"Decide to love. Seek love. Without it you're not really living only breathing."

Oh why!? The stupid freakin computer froze up on me and i lost like a 3 paragraphs full of my entry. Agh! now i really dont feel like blogging cuz im so tired now and then i have a lot to say also. The other entry i had written a whole lot too. Anyway, brace yourself this maybe a long entry. I woke up this mornign and said praise God that the week is almost over. Yesss! Im soo glad that i dont have to work tomorrow! Agh then i was talking to burr online, who wasnt even talking at all. Agh he was being boring guy online this morning. Skool was the same, i ran into melissa dofredo on my way to class.

So i was inspired yesterday after watching days, and i was going to write bout last nite but i forgot. IM going to blog bout it now before i end up forgetting later on. Despite the fact that days is fictional ha i was a real eye opener from wha happened on tuesday. Well let me give you a little background info. The well respected, friend of errone in salem, dr. marlena evans is now in custody. She has killed errone in salem from abe to mrs. horton(oh why?! mrs. horton!). She's now bout to take the truf serum to figure out if she'll admit to the killings of the those 12 million people she killed. Well before she takes it, hope walks into to her room. Hope pretty much tells marlena that she forgiveness marlena for any type of thing she has done to her families. And how Hope rememebers the hurt and tension she had caused to marlena's family, during the gina/hope phase. THough marlena think thurr still is a possiblty of healing and forgiveness to come between the two families.

So whas the big deal? Well i guess if you actually watched it then it wouldve made more sense. Its juss the fact of knowing, 'wow after all marlena has done to hope and her family and friends, she can still find forgiveness.' To me that takes a lot of humility to do, to offer forgiveness to those hurt directly intentionally hurt you and your loved ones. I juss thought that was very inspiring to know that if hope can forgive marlena, then i can be juss as forgiving to those who hurt me. Were called to heal wounds and not throw salt into them.

Work was frustrating as the kids were making me so angry. Ha i made them clean the kitchen and stove after we were done cooking. Oh man they didnt like that one bit, oh well! They play around too much and theyre soo OA. We were peeling italian sausages and they were getting soo grossed out by it. Okay, so its not the funnest thing to peel, but when it comes to eating theyre such heifers. Always wanting more and saying oh thas it?! Like this one girl was skurred that i wouldnt give her anything after it was all done. In other words make her stay to help out but when it comes to getting fed, not get anything. HA! yess! Dont mess around in my kitchen! I want to buy one of those chef outfits, thatd be tight! Rather than juss whurr an aapron when i cook.

I was checking my blog at work today after i was done w/all my work. Maan raitings spiked in the aurr!!! Thanks to all those who strive to make it thurr goal to support makeitclap. hhaha jk No forreal though thanks to all those who show their appreciation by tagging. Youre geneoristy will be given back to you! haha Keep those raitings coming! My blog is like the mall of america in minn.! haha My 3rd book of my blog is almost filled up. I say give it till the end of the fiscal yurr(neeeyYoowwW)june 30, to make it full. THen when the new fiscal yurr sturrts ill be sturrting a new chapter. Thas crazy 3 binders full of my thoughts, feelings, struggles, and errthang else. Ha imma give those a gifts! haha So for my pb's birfday coming up, imma make her a copy of makeitclap v1! yesss! haha

I had received quite an interesting phone call on my way to SRE. Oh wait before that i was talking on the phone to charisse forever. She's so funny, ha what a great friend to have! Anyway, like i was saying, bio girl called me this afternoon. I dont know wha she called me for. So we were talking and she got kicked out of the house. Then how her and that guy got back together again or sorta. Oh geez i told her are you insecure w/yourself? She was like umm i dont know kinda. I told her you need to stay from that guy. He's totally taking advantage of you, he's playin you. He knows that he can come back to you whenever he wants.

Then i told her i bet you the moment you tell the guy that youre talking to someone else. Then he'll get skurred, he'll realize that some other guy is posing as a 'threat' to 'his' girl. I bet you then he'll start treating you nicer and be all kind. She goes yeah, i said lets try the experiment. Tell him that youre talking to some other guy now and see wha happens. She wasl ike noo thas so mean, i said well its an experiement lets see how he will react to it. I dont know if anything i said 'phased' her. I ended up having to go cuz i was already @ church. I tried calling her back on my way home but her phone was off. Oh well...i'll continue to update my readers on that situation.

SRE was fun tonite, i had my kids read the bible for like 30min. Told them to read the bible and reflect on wha God is trying ot tell them through the scripture. This gave me time to catch up on my confirmation grading i have to do. I finished reading all their journals they turned in before easter. Now i gotta read their journals from tuesday and the other tuesday before we went to break. Then i gotta record the grades and print them out. I wanted to sub fred's class tonite but eh my counterpurrt wasnt thurr to take over my class. Funny thing though happened tonite, the kids are so funny.

Well i walked w/jeanne to fred's class since she was subbin. She's so funny she got helpers to pass out the pencils and errthang else. Then she wrote her name on the board, 'ms. jeramee.' haha wow! Then this is cute one of the kids asks me while i was eating, 'do you know abe callanta?' I said yes why? He goes thas my brother. I said oh really?! I said thas cool, then i asked howd you know who i was? Then said, cuz my brother talks bout you all the time. I thought oh why?!! haha So i asked him, 'is it good things or bad?' The kid(i forgot his name) said to me, 'umm i dont know.' Me very into this conversation asks him, well wha does he say? The kid says i dont know? HE juss says this guy name jason. haha Oh man i thought! isnt that interesting!

Then on my way walking to class, this little girl comes up to me. 'Do you know my sister? ' or something liek that. Then i said yes, i knwo your sister. YOur sister is katrina Pagaduan. HA in fred's class i asked the kids, 'do you like mr. fred?' 'is mr. fred nice?' They said no he makes us sit in the currner or he'll make us stand up w/our arms up until we cant hold them up anymore. Ha i thought oh maan! Terrible fred! Ha jk no actually they said, 'whos that?!' I said, 'your teacher!' Apparently, they dont call fred by 'fred.' They call him by his first name, 'mr. alfred.' haha wow or 'mr. a.' Ha If you add an 'o' in front of 'mr. a,' you'd get 'mr. OA! hahahahaha

I met Jesus today through ashely. THeresa, ashely and i had gone out to eat at hofs hutt afterwards. So we were talking and she asked if it was bad that she went to check out her friends youf group. It's a protestant church, called 'victory outreach.' I told her no it wasnt wrong to check out as long as she knows the true church was founded by Christ. So we were talking and i was admired by her strong faith. How she really stands up and tells other people bout her faith. Yes, she may not know apologetics, but juss the passion she had for serving God and being catholic. Informing people bout how cool her religon and her church is. Now those are the kind of youf that can make a difference.

I love my confirmation kids, i was reading thurr reflections on two questions i posed to them. The first question was, 'How do you know Jesus more in your daily life?' Then the second one was, 'What does it mean toyou, to make your confirmation?'
hurrs some of them said very good stuff! I thought id shurr a couple of them

"i know Jesus more in my daily life when i do good deeds and go to church. This is the way i communicated w/Jesus in my daily life. Other ways is when i do the rosary w/my family and read the bible. When i help out someone in need i always think its God in disguise. So when i help someone out im really helping God."

"Making the confirmation makes me feel closer to GOd. I feel accepted to the catholic church and will be able to walk w/God in my spiritual journey. I will be a a closer to God and have a closer relationship w/him..."
-Kenneth

"I get to know Jesus more in helping people. I also know him more by going ot church. When i am reading the bible. I feel closer to JEsus. When i saw the passion i felt closer to Jesus because i learned what he went through for us."

"Making my confirmation means a lot to me. I want to make my confirmation to be more confident in my religon. When i get confirmed it will help me spiritually. I will feel a lot closer to the LOrd."
-Justin

"I know Jesus more in my daily live by praying whenever i can and by also trying to see wherever i can and also by trying to see him wherever i go. At high skool, its almost impossible to see JEsus; except at christian club meetings. I try to be kind and understanding to everyone i meet and talk to, and i try not to say any bad things about anyone. Sometimes, i feel a very good feeling inside, because i know im doing good when everyone else around me is doing their own thing. I try to be helpful, i try not to brag-sometimes praying flies right out of my head. I always though, try to be the best example i can be of a good friend."

"COnfirmation, to me, is a next step in our religon, a step closer in our relationship with GOd and Jesus. It gives all of a chance to feel more responsible in our faith and in the eyes of our elders, who will no doubt feel very proud that we are choosing advancing in our religon on our confirmation day, however, the proudest in that church should be us. We are receiving the sacrament, and we are accepting the responsibility of proclaiming and living our faith. We are soliders of GOd, but our spears should be made of words of love. A little persuasion can really change a persons view on their religon."
-Kathryn

"I know Jesus more in my daily life because i pray more. BEcause i spend more time talking to him, i feel closer to him. Also, i know JEsus more and am closer to him through being a more charitable person. Now, im also reading hte bible and really abosorbing GOd's word."

"COnfirmation means to me is a huge step up in my faith. It means that i am adult member of the catholic church, and i must do more to show my love for GOd. I have to really show my love for GOd through my actions & my words more than before i was confirmed."
-Ashley

"One way i could get to know Jeus is to do what he wishes to be done. Such as being nice and loving all my homies. Also i could do more good deeds and pray to him and heavens. To 'bring the Jesus out of me.' SO ya, peace."

"Making my confirmation is important. Quite very super dee duper important. IT makes me get cloer to GOd spiritually, and most likely physically. SO confirmation is as important ot me as graduating hs."
-Jospeh


"I know Jesys more in my life by praying every morning and nite. During good things in your every day life you can also know Jesus more by reading the bilbe at least 15min a day. Reflecting on what you read can also be another way that you can learn more about him. Respecting Jesus' wishes can be a way that you can learn bout him."

"Making my confirmation is very important to me because i dont want to repeat confirmation two. ANother reason why what confirmation means to me is that i want to move on so that i can could learn more about Jesus and his disciples."
-Justin

OKay ill write more tomorrow...aww my kids are the greatest!


Jesus and Jams purrt 2 is on tonite!!

"HOld me now, whoa whoa...."im done, im out God bless!

"Jesus is the arm that holds us at our weakest; the eye that see us at the our darkest; and the heart that will love us at our worst..."

I really love that quote cuz i feel thurrs so much truf in it. I can totally attest to this quote during that period of exile. When we feel like we physically and spiritually cant finish that race, He gives us his grace. When we feel like we've become so lost and so full of sin, yet thurr he is still ready to see us. When we feel like thurr is no one who will understand, when we feel like life juss sucks, He tells us to come to him cuz he understands.

Its kinda skurry going to city hall in the middle of the nite. I had left my blog entry for today over at work. Well i didnt want to risk the chance in someone seeing and reading it, so i went back to get it. It was so durrk, cold, and skurry, i felt like i was in some action thriller. THen i couldnt see which key i needed to use to get into the offices. So luckily i had my celly to use as my light. Ha i felt like i was in a video game and you know those purrts in the games whurr youre in the durrk. So in order to see the way you need to get a lamp or something. Ha thas wha i felt like i was using my phone as my light to see through the durrkness. Anyway, so i picked up and rushed home.

Ha i was told tonite by mike and wilane that they notice i dont say 'bye' on the phone either. Ha I guess ive gotten into some type of habbit whurr i dont see bye rather juss okay then hang up. I guess i dont like to really say bye. haha I dont know. I told them that was funny cuz they werent the only ones who has mentioned that to me. Leo always tells me i dont say bye on the phone. Haha so okay ill try to sturrt saying bye now. I got invited to my ol coworker's sister's wedding. ha that was kinda long...anyway point is im going to another wedding! yay! Unfortunately its not a catholic wedding...booo. Its june 5 @ 5pm in alhambra, wow thas furr. Angfoo is coming along w/me. Yay for weddings theyre soo fun. I hope they got good food thurr for that day.

Work was chill, i made these really tight flowers today out of construction paper. They looked gangsta! I didnt have that many kids today, lately i havent had too many kids over thurr in the past couple months. Those older kids dont come around either anymore, so it can get pretty burring. Agh so then i juss sometimes talk on my phone and usually grace is the person i call while im watching the kids wurk on their projects. So today they made flowers, they really had fun making them. It wasnt even that hurrd either, its juss the gluing that sucks.

Had lunch w/fred and burr today, burr and i met up w/fred @ CSULB. We ended up eating el pollo loco and carl's jr. At least i had carl's the other two had el pollo loco chicken. Then we were walking around campus trying to find zeta pledges. Burr and i wanted to see a pledge come up and greet fred. AgH! but we didnt even find any! agh!!! All we saw were guys that were already in zeta agH!! THen to top it all off we didnt see any kappas! agh!!! oh why?! So why whurr we looking for zeta pledges? Fred is the founder father of zeta phi ro. So we wanted to see the currd get used today. Agh! but thurr wasnt, next time im going to take a day off and have lunch w/fred again but next time on a mon. or tues. Ha i remember when i was a Senior in HS, id go w/my aunt to skool. She went to CSULB also, so while she was in class id go to the bookstore and go on AIM! haha Bookstore=neeeEYyYyooOoowwWWw!

After a long day at work i was talking to julie for a little bit. THen i ended up getting talked into going to taps over in currson. Mike, wilane, and some slyers were thurr juss chillin. We had a good discusssion on politics and other such stuff. MIke Cruz's the homie forreals. Always willing to help out. I totally see the eyes of Jesus through this guy. Ah i had met Jesus through him today! Yay! I saw chris de vera tagged my blog, ahh thanks for tagging. I Know you read this on a daily basis make sure you tag more often! haha Your raitings help keep this site up and going. Im really diggin this new song by maroon 5, its called i dont know hwa its called. THough its really tight, its track #4 on my CD.

Okay im going ot crash into a ditch cuz im soo turdd. I think if its still really hot tomorrow, im going to make halo-halo.


Please pray for ninoy/anthoy and their family.

"I am on the corner in the pouring rain..."im done, im out GOd bless!

"Live a life that others will remember years from now, NOT because it pointed to you but because of how it pointed to the One who made you..."

MAan today seemed so long! Normally before i sleep i turn off my phone, i figure if people need to call me in extreme emergency then sucks to be them! haha jk no i fugure they can call my house, and if they dont got that # then you can ask. Anyway, last nite i left my phone on cuz my friend was suppose to call back and i left on in case charisse got lost or something cuz i knew she was on her way home. When i woke up i got this text from the girl in my bio class and it said, 'life sucks!' After class i texted her back asking why it sucks. She told me her bf came over @ like 1130pm and threw her cake and then broke up w/her. What a retard! First off i dont why she got back w/the guy, second off he's a jerk! haha I asked why he did he break up w/you this time, she said cuz she asked him to see her earlier then i guess he didnt feel like it. So she threw 'im not important to you' currd at him. Then he got mad at her for saying that.

She told me she cried all day, she even called me too last nite but i was in spirit games meeting so i couldnt pick up. AHh im interested to hurr whas goign to happen tomorrow in class. She always has some drama going w/that guy. Anyway so that was the sturry i said remind me to blog bout. TOday was so freakin hot again! agh! We've had our aurrcon on for the past few days cuz its been so hot! AgH! i kinda wnat to get durrk but not too durrk. Wait no i take that back im peferct complexion at the moment. I cant stay in the heat too long otherwise imma start to peel and shed off ol skin like a snake does. Then ill have new skin! haha

Agh the kids were so bad today! I had to keep yelling at them! I made them finish all the commodities though yessS! haha I met the new deparmental assitant, she looks very 'countrish.' Like she's from texas or some western type of country. I hope she's real nice and mixes iin w/us real well. I need to figure out wha type of cool dessert im going ot make this thursday. Ahh i cant wait till friday already. NExt friday i gotta work agH! Then we have community center grand opening next sat. Agh! I feel like its juss been one special event after the another. I still gotta make a movie list to bring to work. Along w/some progress on my summer themes.

Confirmation was pretty good, i missed seeing my kids. I was telling them the importance of mass cuz some of them didnt go last week. THen one of marvin was like, 'jason youre like the mass police.' Then he said mocking me, 'did you go to mass?! Why didnt you go to mass?!' I was trying to hol back from laughing cuz well like one time i got called the 'blog police.' haha Anyway, i had to emphasize the importance of goign to mass. THen i put mitch on blast cuz he blocked me from online! agh! Its not like i IMed him errmin.

Went to prayer meetnig after but i ended up talking to fr. paul forever. Maan sometimes its hard to get away from that guy. Dont get me wrong or anything i love the priest! BUt he can talk too much sometimes. OH man then he was telling these people im gonna become a priest! I told fr. agh dont say that! You dont know that! Then he said no i can juss tell. I said fr. ! ha now these people are going to expect me to become one or when they see me theyre going to tell other people im going ot become one. Then wha happens if i dont become one agh you talk too much! haha

After prayer meeting i had given my talk to uPrM on 'trusting in HIM completely.' So check it wha would it take for you to trust in him completley? AS we all know on that good friday thurr was a good thief and a bad one. However, they were bof bad cuz they mocked our Lord. Anyway, i learned right before Jesus past away. During those final moment a great miracle had taken place. It was the coversion of a sinner. Why did this transformation happen? Why in this change of behavior? Wha allowed this criminals heart to be open and for his attitude to change?

Sometimes in order for us to go deeper in our faith, it takes us to look at these more CLOSELY.
Well think bout this theif hurr, im sure as he was laying on that cross watching Jesus suffer soo much pain, yet trust in God w/all that He had. He was confused, kinda like how people look at us when we forgive someone who has done wrong. You know wha allowed this theif's attitude to change? It was watching Jesus, it was watching Jesus soo closely that it offered the thief the confidence and humility to approach the Lord in forgiveness. I dont know if youve ever experienced something like that.

Next thing you gotta think bout is, 'how close are you to the cross?' Really, 'how close are you to the cross? I know ive never really thought bout it before. Have you ever really thought bout and meditated all the events that took place on that hilll on Good friday? Have you ever closed your eyes, pictured God’s face, and saw Him look into your eyes? Have you heard the love in His voice for those who are destroying Him? Have you heard Him call YOU by name? Have you heard Him forgive you? Do you hear Him promising you that you will not die? Can you hear Him inviting you to live forever?

YOu know it took a lot of trust in the good thiefs part. Sometimes its crazy cuz we act as if God wont provide for our needs. Or that he wont even go above and beyond what were asking for. But yet Jesus is always quick to act when someone was in need. The bible is full of stories, i mean the women at the well, Peter drowning, the woman caught in adultery, the lepers etc. etc. The list goes on. Yet during each of those trials, Jesus was thurr provided for all of them. Jesus always goes above and beyond wha He ask him for and is never outdone in geneoristy.

We said, “Forgive us” and He said, “I’ll do even better, I’ll adopt you”.
We said, “We’re lowly” and He said, “The lowly will be exalted”.
We said, “How do we approach God” and He said, “Not as foreign ruler but as Abba”.
We said, “Teach us how to pray” and He gave us the Our Father.
We said, “We’re hungry” and He fed us…He still does in the Eucharist.
We said, “Show us how to live” and He said, “First you must die”.
We said, “We don’t want to die” and He opened the door to eternal life.
We said, “What is love” and He said, “Watch closely” and mounted the cross.

YOu know, the thief wasnt the only person touched or transformed by his proximity to Christ on the cross…others were that day too and every single day since then – for almost 2000 years. This day, look into His eyes, listen to His voice, and experience how He loves and you’ll understand why it’s called “GOOD Friday”…but be sure to WATCH CLOSELY.

That lady who asked me for directions to 7-11 last nite i saw at mcdonalds again! haa i wonder why she was thurr again. She remembered me from last nite and came by thanking me. Aww that was nice of her. OKay i must sleep im really turrd now!


Happy birday Elijiah!

"I want be the one that youre kissing and hugging..."im done, im out GOd bless!

"To those who love more, He gives more sufferig. To those who love less, less..."

Okay so that was wha was left from yesterday's long meeting! I had the day off yesterday and i was pretty busy for it being a day off. I woke up and i said oh why?!! as i do errmonday morning. I thought to myself, 'i hope class is cancelled.' I come to skool to see that thurr is a sign in sheet on the durr! Yesss! Class is cancelled! So im standing around w/the rest of my classmates juss kinda chillin. We ended up calling our other classmate(that girl who has the bf problems)cuz it was her birfday. THe phone was passed around as we all greeted her happy birfday, as we were walknig up to the 3rd floor to sign in for lab. Since i had a couple hurrs to kill before class @ 10am, i thought id go to mass @ St. I. I still had time to get over thurr, being it sPv's mass was ova.

Maan it felt good to get back on track into going to daily mass again. THough i still havent found my bible durry! agh!! Whurr is that thing!! So after mass was ova, i stayed and i prayed my rosary and chaplet. It was one great-spiritually nourshing morning! After i went to my second class and i thought 'ahh it feels soooo good to have the day off!' Then after skool burr came ova and cut my hurr. THen i took him to his work to pick up his hw, ahh it felt like ol times! haha The good ol' "youf at risk days!" I had gone ova to the daycurr cuz i needed thematic ideas for my summer program. Being thurr brought back a lot of good fuzzy memories! haha Forreals! While i was thurr the superindent of the skool district calls and tells my ol boss that the daycurr wont be thurr next yurr. That thurr will be a new day curr runned by a different company. That the comp. new bout the new policy change for the past couple months now. And that the skool district wasnt going to renew the contract. Crazziness! So i dont know whas gonna happen now, but i think theyre gonna try and save their jobs!

So i was thurr till like 430pm then francis calls and asks me to pick him up. By the time it was time to pick him up i was getting turrd. I really wanted to take a nap before the meeting later on. I thought bout calling and saying i cant pick you up anymore cuz i forgot i have a meeting. I called him and then i ended up juss asking, 'ahh are you ready?' Ha i felt bad i didnt have hurrt to ask him to find another ride home cuz i was sleepy. I picked up and dropped him off at home. Came home and i was preparing for the meeting.

I get to sPv pretty much set to go, then trials were put in my way. I was pissed off for a number of reasons, but im only going to focus on one. Fr. BRennan had reserved the coffee and donut room for me last week. When i looked in the book nothing else was booked, nothing was going on. Then all of a sudden the spanish groups comes in and says that they have thurr meetings in the room. I said well fr. brennan booked the room for me. They told me they were willing to split the room. I said no i needed the whole room. So indirectly he threatened me saying, we can split the room or i have to go and talk to fr. kevin. Agh!!!!! i insisted that the room was booked for me and that their names werent in the book for monday. AGain he insisted we split the room or talk to fr. kevin. Sooo to prevent bigger drama i said, 'agh! fine well split the room.'

After coming back from picking up the agenda i go to the office to make copies. I said to fr. paul, 'im pissed off!' Told him wha went on errthang else and i was told i guess that happens a lot. Thurrs always a mix up w/the booking of the rooms! agh oh why?! That group needs then to make sure they got the room booked errmon. nite. This way a situation that took place last nite doesnt happen again! Praise God though the rest of the meeting went well. Very productive and frutiful. Im excited to see things come together. In all honesty, errthang has been going so well w/the planning of this event ive been waiting for a bump in the road to come. And yes i somewhat got wha i expected to come last nite.

After the meeting was over, we had all went to mcdonalds to chill. Cyril loves the mcdonalds on beach! haha i guess thas the bPc 'hotspot.' IT was really fun cuz almost errone went and we sat talked and juss fellowshipped. Gail was suppose to come to the meeting but she told me thurr was a bomb threat or something like that @ lmu. So she was stuck inside her work all day and couldnt even get to the other side of campus whurr her dorm and curr were. Then afterwards charisse and to use the bafroom really bad. However mcdonalds was closed up and so was sPv. Ha well she ended up having to come to my house to use the bafroom. haha So she comes over to use the bafroom then leaves. On my way to my house, my ol friend joey called me by mistake. I guess he was picking up his friend from lax.

Alright so thurr was 'manic monday.' I gotta give my uprm talk tonite, which i still need to prepare for her. AHh aint nothing like preparing things last min. ALong w/my SRE lesson plan for tonite also. I still gotta read their papers and journals. Also update their points and errthang else. Ohh man, i think i need anotha day off! Today we got commodities at work. agh! Then my rosary braclet snapped again! MY sister pulled it and it snapped...long story! Agh!!! I was reading arisa's xanga
and i wanted to tag, but the chatterbox was gone...agh! oh why?! OH yeah so outside of mcdonalds last nite cyril, mikee, wilane, and i were having a mini-praise & worship session outside in the purrking lot. ha it was fun! I had learned thurr was a divine mercy song. SO they sang it and its freakin tight! Oh yeah so some of us had planned our vegas trip for the fall. A post spirit games meeting! ha Yess im so excited! Ha leo got excitied last nite cuz i said 'bye' to him on the phone! haha I guess normally i dont say 'bye' on the phone and i juss hang up. Remind me to blog bout that girl in my class w/the bf problems later.


Pray for my talk tonite!

"I?m tired of this up and down mystery..."im done, im out GOd bless!

"Every man is his 'brother's keeper,' because God entrusts us to one another..."

Juss another manic mondayi wish it were sunday.I always seem to sing that song when i wake up on mondays! I tell you sometimes mondays feel like the longest days of the week! Ha these are the days when i wake up and wish how i was juss a regular student! haha Im sure we al tend to feel that way sometimes. Anyway todays quote is taken from the Pope and i used for my LFT talk. I always remember el juego telling me how i am responsible for my brother. Ahh yes the fabtabulous teachings of el juego.

Anyway man was yesterday hot or wha?! It was so agH!! The heat was killer! Went to mass @ 915am and fr. ray did mass. Im still trying to look for my bible durry, i tell you it sucks not being able to bring it to mass! It really does! Spent the rest of day passing out fliers for LSS. Maan was it hot out thurr! Im hoping we'll get a lot of youf for the LSS. I cant believe how fast thas comin up already!Then we had music min. practice for Jesus and Jams. PRactice felt like the ol skool practices. It was tight, i like how burr has his own style of music. Whurr he changes it up and adds his own flava into things. He goes 'bam!' haha kinda like the way Emeril does. I ended up falling asleep on the back table! haha I was worn out from playing burrbie and barbie w/nini.

Interesting thing happened too, well i went to sPv for confession. I was gettin worried if i was going to make it cuz fr. ray was doing confession. Well we all know how fr. ray gives counseling sessions during confession. So i was like 4th in line and i was hoping i would, and i did yay! This was my first tiem going to fr. ray for confession, usually i dont go to him. ANyway thas not was interesting. The interesting fact was remember that girl i had invited to SH? The girl that cut me off while i was trying to invite her? Well i ended up seeing her again yesterday! In fact she was standing next to me in confession. I thought to myself, 'well, well, well wha do we have hurr?!' haha But i didnt bother to talk to her. She always looks mad or something. So i juss thought that was interesting.

Came home and i had my mom's fried rice which is the best! I was really upset by a certain situation, but its over now. So i went to fred's and maan was it a nite full of sarcasm! We were outside in the backyurrd chillin cuz it was so hot! Then mike from st. lucys was like 'lets go the pike.' So we all went to the pike. THen we went to buba gumps shrimp restaraunt. Our waitress was real sarcastic w/us, so i was sarcastic back. Ha she assumed that cuz we were all guys that we were going to get this huge pitcher of burr(beer) and drink till we die! So when she hurrd us say 'oh well juss get water.' She was like, 'woOo oh yeah water!' some type of sarcastic remark. Ha then i said in response, 'oh well thurr goes your tip.' Ha then she became even more sarcastic and said, 'oh i mean water is good for you, it helps your body blah blah...'

Then we get our food, (well i didnt eat) and oh man it wasnt even worf wha they payed! El juego's popcorn shrimp was full of chopped lettuce. So while errone was eating i was on the phone talking ot charisse. Next thing i know these girls are driving around and they freakin throw their bra at me! Well they tried to but it didnt reach to me! Thas soo dirty, i was talking to charisse at the moment and im like some girls are trying to throw their bra at me! When she tried to throw at me it didnt reach me but fell on the ground. SHe comes out of the curr and is like, 'sorry i have bad aim.' Then tries to hand it to me as if i want it or something.

SO thas the crazy sturry for the day. I learned a lot bout planning and redevelopment last nite, thanks to the burr! hahaha Ask me and ill shurr w/you all the neat things i learned! neeEEyYyOooOWwwWW!!


Please pray for the Spirit Games meeting tonite!

"All that i am, all that i do i live for you..."im done, im out GOd bless!

"Dearly beloved, the truest and most sincere wish i can offer you is only this: Turn yourselves into saints, make yourselves holy soon..."

These past few days have been pretty busy, hurr and thurr. It felt nice to sleep in! I really look forward to my fridays, cuz i know i have the whole day to myself. I remember before hand when i use to work at the daycurr, i always worked like from 2-6pm in the afternoon. So id wake up and my time would be limited cuz of work. Or how id wish i had the afternoons off, i love having afternoons off. GEt to go home chill, relax, eat and sleep! Yay! The search for my bible diary continues, im really saddened by the fact that i dont know whurr it is. I was contemplating on getting a new one, however it wouldnt be the same. JUss cuz thurr would be so many blank empty pages. I couldve sworn i had w/me in my hand after i got out of mass on easter. Ahh..!

My dad was off yeserday, so when he picked up my mom from work, we all checked out this new buffet. Its called 'world buffet,' it juss opened on valleyview and orangethrope. Its okay, the place is small so i feel clasterfobic, maybe it was cuz of whurr we were sitting. They got a little more variety of food rather than juss simply chinese food. They got some fried foods, some lasagna to throw in the mix. Overall i give the place a B. Juss like asia buffet they have seafood on the weekends and evenings. I asked the manager if they had walnut shrimp, he told me yes. I guess i may juss have to check it out myself.

Afterwards i had gone to the bp mall to get hampton's birfday gift. I was almost going to get him the spiderman web-bubble shooter. However i figured that he has tons of toys already and summer is coming up, something he could whurr. Anyway, bough him this spiderman shorts, then i thought well let me check out wal-murrt and see wha they have. I ended up finding something better so i had to go back and return the thing i got at ross. I shouldve juss gone thurr in the first place. Came home and i put the gift together for today.

Later on i had this urge to go to cerritos mall. So i called up jovie who's my 'lets go to the mall' buddy and wanted to see if she wanted to go. Of course jovie is always down to go to the mall w/me. So we spend all late afternoon galvanting around cerritos. GOing from place to place to place. She was looking for a brown type of sweater for erica's debut. PRoblem is all the sturrs have spring colors now that spring is hurr. BRown is out since fall is now over. We bof didnt find anything we wanted thurr. ON the way back we stopped by guppy house and got a refresher. Then we went to cerritos towne center and looked at ross, and ol navy. Stopped by juice it up and visited w/babyvee for a bit. Then ended the nite by going to best buy. Ah what a day!

Came home changed into something warmer since it was real windy. These past couple days were total beach weather. I could imagine how busy the beach was though. Anyway, went to sPv and was suppose to meet angfoo over thurr, but she wasnt thurr. Apologetics wasnt jam packed as it has been the past few times i had gone. Anyway, ended up running into fr. paul and talking to him for a while. From thurr i drove over to downtown disney to meet up w/angfoo. Ha it was fun! They had this umm i guess spanish group thurr in the middle playing like latino dance music. Then people whurr dancing in the middle juss for fun. We sooo were going to dance but by the time i got done talking to my ol coworkers it ws ove! Awww kawawa uss! We were going to bust out our 'dirty dancing arbian nights.' haha

So we juss went to espn zone and got appetizer to eat. THey have some really good spinach artichoke dip there. After i was showing her some of the downtown disney 'hotspots.' Haha cy i gotta show you the waterfalls!! I think though they close it off during the evening time whur you cant walk down thurr. Which sucks! Oh well, its still a nice view. Angfoo and i walked past this couple who seem like they were on their first date. It was quite funny, she was like to the guy, 'do you gamble?!' haha then later on in the rose garden she goes again, 'mmm those roses smell really good. Do you like flowers?' haha it was quite hillarious! It sounded like one of that show 'dismissed!' haha Then ended the nite w/adoration @ sPv. Cant beat that!

Today woke up early and picked up the ez-ups w/pops @ work. I was telling him bout this dream i had. How i had gotten mcdonalds and this girl ended up eating it. Then i was pissed! How bout dem apples! From thurr iwent home and i went back to sleep. Though on the curr ride back home, i learned a new word, its called 'frenemies.' So whas a frenemy you ask? It a person who really is your enemy but you front like your friends. Thurrfor you're 'frenemies!' haha pretty cool huh? Hampton;s birfday purrty was fun. Good food, good fun! yay! Thanks to the city of stanton who sponsored elijiah's 3rd birfday purrty! It was real hot today!

When i got home it felt real nice to take a shower. I felt so sticky and dirty after being in the sun. I had added temporary hurr extensions later on during the purrty. It looked pretty tight! haha Went to the block w/Pb, babyvee, fred, and el juego. Walked around it was jam packed. This foo yelled at me as i was walking towards the block after purrking. He drove up to me and said, 'hey didnt you effin know man that i was waiting for that spot.' I said in response,'sorry man, sucks to be you doesnt it!' then i ran off so i wouldnt get shot up! haha THe guy had like a broken english anyway. Walked around till it was time for them to watch kill bill v2. I didnt feel like watching it cuz i wasnt in the movie mood and i hadnt seen the first one. Thurrfore i juss walked around to certain sturrs. MAan security was tight tonite at the block, they were checking errones IDs. Kojis at the block is dead now! That place use to be poppin' but not anymore.

WEll thas my day for you! My pb was soo funny today during her TFC dances! haha i couldnt stop cracking up! Tomorrow it starts all over...so i shall leave you w/this quote by gail in regards to her job.

DaYsL33pR: i am like a caged bird that is not meant to be imprisoned in this iron jungle


Lets hope the lakers win today!

"Spring love, come back to me..."im done, im out GOd bless!

"Be faithful to the truth and to its transmission, for truth endures; truth will not go away. Truth will not pass or change..."

So the vegas trip for the weekend didnt work. Duty calls for this weekend, so unfortunately V 2.57 will have to wait. That sucks cuz i was looking forward to a nice vacation. I was juss looking at my organizer for the weekend events for the month of may. Let me tell you, all my weekend for next month are booked! Can you believe that and the month hasnt even started yet! Next Saturday is confirmation @ 515pm mass. Then the weekend after that is LFT meeting. Followed by the Grand opening of the new stanton community services center. Then the next day, the 16th my kids are making their first communion. Weekend after that is SCRC meeting, then LFT kick off leaders retreat. Wow! It's going to be one busy month. Then i have finals too! oh why?! Imma really need your prayers...so im asking for prayers in advance. Thanks!

TOday was one of those, im ready to go the beach days but i cant go! Went to skool took a test and it was like hot already outside. DId all my errands i wanted to get done, return movie, get gas etc. Maan i wish gas prices were low again! Gas is a killer, but im glad i dont got an suv or truck. GOod thing i dont work very fuurr either. I felt bad cuz i was on the phone w/ops and francis called. By the time i got off the phone w/pops it was too late to pick em up, take him home, and get to work. I called him up and said i couldnt pick him cuz it i was already on my way to work.

I got a really nice compliment by the city manager today on my 'strawberry shortcakes.' Yes thats what we made today and errone juss loved it! I found the recipe on sunday in the newspaper and i decided to use it for todays class. My boss is gone on vacation till next wed. Yesss! Which means i can get away w/certain things. Our new clerk for the dept. starts on mon. im curious to see whas shes gonna be like. Oh man so i went to the truck to get the snacks for the movie, and well this girl who was soo hot came walking by. Ohhh danng she was hot! She was like 'umm excuse me' is this city hall?! I said yupppppp. APparently shes a rec major @ csulb. FOcusing on kinesology, same major my boss graduated with. I think she was lookig for an intern position. Yum i want her to work w/us!

It was hard to get back to the grooove of things @ SRe tonite. THe kids looked liek they too were having a hard time getting into the groove of things. We talked bout the feast of the divine mercy. YOu know wha im missing that i cant find, is my bible diary!!! Im soo lost w/o that, i feel bad cuz i ahvent gone to daily mass in 2 weeks now. I feel like i cant go to daily mass until i find my bible durry. THe last time i had was easter sunday, and i know i had in my hand after mass. I wonder if the church has a lost & found. I love my bible durry cuz it has all my homily notes in it. I guess ill check the church tomorrow and see if anything was turned in. SO praise GOd that fr. breannan book the rooms i wanted for spirit games meeting and for lft meeting. Great guy he is!

Afterwards fred, the mexican, and i went over to bjs and chilled. Good times talking bout SFC clps and other ministry work. Fred will be going through his first CLP this sat. WOw 3 hrs long @ carson. Oh danng id die sitting down for 3 hrs. Ha i think my clp was the greatest cuz it was only 8 wweeks! Later jason #2 and ann showed up, good times laughing and joking around. Describing the different types of 'friendships.' We were thinking of ideas to do after we were done such as pala and other fun filled recreational activities. Turns out we juss went to check out the casino next sPc. ITs pretty ghett0 all thurr is are tables for currds. Not much to really see but ol men putting themselves iinto debt.

I hope this isnt another boring blog, cuz you know i want to please reirich...yeah right. OKay im sleepy now and i got a lot to do tomorrow!


Elijiah's birfday is this sat. yay!

"i'll take you there..."im done, im out GOd bless!

"Love can overcome great obstacles, and God's love can totally transform the world..."

Maan im stuffed, i juss came home from my meeting w/charisse, jacob, and Fr. Don. Very fruitful and productive, praise God! Ill go into details bout that later on. The day went well, i woke up very tired. Agh! i wanted to sleep in, but this week has gone by pretty fast i must admit. Bio test was alright, except for the short answer, which kinda killed me. You know how you 'assume' the instructor might ask certain type of questions. So you study wha you 'assume' to be possible questions, and they end up not being asked at all! oh why?! After class my group of 'friends' were hanging out in front of class juss chillin before.

I found out this korreaaan guy in my class blazes it up before class often times. I didnt realize it until this other guy told us today. No wonder he would always come to class tired or his eyes would be real red. Ha i always juss thought he was tired or something. I guess on the way to the beach while he was driving he was blazin it up also. Oh man! My other friend in class told us how he did right before class too one time. Dang why would you want to blaze it up before an 8am class? Ah people are so lame these days.

I rented that movie, 'love dont cost a thing' with gigolo nick cannon and the ever so nice, christina millian. Ha i remeber i went to watch that movie w/vee and arch back in when was it january? Ha i remember thurr was a series of black movies that was coming out that i wanted to watch. Love dont cost a thing being one of them. I cant wait till you got served comes out on dvd, im so gonna buy that movie. I think i might be love dont cost a thing also. Dante basco is in this movie only for one short scene though.

I miss going ot yfc meetings, i havent had the chance to go to one ever since spring qtr. started @ uci. I dindt go last wed. cuz of umm oh i forgot whurr i was...it's a blurr! haha Anyway, i had the day off today so it was quite chill. After taking francis to work, my mom and i went to wal-mart. I had to get some peechee folders. So we went to the 99 cents sturr and wal-mart. I tell you having wal-mart at the mall is ever so convient! My mom bought me boba afterwards! yesss i love boba! i got the honey dew again this time. HA so i get to the boba loca joint and im looking around for somone to help me. I see the guy behind the counter and i dont know if he was praying or sleeping but his head was down. I guess he didnt hurr me either, but i had seen a spiderman comic and a text book out on the table. Ha maybe he was reading and he got turrd.

My mom was babysitting her friend from works daughter today also. She's soo cute! She;s gonna be turning 3 and she's the cutest little girl. I like playing with small kids but i dont kwo if i could work w/them all day long. I think id get turrd out only cuz thurss only so much you can do. Plus they can bored real easily. Thas one thing you gotta learn bout kids, you gotta prepared to have various activities for them to do. So if they get bored w/one thing you can transition them to another one. I started to think again maybe ill go back to the daycurr again juss on fridays. BUt things are so screwed up thurr as it is, i dont know...

Maan the traffic was soo bad going to temple city tonight. It took me about a whole hour to get thurr. It was worf it though, i mean praise God the meeting went very well. Charisse and i met w/fr. don and jacob the youf minister of St. Lukes. Fr. Don is the pastor of St. Luke's and he's been such a blessing to this planning of spirit games. His pretty much over all concern was insurance and liability. Praise God he was open to whatever we had planned out for the day. Were gonna have exposition of the blessed sacrament after mass in the morning! woOo great way to sturrt the day! Then have a room for all day adoration! yess So many other great things are going to be taking place. GOd must've really wanted us to have the games @ St. Lukes.

Afterwards charisse and i had gone to eat at dennys, since we were bof starvng like marvin. We got the buffalo strips appetizer, yum. I got this farmer's slam which wasnt very good, at least not the way they mixed the eggs. It sounded good in the description but when i tasted it, it was nasty! Charisse and i were bof very happy w/the way the meeting turned out. Were juss like Praise God for St. Lukes and Fr. Don. Sometimes pastors can be very picky and will only let you do certain things. Fr. Don said himself he's all for the teens, and we have his blessing to have the games at St. Lukes! Yeah so charisse and i ate a lot and talked a lot tonite. Ha service at dennys was slow. But then again they seemed like thurr was only 2 waitresses.

Yess one more day of work then its the freakin weekend baby im goign ot have me some fun! Hampton's birfday purrty on sat. then followed by uprm nite @ freds house in the lbc. I want to go the beach on fri. I was suppsoe to go again today but the weather was ugly in the morning. Monday were going to have our spirt games meeting @ sPv again. Yess i dont gotta drive furr! its in my own backyurdd! Alright thas it for now, im turrd and thirsty.


Please pray for Jay Parayno's grandma who past away today along w/their family!

"I'm so tired of being lonely, im so tired of being alone..."im done, im out God bless!

"The more you cling to Jesus, the more capable you will become of being close to one another..."

Maan my feet whurr hurting by the end of yesterday. I was up on it all day long, thas why i need a foot spa to massage my feet when i come home. So when i had gone to the beach on mon. with my 'friends' from skool, one of the guys was saying how his right toe is all jacked up. He's gotta like a hanging toe nail or something like that. Eww how pleasureable to have something like that on your toe!

Skool was skool haha nothing exciting. Oh francis called and asked me to pick him from skool. I had forgotten that he popped out the joint in his elbow. So i picked him up, went to the book sturr to see if they had this book he needed. Afterwards, i dropped him off @ home and i had juss enough time to get to work. I was dreading work cuz i knew it was going ot be such a long day. I got thurr and the decorating wasnt so bad. My boss wanted to do some hardcore wha i like to call 'liturgical decorations.' You know how sPv has those pieces of material that hang over that metal rod? Well thas kinda how we did that, but we stappled it to the one end of the wall, to the middle. THen from the other end of the wall to the middle. It looked pretty nice in the end.

The dinner went by real fast. THe magic guy was so freakin corny! He brought out some white bird and he told bout some pirate named 'fred.' haha Thurr wasnt a whole lot of laughter from the audience, probably cuz they knew he was freakin corny. So fred and dave performed and they a grrreat iob! My boss was like theyre really good. Then i said, 'agh i know!' The dinner was over early and so they had quit playing songs. So then i told them, 'agh! keeping singing and playing, agh im paying you till 8pm!' So then they said, 'yes. mr. fish, we'll keep playing.' haha Errthang was over like ten till 8. So i thought oh perfect i may have time to make the end of SRE class.

My other boss and director had left right after it was done. They never said he had to clean up alll the stuff, juss the main stuff. Well the other boss ends up making us clean up errthang and stay till 830! oh why?!!! So were thurr till freakin 830 cleaning up all the tables and eerrthang else! agh! i was pissed cuz we didnt have to do all that [earmuffs] crap! [/earmuffs] Agh!!! So when i get to prayer meeting, pops told me they were still at praise & worship. I was like whoa! its like 9pm and were still @ praise & worship!? It felt real nice to be back in the 'upper room' again. It feels like forever since ive gone to a prayer meeting.

Then we had core group meeting, it was briefing on the upcoming things we have to do to prepare for lSS. Hard to believe that LSS is juss around the corner. IM really praying that we get a lot of people. Juss cuz i know how were going to be competing w/graduations and grad parties. Agh! Anyway, then i boned out to go study for my tests. Ahh i was so turrd that i was trying to stay awake, after a long day! I couldnt wait to get to sleep! I brought home to my mother a vase with two roses. Ha they were leftover centerpieces from the dinner! She was like did you bring those home for me? ha i said yeah. haha

So today's blog is being dedicated to yes you guessed it, no other then brotha burr, robby. Dang him and i have gone through a lot. Yet we've shurred soo many fun memories together. Like going out to lunch together, wurr on iraq, him applying for a job @ my work, 'youf at risk fridays,' big brotha program, and the list goes on! Through the difficult & hurrd times, weve managed to get through it, and i praise God for that. I can do a venn-diagram on us and thurr would be so much stuff in the middle. Despite the fact he's from the otha side of the asile and that you may see or even hurr us saying 'agh no,' or 'agh youre stupid,' or 'agh dumb' we do come eye to eye on many things. Im happy to call him my 'brotha' cuz i know whatever i need, he'll be thurr. All i gotta do is call out his name! haha Forreal though, thurrs not many people out thurr(outside of SH & uPrM)that will always be thurr for me. So brotha burr this blog day is for you! Congrats you made it! hahaha

Charisse & and i have our meeting w/Fr. Don tonite, please pray for us!


Yess im off today & on monday!

"Whenever you reach for me, i'll do that i can..."im done, im out God bless!

"If our life were not under Mary's protection, we might tremble for our perseverance and salvation..."

I was looking forward to blog today cuz i had a lot to blog about. THough now my eyes are tired, and i feel real sleepy. ANyway, today wasnt so manic at all for being a monday. In fact it was a pretty fun monday! yay! i love fun days haha i woke up this morning and i said 'agh! need more sleep!' It always the waking up and getting to the destination thas hurdd. Once im thurr im coo, its juss the getting over thurr. Last week i saw minnie and aubbie at skool. Then i forgot to mention at calbowl the ghett0 bowl place, i saw this ol couch who use to couch @ western for the freshmen bball team. He looks the same as he did before. I had interesting reasons why he wasnt couching anymore. Anyway moving on w/my day...

I went to class for the 2nd of it, i woke up late and missed the first half. Oh well its better then not going at all. My classmates ha that sounds funny were making fun of me for coming during the 2nd half. We got out really early for like the first time, were never out like 20 min early. It was coo though. Well you know how it is in some classes, you kinda make friends some what. Thurrs like certain people you end up clickin with during the duration of the semester. Those people become like your friends in class. They hook you up w/the notes if you skip class, sign you if youre late, let you borrow scantrons etc. etc.

Well thas how it is in my bio class, so thurrs like 4 of us that are like 'friends.' Anyway, so the 4 of us were talking after class. The girl in the group whos really pretty cuz shes like one of those nice looking mestizas. ITs the same girl that went to hs w/ann trovada. So she was shurring w/us how her bf broke up w/her for the stupidest reason last nite. Apparently he called her all pissed off cuz she hadnt changed her vmail on her celly. Because she had the song 'i dont want ot know' by mario winnans on he ended it. On top of that was calling her all these ugly names.
Yet she said to us, she was giving him until wed. for him to call back. Ohh hman talk bout 'attached.'

Yeah she was saying that theyre always on off together. How he's always callnig her names and all this stuff. YEt he's nice to her when he wants to use her for sex. So the 3 of us guys were asking her why she continues to be w/this guy if he continues to disrespect her. HE asked her wha she wanted for her birfday since it was coming up. She told him respect and he made some type of comment to her in return. Geez, she's gotta be insecure w/herself or juss really attached to the guy. HOnestly cuz i know she could find any guy. I mean she's that pretty. Quite a mystery to me...obviously, this bf has a lot of growing up and maturing to do.

ANyway for lab today instead of the normal in class activity, we had to go bolsa chica. So we went thurr and were checking out some of these endangered birds(aww kawawa birds). The ones we saw were pretty cool. They were creepin and swoopin down to pick up fish. OUr lab was only like 20 min. long! So i drove all the way down to bolsa chica beach marsh area for 20 min. ! It was coo cuz the rest of the time my friends in my class, we had gone to main street. Walked around the shops and little aurra over thurr. Then walked along the pier, saw some guy catch a fish. It was a really good time cuz #1, i was at the beach #2, i always love going to the beach and reflecting on God's beauty, and #3 it was cool to get to know my 'friends' from class on a more personal level. Supposedly, we all had planned to go back to the beach after class on wed. woO im off on wednesday too!

The picture above is real, i took it myself from christy's digicam when they had their bonfire. I couldnt help while they were doing praise & worship that nite, to take a whole bunch of shots of the sun setting. I was juss so amazed and juss in awe of the love God had put into all of his creations. Juss how the sun reflects on the calm ocean water, it looks soo peaceful and relaxing. ALl you need now is like a CD that will play ocean music. haha Hurring the waves crash agaist the rocks. Listening to the birds talk. THen juss seeing yourself out in the middoe lf sand juss watching the sunset. Anotha day is done, praise & thank you Lord! I hope we get to go back to the beach again on wed.

Work was loud, the kids tried to jack candy from my jurr when i left the room. Turns out i caught the ones who did iit. One of the kids when i asked why did he jack the candy, he was like 'i dont know i got confused.' What kind gay answer is that!? How can you get confused trying to steal candy out of the jurr? I tell you the kids in stanton have no shame. They're soo ghett0 sometimes i tell you. One of the little girls pissed me off today! agH! she asked whurr my other rec leader 'kevin' was. Well she likes to follow my other rec leader around. Shes got a small crush on him. ANyway, when she asked when was he coming back i said, 'i dont know.' Real rough like in my tone of voice. Then she saw the truck pass by and she bones out the durr.

Right as she's running out i told her not to go outside and chase after him. She did it anyway, so i ran outside and told her to back to the club. Go back cuz she wasnt listening to wha i told her in the first place. She claimed that she didnt hurr wha i said. Well if she didnt bone out then she wouldve. I have to go hunt her down and make sure she goes back to the club. Then shes arguing w/me outside bout her being able to certain things blah blah. Well later on before closing bout 530pm she comes back asking if ive seen her phone. Then asked if i could open the room to see if it was in thurr. I told her no cuz i knew fo sho it wasnt in thurr. Then in my mind i said to myself, 'agh thas wha you get for not listening to me! You like to play, play, play w/your phone. You ended up loosing it.' Muwahahaha! I wonder if she ever found it.

Came home and i attempted to study. I called to see how el juego is doing physically, i knew h was on his deaf bed all last week. So i was juss checking to see how he was doing. He's a lot better than last week, so praise God for that. I called leslie from SOl to make sure she was still going to be able to take over the class tomorrow nite. Maan i really wanted to be in class too tomorrow. YOu knwo whas funny? So we have this temp whos been working as our dept clerk for like almost 2 months. Ha turns out i found her lj at work tonite while i was on the comp in the front. I was reading her entries and theyre real funny, juss the comments she makes bout working @ stanton.

I was flipping back and forth tonite watching "Menace II Society" and "The restaraunt." Those ol skool black ghett0 movies like menace are so classic! Those were the real hardcore gangster days back in the early 90's. They really showed it like it was. Hey elliot did you watch the restaraunt tonite? ohhh danngg it got crazy at roccos tonite! Thas crazy a nice restaraunt as that isnt making enough money. Im glad the show will be on errmondays now. This way i could watch it. Dang it, imma miss next mondays episode. THough im sure theyll re show it on bravo.
So fred got boof to change from the lj world to the blog world. Boof told me how he writes out errdetail in his entries. I said yeah im the same way too, its get be too long thas why no one likes to read it! haha jk I told him how i print my entries out errday and he was like, 'man you beat me..."

OKay big evening at work tomorrow, hopefully the evening will go fast and smooth. I've got two big tests i really need to study for tomorrow. Ahh! the life, okay i need to go cuz im getting really sleepy that my eyes are closing. Dont you hate it when you get real thristy before you sleep? Then you end up drinking and drinking ends up having to go pee in the middle of the nite. agh! Ha i did that to christy tonite she was giving me her opinion on something and i straight out disagreed w/her and said, 'agh no christy! Today is my friend francis' birfday he turned 22. Wow so many birfdays in april! My goodness, april really mustve been a good month to have kids. TIta cora's birfday is like today or something like that. Ha remember when i accidently ate cow tounge at her birfday! ewww that was sick!

Oh please pray for the repose of the soul of my director's grandma. Apparently he told me she had past away yesterday. So if you can please keep him and his family in your prayers. Thanks! Also keep gp from liwanag in your prayers and for charisse's and i's meeting w/Fr. Don this wednesday. So ive been thinking the past week whether i should re-dye my hurr. Ahh yes those were the days! I havent colored it in like two yurrs! im going to ask you the readers for your opinion. Should i dye it again? or keep it black? you decide!

Ha you know whas funny also?...hurr read for yourself:
GoOber6178: hello jasonfish, i got your message
JPFish187: why hello charisse
JPFish187: haha its like silence of the lambs
GoOber6178: hahahahaha
JPFish187: why hello clarisse
JPFish187: hahahaa
JPFish187: but yours is why hello charisse

hahah its so funny cuz it rhymes i think thas why! hahah charisse/clarisse! hahahaha thas funny! hahah oh man im really laughing out loud or as they say, 'LoL' hahaha!


Hey i tried something new to todays entry, can anyone tell me wha it is?! Winner will receive some candy!

"The concept of school seems so securrre/Sophmore three yearrrs aint picked a careerrr..."im done, im out God bless!

"When you feel the assaults of passion and anger, then is the time to be silent as Jesus was silent in the midst of His ignominies and sufferings..."

This quote reminds me of a good friend of mine. It describes my friends personality during a certain period of time. I commend that friend cuz being silent during persecution is never easy. I know i struggle w/that. So often i want to lash out w/rage and anger. So this quote is a great reminder to be silent during trials of persecution. Praise God!

TOday was a nice relaxing un-productive day. Slept in till almost 11am then went to brunch w/the fam bam tribe at hTb. Yum! Came home and i watched the marathon of that show the 'restaraunt.' I dont know if youve seen it but its a tight show. Its like a reality show bout this guy named rocco who owns this restaraunt called, 'rocco.' Its on the bravo network, the same channel they show 'queer eye for the straight guy.' Tomorrow is the big season finale of the show as rocco is being put the test. Its on channel 4 @ 10pm. Imma be watching that yay!

AGh tomorrow another monday! I wish i had no skool or work haha i say that errweek! I got wed. off at least and monday off yay!! So monday will be a nice monday so i can take a nap when i get home from skool! Monday is already spirit games meeting, man those months go by fast! SO i guess wed. after charisse's and i's meeting w/fr. don we'll put together the agenda for the next meeting. Hopefully the committees have made some type of progress. Had a nice catch-up chat w/banne tonite. OUr catch up chats are nice! Then i had a real fun chat online w/fake girlfriend. Haha i made up a new 'take that and rewind it back.' haha I also talked to pops and moms today on the phone this afternoon. Pray for the soul that was in accident on the 5s.

ha i think since this entry is short imma do an 'isda mail' section. Ha juss this once since i got extra space. Well maybe if it works out then ill do it more often.

burr: agh i called u while playin auurrrcade and u dind't pick up agh! haha
Dear burr, Agh leave me be, i was playing in aurrcade!! haha

arisa: i love bjs mints too....they always gotta restock their supply when i come in!
Dear Arisa, Yes i love them do! thas why i got a grip in my curr right now.

rangeles: reirich is tight ... reirich is the foundation ... now everytime you see him, u have to bow down to him
Dear Rangeles, Agh no!! double agh no! if i did that, id be breaking the 1st commandment! haha

rangeles: reirich is tight ...
Dear Rangeles, Agh! Fine youre tight

rangeles: btw, I forgot to say that reirich is tight ...
Dear Rangeles for the third freakin time, agh i get the freakin point already!!

burr: reirich is tiight! haha
Dear burr, agh he said like 10,000 times already!

I hope the small mini vacation works out, if not then well i dont know...haha I need to get gas tomorrow and start studying. I gotta repost teh pic of the sunset and post some other pics too.


The CD fred made w/ol skool mp3s is tight! IM feelin it

"Im done for you and whatever yo uwant to do, its all up to you..."im done, im out GOd bless!

"Every person has the right to hear the 'Good News' of the GOd who reveals and gives himself in Christ, so that each one can live out in its fullness his or her proper calling..."

So i was thinking tonite bout something that kinda was like 'oh thas real interesting. Praise God for it though, really.' I must say i gotta give a big ups to reirich. You're reading this and youre thinking, reirich?! Why reirich?! haha Well ill give the reason why later on. Maybe youll be able to figure it out by the end of today's entry. Today was a very long day, though it was very productive and fun! I need to get gas again cuz im runnin on e. Ill take curr of that later on today. Praise God for the day, we should always take advantage of every day we get. For each new day is anotha gift from God. So take it and embrace and do all that you can to shurr God's love w/those around you. You never know when your last day maybe...

We had our LFT comissioning workshop today @ SOL. Woke up and i was real tired from the nite before. Not going to sleep till like past 2am. Then waking up @ 8am to be @ SOL @ 9am. The alarm went off and im like 'oh why?!' haha I had a crazy dream bout SCRC for some reason. LIke i was scrc or something like that. Anyway, upon my way to SOL i stumbled on a small road block. I always take harbor all the way up to get to SOL. Thas the easiest way i know of, or the way i was told to go anyway. Right before downtown fullerton, i saw the road was closed off. i was like oh why?!! Really oh why?!! Now how am i suppose to get thurr. I get lost real easy too, so i had to look for another way. Luckily i made it through and was able to get back on track, praise God!

So we got thurr and it was real cold. Though the day was very fun, errone did real well on their talks. I was a bit nervous when giving mine and i didnt even realize i had 3 different topics put into one topic going on. The improvement feedback i got was good, i never even thought bout the other side of fellowshipping in regards to the spiritual aspect. Ex. going to mass, praying the rosary, etc. I totally have examples for those type of activities also. Oh well when i do the extended version of the talk then ill add them in. Being on this team is such a blessing!

Im really excited to see the launch of this formation team. To see God work through errone who will be attending and how God will continue to work in the team as well. I know GOd has great plans set up for this team and im excited to see them unfold. Within the past wha 3-4 months that ive been purt of the team, ive learned so much. Ive learned a lot in terms of spirituality, in terms of serving, and leadership. Im blessed to be able to serve along side some really d0pe catholics. Catholics who are on furr to serve our God and truly want to bring heaven to earf.

After the comissioning mass, i had gone to cerritos for derrick's birfday purty shindig @ the Peking Wok. It was a lot of fun, coincidently, ian and elmer whurr thurr too! How funny i didnt even know they knew him. So pretty much all the liwang people whurr thurr partyain. Derrick's brother had organized the whole thing. IT was like a hmm boy debut w/o the candles and all that other stuff. Ha But thurr was a mini slide show on derricks life, it was cutee aww. It was kinda like on those cartoons whurr they'll show you, 'this is your life bugs bunny!' haha Then thurr was dancing and prizes for answering questions bout derrick. Those funny people at liwanag always make me laugh. Ha So filled w/energy and juss humor. Praise God!

So in the words of ice cube as i had told pops this morning once i had walked into the classroom, ' today was a good day.' Well only till 930am then after then until later on it was better haha jk inside joke, pops will get it. Okay, so going back to my first statement bout giving the big ups to reirich. Well while sitting inside 'peking wong,' i thought to myself, 'wow if i had never done the clp over the summer, if i never done sfc, then i wouldnt of met all those fun people at uci.' I wouldnt of really known bout yfc or even yfc campus based. I probably wouldnt of have met leo, fake girlfriend, joyce etc. etc. Ohhh dannnggg...!

It went like this reirich asking me to do sfc, through sfc i was able to meet mark anthony and grace and thorugh them i found out bout yfc. Then through yfc campus based @ uci i found out bout the rest them fun catholic foos over thurr. So what a blessing this yurr has a been! Its been soo d0pe and i know its only going to get better! And as for reirich, ha i guess my thanks for getting me involved w/sfc. Yes, i know i complained errday to you bout how i didnt like certain things or how certains were juss sooooo boring or whatever, but i praise God for it.


Today was a good day!

"Let everything that has been praise the Lord..."im done, im out God bless!

"We cannot live without hope. We have to have some purpose in life, some meaning to our exsistence. We have to aspire to something. Without hope, we begin to die..."

Yesterday was one of those days whurr i juss wanted to relax. It wasnt 100% relaxful but its okay i guess that 1.5 hr power nap made up for it. I had waken up @ 945am to get my curr smogged, maan it wasnt busy but it took forever for them to help us. Good thing i brought a book to keep me company. I was able to catch up a bit on my pdf readings, yes im lagging. Praise God it passed, the guy told us we need to check on a few things. Anyway, came home and dropped something off at my grandparent's house and juss chilled thurr for a while. Later on my parents brought me home kfc chicken for lunch yay! It felt weird not eating fish fillet for lunch. ha I think i had eaten that errfriday during lent except maybe once.

So today marks a very eventful/memorable hmm phase in my life? I dont know if thas the right word. Well anyway basically today murrks the one yurr anniversary of 'exile.' Yes, it was that difficult period of time whurr i had learned a VERY important lesson. Not only that i felt, it taught errone who was involved an important lesson on love and forgiveness. I truly know what it means to forgive and love unconditionally w/o any strings attached. During that durrk time, it was a cross that i had felt i couldnt carry. It was so heavy that i kept falling during that period of time. I was so filled w/anger and resentment. In a way i was angry w/God too for making it come and go.

The cross became so heavy and one point i was advised that i should look into dropping something that meant a lot to me. THough i knew that wouldnt be the answer to solve the difficult equation i had going on. It was so crazy cuz the previous nite pre-exile, banne and i were at westco for an scrc young adult core meeting. During the healing mass, we had met this one lady who was like an angel in disguise to us. She prayed over us and that nite banne and i left w/the interpretation of tounges, and vision. It was a very powerful nite for bof of us. At that time thurr were other struggles going on.

Anyway, praise God for that huge trial. Praise God that He gave me the grace not to let go of my cross. I realized later on this was a lesson to teach me to FULLY rely and TRUST only on him. Maan i remember that sat. nite i couldnt sleep, the day before 'divine mercy sunday' also. All of it were not coincidences that it took place at that time. I really do praise God for the struggle, cuz it taught me how to trust God with everything.

We had uprm bowling nite tonite, it was uprm mixer event i guess. A way to invite to our 'uprm pledges' to see what uprm is bout and get ot know them more. Ha turns out it was juss the elliot and jenny, and reirich and arisa. Ha a couples uprm pledge or something. I didnt bowl though i juss stayed and played n the aurrcade. This filipino guy was playing the marvel vs. capcom 2 game and he was hardcore. Agh! then thurr was this guy who disturbed my peace while i was playing by myself. So i was playing peacefully by myself then this guy has to come and disturb me. Agh! Then he freakin kills me by like pretty much cheating! agh! He kept on pretty much holding on to me not letting me get a hit! agh! woe to that man who cheats during fighting games! agh!

Then i was watching these other guys play the ddr game,. Man people go all out playing that game i tell you. I think that would be a good way to get 'sexy' for 'project sexy,' is dance dance revolution. YOu really work up a sweat then youre like jumpin and moving all around. These two filipino guys were all hardcore on that game. ASians go all out like its some type of contest or as if the world is going to end if they loose! haha ANyway, cal bowl is ghett0, thurrs too many ghett0 people thurr.

Afterwards we went to bjs in cerritos, i got anotha pizookie. Yess! two days in a row pizookie!! Yum! St. Lucys charasmatics came out and joined us. Christy came out too and chilled. I love bj mints, i always get a handful when i go. They're very breath taking! haha jk YOu know you can buy those at trader joes also? They also come in different flavas. Nem's new hurr style looked nice. So we all hung out, ate, and juss had a grand ol time. Great times! Great times!


Praise God for growing pains!

"You even when helped me when the beef was on..."im done, im out GOd bless!

"THere is someone who suffers in every family and in every human situation..."

Boy am i popped! It has been one long day, really it has. This whole month has been non-stop on the go. To think its almost gone too in a couple of weeks. I gotta a lot of stuff that ive been putting off that i need to get crackn on. Yes i know im very bad, im bad procrasinator. Ill end up doing things last min. not a good habit to have. I need a small break, a small get away juss to refocus on 'realign my wheels.' haha Im feelin the song on joyce's blog, its a live version of 'body of Christ.' A perfect song to use for Spirit Games. Speaking of that so i had talked ot charisse yesterday. Turns out she sprang her ankle! oh boy...

The other day at skool i came into purking lot #7 whurr i usually purrk. This other girl had taken the spot i wanted but as she came out and while i was still driving, she pointed out a free spot. So i thought that was real nice of her. I try to do that too when im coming out of class, ill point out whurr i purked so they can take my spot. So i have 2 tests that i need to do well on on wed. Please pray that i study hurrd so i can do well on them. Work i had no kids today! First time, thas happened theyre all too busy on spring break. Kawawa mee!!! I had boughten all this fruit too to blend to make into smoothies. I only ended up using the kiwi, strawberries, and bananas. They turned really good! Mmmm although the kiwis were hard to peel.

It was my coworkers birfday last weekend, so her mom made lumpia to fry. THey asked me to fry them so i had fried lumpia for errone. WOw it was my first time frying it, and it was really fun!!! Forreal i told my coworker, your mom shouldve made more. HA my boss came in and told me i looked like professional frying them. THought that was funny being it was my first time. So now i know how to fry lumpia. woOO i guess you always learn something new errrday. After work some of us from work went out to el torito for happy hour. They do that erronce in a while, but i never can go cuz of SRE. I decided id go since i ddint have any class, so ill take advantage of the time. Tons of fun, my coworkers are so fun to talk to and juss mess around and laugh with.

Afterwards i drove down to UCI to help plan for my family meeting. My liwanag family, 'shepherd's flock' is leading prayer meeting next tues. So i drove down thurr to help plan for the meeting. The theme is 'following GOd's will.' The meeting sounds really d0pe!!! Were going to pray the 'joyful mysteries' first for it coincides with the theme. Along with our theme scripture verse, 'behold i am the handmaid of the Lord, let it be done to me according to your word.' Luke 1:38 THen were going to do small praise & worship to set the mood, to give them a chance to reflect on knowing God's will. Then were going to the inventory of life activity that i use for my SRE class. Exciting stuff! yay! too bad i cant be thurr...ill use the city of westminister attitude for that, 'oh well.' hahahaha

Then we went to go purrty at bj's at the tustin murrket place. I finally was able to indulge in the ever so famous 'pizzokie.' Yum!!! We had all gotten the 'pizzokie platter' The one whurr they give you all 4 different types of cookies on the platter! That was the best! Thurr you get all 4 types of cookies on one platter. I love the bj mints too theyre so chewy, errtime i go i always take a handful. So it was great times hanging out w/the liwanag family! yay Ha leo said errtime i hang out w/my 'shepherd's flock' family im always turrd. I said yes i know cuz we always do things on a weeknite after a long day of work and skool. Then driving also....ahh

Once again i ahve another jam packed weekend. LFt pretty much all day tomorrow, 9-5. Then im going to birfday purrty later on that nite in cerritos. Tonite is uprm bowling @ cal bowl in lakewood. HA cal bowl that sounds funny, like its some type of university. The university of cal bowl. I realized ive been lagging in terms of my spiritual walk. Ive gotten into that 'backsliding' attitude of laziness. Yes, i know not good. I havent gone to daily mass at all this week! So im going to confession today, then agh!! the phone keeps ringing!!

Well thas all errone! Oh yeah something i thought was good i want to shurr. "When i can hardly stand my headaches, i share it with the pain that Jesus must have suffered because of the crown of thorns. When the pain moves to my back, i share it with the pain JEsus must have felt when the soliders gave him lashes. When my hands hurt, i share that pain with the pain Jesus felt when was crucified..."

Have a great weekend!


Can you believe its already going to be a week since easter?!

"At last my love came tumbling down..."im done, im out GOd bless!

"The ones you love are never far away, they're always in your hearts..."

I got this quote from days today during Alice Horton & Doug William's funeral. It was very sad to watch, especially during hope's shurring of memories of her dad and her grandma. The flashbacks made me sad! Its sad to see ol characters being taken off the show, after being thurr for soo many yurrs and making the show wha it is today. :sigh: the show will never be the same w/o mrs. horton. ahh

Anyway, so ive taken interest in this new channel i found recenty called, s?. Its a hispanic latino tv station. They got some good shows though, ive been rewatching the ol skool show, 'New York Undercover.' Maan i use to watch that show errthurs. nite w/my mom. That was our show, id come home from SRE and we'd turn on to channel 11 to watch. Ahh anyway, so i refound that show on that channel over spring break. They have this hmm interesting secular talk show called the 'rug.' Thurrs two girls and two guys, the one latina chick on thurr is cute! The topic tonite was 'co-habitation.' Meaning bf/gf living together, co-habitating under the same roof. Obviously, we all know that in eyes of the Catholic church that is a sin. Unless the couple are murried.

Asia buffet and i are like homies, especially the manager. I had made last min. reservations this afternoon for jeanne's birfday over thurr. She had no problem in doing that for me. Then during dinner, we were all dissapointed cuz we didnt see any 'walnut shrimp.' This dish has gotten to be one of 'SHs' fav dish. Well it was thurr tonite, and we were all like 'oh why?!' So as i was making my trip back to the buffet, i was making small talk w/the lady bringing more broccli beef. I asked her, 'do you only have walnut shrimp on the weekends?' She didnt understand me so i asked a couple more times. She finally said do you want some? in her broken english. I said yes! so she asked whurr iwas sitting and told me shed bring it out to me. To my suprise she brought out a whole batch of them for me! haha She ended up bringing 3 differnt plates full! Wow talk bout God providing! haha jk THen they sang happy birfday to jeanne! they had the music and errthang! haha Asia buffet has really gotten to my puso these days!

ON the way home elijiah asked if i coudl come over! awww that kid is too cute. I know wha to get him for his birfday. The same exact thing i got my godson for his birfday, hopefully no one steals my idea. So i told him next time, next time ill come ova and well play 'neighbors.' haha Ahulana was looking forward to me coming over also. I had to 'pinky swurr' that next time id come over. Upon the approval of moms and pops, maybe one friday i could come over and play w/them for a while. Now that i think of it, im off next wed. and im done w/skool @ 11am. (lightbulb!) haha

I told fred i changed the name from 'security' to 'spirit games security advisor.' Praise God cuz james from St. Lukes has answered 'yes' in being our media ministry for spirit games! wooO!! Now all we will need is a vendors committee head(if fr. don lets us have vendors). Wow the Lord is truly putting all the pieces of the puzzle together for us. AS ive said before in the past, this must be something he wants done. Otherwise, thurr would be many obstacles in the way of the planning. Please continue to pray for the growth & success of the games & committee.

Fred had brought up a very good topic last nite on his blog. Yes, im talkin bout them lurkers! agh! Them and 'cafteria blog readers!' agh! Those who pick and choose which pargraphs look interesting to read. Or if they see their name then theyll read wha was said. Hello!!! why not juss read the whole entry! If youre going to take the time out to load up the site, juss finish it from top to bottom. I mean cmon, honestly, how much more time will take you? Wha 5? 10 min. the most?! Really now, throw me a frikkin bone hurr! Then those lurkers, they read and then when you bring up topic to them, 'they'll say, 'oh yeah i read that on your blog!' Agh!!! Then why didnt you juss tag! How much more time would it haven taken you to juss quickly make a comment. Really now!

I know a couple of lurkers out thurr too! Ha i think i should post their pics on my blog and say the 'top 10 most notorious blog lukers and cafeteria readers.' Then thurr are those people who leave stupid tags to try and bring down the ratings and yet dont even have the courage to leave their real name. Cmon now! And yes im referring to those 'caesar chavezs.' and 'yos.' OKay if you want to bring down raitings, and crticize, then fine youre entitled to your own thoughts, but lets be real hurr and put leave your 'real name.' Dont be fake and front a made up nick name. Let's keep it real hurr. IF youre going to make dumb comments, then make sure you be real bout it. Sooner or later ill find out who you are!

OKay thas all, thurr was something else i wanted to blog bout. I forgot. Oh well


Dont be a lurker, a cafeteria reader or a faker!

"I like the way you be with all that personality..."im done, im out God bless!

"Love thrives on suffering, and suffering is to be found everywhere..."

Yesterday was fun! Oh before i forget, i had forgotten to mention something else bout sat's event. Well this guy walter bravo, who deejays my work events was deejaying this one on sat. At the end of clean up he was telling my bosses how if we wanted to, we could get a lot of sponsors. On top of that, if we needed more volunteers he could get some zetas & some kappas that would love to volunteer for service hours type things. I thought OOh i like that idea! Thatd be tight less work id have to do. Anyway, juss thought that idea was really d0pe.

Skool was alright, nothing new, nothing spectacluar. Oh how i cant wait till the end of the semester already. FOr some reason this one seems to be extra long. Maybe its the whole knowledge of summer on its way. PRaise God cuz i was approved the two days i had requested off. I had 3 days of floating i needed to use before fiscal year is over, otherwise i loose it. I took advantage of using them for next wed. and the monday after that. Ive taken notice that my boss hasnt gotten to be more laid back then before. Sometimes before he use to be a some wha strict. Maybe cuz he's gotten a gf now haah he's a little at ease. Whatever it is, im hoping that he'll continue to be like this. haha

We watched spy kids 3 yesterday at work. I was actually falling asleep during the movie, i started to get real sleepy. Thurr was juss some purrts in the movie that was real boring. Anyway, thurr wasnt a whole lot of kid due to spring break. Oh well it makes my days easier, tomorrow i think were going ot make some type of dessert. Which reminds me if you guys happen to find any good recipes send em over my way. You know whenever i talk via IM online, i never use those emocons or whatever you call them. Ha i know that was juss hella ranDUMB haha i guess im like that. Ha ill be talking to burr and i''ll mention something and he'll say okay?! that was juss hella ranDUMB haha

I had gone w/cy, wilane, and this guy from sly named will over to liwanag last nite. Actually i came to set up for prayer meeting before hand, then i went to liwanag. I saw my Pb last nite! woOo i love my pb i havent seen her in ages! haha When i saw her i ran over and i said 'ppbbbbbbbbbb!' Anyway, so cy and i had made to liwanag, leo was quite suprised. I had promised him that i would make it to one 'official' liwanag meeting before their quarter ended. SO the prayer meetign was fun, i was actually looking forward to singing more praise & worship songs, but they were pressed for time. We played jepoardy it was so freakin fun!! My team(team one yay yay) won N.E.R.Ds. Toni was our team captain and we did quite well. Ha thurr was a question under hodge podge regarding 'what event that will be taking place that emphasizes unity through games, sports etc etc.' Ha the answer was spirit games, ha it took me a while to get the ?! ha Bof cy and i were like hmm...haha

After the meeting was it was socializing, many uci peeps were suprised i was thurr. It was great to see all those specatular cool people like joyce diane haw, fake girlfriend and the list goes on! Oh for closing song, we sang prince of peace, thas the jam. 'I will sing to and worshippp the King Who is worrthy, i will love and adore him, i wil bow down before him. He's my prince of peace and i will live my life for Him...' I want to use that song for spirit games, thas such a d0pe song. Afterwards we juss kinda chilled inside interfaith and listened to yfc practice for Praisefest(May 21). That should be exciting too cuz Shepherd's Voice will be performing yay yay!

Ha freakin leo man, he was like 'you dont talk to me no more.' I said, 'hello im online and youre online, and you dont talk to me!' Then he said, 'i like ot talk on the phone.' I said, 'i call you...' ha then he said jokingly. 'sorry i only talk to people named charisse' haha i thought ohhh maan! Anyway, after we had all gone out to eat the infamous in n out at the student center. Cy and wilane's friend from hs joined up w/us. I guess they hadn't seen each other since senior yurr. Pretty crazy huh. Leo came and joined us up later on too. Great times, juss messing around. We all were getting prettty hyper at the end of the nite.

On the way home cy and i had good convo bout a whole bunch of different things. Family, ministry work etc. She's always a pleasure to talk to and its a blessing that ive gotten the opportunity to get to know her and mike better. Really good people, i tell you forreals. So on the way home were on the 5n juss coming up to the lincoln exit. Wilane calls and tells me she needs to pee real bad. I asked if she wanted to stop? She told me no shes cool she can make it till we get back to sPv. Then she asked how furr were we? I said well we still gotta get on the 91w. HA then she said well lets stop cuz i dont think i could wait that long. We exited lincoln and passed by the anaheim plaza to see if naything was open. Keep in mind this was @ like 12am already. Nothing was opened, so we stopped at dennys. I told them this feels like a total road trip, like were on our way somewhurr. It was funnny, great times.

We got back @ like 1210am, and then went home for the evening. PRaise God for juss a nite full of blessings. Shurring God's love w/great people who i love talking and juss chillin with. I couldnt ask for anything more. I think im going to change my phone cover again. Now that i think bout it, i shouldve waited and gotten the 3200. The only reason i got this one cuz it had the speaker phone. Ha Oh well, im still satisified with wha i have. haha Today is jeanne's birfday yay! Ha i remember when i use to see her working @ Sam Goody in the mall. WOw thats soo long ago! Saturday, will murrk the one yurr anniversary of 'exile.' Whoa...praise God for His grace that He has given to me. For without his grace, i dont think i wouldve been able to handle that heavy cross.


Happy Birfday Jeanne!

"YOu got me inside outside spinning all around..."im done, im out GOd bless!

"The man who teaches himself learns from a fool..."

YOu know i forgot to mention from yesterdays entry bout my event on sat. So we had our 26th annual cottontails spring egg hunt at work on sat. Man it was jam packed wit people, well i guess its not suprising cuz all of the cities events are jam packed. The day went by pretty fast, cuz once the egg hunt is over errone bones out. The set up didnt take too long but i was juss dreading to get the day over with. I really didnt want to work, but i said, 'ill lift this up for the peeps who aint got a job.' Those 12' tables are really a hassle to curry out to the purk. Especially dragging them on the grass! So i was thinking my gosh, the weight of this table itself must be something close to the weight of the cross Jesus curried. It was in a sense kinda an eye opener.

Anyway, the kings came out brought the kids and supported the event. Big ups to them cuz it made my day seeing them. Too bad they had juss missed the crazy egg hunt. The kids enjoyed themselves though on the moon bounce. Elijah ha had hurrd time getting up to the slide purrt only cuz errone was juss boucing around. Ha i gave the kids the vip treatment and walked them to the front. Then when it was ahulana's turn i saw some girl say that she had cutted cuz i juss kinda stuck ahulana in front of someone. Then i went back and i had made ahulana go to the very front of the line. Ha i said, 'ahluana do you want to help other kids get inside?' She said yes, so i said to the volunteer, 'She's going to help w/the smaller kids.' Haha i give my fam bam tribe only the best! haha

Ha it was funny they had this whole little area for pics w/the bunny. Well they had bought palm plants from sams club. So we decorated the whole little area w/plants, i said to my director, 'oh this is like palm sunday all over again.' hahah He juss laughed. The whole area when it was finished really looked egyptian like. Praise God that nem was able to do the backdrop for me. It turned out really nice. I guess during the egg hunt a couple small kids got trampled on during the first age group. See no purrents were suppose to be inside the egg hunt area. Well thurrs always those dumb people who dont listen. As a result some of the smaller kids got trampled on.

I had the hurrdest time waking up this morning. I really didnt want to go to skool or work today. I wish i actually had spring break this week rather than last. Stupid skools for not making it that way! Im sure they only do it before easter so that way they dont have to hassle w/people not coming to skool due to religous excuses. Having break after easter is juss so much better, cuz you dont have to worry bout waking up early the next day. Most skools are actually out this week! Gosh dang it!

A good thing bout today is that my sister's accident well the other purtys insurance are now accepting liability. Praise God! A while back ago they werent going to accept responsibility for the claim. Even when it says in the police report that its their fault. Finally theyve come to terms, and have put an offer up on the table. I think my parents really have no choice but to take it. Im sure theyre not going to want to make the offer higher than it already it is. We'll see wha happens.

Work was real chill today, i finally had cleaned up my classroom and refixed some of my boards. Ive been so busy/lazy during my free time @ work that i ahvent bothered to fix them. So that's taken curr of. Im hoping that my boss will approve my two days that ive requested off. The only reason im kinda worried cuz the two days are near each other. One is for next wed. and the other one is for the 26th. Im suppose to meet w/Fr. Don,( the pastor of St. Luke's) w/charisse next wed. To work out spirit games details and wha not. THat would be real tight if he's charasmatic and he wanted to make the opening mass charasmatic! I found out at last core group meeting that Fr. Engelbert(fr. angel) wasnt charasmatic. I had always thought he was.

Had a good convo w/my aunt tonite. It was good times catching up and discussing world events and family events. Its hard for me to talk to people at fam bam events cuz i dont relate to their world and they dont relate to mine. Its like mixing secular into the religous life. Though i had an itneresting talk w/one of my cousins. We were talking bout religon and she told me her ex bf who is fallen away catholic now ingelisa cristo told her that she couldnt be saved cuz she's catholic. I guess he wanted his son(my godson) to be baptized in their church. But my cousin didnt want that, Praise God she baptised him in the one and only true church. When she told he had said she couldnt be saved i was laughing. I told her actually its more less the other way around.

Alright well thas it for today, wow yall must be liking these short blog entries. Ha i guess i havent too much thought to put into them lately. I get blog lazy i dont know if you get like that, but i get it a lot! Thas why sometimes my entries are short cuz id ont feel like typing a whole lot. Anyway, one moe month of skool left. Ahh! I cant wait! HA i was watching the simpsons the other day and homer was telling lisa gambling is okay cuz its in the bible. She asks, 'where at?' He goes, 'umm somewhurr in the back' hahahahaha i was busting up!


So much to do, so little time!

"Well she's got a hotty body, but her attitude is potty..."im done, im out God bless!