"Marriage is not just about finding someone “you can live with” but in finding someone who “you just cannot live without”

Thas what i need to find someone who i juss cannot live without...hmm maybe i already have found that person! ha yeah right. Anyway another exciting day at scrc! Geez ive been up since 7am this morning and well i know fo sho imma be hella tired tomorrow. So tired that when i come home imma probably knock out. Praise God i got one extra day to fall back on though! yay labur day! Imma make sure i go to see robby that day too so i can win! yesss! haha Scrc was great today. Saw many new faces and some old ones. Carson was durr that was fun seeing them. SOl of course was durr. I was suprised to see St. Paul of the cross, the group from chino hills. I dindt know they go to scrc. Christy and i met this one group from woodland hills called light of God or something like that. They were a youf group, they meet on thurs. THOugh they didnt see too interested in talking to us. Christy's funny she goes to them, so any of you guys into friendster? or have friendster? haha i thought that was funny.

Dang i wish scrc had a masquerade ball thatd be tight! Then you can be hiding in your masks and go up and kiss people well juss cute girls. Itll be a 'kiss and run' haha you kiss them and run. They wouldnt be able to find you cuz durrs be too many people and theyd get lost in the crowd. I had to help direct people wurr to go today for the young adult track. Dur was a lot of people which was pretty good being it was the first yurr. The first talk was a panel talk bout relationships and stages. The first speaker was boring cuz it seemed like we were being lectured. YOu know he was reading straight from his paper. The other two speakers were good. I didnt get to go to the other talk today cuz i was in line for confession. WHich leads me to a funny story...

So i was standing in line during confession and then this guy sees my ribbon says young adult team. HE asks hows that track going and stuff like that. Well we ened up engagaing into a small conversation juss bout life about ourselves. As i was talking to this guy the first person that comes into my mind is achie! After talking to this guy i couldnt wait to tell her cuz i thought hed make a good match for her! I invited the guy to JEsus and Java tonite also. I told achie well see wha happens tonite, if he comes to Jesus and Java it must mean something. Sure enough he did come! The two of them talked off and on quite a while. I wanted her to exchange #s but this other guy got in the others way. Boo!!!!! The reason why i thought hed make a good match is well fist off hes catholic and totally devoted. (Hey that sounds juss like the guys in uprm). HE does interning @ some orthopedic hospital, so the same field in a way as achie. He was in the military and then startated like small prayer groups w/this soliders. WHich means hes on fire bout this faith. Thye talked a lot tonite @ JEsus and Java, lets pray something will catch his attention and well see him again.

Funny story, robby and i were waiting for banne and boss lady to come from adoration. Well we were bof starvnig then robby said im hungry. Next thing we know 10 min later the convention center stafff asked us if he wanted free hot dogs cuz they were gonna throw them away. We went up durr and got like 6 different hot dogs! it was so funny the Lord provided! haha we were feasting on those hot dogs on the reals! hahaha it was like a miracle or something! praise God we didnt have to buy outdoor fast food. I was happy cuz i got to curry the scrc banner again this yurr. I love curring those banners! BIgs up to fred on his JEsus and Java testimony. I got some compliments on it. We were running behind schedule but we got through errone. Jay from SOL;s testimony was juss d0pe. OKay those are some highlights for the day im tired now. Thiis weekend ive been hurring a lot of sfc praise & worship songs. How funny.


I hope we find that guy for achie again tomorrow!

"YOu have turn my sorrow into joy..."im done, im out God bless!

"What happened upon that cross 2000 years ago was the greatest “I do” in the history of weddings..."

I picked this quote cuz it reminded me of Mother Regina's talk from SCRCthis morning. Praise God for a great first day @ scrc and the best part bout it, is that its only the first day!!! yay!!! i got a lot of stuff today alreayd at the little shops. I bought 2 rosary braclets, 2 bible diaries and a rosary. Im excited for tomorrow, its gonna be a long day of course but defiently itll be worf it! JEsus and Java is tomorrow evening and ive got nothing really prepared. I contacted all the groups except for one, maan when i was calling these people some of them were giving me their whole life story! haha I hope i dont get nervous tomorrow evening, though i probably will. Im even giving my own 'SCRC & Me' talk. ahhh! i dont even know what to say bout that. Oh you know whas coo is that in the scrc program they have this song called, "Jesus we enthrone you." The same song that ive sang before @ yfc. I hope one of the music ministries end up singing it.

After the fun day @ scrc w/jennif and dave i came home. I went swimming in my pool for a bit and it was freezing cold! Cleaned up and went to dinner w/jeanne @ bjs. We decided once a month were gonna have a 'jeanne and ja$on' nite! yay! haha Err29th of the month were gonna try new places to eat and juss talk. Tonite was fun we shurred this cajun shrimp pizza along w/pineapple and sasuage. Though we easily got full cuz we ate spinanch artichoke dip on top of that! Well when we got durr the place was packed! SO we had to kill an hour walking ot the cerritos mall. YEha we literally walkede from bjs to the mall, even though its only across the street. We walked around and ended up seeing boss lady and blue blurr durr! haha hey that rhymes! OH man i saw this really nice nautica hmm sweater/jacket that i wanted. IT was freaking $90!!! it was so nice though. Perhaps itll go on sale and then i cna buy it.

Imma start my other novena to St. Therese of the little flower tonite. This will help give me an answer to my discernment ive been praying for. OKay i need to sleep cuz i ve got a long day ahead of me tomorrow. A really long day, no doubt bout that. Oh you know whas coo @ the sfc conference the sfcers went to, they have masquerade ball and then a dance also! Thas tight! Though no wonder their conference is a $1 million dollars to go! Sheesh! Though it sounds like d0peness, dancing w/different people. I told jeanne too bad their conference isnt nurr by whurr we could sneak into the dance. Thatd be fun if it was cuz then id get all crunked up in durr! Which means id be able to get my groOve on w/all these people weeeeeeEe! Its gonna be interesting to see all these young adults tomorrow. I think well get to see a lot of the different prayer communities also! yay!!!!



I looooooooove SCRC!

"And as we worship let us build a throne..."im done, im out God bless!

"To fall in love with God is the greatest of all romances; To seek Him, the greatest adventure; To find him, the greatest human achievement." -St. Augustine

Sorry i dont have any new pics to post until i get the ones i took at yfc. I am exhausted ive been on the go since hmm 8am. I went to pick up my check today. Went to skool deposited it took care of that stuff. Went to stop by the daycurr to check on things over durr. I miss that place, though i know i cant come back. I cant do it physically w/errthang else im doing. I dont think my body will be able to handle those kids on fridays. Stopped by st. peter chanel to see if durr was confession going on but durr wasnt. Went home to get some stuff to bring to the beach. PIcked up the pizza for work and then went to the beach. THe beach was fun, my boss was durr and he went in the water. Oh man i didnt expect him to get int he water. I love going to beach and juss relaxing. Juss chilled and watched the kids and enjoyed the view.

My coworker who ended up quitting today was complaining to my other coworker bout the table. My boss brought this 6' table to put the pizza on from work. Well the girl who quit was saying like it wasnt worf carrying and its better off getting a portable table. This is mean i know so i told my coworker that i was gonna make her carry part of the table since she likes to complain. So as we were packing up and errthang i asked her to help get the table. WEll she only went a few steps and ended up quitting. Yeah i know it was mean, i guess my idea kinda backfired on me! Unloaded errthang and juss chilled for a while. BEing that she quit, i gotta work thurs. nites now. Which sucks now i dont want to work the evenings.

After work i went home for a bit dropped off some left over pizza and then jammed to get over to confession. Fr. Greg pretty much answered my question bout some stuff. HE told me to read proverbs 27, i was dissapointed but well see what happens. Mass was good, i gotta get into the habbit again of going to daily mass. MAybe ill try to go @ 8am again. When i did going to mass as my lent offering, i ended up sticking to it except messing up twice. Imma see if i can try doing that again. My rosary that i hang over my mirror broke again. Well juss a bead and a half broke. So now imma put my rose smelling rosary over it. Ive been going to st. peter chanel lately for adoration and its helped me out a lot. Praise God for that. Saw fred and babyvee at mass, but didnt a chance to talk to them cuz they stayed for the rosary afterwards.

After mass i had gone home and i checked the sunday bulletin to make sure the sre meeting started @ 8pm. I checked and it said 7pm! i was like agh! im so late cuz i told achie and jeanne to bee durr @ 8pm. I had to call them and straighten things out w/them. Good thing they were bof durr already. Sre meeting went well, im excited for another yurr full of learning and new challenges. Achie and will be teaching euch III 6-12 grade. I hope i get some new kids in the class, though its gonna be great seeing the old ones. Jeanne will be right next door w/me teaching 6-12 euch II w/the mexican helping her. I told jeanne thatd itd be d0pe maybe one nite whurr we can combine classes and do an activity. Tues. imma teach confirmation I, as for my aide i dont know. The policy for the diocese is errteacher must have an aide. The aide is for the teachers own protection agaisnt kids who might accuse sexual harassment.

So for my aide, i didnt know who to choose or ask being that i cant take anyone out of sh. A name came into mind and it was leslie from SOL. I called her up and she was interested, praise God so shell get back to me next week. HOpefully she'll take it. I juss need an aide who is on furr w/their faith. SOmeone who knows, understands and practices the teachings of the church. NOt juss any random purrent wholll only want ot pass out papers and pencil and want to learn stuff. I need someone who i can rely on to take over the class in event that i may not be able to teach one nite.

Picked up some metal sign holders @ work then dropped them off @ the soratorios. Talked to banne for a while then i was off again. i was debating whether to go to savio for adoration or juss go home. i wanted to go to adoration but juss the drive over durr. I forgot bout st. peter chanel having it also. As i was driving i was talking to leslie from sol on the phone bout it. SHe said juss go and chill over durr. I did ending up going and it was realxing. I spent a little over an hour over durr juss letting errthang out. Talking and juss lifting my heart up to him. IVe been wanting to go or been meaning to go to St. DOminic Savio for a while but juss never made it. Im glad i ended up going tonite. As i was praying i said, "God thatd be funny if someoone from sh came hurr.' Next thing i know i see aela and archie walk in the door! hahah that was funny. HAd a nice conversation w/jeanne outside of sre meeting tonite. We talked for a long time, until we bof had to go pee really bad! TOnite wsa juss one great nite.


SCRC is hurr! yay!!!

"I get the chills when you in my sight feels like it's meant to be right..."im done, im out GOd bless!

"The cross is the ultimate example of God “raising the bar”, not lowering it. The crossbeam is the wooden “bar” that God raises up reminding us never to lower our bars, never to set human limits upon our God-given call to forgiveness..."

Look errone a picture whurr i dont have my mouf open! haha This is that week after summerfest was ova, this is wha i looked like w/no hurr. We were at the park learning how to put a tent together. Thas my coworker on the bottom and those are some of the kids i work wif. They had fun trying to put the tent together and learn how to take it apart. Since im on the topic of work, the interviews for the youf outreach coord. went well so i heard. They found two guys they really liked and is going to ask them to come back for an interview next week. Im interested to see wha will happen. As for the rec leader position im hoping my boss will be able to see all the people who applied for the position. Then hopefully ill be able to find that cute girl who applied.

Speaking of her!! check it, i was at the library across the street w/my kids. We were all getting some books for some SSR. Well low and behold durr was the cute girl standing right behind me! i was like whoa!!! OKay so she doesnt have the mulan hurr but shes still freakin hot! haha oh man i dindt want to sturr but oh man. Im pretty positive thats the girl who applied for the job and has the ba from ucr in psyhco. blah blah. I shouldve told her that the positiion is reopening and to re apply for it. Hmm maybe GOd wants her to work w/me thas why i was able ot see her agaiN! hahaha jk but forreal though it was the cute girl. I think she was rechecking out some book. I forgot what the title of it was. The girl is tall i tell ya, but still cute.

Ever since fri. nite ive been having a problem w/my digicam. When i turn it on it says, turn power off and on again. Well i did that and the same message appeared. I looked in the manual and it said problem w/lense opening, but it doesnt say how to correct the stupid problem! so im now like agh!!! cuz i cant take anymore pics! I wanted to take to scrc this weekend also. agH!! Maybe someone will know how to fix it. I guess i shouldve bought it at some 'electronics' store rather then juss a regualr retail store. Im hoping that ill be able to get fixed. THas only a month old!

This past month ive gone to yfc errwed nite. Toni and krystal said theyll come sept. 7 not this tues. coming up but next. GOing to yfc has helped me grow a little bit. The talks/group discussions that we shurr or have are tight. ITs coo how errone shurrs their experiences bout their different walks in faith. Tonite the topic was bout 'Doubting/Trusting.' We read the mark 9:12-26 bout the mute kid possesed by the evil spirit. Then durr was discussion questions like wha has happened when you have doubted and how do you handle it. Then what bible scripture reminds you bout trusting in God and keeping the faith. This time we split up into the 'brothers' and the 'sisters.' When it comes to shurring i get intimidated and skurred sometimes. I ended up shurring anyway. I shurred how i tend to doubt God a lot. Durr are times when i feel that im not fully trusting in Him, even though He will providef.

I talked bout example of being in exile, i was skurred and doubted God that things wouldnt go back to normal. That the situation that i had put myself in was going to stay like that for a long long time. Yet it was during those struggles that i was able to hold on to Jesus tighter then errbefore. i shurred how i love running to Jesus w/my problems w/my stress. Going and seeing him @ the blessed sacrament. Then i shurred the verse that sticks out was matthew 14:22-33 bout peter walking on water. When Jesus summonded him. Or when thomas had doubted that Jesus had really returned. We all have our moments, but we gotta keep holding on and never letting go. Like the song goes, 'Hold on to Jesus, He's holding on to you..."

I dont mind the drive over to uci errweek, its like driving to carson errsat. I think w/all the shurrings as well as the praise & worship its helped me to grow more. Its great to shurr and talk bout our walks w/people around your age. How you help one another grow in God's love. Im really feelin the quote for today. You read it and youre like wow thas so true. The cross is the perfect example of God saying dont lower your standards to someone else. HE calls to forgive and accept the person for who they are. To love them unconditionally. Not to set limits on another person cuz they may have done you wrong.


Yay! i get to chill w/heif on friday!!! wooo!

"In comes the winter breeze that chills the air and drifts the snow and I imagine kissing you under the mistletoe..."im done, im out GOd bless!

"Understanding is not necessarily believing and believing is not always understanding..."

Wow im tired, its been one long day for me. Skool was long since i had to stand in the add/drop class line forever long. I accidently dropped two classes on webstar and it wouldnt let me re-register cuz there was duplicate crn #s. Errtime ive been wanting to go the annex to add the classes the line was juss long. I had no time to wait forever long, so i did it today. That look forever! oH man i was waiting in line for like 20 min. Then when i get to the person handling my registration he said the internet class i droppped i may have to get the instructors signature even though she said via email that i can add. Finally got that taken curr of, then power 106 and sunkist were in front of the admissions and records quad area giving out free sunkits and posters. Power gave away stuff if you participated and showed them your talent.

WOrk was alright, same ol as usual. I have these two twins who come to my program, theyre bof boys. WEll it was durr their birfday, so i got a cake and icecream tied balloons to the table lit 18 candles. 18 cuz they bof turning 9, then we sang happy birfday to them. I felt in a way i was setting up for my own kids birfday party or something haha it was funny. It was very last min. put together but they were happy. SO after we feasted on coffee cake and ice cream i had them bag commodities. They totally loved doing that stuff. THey got majority of it done too, which i ended up finishing along w/the rest of the kids later. Im happy thas out of the way. Ahh im glad that this week is the last week for park programming then i can concentrate on setting up room/lesson plan for the skool yurr. Were going to bolsa chica on thurs. so thas an easy day for me. Right after skool, ill be hittin up the beach! yay!

This is one busy week for me, last nite i was at the healing mass. Today i had city council which they approved the new city employees benefits. SO now that means in dec. imma get that $400 bonus check at the 'city managers disrection.' That will help out a lot! Now that i got beneifts i get paid for work on moN! yay!! I was talking to a friend who works for buena park as a rec leader, they dont get paid worf anything. He;s been durr for 4 yrs already started off as a lifeguard, then rec leader and now does ball park maintence. Hes getting paid under $9 and they dont even get benefits. HOw much does that suck! boo buena park! Anyway tomorrow as usual imma go to yfc, then thurs. i got sre meeting.

WE had our last scrc core young adult track planning meeting. It was long, but it went really well. I kept dropping food all over the place, maybe i was juss overlly excited and hungry at the same time. As of today durr are 275 registered young adults coming to this conference. Too bad the whole sfc ministry has a conference that same weekend. I know a lot of the young adults especially at yfc wouldve gotten a lot and enjoyed the young adult track. Im excited for the Jesus and Java happening! its gonna be like a mini-preview to Servant's Heart Cafe. Im giving a small talk during the Jesus and java. Please pray for me! I know imma get nervous. Maybe ill enterain them inbetween time w/my creative dances. hahah jk Fred i also giving a talk that nite so pray for him as well. My talk is called 'scrc & me.'A talk bout wha ive gotten out of scrc and a bit of my own personal testminoy. I think thatll be a great nite to advertise my blog! haha jk Can you imagaine if i said, so if you want to know more bout me check me out on the web @ www.makeitclap.blogspot.com. haha oh man id be kicked out of scrc forever! haha

Jennif and banne were at the meeting. It was nice to see banne again, she helped along w/jennif put some of the things into perspective for me. Which helped me understand things better. I know God will help me see whas going on. I stopped by this other church on the way to the meeting. St. Norberts is a nice church. I had a hard tiem finding their blessed sacarament, i saw whurr it was but i wasnt sure if it was its own seperate chapel or wha. The room looked durrk so i didnt bother to go inside cuz i wasnt sure. I found it was the blessed sacrament chapel. ITs coo i was still able to see it from the church still. I like looking and visiting other catholic churches. Theyre so d0pe to look at! okay thas it folks till tomorrow! We start interviews tomorrow for the youf outreach coordinator. Then probably within the couple weeks start invtws for the rec leader position. PLease pray for my boss that he discerns who to choose to hire.


Please also pray for the new employees were gonna be hiring!

"Yes, I know it might sound strange cuz we just met, but I thank you in advance..."im done, im out GOd bless!

"Receive Lord, all my liberty, my memory, my understanding and my whole will. You have given me all that I have, all that I am, and I surrender all to your divine will, that you dispose of me. Give me only your love and your grace. With this I am rich enough, and I have no more to ask." -Saint Ignatius Loyola


Praise God for reirich telling me bout the healing mass today. That was juss d0pe. There was this priest named fr. Corsie Legaspi from the pi. Great mass and his after mass homily was really good made a lot of sense. HE talked bout 5 reasons for illness. First was genetic, talking bout how you can get genetically. The second was eating raw food, he mentioned the pork rinds. haha NOthing but animal fat in those things. The third was Smoking/drinking alochol. The fourth was neglegence. Meaning we dont take good curr of our bodies. We think we can go go go until were in the hospital. Or how people work work work saving up for that big annual vacation and only end up spending the $$ on a hospital bill. That kinda hit me cuz thas what ive been doing a lot as of lately. I keep telling myself i can make it and i can do it. Which only leaves me really exhausted and worn out. Though things are slowly wrapping up, scrc is coming up this weekend and sfc is over now. So that frees up some empty spaces right durr.

The fifth one were something else, but i cant remember at this moment. So after the homily he started to take the people w/cancer to be healed. They all lined up in front of the alter and one by one they started to rest in the spirit. Then the people w/frozen arms were healed. He's a really funny priest his jokes were funny. Reirich and i left bout 930pm and there were still tons of people durr. The church was pretty packed. Id say bout 70-75% of it was filled. Majority of them being filipino.

Skool was aiight, roselyn didnt show up ha and i even saved a seat for her too! We ran into each other later after class she told me she over slept. I so wanted to do that this morning, i felt so lazy being i woke up 740am to get my books. I told her she didnt miss anyting in class all juss basic review stuff still. THough tomorrow were getting to deepa stuff. I was kinda falling asleep in bof of my classes today. Nothing really interesting happened at skool. After the first week its juss boring cuz you already see the people in your class. IN speech 105 we watched some video of some guy who takes photos for national geographic and i guess the whole point of the video was to embrace life. Embrace it through the people you come in contact with, nature all that stuff. In order to leave class we had to explain wha we got out of the video. I was dyin to get out off durr so i volunteered first.

Work was coo the 'senior' haha rec leader put in her notice today. Which was only a one week notice, not two. Then she asked my supervisor for a copy of a resgination to show for her records. Well he told she needed to make one in order for her to get a copy.
So she quickly drafted a letter and then scribbled her name to the bottom of it. I guess seh didnt even bother to check cuz she had put words together that didnt even make sense. She realized that when she came back from the park and redrafted it. So now we have another position open, thas the 8th person weve gone through within a year! Can you believe that?! Im the only one whos managed to stay content. Heif called me today and we talked briefly. SHe told me she quit her job at the pre-school cuz she felt the director was playing favortism towards her daughter.

I invited joanne last nite to prayer meeting, along w/hydee yesterday after mass. Tita marissa is doing her part too in building up the female ration in prayer meeting. She must also agree, the male ratio is going up and the female is going down. haha Its funny tita marissa's daughter is in like 2 of my classes. I have plans on going to liawang next tues. evening. Probably will be the only time ill get to go unless durrs like an SH holiday going on. haha Im excited for 'SH cafe' to come! its gonna be tight, juss getting together w/all the different prayer communities. I gotta start checkin on whos gonna participate. Ill start more on that once SCRC is over. Once scrc is ova, then durr be more time. Woo scrc is this weekend! im so hyped up and excited! its soo like a catholic olympics you got the opening ceremonies which takes place on fri. Then you have the closing ceremonies or mass i should say which is the sunday. I remember getting to curry one of the scrc flags. It was crazy we had to practice that stuff.

The soratorios came back tonite, yay! I missed them while they were gone. NOw theyre back! woO! Dang i wonder if boss lady is going back to work tomorrow. If she does oh man thas tiring, but big ups to her. I didnt get to really finish the end of poetic justice last nite, which sucked. The tracking on the vhs ended up getting bad so i had to fast forward to really watch anything. The movie wwas really good though. haha I cant seem to find the battery charger for my digicam. I had used ony once and i left plugged in and i wonder if my mom put it away some whurr. She doesnt remember if she did or not. SO now i gotta find cuz i need to charge this baby up for the weekend. I need to buy a bigger memory stick but i dont got $$ to do that as of now.

We got ink in our printer again yay! I printed out this morning my sfc pics, well juss the ones ive been posting on my blog. I put them on my board @ work. Its still crazy knowing that is already ova. Even though i complained throughout the whole 8 weeks. It seemed longer than 8 weeks though. Half those people who graduated w/me i didnt even know or talk to. Sfc grad was like a real grad too cuz yo ugot awards for perfect attendance and all that stuff. Jeanne and i didnt qualify for sfc honor roll, oh well at least we graduated. I got to be in the 'cool' group for the skit thingy. I was asked to be in the 'cool group' the pic i posted yesterday is the 'cool group.' hahaha So my aunt asked me this morning how come i always ahve a 'goofy' look when i take pics. Meaning my open mouf pics. I like taking open mouf pics, cuz its boring juss taking regular 'smile' pics. So i gotta throw some 'flava' into it. Jennif likes my open mouf pics! THough i do have pics were im regular juss smile, check the v2 website and youll see some of them durr.

Got to go to adoration before class today and still mangaged to find parking! praise God! woo i felt i should go before going to skool , juss a great way to start off the day. After the mass @ st. polycarp i made my way back over durr to sit and relax for a while durr. That felt good, juss talking and listening ot Jesus. Im still praying bout a certain thing so i continually ask for your prayers! thanks! Tomorrow nite is gonna be a busy nite, i got two meetings i have to attend. Council meeting so they can approve the new employee benefits and then i got scrc final core group meeting. The above picture is michelle and i. I was taking a ju ju be shot cuz that day i had talked ot him and he asked me to take 'jumbo shots' in honor of him. I couldnt resist, especially since there are really d0pe shawtys @ sfc. haha ahh i can twait till fri!




Hurr is the last sfc grad pic to post!

"Everywhere I go, Every smile I see, I know you are there, Smilin' back at me..."im done, im out GOd bless!

"The battle for middle earth has now begun, all our hope lies with two little hobbits..."

OKay, so i was totally wrong w/what i had said to gail last tues. We were talking bout stuff and i mentioned to her something and well as of yesterday or more less last nite. WEll actually maybe im not wrong, it could be juss another 'impulsive' thought THough its kinda been on my mind off and on all day. Its nothing major or life changing juss a 'thought.' Ill pray bout it more...Moving on...

Imma print these pics out from sat. and then put them on my bulletin board @ work! woOo more pictures to add to my thousands of other ones! yay! People when they see my desk @ work are overwhelmed cuz durrs juss os much to look at. Like i have a whole wall filled with all kinds of different things. MOst of them are pictures, the collage jennif and lyn lyn helped me make is d0pe! Thas like a grpi of pictures to look at. Then on my desk i have juss all kinds off knick-knacks and frames and all that stuff to look at it also. I have two bulletin boards on my wall, one is already filled with pics and the other one is half way filled. Yay i love having an office! woO

Mass was great today, the priest was another visiting priest dont know whurr. His name was fr. enrique like inglesias. Though his last name wasnt inglesias. His homily was very good, he talked bout loving each person juss as they are. HIs story about the little girl and the m & m was a great example. I was suppose to be going to the scrc retreat all the way up nurr santa barbra but no one could go. There was no one way i was gonna drive all the over durr in my renta car. THas freaking furr to drive all my bymyself, so i decided not to go. After mass we all ate out @ chilli's and mmm it was good. After mass the guys went to best buy though none of us bought anytning. Came home and the nleft again. Stopped by and talked ot ryan for a while. I love his dog its really cute. He named burr in japanese. Imma name my kid tokar hahah jk thas sick.

HEy remember when streetighter was in! Errone would wait in line trying ot play the top people. I remember going to this place called 'northwoods' by my house. Its actually whurr hometown buffet is now, anyway it was this pizza joint w/arcade. Errone would go to it after baseball games or to watch big sports events. I use to go durr a lot and i remember seeing the huge line for street fighter 2. PEople would put their quarter on the ledge of the game to show 'tehy got next.' ahh those were the days, then when it came onto super nes that was coo! Then durr was mortal kombat, that raised major flags in the media. The question at that time was, 'does video game violence affect a child's behavior.' Ahh now the arcades arent as big as they use to be.

Reirich said he read durr was a healing mass tomorrow @ st. Polycarp. I hope he's right cuz im so going to go over durr if there is. The mexican gave me 'the cathechsim of the catholic church' book as my clp grad present. CLp grafduation is like a real graduation cuz you get gifts! yay! hahaha and you take lots of pictures, well at least i did. Only your parents arent durr to watch you and scream out your name. Its like hs too you know whos the popular ones by the volume of cheers they receieve. HA anywya watching the end battle of LOTR twin towers makes me soo want to jump right into the movie and fight myself! When gandoff comes w/the army and fights oh man its pumps me up. haha Then when the trees come its makes me even more hyped to get up and juss fight. I know fred feels the same way, i guess this could be inspirtation to fight sin and the devil. YOu can totally use lotr as an analogy to our real lives. This movie is a reminder of who i am and who im called to be. The battle has juss begun...



MY closing remarks...
When it comes to faith in Christ, don’t ever get so caught up in questions of the head that you miss what He’s doing in your heart, or that you miss an opportunity to nourish your soul…spiritually AND physically.


Please pray for a couple of my special intentions.

"Maybe it's you...Ive been waiting for all of my life..."im done, im out God bless!

"Everytime you throw dirt at someone else, you lose your own ground..."-Arch Bishop FUlton Sheen

I didnt do anything really all day, except drop something off. Stayed home and juss chilled cleaned my room. I like cleaning my room i dont know how people for example my sister can juss leave her room a mess. MEaning have things thrown all over the place to the point whurr you have piles of clothes or other such things in the corners of you room. agh i cant handle that, i need to make sure my wife be clean. I aint gonna handle no messy wifey, forreals.

Well today marked the end of the clp! yay! its all over, so now my next few sats. i gotta return carson the favor and start going to their prayer group. ITs been forever long since i went. I remember going errsat. back in teh fall. Now they keep asking me when am i gonna come and see them. Kuya ariel and i were talking bout scrc and the clp conference. He wantst go to scrc talks cuz its more grounded spiritually. I told him of course to go to scrc. I cant believe that its all over, its gonna feel weird not going ot bellflower next sat. Out of the whole 8 week program i missed only once cuz i was in vegas baby! What have i gained throughout this program, well that its important to fellowship and meet other people. ?

The whole program has been like a full lss. Im suprised they dont give you some kind of certificate saying youve completed the program. HA 8 weeks ago i didnt even know if i was going ot finish the program. Tonite was fun, except the talk was forever long! Even kuya ariel agreed w/me on that one. Oh man it took up most of the clp tonite. I didnt get into kuya ariels househould like i expected, i was put into my group leaders. Though were gonna change that, i guess the persons who put together the households didnt really look geographically were errone lives. My group had nothing really prepared for the skit portion. We juss let the spirit guide as we did action songs. The other group was hardcore and did this d0pe sign language to this song. They ahd the lights turned off and then white gloves w/a fluorescent light.

Went to the De Jesus' residents before clp cuz we were all suppose to meet our group durr and practice our skit thing. I ended up being the first one durr. I was hoping that i wouldnt be the first one, but i did! They got a nice house actually from outside it looks like a mansion!! I was like whoa! Below is the picture we took while we were eating. It took me forever ot post it i finally realized what i was doing wrong. Jeanne and i took pics tonite while sitting down as if it was a real graduatioN! haha I took a lot of 'jumbo shots' for ju ju be since he asked me to. So now i gotta email him al lthese shots. Im also gonna add the pictures from the bonfire and last clp to my pbase website. From left to right is mark anthony, tanya, thas me! grace, michelle. Robby likes it when i take pictures w/my mouf open! hahaha For the next well youre probbably gonna see a lot of pics. woO the pics gfive a new color/feelin to my blog.


I hate bugs!



"You have changed my sorrow into dancing..."im done, im out God bless!

"Prayer seeks for wisdom, not simply answers. It looks for courage, not simply help. It seeks for the gift of persistence, not only quick solutions..."

I dont know why but the pics i try to post that come from my camera dont work, it dont show up. I was going to post a picture of myself haha but then it wasnt working. So i decided eh ill juss bite off from jaymees blog. I told her to post pictures on angelfurr so errone can see them. Not on msn whurrs its prohibited and you need password. So she took my advice and her pictures post now! yay!! Im glad i can post pics too now and depend on others to do it for me. Oh man that use to suck cuz then there was times when i wanted a pic posted and no one was durr to do it. ANyway i changed my mine juss now and thought id put this pic i found in the rolling stones magazine of the neptunes aka n*e*r*d. Too bad its not clurr oh well so much for the jacking pics off of jaymee's blog! haha

Hmm well yesterday was coo, i got a funny story to shurr w/errone tonite. Well i thought it was funny and some others thought it was funny also. So i went to eat @ ihop w/my friend francis who goes to fcfc i might add. Fallen away catholic now protestant thought not really practicing. On the way back to skool i ask him if hes heard from our friend whos mormon and is on his mission. He then brings up, 'oh you know mormons dont believe in the trinity.' I said i know. THen he goes on to say 5 min. later, 'you know christainity was found before catholicism.' To him meaning 'protestantism.' I said laughing, 'no the catholic church was founded first. Read Matthew Chapter 16, THough are Peter and upon this rock you shall build MY(Jesus) Church. I said Peter was the first Pope of the Catholic Church. The catholic church was founded 2000 years ago by Jesus himself, its been around for 2000 years. I then went to a pose a question to him, 'how long as your church been around? wha? 5? 10 years?' He then was quiet the rest of the drive till we got to skool and he dropped me off.

I was happy cuz it was never mentioned yesterday bout my mess up the nite before @ work. PRaise God! cuz i walked around feelin tense and stuff before hand. I was able to make it St. Peter Chanel for a while to release my anxiety and juss sit and talk to Jesus. PRasie God for adoration over durr @ St. Peter Chanel. SO work was coo the city manager talked bout new employee beneifts basically for full time employees. THOugh it has to be approved by City COuncil first. There this one time check gonna be given out from employees who stay from sept. 03 to dec. 18 03. FOr like full time its like $1500 and part time $300-$400. We ended our summer family showcase w/the last event. I was happy it was over, no more big events for a while! yay!!!

Today i had about a list of things i needed to get done, though i didnt get some of them done. I went to the dmv again this morning to take curr of my whole license renewal fiasco. I was durr from like 715am-1030am. Agh! frmo now im gonna make a appointment over durr. I hate going over durr its always so busy and its hot and stuffy in durr. YOu see the whole rainbow inside the dmv, so i guess if you ever want to hook up w/someone from a certain ethincity you can go to the dmv! haha Its like the ride small world, you see errone durr. THeres so much that we shurr that its time weere awurr its a small world after all! its a small world after all, its a small world after all...The boat ride is like being sent from window to window. OH yeah ha gail said before she hates that ride small wolrd! haha

Too bad i dindt bring my digicam on tues. nite, that wouldve been tight if i did...nuff said though. So after the dmv i went to the renta car place to add my name as secondary driver on the thing. I hate using the rentacar cuz im paranoid now something is gonna happen to me. PLease pray that my curr will be out before 5 weeks and that while using the rent a car ill avhe no problems. Then i went to get my phone car charger also at the fix auto. I guess the parts for my curr should be coming in that day. Then i had to help my dad w/some stuff @ home. I typed up the lyrics for the praise & worship for the bonfire. ON the way over to the beach i came across this catholic church. Its called St. Simon and Jude. I loved in durr, i was stressin over not being prepared for tonite. I went and juss was able to relax. Its a nice church it looks new but i guess its been around for a while. PRaise God for a universal church! yay!!

Tomorrow i may go over to orange for the city manager's house warming party. IT depends on how i feel. I gotta some other stuff ot take curr of in the morning. Hopefully that goes well, then i got skit practice @ mark anthony's casa for sfc. Then i got sfc graduation, whoa i cant believe i finished and went thorugh the whole sfc program. Jeanne and i will be sfcers as of tomorrow nite, how skurry! haha Well at least her and i went thorugh it together, rather then alone. If i was alone it wouldve sucked cuz then i wouldnt of known anyone really. OH yah back to the bonfire, it was coo, less people then last yurr. Praise God, nice time. Big ups to yfc for coming out and showing love haha that sounded weird. Being that im not leading the tues. after scrc, imma make a trip to liawang. Ive always wanted to go and well i think that tues. would be a perfect nite for me to go. HEck i go out dur anyway on wed. nite, mine as well go one tues. also. Aiight thas it for now, till nex ttime!


I hate the smell after you come out of a bonfire!

"I know we'll make it if we're heart to heart..."im done, im out God bless!

"It was not meant to recall someone you just elected because you don't like a policy or something they've said and done...''

Man its been a tough evening for me, and im exhausted. I was getting sleepy on my way home from yfc tonite. I almost didnt go cuz i got out of work @ 830pm. I thought well by the time i get durr itd be like 9 so itd be almost over. I went anyway and i felt kinda retarted coming in late cuz they were in a middle of a group shurring/discussion. Praise God i went though, i needed the praise & worship. We started our summer family showcase this week work. Actually it started on tues. w/the puppet show. I shouldve asked to switch to tues. rather then wed. SO tonite was my nite to be in charge of. Well we advertised the movie, 'parent trap.' After i got out of work, i went to 4 different video stores looking for the dang dvd. They all didnt have it!!! Can you believe that?! So i ended up getting juss lilo and stitch. Well my boss was coo w/it he didnt curr it was a movie. Well my other boss did, cuz we didnt advertise it. HE didnt really say much but i knew he was mad. Sooo i ask now for your prayers that errthang will go okay tomorrow @ work, that it will juss blow over.

Then the movie projector was jacked up or something. I had a hard time trying to get the movie started again. It took me like 5 min to get working. I guess at some parts it would start to skip or stop and id have to hit the projector to make it work again. THough praise God it finally stopped and it work. The movie was over by 8pm, then it took me like 20 min to cclean up and lock errthang up. SO then on my way out in the curr i couldnt find my celli. I had to go back to work to check to see if i left durr. It ended up being in the curr inside my shoes that i changed out of. It kinda felt like in a way i was being held back as much as possible from going to yfc tonite. IM glad i went though, it helped to relax after a long days of work.

We had a nice discussion bout 'your summer' pretty much our walks. What have we gained? what have we done wrong? So errone went around the circle and shurred. I cant believe all the activities that happened this summer. Eucharistic seminar, Sfc, lss, and now SCRC. Whoa whoa whoa! Ive been on the go all summer long, maybe thas why im starting to feel exhausted physically. I met this d0pe guy from liawang tonite. I told him bout the SH cafe and we exchanged #'s and email address. HE was telling me hed like our group to participate w/their group in this homeless food drive. I guess they go over to different areas whurrs durrs mass homeless people and give them food. Hmm i like that idea, SH and liawang working hand in hand w/each other. Then i made negotians that if he came to our prayer group then id go to durrs. He thought that maybe itd be a good idea that maybe one tues. nite the whole liawang community will come join the SH community. I told him thatd be a d0pe idea. #12....hahaha i think that was the number. Mizike hopefully knows wha im talking bout.

SO how bout them tag boards folks?! Can you believe that crap! this tag board mess not working is juss as bad the state budget crisis! I think someone up in that tagboard company needs to be removed. And those programmers betta start finding solutions or else imma not vote for them next election. Oh wait, wha am i talking bout theyre not politicians theyre programmers! haha Yeah though this whole tag board thing is pissing me off. Its like the block market is closed cuz the tagboards arent working. I hope they start working tomorrow. I wanted to tag jaymees but well you know how that went. I ended up emailing her cuz those boards werent up! boOo! PErhaps ill call the company tomorrow or the website or the maker of tagboard and give him my fity cents!

I was sweating like no other this afternoon, running playing cops and robbers w/the kids. This kid brought in walkie talkies so i came up this fun game. The two cops use the walkie talkies to keep in contact w/each other. The rest of the kids are robbers and have to avoid being arrested from the po pos. Once they get tagged they go into the 'jail' one of the playground toys. If all of them go to jail then the po pos win. If all of the kids except one is in jail and that one kid breaks them all loose, then the robbers win. We played like 1000 rounds cuz they liked it so much. hah it was fun but dang im so out of shape! So this rent a car ive taken upon as my own little curr. Being its gonna cost 5k to fix it and 5 weeks to fix it. Maan can you believe that?! Theyre gonna fix the inside of the trunk and pretty much the whole back side of my curr starting a little before whurr my gas tank is. Then repair the front bumper also. I got the rent a car blessed by fr. ray last nite. haha i Also put my broadway mirror and rosary inside the curr. hahaha I gotta go back and get my charger for my phone. That car picks up speed quick! i like it though, its nice an differnt


Awww Krystal fama wanted to give me her 'bible diary' since i liked so much, she's so swe3t!

"And your the kind of girl I think of, and your the kind of girl I dream about..."im done, im out God bless!

"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind..."

I cant believe the stupid cypress college banner registration system isnt working. The page doesnt even show up and then the stupid telestar phone registration doesnt work. Wha the freak is goin on hurr?! come now, throw me a freakin bone hurr!! geez i juss need to check my updated skool schedule and i cant even do that. On top of that the stupid tag boards on errones blog dont even work! agh! oh why?! Nothing is really working now a days, my goodness, is it that hard to get some things to work around hurr. agh! imma go blow something up, better hope its not your house! haha jk

Skool was aiight well no im lying it was freaking boring! haha agh i need 2 more weeks or something cuz im not ready to go back. Its too soon for me. I had 3 classes today, thas my long day though im thinking of dropping my 8am class. SOme stupid pshyc. actually i dont even need it. The instructor is juss way weird and seems really like one of those instructors who put you on the spot if you mess up. She had us sit in alphabetical order according ot our last names. Then she said okay well let me tell you ahbout myself. She said she'll automatically fail you if you call her, ms. mrs. or miss. She said to call her by Dr. or first name. Way weird if you ask me, talk bout anal! haha Then she said now imma ask you some questions and i can ask you wahtever i want. agh yeah imma drop her stupid class and find some other class.

OH man you know youve been @ cypress college too long, when one of your ol sre students from like 1998 says 'wassup' to you. haha thas wha happened to me today, while walking and talking on the phone. I have my cousin, judith in my hist. class so thas coo. At least ill ahve someone to entertain me or talk to in the 1.5 hrs im gonna be durr. Wow all tehse prayer communities are joining friendster now. ONly one i havent seen so far is SOL. I should make one up for SOL hahah even though im even sol and see how many people well ask to be my friend. Ive gotten at least one new testimony errweek since i joined. I need to make sure i keep that up otherwise imma be pissed if i dont get one this week. haha jk well no im not hah itll mess up my flow, yeah im anal like that. Work was coo, its nice having someone do the work you dont want to do. I like ahving power and controlling people! haha jk

Praise & worship went over the 'set' time tonite. THough it was coo, seems like its been getting busier and busier this past couple weeks. Its nice to see tito tom and tita cora back. It seemed like tonites theme was finding peace, thas wha i need to do before i sleep tonite. Im juss filled w/frustration cuz the skool registration website isnt working. The stupid page doesnt show up. Went bowling i dont even know why i went. I dindt bowl i was too tired and then my eyes were hurting. I ended up juss talking to gail for almost 45 min. Her and i are gonna start a huge prayer/youf group community website. So people can check out the different interesting things happening in teh different communities. I dont know any of that html blha blah stuff. Oh well gail says shes good at website stuff i think.



Yay i got the neptunes cd today! wooO

"Still have your picture in a frame, i hear your footsteps down the hall i swear i hear your voice driving me insane, wont you come back to me..."im done, im out GOd bless!

It's hurr!!!!


"We have been created in order to love and to be loved. Love does not measure. . . it just gives." Blessed Mother Teresa

Yay! the n*e*r*d aka neptunes cd comes out today. IM hoping being that its the first day of my other classes that ill have some kind of big gap. WIth the big gap ill be able to buy the n*e*r*d cd for myself and only for myself. haha robby thinks imma get it for him too, but i dont know man. He's must be thinknig of something else cuz i surely dont recall negoitatting any kind of deal with him. Besides that he can juss buy it himself since he works @ the mall and right next to the mall is best buy. So he's got a lot better of a chance than i do. haha Joking! Dont worry ill get your n*e*r*d cd for you today...maybe...hahaha agh no documentation=no obligation and god card wont work either. haha

I started my first day @ skool again. Well i went early this morning to go and drop off my curr @ the autoshop. Errthang worked out so far so good over durr. Theyre gonna fix the front and back bumper as well as the inside of my truck. Well the estimator guy is suppose to call tomorrow and tell me the cost of errthang. After that i went to skool and had only one class. Tomorrow is my long dya and i got 3 classes. I have roselyn in my maf class and we sit right next to each other. Ha im afraid i might get her mixed up one of these days w/lyn lyn and accidently call her lyn lyn. haha After work i went to the enterprise dealer and got a rent a car until my curr is fixed. WHich hopefully will be by the end of this week. I ended up getting a white dodge neon. Its actually a brand new 03 dodge neon. Its small and tiny, but picks up speed fast. I miss my black civic though.

Work was coo went by fast, we got this kid whos interning for us. Actually he's doing community service hours for skool. Coo guy was talking to him for a while. In fact he asked me for a ride home, i said yeah cuz its freakin hot out and well i didnt want him to walk. He didnt live very furr anyway, juss off of magnolia. Then i got to go to mass @ 515pm. My goail is to go to mass errday this week. Hopefully ill be able to do that. Hey i juss rememberd bess' birfday is comin up next weekend. Ha! i remember last yurr jl and i rode all the way to ol town pomona to eat @ cheesecake factory durr. i gave her a yellow rose cuz yellow is her furrvorite color. Anyway back to wah i was saying bout the intern guy. His friend has a lot of new movies on bootleg like bad bys ii. So he's gonna try and get that for me to burn. Thatd be tight.

The end of the summer jamboree bonfire is this fri. I hope a lot of people show up, i really do. It turned out to be juss tons of fun last yurr. Despite my personal things that unexpecetdly happened to me that day. OH well the day turned out to d0pe. So no one really got back to me within the community on whether theyre gonna do the race for the curr or not. Olny jeanne and pops. That must mean either people forgot bout it, arent interested or juss havent had the chacne to reply yet. I watched head of state tonite on my computer. The movie that i burnt. The quality and errthang turned out good. Thas the first full length movie i watched that i had burned. I need to buy more blank discs to burn more movies. I think i should go to the doctor cuz im starting to feel a little pain in my neck. Whurr i kinda bothers me when i turn my neck. Either its side effects from the accident or juss not sleeping right. Aiight thas it for now i guess, there isnt really much else to say. I cant wait till my other comp gets fixed!


Whas your favorite/fondest summer 03 memory?

"You are the only one my everything and to you this song I sing..."im done, im out GOd bless!

So hurr is my mash outcome from last nite, im ghett0 like that and save it. hahaha I know its napkin, we dindt have any paper @ red lobster so we had to use napkin. For the most part though at least it's clurr and legible! haha WAR MASH! Hhahaha oh yeah i didnt get to choose any of the info for my mash. It was a combination of jeanne, jovie, pops, moms and the mexican.

It's coming...only 1 moe day away and its hurr, yay!!!
"Everything that has a beginning has an end..."

Wow i cant believe this whole summer is already over! The summer has gone by so quickly, i cant wait for it to come back. Although its pretty much gone, its been a d0pe one. A lot of growing spiritually and trying out new things. Once again like last summer ive built bridges and have met some really coo people. Young and old people who are juss down to earf chill. As another summer passes me by, the memories that were made will always remain. haha that sounded corny as if i was writing a concluding sentence for my thesis for an eng. paper bout summer! agh! skool is hurr!!!! Lets take a recap at my summer, come and join me on this trip to 'one hot summa!'

I guess summer doesnt exactly start until really june being that skool ends at the end of may. Geez that first weekend of june was hella jam packed. I was able to make it to 3 different places all at one day. That was crazy 3 different grad. parties i had gone to. First eating @ the chinese restaraunt for mizikes party. Then jumpin over to the mexican' cottage for this party. Then flying over to jason #2 nice house for the last one. HEy jeanne remember the trampolene! haha how that guy was jumpin and i was flying all ova the place?! haha that was fun! I was so tired that next day for the mission trip to san juan capistrano. Although the group wasnt as large as misson trip #2, it was nice and intimate. I guess that would be called mission trip 2.5! haha THat day was exhausting!

PEntecost swept by us in a flash! Which was also ministry awareness weekend too. Pop's birfday party will be unforgettable, that d0pe grill he has. Learning to play the 'soul train' on the fridge! i still need to get new letters for that, so we got variety. THat day was so emo for me! yeah ill admit i was emo cuz i had gotten into it w/my dad earlier that afternoon. At the same time we were throwing a grad party for my sister and cousin. A lot of people at my house that day, geez that was the last time i saw heif. Then my whole back window of my car being broken into. Agh, maybe my curr is cursed or something haha jk. That following week, summer park programming @ work started. I was a bit discouraged with the lack of kids that i had in the beginning. THough sure enuff, God provided as He always does. The next day was sfc orientation nite, the beginning of something brand new. Oh man that nite was forever long!!! Three straight talks w/o break! I cant believe thats almost over too...wow 8 weeks.

Went to sol that week w/jeanne, mexican, jl, ju ju be. I still need to return leslie's saint books that i borrowed from her! haha Then i started into the 'friendster revolution' while visiting family friends in daygo that boring afternoon. THough i didnt really get into it and start using it till two weeks after. I unfortunately missed the eucharistic seminar =( due to the changes of staff @ work. Ha that monday we started the 'let's go bowling' on mon. nite trend. Though it didnt last too long. Thas how i met jay da bowler was during those bowling on mon. That pretty much ends the month of june in a nutshell, well actually not in a nutshell. Thas crazy all those things happened in june. Wait till you see july...

I was so excited that very first week of july, i was counting down the days till i turned the big 2-1!!!! yay! ha my birfday weekend will be a memorable one oh yeah. Went to my cousin's wedding at oakley's corporate office in lakeforest. Watched that filipino movie 'till there was you' the nite before @ the velascos for the 4th. THe 4th was the first year in my whole life that i didnt buy fireworks, though i did light some. Went ot the beach earlier that afternoon and got thrown into the water!! agh!!!! i hated that cuz i was all gross afterwards. The velasocs and aela sang happy birfday @ the stroke of midnight to me, i got to blow out my birday candle! yay!! After the wedding, on my birday the guys of uprm minus two add ann took me out to fridays. 'Drinks galore' was the theme for that evening. I learned my first valuable lesson in drinking...dont mix drinks! i still owe fred a car wash. I havent even been in his curr since then! haha that next day i had missed mass, booo! never again do i want to feel like that.

I cant thank jennif and errone else who had came to birfday 'fish filet' at the D & B. THey helped make my 21st birfday unforgettable and memorable. I was so suprised that nite, and i was still trying to get over my hang over from that weekend. Haha i was a bit overly excited that nite, playing dem arcades. Ask the carson peeps they know! haha My co-workers took me out for drinks @ el torito that thurs. That was nice. Went to vegas that weekend first experience in gambling, too bad i lost majority of it! THough its always usually more exciting to go w/friends or when you have your cousins with you. mMmm Mandalay bay and rio seafood village. WAR 5 cent nickel slots and cashing out! haha That day i came home being able ot chill w/the community again, fun fun fun! Pat & OScars errone all hyped up dancing around and juss all wild and crazy. HA you dont see that too often!

Lss was great, praise God for the diocese team helping us out. Setting up for the lss brought back a lot of fond memories of last summer's youf lss. ::sigh:: The baptism was juss awesome, our music ministry is juss d0pe all ova. Geez i even went to sfc that sat. after being extremely tired that first day of lss. Went to o-sushi for the first time for ann's birfday, stupid guard didnt want to let me in cuz my license was expired. Juss cuz its expired doesnt mean that it doesnt make me 21. My age doesnt expire w/the licesne! agh! retards! JUly was gone with a snap of a camera flash. Ha this summer was also the new digicam revo. Errone buying the sony cybershot. SUmmerfest was juss bomb. THat friday i got my head shaved for the very firs ttime! whoa! August approaches with amazing things. haha

Went to youf for Christ prayer meeting and met some really d0pe people. I guess that would be the 2nd community that i got to know for the summer. SFC would be the first. So for the past 2 weeks, ive been going errwed. nite. Theyre fun people to chill and hang out with. THeyre hospitable also! oH yeah i went to jay da banker's bible study also and met his community. FUn people to talk to and made me feel hospitable as well. PRaise God for very hosptiable prayer groups. So now im winding down to the very end of my summer. LEilani's birfday party was tight, that was fun. Being able to sing @ mass is a great gift from God to SH. Reirich's quinciera er luau good times good times, except on my way home! This has been one crazy week...ahh so now starts skool. SCRC is juss around teh corner and im juss crunked bout it!

Im thinking as of now, for me my calling is to serve and to minister. WHa do i mean? Well juss being able to serve whether its through my own community or any other prayer community/organization. Juss to help build up God's kingdom hurr on earf. I talked bout this briefly w/reirich last nite. Also serving at work to the community durr. To help those kids to be an example to them. To help parents or people who may not be able to afford the things they wish they could. But giving back to their kids through the activities i do w/them. Tyring to keep them busy and active. ONe of the little girls told me on thurs. 'any kid mr. ja$on would be lucky to have you.' SHe asked if i had any kids and then went on to tell me id make a great father. That really made my day and only more confirmation from God telling me this is the place whurr i need to be. Im sure banne can relate to this feeling w/her being @ St. Paul for the kids durr.

I had so much today, im bout to juss explode into small tiny pieces. Can you imainge your body being blown up all over the ground? The day started off singing @ the 1045 mass, tito jess, tita cora and tito tom joined us too which was tight! AFter went to golidlocks and ate shrimp friends rice. It was juss the guys who went, agh i dont like going to goldilocks on a sunday afternoon. ITs always so crowded durr cuz all them filipinos juss get out of mass and so theyre hungry and go to eat @ goldilocks. WHy do they even call it goldilocks when goldilocks was white?! haha isnt dur some kind of filipino furrtale about some girl who visits 3 goats and then eats all their nilaga?! haha

After lunch went home and dloaded aol 9.0 wow a lot of new changes and features have been added. I say dload it and youll be amazed and like tripped out by all these new stuff. Im still trying to adjust to the whole new look. I remembre back in the days when i started w/aol 3.0! haha whurr you had to sign off in order to swtich sns! haha has ol skool stuff right durr. Went to watch pirates of the caribbean w/my fam bam tribe this afternoon. That was a good movie, it seemed real long to me. Though i enjoyed it. Turned out to be different then i expected. The theatre was quite packed being that the movie was so old. LAter on jeanne called me asking me to go eat @ red lobster w/them. I went and boy did i eat! it was fun though...on the way home i had another 'magic moment' w/anotha lopez sister! haha COincidently the same witnesses whurr durr too! haha Im tellin you jeanne's camry is juss good luck! hahaha We played mash and i ended up living in a shack w/41 kids, driving a limo around w/my wifey grace, whurr we took our honeymoon to hawaii. hahah oh man durrs actually a website whurr you can play mash.

Well thas it the summer is gone basically...im hoping a lot of people will come out to the end of the summer jamboree bonfire this fri. nite. IM taking my curr in to get the bumper fixed tomorrow! yay, im assuming the car will be done by tues. or wed. PLease pray errthang works out and durr isnt any minor detail i wasnt explained or told.


Oh man whurr did the summer go?!

"Can i just see you every moment when i open my eyes..."im done, im out GOd bless!

"The value of life does not depend upon the place we occupy. It depends upon the way we occupy that place..."

It has been one busy day today for me. I was all over place running all kinds of different errands. Im actually tired right now but i want to blog something bout my whole summer. So i woke up @ 09am and went to the 24hr sport fitness to see if my friend would be able to hook me up w/something. Unfortuanately nothing worked out the way i wanted it to go over durr. I was bothered by the fact i felt pressured to pick a deal. The manager came and you know how that goes, 'let me help you out...'Which they only make things worse. Praise God though i was able to walk away w/o making a decision i wouldve regreted later on. Though i love that facility its so nice, obviously cuz its a sport.

I went to the block after to see how much reirich's dvd 'dark angel the first season' would cost. Too bad it was like $60 for that whole CD set. Then i went to ron jon to see if they had my size in the etnies i was forever looking for. That didnt work out either cuz they only had a 7 or 8, which is too small for my feet. So i picked up some in n out for lunch and then went home for a while to help my dad w/stuff. I left @ 3 to pick up the video i rented for work last nite to return. Went to the angelus(no not angeles haha jk) store to see if they had the bible diary. THey didnt carry it and i shouldve brought it w/me so they can order it! I ended up buying myself a new bible and a bible cover. I really needed a new bible cuz the one ive had since i was young is turring. I like my new bible cuz thurss pictures and Christ's words are highlighted in red! yay!

Went to cerritos to boreders and got reirich;s belated birfday gift along w/his grad. I bought him this really tight book on the prayer of St. Francis of ASSisi. His famous 'make me a instrument of peace' prayer. It came w/a cd of the prayer and the song along w/some other stuff. I was debating whether to get him that book or this other book. Bof books wouldve helped but, the St. Francis one was nice cuz its more less of a reflection type of book. Not like regualr books w/different chapter and wha not. Hopefully he likes it and well always refer back to it when his soul is troubled. After borders i went to ross, got starbucks and the got for robby the first neptunes CD. The one that was stolen out of his car. I told him i stole cuz i wanted it back! haha

Came home and then left again to jr's(jay da banker's friend) house. He asked me to come over and listen to this talk bout how make more $$. SO i went and it started so filipino time! agh! As i was sitting durr listening to these guest speakers from the company talk, i thought, 'oh man another pyramid scheme.' GOod thing i left early before trying to get sucked into that. I hate being put in those awkward positions like that. IT makes me feel obliated to do it now. THough i went to do jr. and jay a favor since they asked me. I didnt get to stay for the whole thing beiing durr was sfc tonite. I didnt ask how much you have to put down. IM sure its a large amount they ask for and they tell you to make installments to them if you cant afford it.

CLp was coo tonite, i actually stayed awake for bof talks tonite. WEll i went to confession before hand inside the church. I dont know why the church isnt always open errsat when i come. IT says on the bulletin confessions from 730-8pm. Usually when i get to sfc around that time the church is always closed. Anyway the speaker talked bout the prayer wheel i think thas what its called. WEll the speaker talked bout those 4 items that we need to do. PRayer, making sure we have a commited prayer life whetehr its in the morning or evening. Study, reading scriptire daily and reflecting on it. Fellowship focusing on Christ-Centerd acitivties. Service- DOing stuff by even the smallest things like a smile or hug or say hi. Then the guy who did the other talk made it exciting. Its weird imma be SFC as of next sat. Though no matter wha i am still and will always be SErvant's Heart IM servant's heart for life!!! haha

I want to go into what i feel God is calling me to do, but my side hurts so ill do that later....


I cant wait till SCRC, its gonna be sooo d0pe!!!

"Its been 6 months, 8 days, 12 hours since you went away. I miss you so much that i dont know what to say..."im done, im out God bless!

"It doesn't matter how many say it cannot be done or how many people have tried it before; it's important to realize that whatever you're doing, it's your first attempt at it..."

Alright well reirich's luau was a huge success, im glad that i was able to leave work early. Im glad there was only 12 kids and that my coworker was late which led me to say 'peace out foos im go and get my groove on right now!' So i left and went to irvine, i was hoping i wouldnt get lost and i didnt! I go durr right around 9pm. Errone was wurring hawiian errthang. They shouldve had a contest who was the most decorative hawaiian costume. haha that wouldve been funny, then they couldve given out some of reirich's gifts as prizes! hahaha the first place winner would get to pick off the gift table which prize they wanted! hahha that wouldve been funny.

THey played mostly like line dancing and spanish music, which was coo. Though i never realized how long spanish salsa, cha cha and all that music was. THe songs are long! hahaha for a minute i thought i was at a quincinera and not a luau! hahahahahah jk anyway, i really had fun last nite. I was sweating like no other cuz i like said before, well you know when i sweat, i sweat all ova. I sweat until it starts to drip like they show in those commercials. At work the kids were dancing to hot in herre and other hip hop jams. My co worker and i did a duet to nelly's song 'dillemna' i thought it was pretty funny. THe kids enjoyed it cuz they thought it was funny too. im so tight! haha jk

Well good news, my insurance told me theyw ere gonna pay for the damage on my curr. So imma get it fixed on monday morning! yay! Which means ill have a new back bumper, though i want a brand new front and back bumper! agh theyre only gonna pay for the back one. OH well i guess one new bumper is better then on broken one. So that made my day knowing that it was going to get fixed. yay! Wha else did i do yesterday...hmm i went to the cerritos mall and then the mexican met up w/me. We went to macys and got some stuff. I got to use the gift card boss lady got me for my birfday and bought a blue sweater. I like it! i like it! Durr was this nautica hooded sweater that was the same material. THough it was like $90...haha then we went to the catholic book store in lincoln. THe owner dur was telling some amazing stories of d0pe priests. GOod stuff! Went to the bp mall and the mexican bought this gym set. Dropped by the daycare and got some toys for the nite, changed then went to work.

And thas the end of this entry...


I like hawaiian Luaus! i think we should turn the SH cafe into a luau also!

"SO much as to be consoled as to console..."im done, im out GOd bless!

"One's dignity may be assaulted, vandalized and cruelly mocked, but cannot be taken away unless it is surrendered..."

JPFish187: happy birfday!!! oh wait wrong occassion that passed already! haha
rangeles122: stoopid .......
rangeles122: hahahhaah
rangeles122: wtheack

A lot of questions going on in my head, the 'shouldve, couldve, wouldves.' Im worried bout whas going to happen next, i hope my insurance doesnt go up. THough most likely it will. I cant blame myself cuz something like this couldve happened at anytime. I juss praise God that JL and i are alright. I can still replay the accident in my head. The cadillac braked in front of me which caused me to break. THe screeching of the tires of the white accord and then bam!!! The angels especially JL;s and i's guardian angels were truly looking out for us today. Praise God that jl and i were bof wurring seatbelts otherwise geez...When we were hit errthang flew and came out. My cds, my rearview mirror, my aurr freshner. The girls car who hit me is pretty messed up. HEr car started to leak antifreeze and was smashed in. I guess its true as the saying goes, 'honda's last forever.' I pray that ill be able to get my car fixed at least the back of it. Physically im okay, i think ill wait and see how i feel in the morning. Emotionally im fine, though i can still feel the impact and hurr the noise of the car in my head. Praise God for keepin us bof safe! PRay for us bof please!


oh whY?! ill continue w/the blast from the past tomorrow...

"I just want to love ya baby, alwasy thinkin of ya baby..."im done, im out God bless!

"A little sleep, a little slumber, a little folding of the arms to rest-then will poverty come upon you like a highway man, and want like an armed man..." -Proverbs 24:33-34

Today i was frustrated a lot at work. Well we had this end of the summer barbecue and it didnt exactly turn out the way i was expecting it. THough in a way i had a feeling it was going to turn out the way it did. THose easy light charcoals are d0pe. YOu juss light the bag itself and it burns! I got the grill warmed up pretty quicky. Then i had my kids come then my coworker brought her 14 kids from the park. We started this water game, then it turned out to be a full blown water fight. IT was fun though, we all needed to get cooled down. I got wet but im glad it wasnt soak and wet! So then when it came time to clean my coworker didnt even make her kids help me clean up. Like pack stuff away and gets all ready to go back into the community center. Instead the kids stood around and even after i asked them to help, they told me no. I got mad and i said that this bbq is a privilege and if they dont want to help ill make it the last bbq theyll ever have hurr in stanton. They didnt curr cuz they still didnt help.

What really got me upset was my co-worker wurrs a lot of make up. Well she got soaked w/water and her make up started to run like she was melting haha. So i see her kids standing around her car chiillin waiting and shes inside the car redoing her make up! I was like youre doing youre make up, in a nice tone. SHe smiled, laughed and said yeah. I thought agh! this isnt the time ot put on make up while you got 14 kids standing around not doing anything. I talked to my boss later and we both agreed GOd mustve sent her into our lives to teach all of us patience. Speaking of him i had a nice talk w/him this afternoon. He told me he too didnt expect to get the job he has now. HE was working for tustin as a supervisor for parks & rec and was comfortable wurr he was. One sun. the paper came ot his house unexpectedly cuz he never gets it. SO he's looking through the classifieds and sees an offer for Parks & rec superindent. HE skips through it and i guess doesnt pay much attention. Then it comes back to him later on, so he applies for the job and here is now.

God calls us in differrent ways to help make us grow. As for me personally im sure God felt that ive done all teh growing i could do at the daycare. He knew it was time to place me somewhere else and make me grow even more. To help me grow to become something at stanton. I praise God that jaymee was kind enough to pass the job opening over to me. God called me over to stanton to help bring happiness and love to the children i come in contact with. THough i know i may not always do that, GOd constantly sends me little reminders. Praise God im in a happy work environment where it has taught many new things. Praise God to be able to grow and ot serve.

This guy comes in today @ work w/a friend and says that he had attended some party at the city over the weekend. Well i guess the security had beaten him. I dont know exaclty but the guy accused the security of hurting him. My boss said okay well go to the sheriff's dept. and make a report. The guy goes over durr, then comes back and says well i dont remember what happened and durr was no one durr who saw it! haha it was our laugh of the day @ work. This guy probably got drunk some place and thought he could make big bucks and accuse the city for his misfortune! agh peopel this these days, so greedy!

After work i went as usual on my wed. evening to yfc in irvine. At first i was skurred cuz the place whurr they have their meetings, 'interfaith' wasnt open. I saw a priest durr talking to a newly engaged couple but thas it. Usually mark anthony is the one who's inside the building kinda chillin. SO i was talking to fred on the phone and i said well ill wait 5 more min. I was praying someone would come that way it woudlnt be a waste of my time driving all the way over to irvine. PRaise GOd cuz all of sudden comes along toni bologne! Then a couple more people came. I talked to this really d0pe priest durr tonite. His name was Fr. Pat and He's from a small communtiy called the 'Marian Community.' Anyway, he helped me put something into perspective and it was really like 'wow' i never thought of that before.

Well being durr was only 6 of us tonite and its so hot inside that building we decided to have prayer meeting outside instead. It was nice sitting outside looking at all of GOd's creation. I saw rabbits!woOo I never see rabbits hurr in bpc! haha i wonder why...haha anyway so we shurred on this devotional krystal came across. The devotional was on proverbs 24:33-34, the verse that i used for my quote. We all shurred how we can be spiritually unproductive like i have been this past summer. Meaning, lazy when it comes to certain things.

For example, like we could accidently forget to pray the rosary one nite and its like okay i only missed it once. From there though its like a ball of yarn to unravel. 'Accidently' forgetting to pray the rosary becomes a habit. Or maybe for others missing mass. Though the point is not to stay in those desserts but to pick ourselves up and get back up on that horse. I said its sooooo great knowing that we catholics can receieve Jesus through the eucharist erday. Juss to have that intimate relationship with Him to get us going. With we talked bout how many teens or young adults see mass as it being boring. THough its only boring czu theyre not getting anything out of it. We also talked bout how great it is knowing that the catholic church is juss always durr and will ALWAYS be durr. This guy talked bout he wishes he made more of an effort during confirmation. He wasnt ready or prepared when he made it and he wishes he was at that time. SOmeone said they were told confirmation is the 'sacarament of departue.' I was like wow thas crazy cuz thas what many teens are like aftet they make their confirmation they think thas it. Theyre done, theres no more. ANyway, it was great shurring that went on tonite. IM happy i went!

After we went to eileen and grace's apt to chill. We orderd pizza that took forever long to come. Krystal showed me this thing she was given called 'BIble diary.' i Was really feelin it cuz it has all the scripture readings for the whole year. LIke you can bring it to daily mass. Then it also explains what the readings are about and what it means in our lives today. I like it also cuz they have lines os you make notes about the scripture readings and errthang. Then she also got this icebreaker book from barnes and nobles that was only like $6! I think imma look for one, it has all these different party game activites to play w/people. It was a really great nite w/fellowship and scripture reflection! PRaise God!

Alright hurr is another flash back from years 95-96~
1995~
IN the news~
-LL cool J shows off the brand 'kangol' for the first time
-Brandy comes out w/her debut album and becomes popular
-March 26 Rapper Eric 'eaz-E' wright dies from AIDS
-The federal building in okalhoma city is bombed
IN the music~
-i'll be there/youre all i need to get by-Method man and mary J.
-Adina howard comes out w/her one hit wonder freak like me
-MOnica comes out and becomes popular at 15
R.I.P.~
-Selena is murderd
Wha they wore~
Ultraopaue shades//Air Jordan XI shoes//Silver Bubblegooses
IN the movies~
-Higher Learning
-Friday comes out feat. Ice Cube
-Dead Presidents
Wha they said~
Chickenhead: A promiscusous ghetto girl//Creep: To cheat on one's partner//Shook One: A fearful person
1996~
IN the news~
-Tu pac drops his 'all eyez on me' Album
-The Fugees come out w/their hyped up album 'the score'
-The unabomber is arrested for killing 23 people w/mail bombs
-Aaliyah matures rapidly w/one n a million
-Outkast elevates with ATliens
-Tupack Shakur is gunned down 4 times in a drive by attack in vegas; He dies
MUsic~
-Touch me, tease me-Case & Foxy Brown
-AInt no *igga-When Foxy and Jay z were friends
-No one else(remix)-Total
-If i Ruled the world-Nas & Lauryn Hill
-Ginuwine comes out w/his self debut CD- Ginuwine...The Bachelor
IN the movies~
-A thin line between love and hate
-The Nutty Professor
-Set it Off
-Jerry Maguire
Wha they wore~
Leopard print//Shiny patent lether gear//polo sport bags//White Clothes
Wha they said~
Dolo: SOlo//Cheddar: MOney//Ice: Diamond jewelry//Thug passion: Alize, O.J. and Hennessy//Bounce or dip: Leave//'Bout it, "bout it: Real and rowdy

blue83212: agh what are u doing hurr!??!?!
JPFish187: agh!
blue83212: yo're suppose to be here only in the morning!

JPFish187: i cant be online?!
blue83212: agh
blue83212: hahaha
JPFish187: hahahaha
JPFish187: agh
JPFish187: no thas you
JPFish187: agh
JPFish187: wha are you doing on this sn!
JPFish187: agh
blue83212: agh no
JPFish187: you threw me off! youre only supppose to be on uprm burr
blue83212: my choice
blue83212: agh
blue83212: HAHAHAA

blue83212: 'burr'
blue83212: haha
JPFish187: hahaha
JPFish187: agh you threw my nite off now i wont be able to sleep!
JPFish187: hahah
blue83212: hhahahaha
blue83212: agh
blue83212: yo're ony hurr in the morning
blue83212: till 1025
blue83212: ahaha
blue83212: agh!!!

blue83212: then come in @ 9
blue83212: agh!!!
JPFish187: hahahahahhaa
JPFish187: wow
blue83212: then shower @ 930
blue83212: agh
JPFish187: you know my mrning schedule
JPFish187: dang
JPFish187: wow

Im planning on going to SOL tomorrow, anyone interested in going?

"If i ruled the world, id free all my sons..." im done, im out God bless!

"The past is really the foundation for the future..."

Agh! i wanted to scan another pic but the printer/scanner device isnt communicating w/the computer itself! oh whY?! agH!! anyway the day went well. PRayer meeting was great, i was suprised by the number of people that were durr tonite. We had a full house and it was packed w/a lot of returners like jackie, arque, the two football members that went to the navy. The spirit was moving and errthang went fine, praise God! I couldve thought aela asked me last week to lead for next tues. i guess i misunderstood her. So pops will be leading next tues. Then ill be leading in two weeks, the week after scrc is over. Im excited for scrc, as i hope many of you are as well! Im looking forward to the young adult track cuz i know its juss gonna be great! Carson came tonite which was d0pe, after sfc is ova i need to make an apperance durr. Oh yeah marylou is gonna try to hook me up i guess w/her friend from uci. I heard shes an outgoing good catholic person. Hey thas like me! hahah We'll see what happens, though im not gonna worry bout it, cuz then ill only end up setting myself up for a dissapointment. I already went through that last summer...

ALright tonites issue is going to be a blast in the past, actually maybe tomorrows as well and the one after that. Im taking an article out from my vibe magazine and shurring w/errone on hurr. So let me take you back to yuurs 1993 and 1994. Can you remember errthang that was going in your life at that time? I remember i was only wha 11 at that time, still in 6th grade. Sheesh that was forever long ago wasnt it?! Hurr youll witness an account of news, trends, pain, progress and hip hop glory. Get ready for fascinating ride that re-creates vibe's story- one yurr at a time...

1993-
In the news~
-June~michael jordan leads the Chicago bulls to their third consective nba championship. AFter his father's murder that summer he retires from bball and starts traning w/the chicago white sox
-December 28~MIchael Jackson is accused of molesting a 13 yrd old kid @ his never neverland ranch.
R.I.P.~
April 23-Caesar Chavez DIES!!! so why does he keep tagging my board if he;s already dead?! haha
Hot Music~
-Whoomp there it is(Tag Team) the rump shaker song for the summer
-I'm so into you & weak(SWV) known for their tight harmonies and outfits
-Can we talk(tevin Campbell) This guy was only 16!
-I will always love you(Whitney Houston) The hit song from the movie 'The BodyGuard'
-Keep Ya Head Up(Tu Pac) Pac consoles the females
-Jodeci relases their new album, 'diary of a mad band'
-Toni braxton comes out w/her debut album 'breathe again'
-Wu Tang comes into effect w/'enter the 36 chambers'
Movies~
-Poetic Justice w/tu pac and Janet jackson
-Jurassic Park you know that movie w/dinosaurs and they become real!
Wha the flava was~
Rugbies//unlaced combat boots//overalls//Gold fronts//Poom-Poom shorts
Wha they said~
G: Gangsta//Chronic: Very kind marijuna//Fennin': Fiending//Knocking the boots: well im sure yall know this one...
1994~
IN the news~
-SOuth Africa elects their first black pres. Nelson Mandela
-ANdre Rison's $2 mil masion is arsoned by left eye from tlc
-June 17 OJ Simpson is on the run!!!
-R. Kelly hooks it up w/15 yr ol aaliyah as thye get married as their marriage later was annuled.
-Faith Evan and Biggie smalls get married
The movies~
-ABove the Rim
-Crooklyn(never saw that one)
-Jason's Lyric(i was the inspiration for the idea of this movie)
Hot Music~
-Flava in ya ear-craig mack's two hit wonder the original and the remix! haha
-Gin & Juice-Snoop & Dre's
-C.R.E.A.M.-Wutang gone from rags to riches
-Thuggish-ruggish-Bone-Bone thugs rep midwest
-Regulate-Warren G signature G funk sound
-OUtkasts debuts their first album 'southernplayalisticdillacmuzik'
WHa the flava was~
HOckey Jerseys//Versace Shades//Prada backpacks//Blond Ambition
Wha they said~
Buddah: Marijuna//Dun: QB for son//EI: A blunt//Lah:weed//Represent: Stand up for the place youre from and wha you believe in//Keep it real: Walk the walk, dont just talk the talk//Who ride: To get buck wild


Isn't it strange for the government to tell people to be on high 'terror alert' but to go about business as usual?

"Can we talk for a minute, girl i want to know your name..." im done, im out God bless!

"He, Christ is the splendor of eternal glory, "the brightness of eternal light, and the mirror without cloud..."

I had a picture to put on hurr but agh it didnt upload! It was a d0pe picture too! ANyway, so today was a tiring day. I was sleepy during the early part of the afternoon. Maybe me having a headache had to play a part of it also. I didnt really have the kids do much i tried to come up w/projecets that would kill time. That way the time went faster. The number of kids ive been getting continue to stay in the single digits. Oh it was tight cuz when we went outside to play i had the kids walk/run a mile. Im so out of shape cuz i had a hard time running one lap! haha how sad is that, looks like no more fat boy for me! its time for operation get into shape!

I went to the soratorios tonite and i was playing w/leiliani pretty much the whole evening. It was fun, i love playing w/that little girl cuz she's so cute! She busted out her play reigster and food. That thing is d0pe! it makes the scanning noise when you check the price on food. It has the credit card noise also when you slide it through. I want one of those too on the reals yo! haha then it has the mic so you cna press and talk. Like id say, 'we need a price check on register 5 please.' or 'please keep your children w/you at all times. I see a number of unattended children turring open my store.' haha leilani would want me to talk all time on the mic. Then durr was a time cuz i had to go on break. So i let leiliani take charge of my register.

After we got tired of playing register, we played 'barbie meets burbie.' I was playing the role or barbie and she brought over her friends burbie and hurbie. Goofy was also playing w/us he was barbies friend and barbie and him went to the ball together. When they went to the ball barbie was dancing w/goofy to that song, 'slow jam' by usher and monica! haha well durrs more but ill continue later, i gotta blog this right quick to make robby happy. I guess i ruined his morning by not blogging. haha ALl in all i love playing w/ninni! SOmetimes you juss gotta be like a kid and use your imagaination. Use your imagination and youll understand, its adventure in wonderland! haha


PLease pray for aela who will be leading praise & worship tonite!

"When the storm comes we will not be shaken for by Your hands we are saved..."im done, im out God bless!

"The sweet is never as sweet without the sour..."


You are kind and forgiving, O Lord,

abounding in love to all who call to you.

Hear my prayer, O Lord;

listen to my cry for mercy.

In the day of trouble I will call to you,

for you will answer me.

Psalm 86:5-7

For our hearts are restless, O Lord until they rest in you...


STRENGTH NOW, COURAGE ALWAYS, UPRM ABOVE ALL

"Whatever tomorrow may bring ill be there..."im done, im out GOd bless!
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"There isn't much that I can do, but I can share an hour with you, and I can share a joke with you....as on our way we go..."

NOt much really took place today. I woke up earlier then expected or wanted to, at around 830am. THough i guess thas still usual time i wake up erronce in a while anyway. I attempted to watch cradle to the grave but i couldnt concentrate on it. I ran out of blank dvds too, so i couldnt burn it. Oh well ill juss rerent it next time i guess. I had lunch @ my grandparents house, my mom and aunt bought crab so they cooked it today. IT was good, though it reminded me of the crab w/the hot butter @ mandalay bay! mmmmMmm i love their seafood and their smoked fish also! oOOhhh im so ready to go back to vegas! Oh yeah next time we go to vegas, whoever ends up driving i say we valet park errthang. ITs a lot simpler and less of a hassle. IT costs what $1-$2 for the tip thas it.

DId i mention the other day i ordered the debut on dvd! im so excited though it doesnt come out till next month. I cant wait till i have it in my hands. Imma watch errday! haha jk when i wake up, ill watch it, i get home from work ill watch it. hahaha watch it until im all debuted out. hahaha Forreal though im excited to see the movie again, being i only saw it once. That one time was the only time also, so its gonna be exciting to watch it again! War the debut! haha


I had my meeting @ laura this afternoon @ the block. As i was walking towards starbucks i felt the hot sun light burn agaisnt forehead. Its peeling! ewww i hate being in the sun. I think i got burnt on my forehead also cuz of the sun last sunday. agh stupid sun. Very productive meeting bout not only hospitality but mcing and what to do during down time. I explained to her a lot of these young adults come to be spoon fed. We gotta talk to them to get their attention. IF you dont then youre juss gonna loose their interest. She totally agreed on the ideas i had brought up to her. I cant believe scrc already is 3 weeks away! its coming up soo quickly. SCRC last yurr was totally a d0pe experience for me.

From durr i went to mass and confession @ st. peter chanel. IT felt good to go to confession cuz i really needed it. As of lately ive caught myself being really short tempered w/people. More impatient and getting angry at all these small irrlevant things. So it was good to get off all that stuff off my back. It felt good going to mass being i havent been going to daily mass errday either. I should get back into that rountine. Either wake up earlier to get to 8am mass or make sure i leave work @ 5 or by 5pm to get to 515pm mass. Errtime i plan to go or want to go @ 515 something always comes up @ work and i end up staying past 5pm. SO please pray that ill get the inspiration to go back to daily mass. I need to be spiritually productive again and not spiritually lazy.

I had my one on one w/my sfc leader tonite. IT was really good shurring we had. He told me his praise report for the week and how its become a real blessing to him. I was happy cuz im sure if i was in his shoes and i receieved my working visa permit then id be happy also. The talk went well, i was able to shurr my feelings on certain things. He explained ot me how the baptism is gonna be done. I told him my two main concerns that #1 the charasmatic gifts are thoroughly and properly explained and #2 leave a lot of time for soaking prayer after youre prayer over. Yeah i know sfc may not be charasmatic but if the gifts are explained and people start clapping or doing stuff cuz theyre being lead by the spirit and others dont know that, theyre gonna get all freaked out. One thing is you shouldnt rush a baptism in the spirit. Time is a big issue also w/it. Making sure errone is prayed over and has time to be soaked w/prayer.

Went to the soratorios after and played black jack or 21. I did really well being i kept putting in only 1 penny each time. I lasted throughout most of the game. I watched many different people walk back forth from the table. El juego ended up winning the house but he would put in large amounts. EErrone else did that too put large amounts or juss risked it all. I didnt i played it safe, even though it wasnt real money. IT was still fun playing and getting experience and learning. When i had gone to vegas i wanted to play the table games but i had no one ot really show me. Next time....Robby and i played this funny game tonite. We said for a whole half hour we couldnt say the word 'agh.'FOr each time we said, we had to give $1 to the other person. I ended up winning $2! yay!


Happy Birfday Leilani!!!

"Im a saint in the making and He will not let me go..."im done, im out God bless!