo & dramatic tonite check it...

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WooO boss lady's birfday is on thurs! I looOoOove boss lady!

"How deep is your love, tell me what its gonna be..."im done, im out God bless!

"Even if its a little thing; do something for those who have need of help, something for which you get no pay, but the privilege of doing it..."

I like the sound of those quote, it says even if its something small and you get no money out of it, do it from the kindness of your heart. The best reward you can receive is the thought of knowing you were able to help someone out. Many times, espcially in today;s world there are so many greed people out there. Someone who is in need asks for a favor, yet they expect something in return. Ill admit sometimes i can be the same way, though i try not to get it like that. I know thas not what God would expect of me. We have do kind actions and works! I know i mentioned this before in a previous entry, so today try and do something nice for someone or if someone asks of a favor of you do it w/o expecting anything in return.

Yesterday, was a pretty hectic day. Woke up and started to get the house ready and cleaned up for the party today. Moving things around, cleaning things, etc. etc. You know how those things go! Then we had to decorate the house, w/balloons, streamers, and more. Well i didnt have to do the decorating juss move things around and pick some things up. Then i had some drama earlier which kinda threw off my day. I ended up running to the blessed sacarment, i needed someone to talk to. Who else better to help me out then Jesus' himself?!

After spending one on one time w/Jesus, i went back home to join the festivities. Heif was there already, which made me feel better seeeing her. Its funny the people who came that i invited came all at different times. There was more people then i expected at the party, which was suprising. Some of my sister's friends came, which also was suprising, cuz she has no friends. haha jk naw cuz there's 1,000,000,000 grads and grad parties going on. Couple of kristina's friends came towards the end of the party. Im suprised ryan didnt go.

ha! speaking of him. I was w/ann @ lincoln video later on that day, and i ran into his parents! We were bof looking for that movie 'tears of the sun.' Turns out when the guy was putting movies back on the shelf, i took it from the guys hand. haha Then ryan's dad said to me, 'oh they must be out of them today.' I said, 'yeah probably.' I checked out the movie and left! haha i wasnt bout to tell him, i got the last one.

We had a grip of diffrent types of food. My aunt made white chocolate and chocolate dripped strawberries! MmMmmM! Then my mom had made honey bbq wings, were good! Then there was pansit, rice, lechon, lumpia, and other sorts of dishes. One of my cousin's whom i ahvent seen in a while was there w/his girl. He's tight, cuz he does his personal training. Meaning that he's people's personal trainer. He makes $50 each session he does.
Then my other cousins moved from newport beach to garden grove, thas coo so she's closer for me to visit! yay!

Jeanne and the mexican came later one. She only came cuz i told her there was chocolate dipped strawberries! hahaha My aunt saw the mexican;s purple hawiian shirt and she told him she wanted it. The mexican offered it to her and of course she took up on the offer. hahaa So he's suppose to give me the shirt on tues. nite. haha Then my fam bam told them they should hook up. They kept asking if they were together and my aunt said shed pray and fast so they could get together. My uncle told jeanne jokingly, never get married. haha oh man my fam bam tribe is crazy! Now you know why we dont have many fam bam get togethers. haha jk Ann also stopped by and they thought she was pretty.

So there looks like there;s going to be a wedding after all on my birfday. I honestly dont want to spend the whole evening over durr. I may juss leave after the wedding, so i can go to the union for my birfday celebration. haha jk The wedding is @ 630 @ oakely in irvine, its weird i dont know exactly why its over durr. Its high maintence cuz you gotta rsvp then they mail you tickets to getr into the wedding. Its not your traditional catholic church wedding. This should be interesting, i wonder whos gonna marry them, the president of oakley sunglasses?! haha

Went to the kings residence, for the 3rd time that day.. Our party pretty much dwindled down so i thought id make my way over durr. Besides errone was watching 'tears from the sun' anyway. We watched mulan! oh man she's hot! moms and boss lady totally thught she looked like my sister. i didnt think so! I havent watched mualn in forever! If she was a real live person, oh man id so jock her! hahah moving on... most of us wanted to play this new mafia version, but ehh well that didnt work out. boooo! We ended up playing this other card sharing game. Before that though, jumbo gave me a fortune reading. Something was up w/those cards last nite. haha

So we played this card sharing game, you pick a card. Then whatever # you have thas how many things you share bout yourself. Theyre suppose to be facts that no one knows. I thought it was pretty fun, i learn some new things bout errone. Actually, it should be called the, 'when i was a kid' game, cuz mostly errone talked botu their childhood and all the bad stuff they done. hahaha it was still fun though! Then we ended the evening in prayer. When i walked to my car, i noticed when i was driving a medium sized hole in teh back window. I thought when i got home id take a better look at it. When i got home the whole window broke into shatterd glass. booooo! that totally sucked hard! so as of now my back window has no window! agh!! so tomorrow i gotta call and find out whurr to get it fixed. Please pray for me that i get it fixed along w/other things! thanks!

Well thas my update for now, until next time keep it gangsta! My men are returning home from ashore today. I pray that return home safe and in one piecel along w/good health!


Boo! My car is broken for now!

"This man has got them scared to death, hope he doesnt see right through me, why was i a fool for cuttiing gym..." im done, im out God bless!

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"Blessed is the influence of one true loving human soul on another..."

WooOo so i have another hater who has tagged my blog! Thanks for hitting it up to give me the rattings! Whoever the anonymous person is, try learning to spell the word right first? aiight coo. Im glad you take the time out to read my posts and find them entertaining. haha Hook me up w/your link so i can make sure i return the favor!

Something ive been thinking about a lot lately. Especially within the last couple days about servant's heart. I think or actually i know God is truly watching over us. We've gone through some tuff battles this past 6 months, but we've been knocking them down, slowly one by one. I think though, God was really testing us within these past 6 months. He knew that errone in the group was close, especially after mission trip II. Its like working in a group and after you put a big puzzle together. After the puzzle is complete you dont want to mess it up. BUt you have those people who like to mess around and pick out pieces.

Thas what God did to us. He said lets take out a couple of pieces and see how well you guys and can handle it. Are you guys all talk or are you actions as well? It was a hard, but of course we pushed through. Though i know the devil was part of the whole thing also. Anger, jealously, hate, resentment, those arent positive fruits. The devil sat back and watched us as our hearts were hurting. NOw though, the devil is loosing cuz love conquers all, especially God's love.

This reminds of that movie care bears the movie part II. Okay i know it sounds gay, but im using this as an example for my analogy. In the movie, in care-a-lot the place whurr the carebears live, they were having an eartfquake. They had this care-o-meter and it was a big heart shapped tower. Well it was cracking, cuz people on earf started to quit caring. This lead to the earfquakes and thunderstorms the carebears were having in care-o-lot. The care-o-meter represents Servant's Heart as a whole. For a while sh was cracking, cuz people stopped caring.

The carebears represents the community members in sh. Some of them were weak and a hard time. While other carebears continued to push through and get people to care. Tender Heart bear who reprsents aela, was one of the main leaders of the carebears doing errrthang in her might to keep care-a-lot from falling. With the help of much prayer, and care bear stare power, things were getting on the right track. The meter on the care-o-meter wasnt dropping drastically anymore. It was rising, the earfquakes began to stop and care-o-lot was back in order again. Same exact that has happened to SH, only care-o-lot is still under construction. There are some things that are still getting fixed. Praise God that the once cracked care-o-meter is now mended back together again.

Today was another long day for me, i realized that all my saturdays between now and beginning of august are booked. I didnt get to sleep till 2am after blogging and errthang. I woke up @ 615am, so worn out and tired but i got up and got ready. Met up w/hope and her house and we went to her work. I got to see hope's classroom and all her kids! Wow i understand how she can be so drained by the end of her day! Went to mass, which was nice being i hadnt gone all week. I like the way they do the alleuia. Following mass was an award's ceremony and then clean up time.

Went back and took a quick 20 min. nap @ her house, then met up w/robby for lunch @ his work. We ate @ ihop again! mmm and i had the same thing like i did on moN! mmmm it was good, though i coudlnt finish it all. We found this flip flop slipper wherehouse on the way over, so we stopped over there on the way home. haha oh man there are slippers errwhere! hope surely was in heaven! haha Came home and i took a nice two hour nap, to help reboost me for a meeting i had later that nite. i love sleep! especially extra sleep. While in hope's car, we were listening to some hawiian island music. It made me want to sit @ a spa totally juss chillin in there. One year and one month from now ill get to do that though! wooOOO! Ü

Met up w/the scrc core team @ hometown buffet. Praise God that the meeting wasnt all the way in westco. Oh man those drives are so long. Especially on friday nites, and then the meetings tend to run even longer. Its all good i guess, its for God. The meeting went well, i wish i didnt eat though cuzi w asnt even hungry. So exciting to see errthang come together. Hope plays a major leadership role in this core group. Im glad that were doing it together! Doing scrc stuff has helped us bond more! woOo =)

Okay thas it for now, i gotta anotehr long day ahead of me tomorrow. i wanna buy a jump rope cuz those are tight! My legs are sore from jump ropping last nite. I added christy's blurty link on my page, go and check that out! My men are @ shore this weekend and wont be returning until sunday. Im sure theyre having a d0pe time on shore. I handed and invited 2 random people tonite from St. Peter Chanel. They were like hmm id say kids my age. Probably a little bit younger than me. Anyway, after confession i gave them a flier and business card to attend prayer meeting and teh seminar. I hope they go or take the time to check out like that guy jay from the bank. He's supposedly coming ot prayer meeting this tues. hmm interesting...

IM still in the process of putting together a guest list for the wedding evite. Which reminds me, i still need to ask Fr. brennan to see if he'll marry bg and i. hahaha oohh how exciting! I think well throw the wedding shower @ the city of stanton, well rent out the hall or use the park again. haha As for pops, happy birfday man, thanks for being not the bestest dad or the most caring dad in the whole wide world, but the most abusive dad! haha jk i dont want to get the belt now. ANyway, may God continue to bless you w/good health and one million more years to come! hahaha


hApPy BirFdaY pOps! Go Go Go Pops

"You a girl with no fear people put ya hands in the air for the GQ man of the year..."im done, im out God bless!

"I know God won't give me anything i can't handle. I just wish he didn't trust me so much..."-Mother Theresa

Ran an errand for robby in lakewood, ann helped me put up bulltin boards @ work today.
Fred threw a d0pe party, it helped make up for my day! woOOo good food, good fun. Prayer buddy and i are bof tied @ 99 each on magic mic. Next time we see each other, will compete to break the tie. My rosary broke today when i got inside the chapel. =(

i wanna throw my birfday party @ the union! wooO! they emailed me and told me i can get this package...
FREE to put yourself on the all night list
FREE 5 person all night guest list for the 5 persons of your choice
FREE birthday invitation fliers in full color personalized with your name on it, which are FREE Passes into Union valid until 10pm. *21 & over are FREE ALL NIGHT.
FREE postage and handling of your birthday package
FREE fun and your chance to have the spotlight for the night!

So for one nite the whole world will know who ja$on p. fish is and well remember who he is forever...haha


Jump rope is d0pe!

"You were my strength when i was weak, you were my voice when i couldnt speak, you were eyes when i couldnt see, you saw the best there was in me..."im done, im out God bless!

"Now is not the time to be intimdated. The darkest moment offers the opportunity for the most profoud change..."

Today was a long, yet interesting day for me. I woke up @ 815am then went straight to the daycare and picked up romy and went straight to work. HEr and lyn² helped me set up my room for summer. We got all the old stuff torn down, but tomorrow we gotta do the preskool room and finish mine. We spent like $400 today on grip of supplies. I finally got a small box to put my borders and trim in. woOO! Now i dont gotta stuff them all in the filing cabinet in my office.

They had interviews all afternoon today, starting @ 1230 going until 530pm. Oh man some of the people who applied for the position i dont think they exaclty knew what they were applying for. We had this ol man applied who was retired sbc something. He's gotta be like in his 50s or somehting like that. Then we had this other man who was like middle eastern or something. THat guy didnt even speak english very well. He was done w/his interview in like 6 min. They asked him questions, like why do you wanna work for stanton? He said cuz i live in Garden Grove. hahah thas dumb. Then they were thinking of hiring 3 rec leaders, instead of 2. Which is good, however it sucks cuz then all of us would only get 15 hrs a week. I dont want that, well see what happens when i come in.

We have these 2 girls who are at risk youf counselors. They help counsel troubled families and their children. ONe girl is this really tall white blonde chick, she;s really pretty. I dont know she juss seems too into herself. She juss got married at the beginning of the year. THe other one is this latina, ooooohweee! i never really got a chance to talk to her until today. She's graduating from csuf in august and shes lives in riverside. I dont know exactly how old she is, i think at least mid twenties.

Anyway, whas coo is that shes loves her job. Despite the she lives forever far, and the hours arent great as well as the pay. BUt she does it cuz the feeling of knowign she can give back and help. I guess they have another pryde program in aliso viejo and the people over there make comments like, 'why do you work in stanton its so ghetto over there...' or theyll say, 'theres so many latinos over there...' i guess comments like juss piss her off cuz those people there make more a year then she does but their cases are easier. They dont put up w/kids who are suicidal or kids who steal cuz they have to cuz they cant afford necessities. It was coo juss listening to her talk bout her job and the reward she gets out of it. I was thinking to myself praise God for people who want to serve, to give back. She's hot too, btw! haha

So that was my day @ work, after work i went to my sister's graduation. The graudation was held @ the anaheim convention center. haha it was weird cuz they had it in one of those rooms where they would have the scrc talks. Anyway, i felt like i was @ some kind of talk cuz they had the stage and the big tv screens so you can see whos speaking. Praise God the graduation wasnt forever long! They had too many graduation speakers, they had 3! its liek agh after the third one. Each one of teh speeches were pretty much centered around the same thing. Bout moving on w/life, talking bout the past 5 years being @ the skool etc.

It was funny cuz it was an 'oa' graduation! haha (oxford academy)The senior class was small only like 100 something people. They did the usual pledge, asb president welcome, the senior class gift, the class speakers. Well they had some ko-re-an girl sing that song, 'b/c you loved me' by celine dion. i dont know how that song fits in w/graduation. Maybe cuz celine dion is getting rattings right now, who knows. It was nice the whole choir ensemble sang that 'Friends are friends forever' by Michael W. Smith.

This was probably the most weirdest graduation ive ever gone to. Why? First off, the place wasnt even held @ skool or @ a skool. It was held inside teh convention center. #2, they were selling popcorn outside in the lobby area. I thought that was crazy, as if you were going to watch some kind of show. haha Then during the handing of teh diplomas, you could always tell who's popular by the number of cheers they get. Or how loud the cheers are for that person. There were too many people who were overrated @ oa. Those kids are all oa anyway, forreal! haha

The principal the class as a whole managed to get $1 million dollars worth of scholarships and grants. They also had other achievements i forgot though. I told my aunt, (as the new graduated class was walking down the red carpet on teh way out.) Can you imagine if i had spit out my gum right now and it ended up on some girls hair or face! hah thatd suck or someones tassle! haha which would mean they wouldnt be able to put in their car and hang it over their mirror. hahaha She agreed w/me that it would suck and it woudl be mean. haha

After graudation was over, i was looking for my sister and as i was pushing thruogh the crowds of people i heard all these people talk in their native tounge. There were these ko-re-an girls who were yelling something out really loud, i couldnt understand it cuz it was in korean. It was juss funny the way they said it. haha i gotta kick out of that one. Well i ran into a couple of SRE students there too @ the graduation. It was kids whom i had been in their class to sub. haha i alway run into old sre students.

I was quite irritated after graduation though. Well we all decide to go out to eat @ dennys. So we go to the one on beach and orangethrope. Agh i was frustrated cuz they were low on servers! We waited for like 30 min. and my fam bam tribe were all getting antsy waiting. Finally once the tables are put together, we bone out cuz errone said its gonna take forever to get our food. Which totally sucked for those people who already set up teh tables and errthang. We get outside and errones like what we do now? Then i guess kristina said well why dont we all go our seperate ways since were all gonna see each other on sat. anyway. Then my sister had to be home by 10 to change for grad. nite.

I was freaking irritated already cuz of the stupid dennys, then we have to walk out once the tables were set up. Agh the fam bam tribe were all being oa tonite, on the reals! So we all ended up spliting up into two groups. OUr group ended up eating @ hof's hut. agh! i was pissed cuz we wasted all that time @ dennys where we couldve been some place else. Then i was getting annoyed w/other people too that nite insdie of dennys. agH!

I met my cousin's new girl tonite, maan she's the same age as me but younger. She looks older though, shes tall and mexican. Real bubbly, high pitched voice, but very dingy. Okay, i know thas mean but forreal its true! Like during the graudation, oh wait first, i dindt have ot play snake II @ graduation tonite. My cousin brough a mini connect 4 to play with, a deck of cards and gameboy advance. So instead of playing snake II, i was playing castlevania! remember that game, the guy simon w/the whip. HE was like a vampire slayer or something like that. I think he was bounty hunter, i think thas wha he was.

Okay so anyway back to my cousin's girl. Well i was reading the program and she sticks out her hand, and is like can i see it? I was thinking helLO!? dont see me reading it right now?! of course i didnt say that, i was nice and gave it to her. So shes looking @ it and they have the names of errone whos graduating. Well right next to their names were different symbols. Some stoood for academic honors, other stood for nhs, and other stuff like that. She asked how come next to the name there was those symbols. I told her oh, they couldnt use bad words so they used the symbols to represent it instead. hahah you know like this...

example:
JOhn Smith #$!@$

haha She had believed me for a minute and was trying to process in her head why thye would say that. Then she noticed the key for what each of the symbols meant. So shes like how come then it says that this means such and such. hahah Thas when i told her i was joking, it doesnt really mean bad words. hahaha i thought that was funny, she believed me! I had country fried steak 3 days in a row, can you believe that! At 3 different places, on mon. @ ihop mmm, tues. @ dennys and tonite @ hoffs hut. I think the one @ ihop was the best in my opinion.
We finally got our computer working @ work today! agh finally after a whole month of not having one. And its all hooked up and errthang too! Its a nice dell one, ahh i love the keyboard cuz its so soft when you type.

Okay thas it for tonite, i think imma go and rest my eyes since my sleeping patterns havve been jacked up lately. Well i cant blame anyone but myself for that one. There was a grip of hot girls, girls that looked hot juss like an oven tonite @ the graduation. See there were ones coming out of graduation from kennedy hs and ones who were watching the oa grad. wooOo! Calvin told me somethinig really nice tonite, it made my day! it was d0pe.

Whoa its been 3 years since ive graduated hs, i cant believe how fast time flies. Watching my sisters grad. made me tell myself i need to push harder @ skool. I cant slack off anymore or drop classes. Otherwise dang, imma never gonna get out of cypress college. Imma be stuck there, carpooling w/my own kids! haha how sad! i cant do that, i gotta acheive so i can graduate then go to the army. When im in teh army i can be buff and become part of that army of one. haha yeah right..

To my brotha fred,
hApPy biRFdaY! thanks for errthang and may the Lord continue to guide and bless you w/1000 more years to come! Tonite were gonna party like its your bIRfdAy, Sip barcadi like its your birfday and well you know the rest of the song...haha


GO, GO, GO, GO Fred its your biRfday

"And friends are friends forever, if the Lord is Lord of them and a friend will not say never cause the welcome will not end..." im done, im out God bless!

"Change takes time, patience is the key..."

What to say, what to say. I didnt even really do anything at all, except work. Work was so busy today, one thing right after the other. I finished putting together my thematic folders for summer. I have 2 more big jobs to finish by this week hopefully. ONe is to get a 10 week supply list for the whole summer. Two is to decorate my room and get that ready all going for summer too. Ahh my body is juss drained, i think im staying up too late and i end up waking up early in the morning. This is my last week to enjoy sleeping in and having days off.

Prayer meeting was fine, it was small as usual but we did teh circle thing. It was a little difficult reading while sitting down and not having the podium there to use. In a way i like the old setting better. For me its juss easier when i lead prayer meeting. Though i may juss have to get use to the change. MY eyes hurt right now, i dont know what else to say. Oh im pissed off @ the mexican right now, agh! haha im so going to kill him. Ahh its coo though i forgive you. God's love will reconcile my marriage, even though it might be on the rocks still. haha imma send out that evite forreals...haha

We must share ourselves because our hearts are so big and strong. We must seek the support of others because our hearts are so small and weak. This is the paradox we all must live with. No one ever reamins stagnant. As a human person we are forever becoming. We grow daily. This is why we mus continue to share.


Wow this is one short blog entry!

"What would you do if i sang out of tune..."im done, im out God bless!